flawed

After venting, Jiang Yu stood where he was and became quiet.He raised his face and silently wiped his tears with his palms.

Qi Nuliang's heart softened, he also stood up, pulled the boy who was almost as tall as him into his arms, wrapped his arms around his back, pressed his neck with the other, and pressed him on his shoulders.

"You don't agree with me being with Eighth Sister, why didn't you tell me when I asked you? With so many things going on, do you know that if Rong Xiaodie really has something, your life will be over."

Jiang Yu loosened his clenched fists, put his arms around the man's waist, buried his shoulders and sniffed.

"...I'm afraid I told you that you're not happy..."

"Usually you are so smart, how can you be stupid at this time." Qi Nuliang sighed helplessly.

Jiang Yu hugged Qi Nuliang's arms and tightened them tightly, and began to sob, as if he wanted to return to him all the grievances and sorrows Qi Nuliang gave him during this period.

Qi Nuliang patted him on the back, frowning: "You are almost as tall as me, why do you still cry like you did when you were a child? You are not a little girl, men don't cry easily, you know that?

"Don't cry, I don't want to marry Rong Bamei. Later, I thought about it, maybe I am not suitable for her."

"...don't marry anyone else either..."

"Okay, I won't get married, I won't get married for the rest of my life, okay?" Qi Nuliang rubbed Jiang Yu's hair vigorously.

Not only did he say that to Jiang Yu, Qi Nuliang also discovered early on that the way for ordinary people to get married and have children is not feasible for people like him.

"Don't cry, what do you look like when you're such an adult."

Jiang Yu held back as much as he could, and hugged Qi Nuliang for a while, stopped crying, finally rubbed his face on his shoulder, and then let go.

"Go and wash your face."

Only then did he feel ashamed, Jiang Yu turned his face away and went to the bathroom.

Qi Nuliang yawned, he was really tired these few days.When Rong Xiaodie came back, he could sleep in peace and turned his head into the room.

Not long after, Jiang Yu also opened the door and came in, without any extra words, he crawled behind Qi Nuliang and lay down.Qi Nuliang ignored him, and just made room sideways.

The two lay quietly for a while, Qi Nuliang felt that he had fallen asleep, so he turned around.

Jiang Yu has red lips and white teeth. Compared with two years earlier, his eyebrows and eyes have been completely opened. He is a handsome and tall young man.It's just that the corners of this young man's eyes are red, and his eyelashes wet with tears are glued together, as if he has suffered a great grievance.

Qi Nuliang also blamed himself a little.

If Rong Xiaodie grew up dependent on Rong Bamei and couldn't accept her mother's giving her care and attention to others, and ran away from home to object, then Jiang Yu who lived with him was not the same.

This child only has him, so he doesn't want him to marry someone else, and he doesn't even dare to say his unwillingness, so he did such a thing.Qi Nuliang thought, he can't be blamed for this, but Jiang Yu has suffered too much and suffered too much in the early years, so he lived in fear and cautiously.

Qi Nuliang stretched out his fingers and wiped the moisture from Jiang Yu's eyelashes.

The child closed his eyes and whispered, "Brother, I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for what you said, you should go and apologize to Bamei and Xiaodie."

"Ah."

"Okay, don't do this again."

"Ah."

Seeing Jiang Yu's sad and annoyed look, Qi Nuliang also believed that he would really change.

The child is a good child, but sometimes he is too smart and sensitive, his thinking is different from ordinary people, and he is easy to go astray.But these are not his fault, Qi Nuliang doesn't blame him.

In fact, since Jiang Yu asked him those questions last time, he has been seriously considering his relationship with Rong Bamei these two days.In the beginning, it was true that he thought about the problem simply, and only thought about the benefits of getting married. As for how to be a stepfather, how to coordinate the relationship of a family, etc., he didn't think about it carefully.

But he didn't have to think about that scene this morning, because he and Rong Bamei were indeed not suitable.They are all people who have no life of their own, one only has his daughter in his eyes, and the other has only this child in his heart. If they are really combined, they will inevitably be biased because they only care about their own people.

He can treat Rong Xiaodie as his daughter, but he certainly can't treat her as equal to Jiang Yu.He believed that Bamei Rong would be the same and would treat Jiang Yu well, but if Jiang Yu and Xiaodie had a conflict, no matter right or wrong, she would definitely help Xiaodie.

The moment he grabbed Bamei Rong's wrist, he knew that they had no chance.From the way Bamei Rong looked at him, he believed that she also knew this.

"Brother Jiang Yu..."

Rong Xiaodie was lying on the counter at the entrance of the supermarket doing her homework when she looked up and saw Jiang Yu.But before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Bamei Rong: "Go inside and do your homework."

"mom……"

"are you going?"

Rong Bamei raised her eyebrows, Rong Xiaodie had no choice but to tidy up her notebooks in a desperate manner, and slowly moved to the warehouse behind the shelves.

Bamei Rong watched Jiang Yu enter her shop with cold eyes: "What are you doing here?"

Jiang Yu took out money from his pocket and put it on the counter: "Buy two packs of cigarettes for my brother."

Bamei Rong took the money, touched two packages of Huangshan from under the glass counter, and threw it on the counter.

Jiang Yu put the cigarette in his trouser pocket, but didn't leave immediately.

Bamei Rong looked at him unhappily.

"My brother asked me to come with you, and Xiaodie, to apologize. What happened last time was my mistake, right..."

"unnecessary."

"It's ok."

The mother and daughter spoke in unison.

Rong Bamei turned her head and saw Rong Xiaodie who was still dawdling between the shelves, and couldn't help scolding: "Go in?"

Before her mother was really angry, Rong Xiaodie hurried in.

"I warn you, stay away from Rong Xiaodie. If you dare to come to her alone and order her to do something, I will be rude to you if the Heavenly King stands in front of you."

"I'm sorry." After Jiang Yu finished what Qi Nuliang wanted him to say, he turned and left the shop.

Bamei Rong's displeased voice was still behind him: "Jiang Yu, I watched you grow up. Others don't know what you are, but I know. One day, Qi Nuliang will know your true face and regret treating you. This bastard is so heart-wrenching, just wait, one day."

Hearing this, Jiang Yu's pace slowed down a bit, but he finally endured it, left without saying anything.

Maybe what Rong Bamei said is right, he is not a good thing.If it is really as good as Qi Nuliang thinks, he should let him choose the day he wants and help him live a normal life.But not only did he not, on the contrary, he took advantage of Qi Nuliang's kindness to him and completely destroyed the road to worldly happiness.

He knew he was selfish and insidious.But if to be a good person is to let go of Qi Nuliang, he would rather be a bad person than continue to be so bad.

The weather is still hot in September, and the summer has not yet passed. Against this hot day, Hongcheng Middle School started.

Before Jiang Yu entered school, he was already a celebrity in Hongzhong.Everyone knew that he was No.1 in the freshman year of high school, and he was also the No. 2 student in Hongcheng's senior high school entrance examination.

It's no wonder that most of the students who ranked high in the high school entrance examination in Hongcheng chose the key high schools in the city.Apart from Jiang Yu, Hong Zhong's other top students were all hard-earned by the recruiting teachers one by one.

This so-called key middle school with militarized management has been divided into classes since the first year of high school.There are 26 classes in the whole grade, more than 1000 people, and the top [-] are selected to enter the first and second classes.The students in these two classes are high-quality students who will become Hong Zhong's business cards in order to impact the key training of prestigious schools.

Jiang Yu is the best of the best, he entered the first class.

At the beginning of the school year, the teacher assigned duties, whether it was the class monitor or the school committee, he refused all of them.He is also indifferent to his classmates, and seems to have no intention of getting acquainted with anyone and making friends.Because of his good appearance, girls think he is cool, and boys think he is pretentious, so they never ask him to play with him anymore.

Jiang Yu didn't care about this, his mind was not on these things at all.

During the lunch break, there were only a few day students in the classroom, and most of the boarding students went to the dormitory to rest.Jiang Yu wasn't sleepy. He was originally working on a problem, but now he was attracted by the movement in the other corner of the classroom.

He turned the pen and propped his head, seemingly thinking hard about a difficult problem, but actually secretly observed the young couple in the corner with the end of his eyes.

The girl was doing the problem, and the boy was peeling the grapefruit, and put the peeled grapefruit meat into the girl's mouth.He only cared about peeling, she only cared about eating, he got closer and closer, when the girl turned her face to him again, he leaned forward and kissed her.The girl was a little frightened and accused the boy in a low voice.The boy smiled, and said something to the girl again, and the girl raised her fist to hit him.

The two of them played quietly like no one else, until the girl inadvertently turned her head and looked at Jiang Yu.She blushed immediately, turned her head and said a few words to her boyfriend, and the two quieted down.

Jiang Yu also turned his gaze back, and placed it on the exercise book in front of him, a little embarrassed.

In junior high school, he only knew that Zhou Zhiheng was interested in Li Cui, but that was all.Unexpectedly, in high school, a key middle school like Hongzhong, students who fall in love are even more blatant.It may also be that I never paid much attention to these things in junior high school, but I paid more attention to them in high school because of some of my own emotions.

Care is because of longing.He envied them very much, envied the way couples get together and whisper, they can feed each other, they can get close to each other unscrupulously, and they can be intimate in a corner without supervision.

At this age, he is not the only one who envies other people's associations. Occasionally, some boys say that they want to find a girlfriend, and which girl in which class is beautiful.

It's just that what he wants is not a girlfriend, or even a relationship, what he wants is simple and specific, only Qi Nuliang.

This is the result of Jiang Yu's reflection after doing such a crazy thing to prevent him from getting married, and it is also the reason why he doesn't want Qi Nuliang to belong to anyone, but wants him to belong only to himself.

I don't know when it started, as long as he thinks of these three words with this emotion, his heart will beat wildly, and the crazy throbbing makes his chest ache.Thinking of how close they are again, Jiang Yu couldn't bear it at all, as if some kind of ferocious beast would burst out of his chest at any time.

However, at the same moment, another painful emotion overwhelmed him immediately.Bamei Rong was right, if one day Qi Nuliang found out his true face and knew what a dirty secret he was harboring, he would regret everything he had done to him now.

The name "Qi Nuliang", as well as him, to Jiang Yu, was like a sweet curse, one was happy with it, but at the same time, it was beyond redemption.

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