desire to be loved

Supporting Roy with one hand, Jill stopped a taxi at the entrance of the PUB, and the two got into the car together.

"Haya Hotel."

After receiving the name of the destination, the taxi driver turned the steering wheel and drove towards the left lane.

In a trance, Roy felt a feeling of flying through the clouds, and opened his eyes, but he found himself sitting on a white Italian sofa.

Looking around the house, "Where is this?" It doesn't feel like a home, and there is no standard decoration of a restaurant.

"Didn't you say that you can't go back to that place, so I'll take you back to the hotel where I'm staying, and you'll sleep here for the first few days." The voice came from the rear right, and Roy turned his head to see that Jill was standing Go to the bar and get mineral water from the refrigerator under the wine cooler.

The eyelids blinked, and Roy turned his gaze back to the front without saying a word.

Jill automatically interprets his silence as consent.

Pour the mineral water into the water glass, and Jill brought the glass of water in front of him, "Drink some water! It will make you feel better."

Roy gently pushed Jill's hand away, "I don't want to drink water, you drink with me." He stared at Jill and responded with a half-command tone.

Knowing that Roy was in a bad mood, Jill followed his instructions for the time being. He went back to the bar, went to the wine cabinet to get a bottle of Whiskey and two Rock glasses, and then walked back to the living room.

Pulling out the glass drill of the wine bottle, he poured a third of the wine and handed the glass to Roy.

"Did you confess to him?" He was quite concerned about what Roy said in Pub, and wanted to know what happened after the two left.

Roy shook his head, "It's just to keep up with your drama! You shouldn't mind being my temporary lover!" He leaned the rim of the cup to his lips, raised his jaw slightly, and let the liquid in the cup slide into his mouth in the mouth.

Jill was a little surprised, "Lover? Are you really introducing our relationship like that?" It seemed that Roy had finally made a decision.

"Hmm..." There was a burning sensation in his stomach, and a thin layer of sweat oozed from Roy's forehead.

Jill also poured himself a glass of wine, "Just because of this incident, you were kicked out by him, don't you think it means something?" No matter how he thought about it, he felt that Luo Jie's behavior should be jealous.

Roy denied his thoughts, "Things are not what you think, he kicked me out because he couldn't accept my sexuality." I still think about what Luo Jie said at that time, every word, every word His heart was on fire, his face turned pale, and his chest began to ache.

Unaware of Roy's change, Jill shook his head and sighed, "At this time, I have to say that you Asians are too traditional in their thinking, but I have to pay joint and several responsibilities for this matter." He never thought about his It was not what he expected that provocation would cause such great harm to Roy.

"It's none of your business, I can only blame myself for being greedy for a moment, trying to cross the relationship between us." Roy pulled the corner of his mouth.

Jill patted him on the shoulder and comforted him, "Don't be too negative, even though he doesn't accept you now, one day he will have to accept this fact." This should be said to be a necessary journey for every homosexual, a break in family relationship Just the first test.

Roy held the wine glass tightly with both hands, lowered his eyelashes, "Jill, can you comfort me?"

Jill was almost choked to death by the spirits in his mouth, coughed violently for a while, and said excitedly: "Roy! Do you know what you are talking about?" In fact, he knew very well that the comfort Roy said was not verbal comfort.

"I know." Roy whispered.

"Since you know it, why do you still do it? Are you planning to abandon this relationship?" Jill was a little angry.

He has seen Roy's persistence in the past three years. He doesn't understand why Roy made such a ridiculous request?

Roy shook his head, "I don't want to abandon it, but if I don't find another thing to occupy my thoughts, I'm going to die here." Clenching his chest tightly, he felt that the sincerity that Roy had killed was coming. Corroded his body.

Grabbing Roy's whitened fingers, Jill ordered loudly, "Then speak out what's in your heart! Treat me as him, and release all the pain in your heart."

Roy froze slightly, looking at Jill, he hesitated.

Covering his eyes, Jill coaxed softly: "Thinking of him, express your feelings directly."

The figure of Luo Jie appeared in his mind, and Roy reached out and grabbed his sleeve, and from his trembling lips, said a sentence in Chinese: "I... love you."

Even though he knew that this sentence was not meant for him, Jill still felt a pang in his heart, and he hugged Roy involuntarily.

"I love you, Jie." Roy leaned on the body tightly.

Jill was shocked, with a wry smile on his face.

"I love you too, Roy."

These words made Roy's nose sour, and a certain part of his body was surprisingly aching. He opened his eyes and returned to reality, Jill, thank you.

He let go of his hand, shifted his gaze to the wine glass on the table, raised the glass and continued to drink.

Jill knew his impulsiveness, and Roy fell into a negative mood again. This time, he chose to remain silent and drink with him quietly.

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In less than a moment, Roy was lying on the sofa overwhelmed with alcohol.

Picking up Roy and placing him on the bed, Jill pressed the intercom on the bed cabinet and asked the housekeeper to help him prepare a few sets of clothes suitable for Roy to change into. Then he left the master bedroom, went to another guest room, and walked into the bathroom bathe.

After cleaning his body, he turned on his laptop and confirmed the progress of the new case with Sam. The time quickly reached one o'clock in the middle of the night, and he walked back to the master bedroom to check on Roy's movements.

Seeing that Roy's cheeks were flushed due to the attack of alcohol, and his lips were so chapped that they were peeling, he took a glass of water and tried to feed him a few sips of water.

But the drowsy Roy didn't open his mouth at all. Jill had no choice but to stick his lips to his lips with water in his mouth, slowly pour the water into his mouth, and tried several times until the cup bottomed out.

After wiping off the water marks on Roy's neck with a dry towel, Jill carefully admired his facial features. The lips that had just been moistened with water, shone like seductively, and he gently stroked the lips.

"Jie..."

Jill was startled and stopped moving.

Roy blinked his eyes suspiciously, but in the next second he stretched out his hands around his neck and offered his lips.

Jill accepted his invitation, dexterously opened his teeth with the tip of her tongue, reached in to hook the thing in his mouth, and stirred it tentatively, the slippery pink tongue immediately entangled with him.

He couldn't help deepening the kiss, and hugged Roy tightly, as if he wanted to rub him into his body, leaving no gaps in his lips or body.

He plundered Roy's breath, and greedily sucked the saliva from his mouth. The strong smell of wine permeated his nose, making people more intoxicated with this kiss, and he didn't let go until he heard Roy's slight moan.

At the end of the passionate kiss, Roy lay in his arms panting, and fell asleep in a short while. Putting Roy lightly on the bed, Jill punched the soft pillow and growled heavily: " Damn it!" Unexpectedly, he still lost control!

Looking at Roy's defenseless sleeping face, Jill suppressed the excitement, found the mobile phone in his pocket, opened the phone book, and dialed a call to Luo Jie, "Roy is here with me, he's drunk you Come and take him back."

The person on the other end of the phone was silent for a while, and then refused him, "I won't go, but please tell him that you must come home this Sunday." He hung up the phone directly.

Throwing the phone on the bed, Jill raised a smile on his face, "He is really not a frank man."

Roy this is the last time I will help you.He leaned over and put his lips close to Roy's neck, sucking gently.