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After returning from the airport, Lu Qingchen sat silently in the passenger seat.

Shen Junhuai spoke first: "Want to see the aurora?"

Lu Qingchen was still wandering in the sky, and then remembered the meaning of Zhan Yue's words just now, and hurriedly said: "No. Before Han Xing was going to the Arctic Village to collect folk songs, Mr. Zhan called me, but... I didn't want to go out, so I refused."

Shen Junhuai was silent for a moment: "You were not allowed to go out during that time, mainly because of safety concerns. Sorry!"

Shen Junhuai said this in a very low voice, as if he was afraid that the people next to him would be surprised.

Lu Qingchen pursed his lips, looked at him sideways with some doubts, then guessed what he meant, and said, "It's because I don't want to go out, and it has nothing to do with others." Then he said, "Shen Yun is too. The ones you called to accompany me, as well as Ah Han and Rob, I know all of this. Thank you!"

Ah Han and Rob are actually not Shen Yun's bodyguards. They grew up in Shen's family and worked for Shen's family. The object of protection has always been Shen Junhuai.In the past few years when Shen Junhuai was in the country, they didn't come with them. They have been working in the Shen family's old house in Country M.

These are what Lu Qingchen occasionally heard from their conversations.

During the four years they were together, Lu Qingchen tried his best to integrate into Shen Junhuai's world, and he thought he could do it.But the more they walked, the more they discovered that they were people from two worlds.His family background, educational background, personality and career are all on different levels. His only advantage may be that he has a beautiful and clean skin.

But now, this skin is also broken.

The difference between cloud and mud is nothing more than that.

In the future, when Shen Junhuai returned to Country M, when he got married and established a business with children and grandchildren, he occasionally thought of himself and wondered if he would jokingly say to his lover that when he was young, he had an ex who had no redeeming qualities, yet they were able to be together So long.

Lu Qingchen lowered his head, touched his ear unconsciously with his left hand, and smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Han Xing, if there are occasions or activities that require you to negotiate, I can accompany you." Shen Junhuai took his right hand away from the steering wheel, stretched it to the co-pilot position, and held Lu Qingchen's thin and slightly protruding knee, comforting After rubbing it, he said, "Don't see Zhan Yue alone in the future."

Lu Qingchen smiled again and said yes.

For suitors like Xiao Mo and Zhan Yue alone, Shen Junhuai couldn't tolerate a grain of sand in his eyes, let alone what Fang and Du did to him.

Shen Junhuai couldn't relax, so he didn't drive home, and went directly to a newly opened side stove. He knew that Lu Qingchen liked to eat these.

This shop is opened in the commercial center building, the taste is very good, and there are many customers.

Shen Junhuai asked for the bottom of the fish maw pot, looked at Lu Qingchen's face that was almost so thin that only a pair of eyes remained, and ordered a bunch of meat and vegetables.

"There's a good movie, do you want to watch it after dinner?" Shen Junhuai looked at the person who was buried in eating, and asked softly.

As soon as Shen Junhuai was seated, he sent Su Changxian a message. When he thought of Zhan Yue's face, he got a little angry, so he simply canceled all the schedule and meetings in the afternoon, and quickly browsed through the recently released movies, and picked one that was not bad. It's a passable romance movie, I want to show Lu Qingchen to watch it.

Lu Qingchen didn't look up, he was concentrating on eating the food in his bowl.

Shen Junhuai waited for a while but didn't get the answer from the person opposite, so he said it again.

The box for the two is close to the window. It is said to be a box, but in fact there is only one partition.A few children in the room next door were noisy all the way to the bathroom, and an old Cantonese song was playing in the hall. It wasn't noisy, but it was definitely not to the point where you couldn't hear the words.

Shen Junhuai reached out and tapped twice on the table in front of Lu Qingchen.

"Huh?" Lu Qingchen raised his head with a look of astonishment.But within a few seconds, he realized what the problem was. After a flash of panic, he hurriedly asked: "What did you just say? I... I didn't hear it." Then he smiled embarrassedly , "I was too focused on eating just now."

Shen Junhuai had no choice but to say it again.

"Don't you have to go to school?" Lu Qingchen was a little surprised. You must know that Shen Junhuai is a person who has no entertainment at all in his eyes. It is really an exception that he suddenly wants to watch a movie.

Shen Junhuai: "I'm not going, I'll go to the movies with you."

Lu Qingchen had long since realized that he could no longer hear in his left ear.

At the beginning, he would suddenly feel earache and tinnitus, and sometimes he would find a small amount of bleeding when he got up in the morning, and then the stuffy feeling in his ears became more and more intense, his hearing loss, and occasionally dizziness and nausea, this state lasted for more than a month month, and then almost completely inaudible.

He wasn't sure why this had happened, it had been such a chaotic time, and he didn't want to get to the bottom of it.

He carefully drew a circle for himself, shrunk within this safe range, and digested all injuries by himself.

He even thought optimistically that fortunately it wasn't his hands or eyes that were hurt, otherwise he wouldn't even be able to paint.

Sometimes he couldn't hear what Shen Junhuai said clearly, so when there were only two people around, he would be [-]% energetic, but the consequence of his high concentration was that people were more likely to get tired and his hearing loss was even worse.

He dare not tell others.

Who likes a cripple!

The movie was very funny, and Lu Qingchen laughed loudly along with the audience in the theater.He touched his face and laughed like tears.

After watching the movie, the two also went to see a small art exhibition.They didn't return home until dusk.

After that, they went back to how they were before.

Lu Qingchen drew, cooked, and took a walk, while Shen Junhuai was busy with the project that was drawing to a close.However, Shen Junhuai seldom came home in the middle of the night, he always went to and from get off work on time, and almost cut off other social activities.

The only difference is that the two no longer sleep together.

Lu Qingchen always said that he was inspired and often stayed in the studio at night, while Shen Junhuai needed a good rest, so the two tacitly maintained the previous pattern of sleeping in separate rooms.

Lu Qingchen began to spend all his time painting, as if it was too late, the studio was full of canvases and finished products.Sometimes when Shen Junhuai went home, he didn't notice it. On the contrary, Shen Junhuai forced him to put down his paintbrush several times and had to rest, so he looked suddenly sober.

That night, Shen Junhuai had an irresistible dinner party, but he still rushed home before 10 pm.

The room was quiet, and the dim light in the studio shone through the gap under the door.

After Shen Junhuai took a shower, he stopped when he walked to the door of the bedroom, and turned to walk towards the studio.

Lu Qingchen sat curled up on the balcony of the studio, with his head tilted by the window, exposing a pale and thin neck.As he approached, his slender eyelashes were slightly closed, and his brows were slightly wrinkled, as if he had fallen asleep.

Shen Junhuai gently picked him up, walked to the door of the guest bedroom, paused, and then walked to the master bedroom.

Being put into the soft quilt, Lu Qingchen moved a little uneasy, found a comfortable position, then completely quieted down, breathing evenly and long.He was wearing a wide white T-shirt, the neckline was ripped open with his movements, revealing a large piece of porcelain white collarbone, and the hem of the clothes was also lifted up, a large part of his thin waist was half covered under the quilt, which was alluring and charming. I don't know it.

Shen Junhuai's Adam's apple rolled, deep desire welled up in the depths of his eyes, he bent down and kissed her.

"Well..." Lu Qingchen dodged instinctively in his sleep, but he didn't dodge the weight and deep hot kiss.His hands and feet were bound under the quilt, and his chest was pressed so tightly that he couldn't breathe.His head was still in confusion, he didn't know what day and night, and he didn't know where he was, so he could only twist his body hard, trying to free himself from the shackles.

There was a sudden chill under his body, and his shorts were stripped off. The coolness of his body and the fear in his heart finally made him sober at this moment. Without even thinking about it, he slapped hard at the person on his body.

"Snapped--"

The entangled two froze at the same time.

Lu Qingchen didn't have much strength, and he just woke up from a coma, so his strength was almost negligible, but the applause was full of lethality in the quiet night, and Shen Junhuai was beaten to the side slightly.

Frozen for a few seconds.

Shen Junhuai got off Lu Qingchen's body, his movements were very light, he didn't speak, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.He walked to the foot of the bed and turned on the floor lamp in the bedroom. The dim and soft light lit up, reflecting the embarrassment of the two of them.

Lu Qingchen still maintained the posture of lying on his back on the bed, he pulled the corner of the quilt to cover his head.

Shen Junhuai's voice was low and hoarse, and he suppressed his breath, "You lie down for a while...I'll get you a cup of milk." Then he turned and walked out.

He stayed in the kitchen for a while longer, until the boiled milk was half-cooled, then he picked up the cup and went back to the bedroom on the second floor.

Lu Qingchen was wrapped in a quilt and sat in the middle of the bed, a little dazed, not knowing what he was thinking.

Shen Junhuai came over, handed the milk to him, and said, "Go to bed early after drinking." Lu Qingchen took it silently, drank the glass of milk slowly, and looked up at the person standing by the bed.

His eyes flashed, and he finally made up his mind.

Shen Junhuai took the empty cup and was about to turn around to leave when someone hugged her waist from behind.

Lu Qingchen pressed his face on Shen Junhuai's back, and said sullenly: "I'm sorry." After a pause, he said in a hoarse voice, "I just fell asleep, let's...continue!" After finishing speaking, he Without waiting for Shen Junhuai's reaction, he conveniently took off his T-shirt.

Shen Junhuai turned around, and saw a thin and pale body standing there, half-raised his head looking at himself, trying to raise the corner of his mouth, but there was a suppressed panic in his eyes.

He looked very much like Orpheus, the love-crazed teenager in ancient Greek mythology. Even with the anxiety and fear that his lover might lose it at any time, he was still persistent in order to get his lover's attention, wanting to ignore Give yourself everything.

Shen Junhuai's heart was extremely sore, she came to hug him, and whispered in his ear: "Let's sleep together and do nothing."

Lu Qingchen: "I can do it, I...I want to continue."

Shen Junhuai sighed: "You don't want to—"

Before he finished speaking, Lu Qingchen kissed her regardless.He didn't know what to do, he licked the opponent's lips indiscriminately, and tried hard to cling to the opponent's chest.Shen Junhuai was disturbed by him, and his suppressed desire emerged again. With some difficulty, he grabbed Lu Qingchen's fidgeting hands, and pushed him half a palm away, with a hint of anger in his expression: "Are you really Want to continue?"

After Lu Qingchen nodded his head, he was thrown onto the bed the next moment.

"Okay, then let's continue." Shen Junhuai pressed forward again, his tone low and hoarse, with an imposing manner.He tore off Lu Qingchen's underwear two or three times, and his fingers, which had been doing experiments all the year round, had rough pads and leaned towards the back.

Lu Qingchen tried his best to cater, but he couldn't resist his instinct.

Instinct made him flee.

The trembling from the bottom of his heart made him whimper, as if he was in the dark ocean again, unable to reach the shore forever, and let the cold waves swallow him up.

He cried in a hopeless way again, and he would cry every time he had sex for this year.So he never turned on the light.

But today the lights are on.

When he came to his senses, he found that Shen Junhuai had stopped his movements a long time ago, put his hands next to his ears, and was looking at him with deep eyes.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry, I can do it." He covered his eyes, tears streaming down his face, and spoke incoherently.

"Let's try again, shall we?" Seeing that Shen Junhuai was still unresponsive, he stretched out his hand to grab the other's arm, bent half of his body, and wanted to touch the man's lips.

The other party dodged again.

He was eager to prove himself, and he was extremely ashamed, "Jun Huai, please...don't be like this..."

The city defense in my heart was already crumbling, and finally collapsed at this moment.

"Don't dislike me, okay... If not, I can learn, and you can play however you want..."

"I... I'll take a shower again, okay—"

"Enough!" Shen Jun Huai Ya suddenly interrupted him, and then pulled Lu Qingchen to sit up.

Shen Junhuai stared at his face, suppressed his impatience, took a few deep breaths, and then said: "You don't have to do what you don't want to do, you don't have to look at anyone's face, and you don't have to try to figure out who's meaning."

He hated so much in his heart, and it was also mixed with distress. At this moment, Fanghe Duqian's evil smile and Lu Qingchen's face full of tears were all in his mind. The beast swallowed it alive again.

"You are not sorry to anyone. Don't say such things in the future, and don't think about some messy things." Shen Junhuai looked violent at this time and didn't know it. When he looked up again, he found Lu Qingchen who was close to him. He remained motionless, lowered his brows and eyes, and fell silent a long time ago.

Shen Jun's heart softened, and he leaned over to grab his shoulders, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, the person in front of him suddenly moved back.

Lu Qingchen looked at him nervously, the horror in his eyes was clear.

"Yes... I'm sorry..." His voice trembled violently, his face was blank with fear, he didn't know what he did wrong to make Shen Junhuai angry, and he didn't know what to say at this moment, he could only apologize instinctively.

Shen Junhuai's hand stopped in the air.