The last time to say I love you

"Senior Brother, he is innocent, please let him go...Senior Brother."

Xu Zhisheng stopped calling Xu Yuan senior brother a long time ago, but he doesn't care so much now, he just hopes that Xu Yuan can let Gao Lv off with a little guilt when he hears his words.

Xu Zhisheng held Xu Yuan's black pants tightly, shaking uncontrollably. He was afraid of Xu Yuan in his bones, no matter how many times.

But he was even more afraid of getting Gao Lv involved in their matter because of him, and even more afraid of Xu Yuan hitting Gao Lv on the head with a stick.

He didn't dare to imagine the scene of Gao Li falling down in front of him, he didn't dare to imagine Gao Li's blood flowing all over the place.

He is innocent... Gao Li is innocent!

Brother?

Gao Lu's eyes widened. Is that person Xu Zhisheng's elder brother? !

How is he worthy!How could he be worthy of Xu Zhisheng's senior brother! ! !

Gao Lu vaguely heard Xu Zhisheng begging for mercy, every sound was crying, his tone was full of helplessness and trembling, Gao Lu tried to remember but couldn't get up.

He wanted to pull Xu Zhisheng up from the ground to protect him from being touched by anyone, and to prevent him from begging anyone in a humble and embarrassed way. He didn't want to hear Xu Zhisheng's trembling tone...

He really hated himself for being so weak.

Gao Li's fingertips rubbed against the ground, blood dripped out, and he struggled to squeeze out a complete sentence from between his teeth.

"Get up Xu Zhisheng!!! Don't kneel, I'm fine..."

Xu Yuan kicked Xu Zhisheng away annoyed and shouted sharply: "Get out!!!"

Hearing Xu Zhisheng's gasped voice, Gao Lv was furious all over his head, his eyes were bloodshot and his face turned red:

"How dare you kick him!"

His cheeks were so bulging that they were about to explode, and his teeth were so angry that they were about to be chewed to pieces. He wished he could drag Xu Yuan over and kick him hard.

Why should he be careless!Let Xu Yuan have a chance to restrain him!

Gao Lu didn't know where the strength came from, and almost jumped from Xu Yuan's feet. Xu Yuan quickly stepped on Gao Lu's back hard, and Gao Lu fell back to the ground again. to the ground.

He seems to have heard the sound of bones thumping, and he doesn't know if it's a dislocation or a fracture. The pain on his back has also intensified a lot, and the sand and stones have worn traces of blood on his face, which is burning hot.

"Gao Lu, move again, believe it or not, I'll dig out Xu Zhisheng's heart and show you?"

"you dare!"

"Look at me, dare I!!! If you didn't show up last time, do you think I would dare to smash him to the ground?"

This sentence is very effective, Gao Li, who was still cursing and struggling to resist, immediately calmed down.

Gao Lv didn't dare to move. He really doubted that this person could do such insane things. This person is simply a lunatic without any sense of human nature.

"Don't worry, I'll leave you a whole body, and you don't have to blame me in your heart. If you want to blame, blame you for being that woman's son. Don't waste your time scolding me for dying. I never thought of living if I dared to kill you." .”

Like a lunatic, Xu Yuan was blinded by revenge. What he thought in his mind was that as long as he killed Gao Lv, he would be able to return to life with He Qi, and soon he would be able to avenge Xu Yi, so that he could go to see Xu Yuan. art.

The past few years of his life were really too painful for him. It was not only his people who were tortured but also his spirit. He couldn't accept that the person who killed his brother was living with impunity, and he couldn't accept that Xu Yi's injustice case would sink like this. go down.

Why should they be burdened with this when they did nothing wrong?How can the person who killed Xu Yi live in human skin!

If he didn't dare to go to see Xu Yi like this, he would have died long ago.

While pushing him into the abyss, they accused him of changing. They stood on the moral stage like living Buddhas to accuse him.

Who wants to be like this?Does he want to?Does he want to! ! !

If Xu Yi had been innocent from the beginning, would he have become like this?If those people believed his words at the beginning, would it have become like this! ! !

He didn't think about getting anyone involved in the past at the beginning, yes, they are college teachers, they are innocent, they are angels on earth, they are gods!He won't do these things that are inferior to pigs and dogs, why stop him when his life is worth his life! ! !

They are great!They are excellent!They are right about everything!But what he ruined was his own future and his way, what the hell is up to them!

Y'all are right...

But what about his younger brother Xu Yi...

He is also a good boy, he didn't do anything...

I just allow you to be humans, you are treasures...

Isn't his younger brother Xu Yi his treasure...

Xu Yuan muttered to himself, and waved the stick in his hand again.

"Don't move around, or your face will be ugly if you ruin it. I can strike with a few sticks and you will suffer less. If you move your brains and splash the pain on the ground, you will be the one."

In the darkness, Xu Zhisheng saw Xu Yuan's ferocious face clearly. He used all his strength and screamed at Xu Yuan heart-piercingly:

"Zhang Yihua died a long time ago!!!"

Xu Zhisheng didn't realize that when he yelled these words, tears rolled down his face again. If you look carefully, you can see the panic and fear in his eyes. There is no part of his body that is not afraid. He is afraid that Gao Lv will really be killed by Xu Yuan. killed.

After all, Xu Yuan is no longer the gentle boy he used to be because of Xu Yi. Now Xu Yuan dares to do anything...

Xu Yuan's whole body was stunned, and the movements of his hands also stopped. He was silent for a while and turned to look at Xu Zhisheng with a shocked expression and more doubts.

"What did you say?"

"He died a long time ago... In the year after you were in prison, he attacked another student. The student failed to commit suicide. Later, his family members called the police and went to Yangcheng News. By the way, they found out about Your brother's injustice..."

"The execution of the death penalty in situ has been a sensation for a long time, and it only faded away in the last two years..."

Xu Zhisheng remembered that during that period of time on the news, many people on the Internet had been praying for Xu Yi and setting off river lanterns to pay homage to his dead soul, regretting his injustice.

After all, paper cannot cover fire.

"Xu Zhisheng, you are lying to me, aren't you!!!"

elder brother……

In Xu Yuan's mind, he vaguely remembered that Xu Yi was lying in a pool of blood, his eyes were slack and out of focus, and he kept calling him in a low voice in his arms as if he couldn't see him.

Xu Yi stretched out his bloody hands and tried to touch his cheeks. His blurred eyes reflected his panicked look.

He breathed very weakly, touched his face and said intermittently: Brother...I want to see you...I want to see you...

Xu Yi's words made him dazed, but from his words, he could hear the fact that Xu Yi couldn't see him at that time.

He saw the transparent liquid in Xu Yi's eyes mixed with the blood dripping down his face, he restrained the pain that seemed to be falling apart all over his body and smiled at him, but the smile was distorted because of the pain.

There was reluctance for him in Wanwan's eyes, Xu Yi seemed happier than reluctance.

He squeezed out a sentence with all his strength and consciousness, that sentence was like spring water in the desert, like a trace of warmth left in a tragedy.

Brother... Nice to meet you...My name is Xu Yi...My brother's younger brother...I'm sorry...I can't accompany you on this journey...I still want to be your brother in my next life...Can I...

In the end, he opened his lips and wanted to say something, but suddenly stopped his voice, turned around and said:

Brother... I love you.

His younger brother has always been so good, never willing to let him worry.

From the beginning, he just wanted the truth to make Xu Yi innocent... Why is it so difficult...

Xu Zhisheng could clearly feel Xu Yuan's mood swings, something seemed to be breaking in those jet-black eyes, the way he looked at him was a bit wrong, and his tone was not firm.

"You're lying to me..."

"If you don't believe me, just watch it...you can watch it now, there are videos and interviews..."

Xu Zhisheng was a little helpless, he didn't really want to recall these things, whenever he recalled he would think of his humiliating past and his father.

There was a crack in Xu Yuan's long-hardened heart today, he could feel the heat in his eyes, and he couldn't believe what Xu Zhisheng said, he must... must be afraid that he would kill Gao Lv so he said that!

"You must be lying to me...you must be afraid that I will kill Gao Li, right!!!"

Xu Yuan couldn't care about Gao Lv anymore, and approached Xu Zhisheng almost crazily, pinched Xu Zhisheng's neck and shouted:

"Xu Zhisheng, you're lying to me, aren't you! Aren't you!!!"

Xu Zhisheng was a little out of breath, he didn't struggle and let Xu Yuan pinch him, when suddenly some hot liquid dripped on his arm.

What caught Xu Zhisheng's eyes was Xu Yuan's frowning and tear-stained face, and he heard Xu Yuan's trembling lips utter a begging word.

"You're lying to me, aren't you..."

He has been pursuing the truth and innocence he longed for, but now he tells him that the murderer has died long ago, and Xu Yi's injustice has long been cleared...

Xu Zhisheng could hear Xu Yuan's crying, and in a trance, he saw from Xu Yuan's tearful eyes the senior brother who had squatted halfway before giving him medicine.

At that time, his senior brother was also very gentle, comforting him, telling him not to cry and wiping away his tears, silently carrying him all the way.

After all, why did that high-spirited and promising boy become what he is now?He was right, he just loved his brother in his own way.

But even if Xu Yuan did that kind of thing to him, he couldn't forgive him or hate him.

In the end it seems like no one is right...

Seeing Xu Zhisheng's face, Xu Yuan suddenly became frightened. He began to be afraid of the things he had done before. When Xu Zhisheng said that Xu Yi had cleared the injustice, his tears kept pouring out, and gradually he let go of the grip on Xu Zhisheng's neck. hand.

Xu Zhisheng panted heavily, looked at Xu Yuan and said slowly:

"My father didn't believe you right away, it was his fault..."

"But the moment he died, he shouted your name. He passed away with apologies to you. My father did not apologize to you. He is also investigating, and he also needs to find evidence..."

He had heard about it from other people, who said that his father passed away with apologies on the day he died...

On the day of the car accident, his father was on his way to the police station... He also needed time to find evidence.

Xu Yuan covered his face while crying and didn't want to listen any more.

Why did you go early...

Why did you go early...

Xu Jingsheng told him to calm down but did not tell him that he was looking for evidence...

Then how can he pay back the stupid things he did that are not as good as animals?

How to return it! ! !

How would he face Xu Zhisheng and the dead Xu Jingsheng now! ! !

Why tell him!Why tell him!Just keep him in the dark for the rest of his life!

"Go to hell!!! You must be lying to me! Xu Zhisheng, if you let me know that you are lying to me... I will never let you go..."

Speaking of Xu Yuan, he left Xu Zhisheng's sight as if fleeing, and he fled here quickly.

He was suddenly afraid of the truth...

It must not be true... If it is true... why didn't you tell him! ! !

It must not be true! ! !

He wants to ask He Qi for clarification! ! !

Seeing Xu Yuan running away, Xu Zhisheng couldn't help Gao Lu up from the ground with tears all over his face.

Xu Zhisheng blushed with guilt and did not dare to look at Gao Lv.

"Gao Li, I'm sorry..."

Gao Lv squeezed Xu Zhisheng's face with his fingertips to wipe off Xu Zhisheng's tear stains, grinning his teeth in pain but still forced a smile:

"Xu Zhisheng, I don't hurt, it doesn't hurt."

Gao Lu looked at Xu Zhisheng with a wound on the corner of his mouth and smiled. In Xu Zhisheng's eyes, he looked like a fool.

Gao Lu looked at Xu Zhisheng in a hoarse voice, his eyes were a little blurred, and he repeated, "It doesn't hurt."

Suddenly Xu Zhisheng saw that Gao Lu was crying, and a boy who was taller than him was crying in front of him.

Xu Zhisheng was a little flustered, not knowing if he was crying in pain or how to comfort Gao Lv.

Seeing Xu Zhisheng's overwhelmed look, Gao Lv stretched out his hands to cover his eyes so that he wouldn't let him see himself in a mess.

It's okay, it's okay, Xu Zhisheng, I don't need you to coax me, I'll be fine in a while...

Xu Zhisheng didn't know what happened, but felt Gao Lu's warm palms covering his eyes.

Xu Zhisheng just felt that Gao Lv's breath got a lot closer to him all of a sudden, but he didn't stay for long before disappearing.

Gao Lv gently kissed the back of his hand across the palm of his hand, but quickly walked away, speaking with trembling.

"Don't laugh...don't laugh Xu Zhisheng, I beg you don't laugh."

Xu Zhisheng's smiles were very dazzling, even more dazzling to Gao Lv than crying.

Stop laughing at those people, it's not worth it, it's not worth it.

Xu Zhisheng was a little puzzled, he obviously didn't laugh and didn't know why Gao Li told him not to laugh.

Before he could react, Gao Lv hugged him, his voice was unsteady, and he wanted to comfort him even though he was crying.

"You have to be good... Isn't it just a love letter? I write you a love letter every day, every day, let those idiots know how good my baby is... how excellent..."

Afterwards, Xu Zhisheng sent Gao Li to the hospital. The doctor said that the bones were misplaced, so he straightened Gao Li's bones. Because Xu Zhisheng was in pain, Gao Li didn't dare to scream too loudly. He grunted a few times and bit his lips until bleeding up.

Because Gao Lu didn't want the resident doctor to give him an injection and prescribed medicine, he let Gao Lu go away.

Xu Zhisheng stayed at Gao Lv's house for another night that night, and went to school the next day. His head teacher told him that some books were missing and got him a new set of books, but he didn't dare to tell Xu Zhisheng. It is why they are not allowed to move away.

Xu Zhisheng was still a little uncomfortable after the whole morning class in the first class, and they didn't like to talk and write questions in class or write questions after class.

The story of the love letter spread all over the campus, but it seemed that it was suppressed by the head teacher of the third and fourth grades of senior high school, saying that if they spread rumors, they would be expelled and given a demerit penalty. It will still be discussed.

The students in Class [-] are all the top students in Lichuan. How can a top student have time to deal with these gossip? Some will ask for advice when they know that Xu Zhisheng has good grades. Some are not happy with Xu Zhisheng. Part of the reason is the rumors about Xu Zhisheng. A bigger part was because Xu Zhisheng, the No. [-] transfer in the school, suddenly made them even more unhappy, and stepped on them directly.

And Gao Lv really wrote love letters to him, and came to the classroom to look for him every day, waiting for him to go to get out of class together, but this peaceful life did not last for a few days.

He also thought that the matter of the love letter would not be solved so easily, and that he would encounter more bad things, but he never thought that this matter would completely break him down.

A strange message was sent, and he glanced at it with a pale and ugly face.

(I don't want all your scandals in Yangcheng to be exposed, and I will pass the third part immediately!)

Xu Zhisheng knew He Qi at a glance, and after receiving He Qi's message, he set foot on the road to the third division of high school alone.

Xu Zhisheng met He Qi in the corridor, He Qi leaned against the wall and waited for him, and he knew that he was waiting for him specially.

He Qi looked at Xu Zhisheng without a hint of a smile on his face, looking at Xu Zhisheng with the eyes of looking at prey, and said for a long time:

"Come? I thought you wouldn't come. Oh, that's right. Who isn't afraid of the news of being raped?"

When Xu Zhisheng heard He Qi's words, his face turned pale, and he clenched his fists and walked towards He Qi step by step with difficulty.

The moment he saw Xu Zhisheng, He Qi was so full of anger that he finally found an outlet, and approached Xu Zhisheng calmly and slapped Xu Zhisheng on the face.

"Who allowed you to like Li Su!!!"

"Aren't you clear-headed? Did I make you like Li Su!!! Fuck!!!"

Before Xu Zhisheng could react from the slap, he heard a furious voice ringing in Xu Zhisheng's ear.

Before he could answer, his hair hurt like it was about to be pulled out by the roots.

Because He Qi was pulling his hair, Xu Zhisheng was forced to follow He Qi.

He Qi could be described as frenzied now, he grabbed Xu Zhisheng's hair in his hand and dragged him away regardless of Xu Zhisheng's panic and resistance.

"Go in!"

He Qi kicked open the door of Class [-] and [-] of high school and threw Xu Zhisheng in.

Oh, it's okay this time, the whole class is here.

"Ah, are they all here? Heh, that would be great, let's listen to the story together."

"Your former squad leader, Xu Zhisheng, must have not told you about his glorious deeds in Yangcheng, right? He must have never told you about his first year in junior high..."

Xu Zhisheng's reaction was faster than He Qi's, and he shouted He Qi's name when he didn't have time to scare him.

"What!!!"

Li Su is... Li Su is...

He looked at He Qi with begging eyes and said, "What should I do? Tell me..."

don't tell...don't tell anyone...

"What do you want? Ha."

He Qi sneered and his expression froze:

"Okay, Xu Zhisheng, kneel down for me, and I won't tell others."

As soon as He Qi's words came out, the whole class was stunned, and everyone was waiting to see Xu Zhisheng's joke.

Some people guessed that Xu Zhisheng would not kneel because Li Su was there, and some people guessed that Xu Zhisheng would kneel because Xu Zhisheng is so cheap.

[Ah, don't get close to him, my mother said he was sick and told me not to play with him. ]

[Hey, it’s good not to learn anything at such a young age, and both parents are teachers, so I thought it was a big deal to teach such a naughty son. ]

[That is, if one's own son can't teach it, he still has to teach others, who dares to teach his child to them. ]

[died?That woman Koff?Or because of the disaster brought by that child? ]

Xu Zhisheng's mind recalled those hurtful and bloody words a few years ago. They seemed to have two faces, one flattering one in front of his parents, and the other in front of him.

He couldn't even figure out what had offended them.

What Xu Zhisheng couldn't figure out was human nature. While pleasing people who are better than him, people think about how to slander those who are higher than him. Once there is a little black spot, it becomes a reason for them to attack.

Xu Zhisheng just looked at He Qi like this, and from He Qi's eyes he saw his embarrassment again.

He still remembers the scene where He Qi pushed him to the sink just like now without giving him any dignity.

"Okay...as long as you don't say..."

"I kneel..."

With a plop, everyone saw Xu Zhisheng knelt down to He Qi, Li Su clenched his fists, his eyes were red with anger, he walked over quickly and pulled Xu Zhisheng up from the ground, he really couldn't stand Xu Zhisheng in front of everyone Kneeling towards He Qi like this...

He really... wanted to kill someone.

"Are you that cheap? Are your fucking knees that cheap? Can't you change the look of a cheap dog in your bones? Do you want to kneel down for the whole school under the national flag?!"

Li Su couldn't control his rising emotions, obviously what he wanted to say was not this sentence, but everything changed as soon as he opened his mouth.

Every sentence of Li Su's words can be accurately pierced in Xu Zhisheng's heart, and every time he tramples under his feet the bit of dignity that he has finally picked up.

He is also human, and his heart really hurts...

He also couldn't figure out that it was him, Xu Zhisheng, who was despicable, and how angry Li Su was with him.

Xu Zhisheng looked at Li Su and smiled, a forced smile, trying to hide the embarrassment in his eyes:

"Yeah, I'm that mean... I'm just as disgusting as you think I am..."

But the tears in his eyes couldn't be held back in front of Li Su, and fell down in front of Li Su:

"But Li Su...so what..."

"Does it have something to do with you? Do you think everyone has gold knees like you?"

Do you think that everyone lives as innocently as you do without black spots...

Xu Zhisheng suddenly remembered what Gao Lu said to him yesterday.

Did Xu Zhisheng see it?The morning star, the brightest star before the dark dawn, the bright guide.

It is a pointer when people are confused, which symbolizes infinite hope.

I don't know what you are paying back, Xu Zhisheng, if you owe Li Su, what you have done for him should be enough after a long time.

You should have a better future, not just live for Li Su.

No one deserves to live for whom. Xu Zhisheng If you are confused, look at Venus and touch your heart and ask yourself is it worth it?

For Li Su's transfer from the top class to the ordinary class, for Li Su to be blamed by everyone, for Li Su to live in the abuse and violence of everyone, for Li Su to suffer and even bear false charges, are you worth it? ?Xu Zhisheng?

Follow the answer in your heart and move forward. If you can't see the morning star, I will be your morning star and lead you all the way forward.

There is no light ahead, I will light the way for you to dispel the darkness.

[Another flower language of daisy symbolizes hope. The world is full of light. Maybe the gods can't take care of everyone. In the voice of promise, there will always be someone who will bring light to you and destroy all darkness for you. 】

Gao Lu's words overlapped with Li Su's.

The morning star and crinkle chrysanthemum are said to symbolize hope.

He had received daisies, he had seen morning stars, but none of them came to him with hope.

He only knows that the flower language of daisy is his humble and deep love for Li Su that can only be kept in the bottom of his heart.

And the morning star appears before the dark dawn, not to illuminate the way forward or to dispel the darkness, but to tell people that night is coming.

It's not about guiding people and illuminating the way forward as Gao Lv said.

It is the moon that illuminates the darkness, the countless stars, the night light that lights up the prosperity of the city, not the morning star.

The reason why he believed the daisy's flower language in Li Su's mouth was because Li Su said it.

I really thought he was so foolish...

So when Gao Li talked about Venus, Xu Zhisheng didn't feel anything.

Seeing Li Su's tears streaming down, Xu Zhisheng grinned, but the smile at the corner of his mouth was twisted.

Li Su, I don't believe in all the lies, the so-called hopes, all of them, just because you said the words.

I won't see you in my dreams now...and I won't dream of you...

It's just that sometimes I can't help thinking about you...

Li Su, wait...I really...have worked very hard to get used to being without you...

You worked hard...so don't look at me like that again...

Li Su was completely stunned, it was the first time he saw Xu Zhisheng cry since the fall out.

He seemed to see the aggrieved boy crying under the street lamp again.

Li Su, the road is really dark, I couldn't find you just now... I'm afraid...

At that time, Xu Zhisheng was standing under the street lamp crying, he looked very much like an abandoned child, when he saw him, he threw himself into his arms with a grievance and cried, saying that he was afraid of the dark.

Li Su habitually reached out to Xu Zhisheng, trying to wipe away Xu Zhisheng's tears.

He didn't even notice that his hands were shaking uncontrollably.

He wanted to call Xu Zhisheng's name, but he couldn't make a sound from his throat.