when brothers become gay

Fortunately, I have been familiar with the terrain of Lei Yan's house over the years, so that now I am pulling my clothes and paying attention to his every move while retreating towards the gate.

Keep up, keep up, wow, there's no need to walk so fast with long legs, right?

"Wait a moment."

Can't wait for this!

I stepped forward in three steps at a time, one hand was already on the doorknob, I turned my head and said goodbye again: "I will accompany you to the hospital to see Aunt Lei tomorrow, I'm going back..."

"Cheng Juan." The man was already standing in front of me.

"Ah! That... my mother is still waiting for me to come home, and the old lady will be nagging again when I get back late. You also know how terrible my mother's mouth is..."

"Cheng Juan..."

I didn't give him a chance to speak, and added: "Also, if I don't go home at night, my mother will definitely be worried. You can see that it's almost eleven o'clock..."

"During the review period in the third year of high school, you always slept in our house directly after studying at my house. Since you came to our house, auntie will definitely not worry."

Lei Yan uttered such a sentence leisurely and calmly, blocking all my excuses to death, raising his eyebrows as if to say: Make it up, I'll see how you make it up.

What's more, he put one hand over my head and propped it on the door, looking down at me!

I bit the bullet and continued to edit: "Then...then I'm going back to watch TV dramas! I just saw the male protagonist dying and the female protagonist crying there yesterday. Today is the finale!"

"I also have a TV at home."

"I still have to take a shower!"

"It's the same for washing at my house. I keep your clothes anyway."

"Then I...I..."

Finally I was speechless, I was so anxious that I was sweating profusely on my forehead, and I was sweating profusely in the winter, and I didn’t laugh to death when it spread!

"You..." Lei Yan flicked his forehead lightly and said, "Why are you so nervous? I'm not forcing you into prostitution, and I won't hurt you. If you don't want to, I can take it step by step... Anyway, I haven't been waiting for you for a day or two..."

Why does it sound like he has endured for a long time?

Before I could react, he had already let go of the hand that was holding on to the door.

"Go back to bed early..."

"Oh."

Turning the doorknob opened the door, and I stepped out the door.Lei Yan held my hand from behind again, followed by a soft and moist touch, this feeling...

As soon as I turned around, my heart stopped beating in an instant——Lei Yan actually took my hand, put it on my lips and kissed it lightly.

"Cheng Juan... I like you, you must remember."

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After returning home, I tossed and turned on the bed, unable to sleep, and the quilt was torn into a big mess by me.

go back to bed early...

How could I still be able to sleep like you?

Moreover, what I like you, you must remember?How can anyone say such a domineering sentence after confessing?

I forgot!I've forgotten all about it!

I raised my hand to look for a while, rubbed it on the bed sheet, looked again, and rubbed it again. This action was repeated again and again, but I still felt that the piece on my hand was still soft and wet, as if Lei Yan's lips were still wet. Ghosts linger around.

God, how did this all happen?God knows how much I hope now that I can talk about amnesia and amnesia like in idol dramas, so that I can forget all his strange actions.

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In a blink of an eye, it was the day when Lei Yan's father had surgery. Although Lei Yan kept saying that he would not forgive him, he did not feel relieved that his mother was there alone, so he dragged me to the hospital with him.

Because we thought it would be too early to wake up Aunt Lei, we went directly to that person's ward upstairs, only to find that someone was already inside at the door.

It's Aunt Ray.She sat on the plastic chair beside the bed, and never took her eyes off the unconscious man on the bed. She held the hand of the man on the bed without the IV tube in both hands, and murmured.

"...Do you know that you are the quietest in this way for so many years, just lying here quietly, right next to me... you won't put your career future above your life... But, you said You have to start all over again, how can you keep sleeping like this..."

She turned her back to us and gently shrugged her shoulders, was she crying?Silent crying?

"You need to get better...you finally gave me hope again, how can you just leave it behind? This time...I won't let you leave me again...you must wake up."

In my mind, Aunt Lei is always the kind of person who is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, always with a warm smile, but in this empty ward where only the mechanical sounds of instruments make such a sad and lonely whisper sounds like After cutting the heart with a thin blade, it makes people feel that the heart is crying blood.

Lei Yan and I quietly closed the door and left temporarily. When we walked downstairs to the courtyard, I was already crying out of embarrassment. "Aunt Lei, she is so infatuated..."

"Infatuation..." Lei Yan smiled wryly and shook his head, "This kind of thing can also be inherited."

I can only pretend not to hear his obvious hint.

"Mom is so stupid. After being hurt by him for so many years, she still has expectations for him... You know, he came to my mother on purpose several months ago, saying that he would break up with the current family, career, and everything. In order to return to her side. He is indeed starting to fulfill his promise, but at this time..."

Lei Yan's shoulders trembled slightly, and he clenched his hands into fists without self-taught, pressing against the cold wall, "She will definitely guard him until he wakes up... That man is best at giving people expectations and making people believe in him like a demon." .If he doesn't keep his promise this time, I will never forgive him!"

"Lei Yan..." I held his hand, and it was as cold as I expected, "Don't worry...everything will be fine..."

Lei Yan suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth nervously and smiled, and said in a low voice as if talking to himself: "... that person is not so easy to die... As the saying goes, shopping malls are like battlefields, and he is so tough in the business field, so he has no future. The family business is one of the best in the city, and there is no reason why it will collapse after an illness."

I was surprised: "So you care about him too?"

Lei Yan turned his face away, and there is no silver 300 taels here to defend himself: "I just said that good people don't live long, and scourges last for thousands of years."

The corners of my lips curled up involuntarily. What he said was that he forgave that person, but he just refused to admit it. His personality has been so awkward since he was a child.

We agreed to leave this time to Aunt Lei, so we walked around the hospital for two hours, and when it was almost time for the operation, we took the elevator directly to the operation area.

Only Aunt Lei was sitting outside the operating room, and I realized that the person inside probably really gave up a lot in order to restart this relationship?So much so that when her life was dying, only Aunt Lei was by her side, no, there was also Lei Yan.

When a person is vulnerable, his lover and family can really hold up a world for him.

I knew that Lei Yan was thinking the same as me, he went straight over and sat down beside Aunt Lei who was in deep thought, and comforted him: "Mom, don't worry, he will be fine."

"Yanyan, you already..."

Lei Yan neither admitted nor denied, just repeated: "He will definitely get better."

Aunt Lei showed a gratified smile; "It will definitely."

I have never realized that waiting is such a long thing. Time passes slowly every minute and every second, and every step can tightly touch people's hearts.

Everyone kept silent. In the quiet atmosphere, people couldn't help but think about many things. I couldn't help wondering, what was Lei Yan thinking about that night, alone guarding Aunt Lei who was sleeping soundly?

it's me?And feelings for me?Even worry about the future?

I don't even know, all I know is that I, who is silent beside Lei Yan at this moment, have these thoughts over and over in my heart, and I can't restrain it.

After an unknown amount of time, the lights in the operating room went out, and a doctor in a surgical gown came out.

Lei Yan immediately stood up and asked, "How is the doctor?"

The doctor took off his mask and was amiable, "Don't worry, the operation went smoothly, and the patient will wake up when the anesthetic wears off, and there will be no serious problems after careful recuperation."

Lei Yan let out a long breath and thanked the doctor, Aunt Lei even cried with joy.And I, calm down a little bit - the knot accumulated in Lei Yan's heart during this period is finally untied.

Aunt Lei will be very happy in the future, right?I sincerely wish her well.

When leaving the hospital, Lei Yan said with a sense of relief: "The matter is finally over, the rest of the matter is between the two of them... Tomorrow, shall we go back to school?"

"Tomorrow? But your father hasn't woken up yet, has he?"

Lei Yan curled his lips, "Don't call him that, it's one thing for him to reconcile with my mother, but it's another for me to forgive him. Besides, my mother's body has recovered, and the doctor said that person will be fine. Let's talk about it later."

"Oh?" I raised my voice, but I didn't bother to take off his awkward mask.

Lei Yan said impatiently: "Are you coming back with me? I remember that there was a person who has been absent from school since last week. It's really easy."

"Wow! Why are you reminding me!" I screamed, that someone is probably me who was possessed by the God of Decline recently, "Hurry up, let's go back to school together tomorrow."

"Is it 'we are together'?"

I was too lazy to argue with him about the outcome of these words, so I replied directly: "Yes, we are together."

"Brother Juanjuan, you are so kind to me."

"You're less disgusting!"

I chased after him and wanted to punch him hard, but he ran away cheerfully. So, under the sun, the two boys chased each other one after the other. For a moment, it felt as if we were always the same as those two kindergartens. Little kid who knows the world.

No matter how life continues, we must live happily every day together.

Are we together?

Yes, let's go together... let's talk about the future...

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The time is still autumn and sunny.

The place is still a bright lamb hotpot restaurant filled with charming food aroma, but because of the shameful deeds before, we deliberately chose a private room.

Then the conversation between us has changed drastically compared to before, which really makes people sigh that the world is unpredictable.

"So..." Peng Zijun looked at me with raised eyebrows, and asked in disbelief: "It only took Lei Yan half a month to capture you?"

"That..." I was wrong, Peng Zijun's words were as direct as ever, so straightforward that people couldn't resist.

Lei Yan replied with a smile on Mimi: "That's it. So I don't need to bother you about pretending to be a couple."

Peng Zijun rested his chin on his hand, narrowed his pretty peach eyes slightly, and exclaimed with a headache, "Is there any mistake? Is it easier to straighten a bend than break a corn these days? The world has really changed."

"It also depends on the chance. There are still very few people who are as lucky as me." Lei Yan was overwhelmed with complacency, showing off his tone as he spoke, and he graciously added more meat to Peng Zijun's bowl. Tang, with a twitching expression on his face wishing the whole world would separate my happiness.

"You don't need to show off in front of me." Peng Zijun took the fresh broth that Lei Yan brought to him, took a sip slowly, and then said slowly: "Don't forget, all the decadent expressions on your face when you are frustrated in love will make me feel ashamed." But the clearest."

As Peng Zijun put his arm on my shoulder, he leaned towards me, "Cheng Juan, you don't know, that day he..."

Before he finished speaking, he was pulled away by Lei Yan. I looked at Peng Zijun who was squinting and laughing suspiciously, and Lei Yan who was gloomy, and repeated: "That day?"

"Huh? Haven't you mentioned it to Cheng Juan?"

"What's the matter?" Could it be that Lei Yan still has many things that I don't know?

"It's okay." Lei Yan changed the subject and said, "I said you guys, don't eat a table full of food, but talk about what you have and what you don't have, isn't it too boring?"

"It's boring enough." Peng Zijun leaned back in his chair leisurely, and sighed, "I thought I could continue pretending to be a couple with Lei Yan, but after a few days, I couldn't go on playing anymore. Let the idlers in the night boat know, They would think that I was dumped, what a blemish on my life."

He was leaning against the back of the wide chair, with his head bowed down, his short short hair covered his bright and bright eyes like moonlight, and a faint sigh gave me the illusion of "did I do something bad".

"Then..." I casually comforted, "In that case, you can continue to act as a couple on the night boat." Before I finished speaking, I felt four sharp eyes shooting towards me, and I swallowed the back of my mouth automatically. "Did I say something wrong?"

Peng Zijun smiled happily, patted my shoulder vigorously and said with a smile: "No, no... Cheng Juan, you are really cute."

cute?I seem to have heard an adjective that shouldn't be applied to a guy in my 20s.

Lei Yan gave the answer at the side: "Anyway, I have earned enough money. I have already quit my part-time job on the night boat, and I will not go there again."

"That's why I say it's boring. Without the heartthrob Stephen, there will be a lot less fun on the night cruise."

When did Lei Yan have such a fancy foreign name?

I asked uncertainly, "Who is Stephen?"

"It's Lei Yan, didn't he mention it to you? It's more convenient to use an alias in the GAY bar." Peng Zijun said with a face of course, "Stephen is the number one prince in the night boat, and he attracted many customers. As a result, the boss on the day he resigned In order to keep him, I almost hugged his thigh and cried."

Lei Yan retorted, "There is no such thing."

I squinted and looked him up and down, "I can't see that you are really popular, men and women kill each other." After I finished speaking, I saw Lei Yan's eyes light up, as if to say "Are you jealous?" In order to prevent him from asking, I immediately pursed my lips and stopped talking.

Peng Zijun deliberately coughed twice, reminding him that he was still by the side, and when Lei Yan and I looked away from each other in embarrassment, he continued: "If you have any past, hurry up and explain it. If you want to associate with innocent children, you have a history." It is impossible."

Lei Yan is like a cat whose tail has been stepped on, "Where did I come from history!"

Lei Yan's history?

Compared to this, what I am more curious about is that Peng Zijun's personality is like a different person compared to before. Could it be that he actually likes Lei Yan?

"Forget it, it's better to finish it sooner." Peng Zijun sat up straight again, and brushed his forehead to the side of his head, revealing his handsome face, "I'm tired of playing the role of a good young man."

"Pretend?"

"Ah, don't blame your family Lei Yan. You originally asked me for help, but you made an agreement with me for three chapters. You want me to dress up well, my hair has been dyed back, I don't wear earrings anymore, and I don't even wear buttons on my clothes. If you want me to buckle up to the neck and keep the tone of a caring big brother when speaking, don't mention how boring it is, it's a good thing it's over so soon."

Lei Yan said from the side: "Didn't you have fun before? Did you get bored so quickly?"

Peng Zijun curled his lips in disdain, "Everything is only fresh for a day or two." He turned to look at me with great interest and said, "Hey, do you want to go to the night boat to have a look, so I can learn more about your Another Lei Yan I don’t know about.”

When he thinks so much, I really want to go and see it. After living for more than twenty years, I fell in love with a man, but in the end, I haven't even been to the legendary gay bar, which is too unreasonable.

"No." Lei Yan burst out words one by one from between his teeth, "That's not a good place, Zijun, don't provoke him."

I always felt that Lei Yan interfered too much in my affairs, so I couldn't help retorting: "It's not a good place, didn't you hide it from me for a long time? If you can go, I can't go?"

"It's not the same thing."

"Why is it not the same thing?"

Seeing our stalemate confrontation, Peng Zijun smiled happily, "It's over, I found that Cheng Juan is the type I like. When I see you, I think of the fresh and tender freshly dug out of the pure natural pollution-free fields. Sweet potato."

What?Fresh and tender sweet potatoes just dug out of the pure natural and pollution-free fields?Is this a compliment or a detriment?

Lei Yan's focus is obviously different from mine, "The type you like? What do you mean?" He put his hands on the table, pinching his bones threateningly.

"Just kidding, just kidding, don't look like you want to kill someone, it's scary!"

"As long as you know."

"However..." Peng Zijun restrained his expression, looked at me seriously and added, "If you want to go on a night cruise, you can come to me anytime."

The fierce stare made my heart pound, making me think that something terrible happened there, but I only kept it for a second, and Peng Zijun's eyebrows and eyes suddenly turned into crescent moons, he was very mysterious Smiling calmly: "If you don't understand anything about that, you can come to me at any time."

that aspect!

As he said, he hugged my waist vigorously from the side, fumbled up and down, and at the same time murmured snorting in my ear: "I can teach you whether it is the experience of inserting or being inserted..."

Insert or be inserted!And where is his hand touching...

"That... Peng Zijun... did you drink..."

My face was so hot that my head was about to smoke, Lei Yan stood up and grabbed his wrists from behind, and "unloaded" the octopus-like Peng Zijun from under me, "Don't play with him like that, he Can't be scared."

"Cut, stingy." Peng Zijun pulled out the hand that was tightly held by Lei Yan, and kept rubbing it, "Is it just a joke? We have played so hard, we have played more extreme than this."

It's just a joke, ha ha, a false alarm... Wait!Which means...

"Nothing!"

Lei Yan's hasty rebuttal was more like having an inside story, and my doubts deepened a bit.

On the other hand, Peng Zijun, who had such a sunny and handsome face, was also evil enough in nature, he played tricks, and he was really similar to Lei Yan to some extent.It turns out that the so-called duality of human beings is not a lie.

I saw him wagging his fingers easily as a spectator and said, "Don't worry, it's just for fun, nothing happened between me and him."

Lei Yan said weakly: "If you have nothing, don't engage in so much ambiguity!"

Peng Zijun smiled: "The best drinking buddy is leaving the bar, I don't want to play enough." After finishing speaking, he waved his hand handsomely, picked up the forgotten bowls and chopsticks on the table, "It smells so good, I've already hungry."

Facing the food with a happy expression on his face, it seemed that it was someone else who had played so many pranks just now.

The rest of me and Lei Yan looked at each other, Lei Yan smiled wryly and shook his head, saying something softly was really troublesome.

In the evening, I wandered around the dormitory building alone, asking if I could borrow a notebook to copy or something.

Ling Bo walked down the stairs with a kettle in his hand, and when he saw me, he approached me enthusiastically, "Cheng Juan, you're finally back to school! I haven't seen you for several days."

"There is something at home."

"But Lei Yan is also with you, is there something wrong at home? I heard they said that you went back together."

"Uh... this... is almost the same." I scratched the hair on the back of my head and answered vaguely, "It just so happens that both of them are involved."

Ling Bo suddenly laughed and said, "What a coincidence, no wonder my sister said..."

I noticed the word "my sister" on the tip of my ear. Could it be that Ling Li's fangirl took advantage of my absence to spread unfavorable news to the club members?

"what did she say?"

Ling Bo suppressed his smile, and said with a funny expression on his face: "She said that the two disappeared suddenly, it was like elopement, hehe, it really looks like this."

"Okay you boy, you didn't learn well at such a young age, and you actually started to tease my brother, see if I don't teach you a lesson!" I just raised my hand and was about to give him a thump in the head.

"what are you doing?"

Suddenly there was a loud shout from behind, and at the same time, my raised wrist was tightly grasped from behind, with such strength that it made people suspect that that person had some deep hatred for me.

I grinned in pain.

"Let go!" Ling Bo was in a hurry, and shouted at someone who rushed over, "Yin Yize! What are you doing, this is just my classmate! Let go quickly."

The person behind him replied respectfully, "Yes."

As soon as he let go, my whole arm was sore and sore. I must have pulled a tendon. Just as I was about to have a seizure, the man bowed and clasped his fists in front of me and said, "Sorry, I thought you were going to hurt me just now." Less...Ling Bo is not good, all impulsive, I wonder if your arm still hurts?"

"It's... alright..." I gritted my teeth and twisted my face, it's no wonder it's okay!But looking at this person's cold face, at least 190 cm tall, strong arms and six-pack abs looming under the T-shirt (now it is late autumn and early winter, this person is actually dressed in hot summer?)... I Just put up with it.

Then the man took out a small porcelain medicine bottle that can only be seen in martial arts movies from his pocket, and said: "This medicine will be applied to the sore spot later, and it will not hurt anymore in a few hours."

I thanked him and took the oddly shaped little medicine bottle.

This person's words and deeds are too strange. The wrinkled way of speaking in this article, is it from the Chinese department or the history department?I looked at Ling Bo, "Who is this?"

"Who knows him, he's just a violent man! A barbarian!"

Why?It's weird, it's really rare that Ling Bo, who has always been gentle and polite, would speak ill of someone in front of his face.

That person didn't mind introducing himself: "My lord, Yin Yize, I offended you just now..."

Ling Bo interrupted him rudely: "Stop talking nonsense, he didn't ask you!" Then he smiled kindly at me and said: "I still have to turn on the water, so I'm leaving."

"Oh, goodbye." How could Ling Bo be rude?

"Farewell." The man dropped the words and chased after him, "Young master, wait for me."

"Don't follow me! Crazy! I don't know you!"

"Young master, how can you do such rough work, I'd better leave it to my subordinates to fetch water."

"Help!"

I stood there dumbfounded.

Little Lord?How come there is still such an old name in the 21st century... Am I wrong?And if it wasn't for the T-shirt with the big NIKE logo on that person, I would wonder if he crawled out of some ancient tomb.