planted in her hands

I know that this is actually a projection of my inner shadow.

I don't think I will be able to forget this self-proclaimed sentimental relationship in a short time, even if I don't see Meng Qingyao, those memories from before will always remain in my mind, I don't know how long it will take to let this A little less embarrassing until none, but I'll do my best to shift my focus.

Anyway, I'm only 23 years old, and I still have many years left in my life.

Who hasn't had a moment that recalls being like a toe-grip?

My own mentality is not bad, and several times I admire my own straightforwardness and decisiveness.

In this way, we played with my family for about five days before we returned to the city, because my dad just finished his work, and the whole family got together and had a meal together.

Time passed quickly and slowly, and the next day was Sunday.

I was a little bored, so I called Cheng Yun and asked her if she had a party recently, so she could call me.

"It will be tonight." Cheng Yun paused, "But there is someone in tonight's game."

Who else could it be.

I thought for two seconds: "It's okay, I'll come." I raised the corner of my lower lip, "I'll just pretend she doesn't exist."

"Row."

"I'll send you the time and address later."

It's a pity that Yuan Ze can't go this time. She and her sister are going on a date today, so it can only be that Jiang Linyan, a single person like me who has no appointment, is going to the party.

The meeting place is a new trendy play space in Yuncheng. The venue is very large and the facilities and equipment are also very new. It happens to be Sunday, and there are many people coming because of the opening activities.

There are nine people in our party, and there are two new faces that we haven't seen before, but it doesn't matter, I'm here to play.

But when I saw Yu Wenshan, I still pressed the corner of my lower lip.

Now that I see her again, there is no fluctuation in my heart. The only thought is that if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have met Meng Qingyao. Don't get me wrong, I don't mean to regret it. In a few months, I will feel that life is very regrettable.

The ups and downs are all in full.

The museum is divided into upper and lower floors, and there are many items. The clerk introduced some of them. For example, the first floor has bowling, go-karts, archery and video game areas, and the second floor has darts, rock climbing, trampoline and childbirth pain experience hidden in the corner.

But it's still a party anyway, and we won't be too far apart.

After playing on the first floor for more than an hour, we came to the second floor.

My physical strength is not very good. Because of lack of exercise, I do not participate in activities such as rock climbing. I wandered around by myself and came to the place where I experienced childbirth pain.

The clerk greeted him warmly: "Miss, do you want to bring your boyfriend to experience it?"

"Can't I do it myself?"

"Okay." The clerk smiled, "It's just that the young lady may have children in the future, so if you experience it in advance now..."

I didn't have any expression, and interrupted her: "I won't have any."

She was taken aback for a moment, and didn't say anything more: "Then please sit down on the chair, and I will operate it for you."

"Okay." I was very cooperative.

The place is relatively small, and the instruments are neatly arranged.

I have always thought that my mother is the greatest person in the world, but I don't know how to get married and I'm not interested in children, so it's okay to experience it now.

She gave me a slip with the pain rating on it.

From low to high, the lowest level, the highest level twelve.

"Currently all the boys are here to experience it. Miss Sister, you are still the first one. They can experience up to level eight."

I looked at the eighth level on the list, and it said severe pain, which was about the same level as the worst pain of women's dysmenorrhea.

"Okay." I put down the list, "I understand."

"Then please lift up your clothes, and I will stick the instrument on for you."

The instrument consists of several electrode pads, which are mainly attached to the abdomen and lower back, and the clerk handed me the interrupter: "If it is unbearable, you can press the button on it, and it will stop immediately."

I hold the interrupter.

Before the clerk started, Yu Wenshan came over, she was obviously taken aback when she saw me here.

The shop assistant nodded her head and operated the instrument panel.

Yu Wenshan didn't leave either, just looked at me quietly.

I close my eyes.

The instrument is already working.

It felt okay at first, a little itchy, but more like a massage, and slowly, it turned into a hammer hitting my stomach...

"The third level, young lady." The clerk's voice sounded in my ears.

I pursed my lips tightly and grabbed my clothes.

"Pause if you want to." Yu Wenshan said, "Don't hold on."

I opened my eyes, stared at her, and said to the clerk, "Please give me another level."

Clerk: "OK."

"It's the fourth level. It's similar to the feeling of 'four fingers' during childbirth, but it's lighter."

I clenched my teeth and gripped my clothes harder.

Then came the fifth level, and when I reached the sixth level, I couldn't hold on this time, and cried out with an "ah", and my tears flew out of my eyes.

I held on for a few seconds before pressing interrupt.

Those painful feelings gradually dissipated, and my whole body was a little exhausted.

Yu Wenshan took a tissue from his bag and gave it to me: "Wipe off your sweat."

I thought about it and took it over: "Thank you."

During this short period of time, there was a thin layer of pain-induced sweat on my forehead and the bridge of my nose.

The clerk came to remove the electrode pads, and smiled at me again: "It's already very good to be able to persist until level six, young lady."

I stood up on the chair, I was almost unsteady, Yu Wenshan came to help me, and I stood firmly.

"Thank you." I said these two words again.

Yu Wenshan didn't show any expression, and let out a "hmm".

I looked at the clerk again: "Trouble."

"Walk slowly."

Coming out of the labor experience pain room, I stood by the fence and gasped for breath.

It's hard to imagine what it will be like to have a baby. My mother gave birth to me so hard.

Just thinking about it, there was an extra bottle of water in front of me.

Yu Wenshan bought it from a nearby vending machine. She unscrewed the cap of a bottle of soda and handed it to me: "Drink some water."

Me: "Thank you."

I seem to only know these two words.

With the soda in my throat, I feel better.

Yu Wenshan stood beside me, and asked lightly, "Why aren't you over there?"

"..." I knew she had no good intentions.

I looked at the rock climbing competition in front of me and replied in a nonchalant tone: "It's nothing fun."

Lots of fun though.

"I'll just say it."

"..." I took another sip of water, "What about you?"

"Me? How am I?"

"Why don't you go after true love?"

Yu Wenshan laughed: "She has the same attitude towards me, why am I chasing after her, and she is a straight girl at first glance, so I won't be tempted to keep bumping, and I have to go to the south wall before turning back."

I felt like an arrow had been shot in the knee.

I doubted it in the middle, if I really liked it so much, I would definitely not give up so easily.

Yu Wenshan really just gave up.

I drooped my eyelids and pursed my lower lip.

"But having said that..." Yu Wenshan said, "I'll keep the painting you drew at home."

I glanced at her: "I don't remember."

In fact, I remember it, isn't it the painting of a lucky customer?

"Chidu." Yu Wenshan became serious, "Can we go back to the past?"

I frowned: "What do you think?"

"I don't think so."

"Then ask me?"

"Isn't this still a fluke mentality?" Yu Wenshan smiled again, "Since it's impossible, forget it."

I didn't chat with her much, and she also went to participate in the rock climbing competition. Jiang Linyan came over just after throwing darts: "What were you talking about just now? I see you have been standing here for a long time."

"It's nothing, I just went to experience the feeling of childbirth, and she came to ask me how I felt."

"You are so brave, A'Du."

I curled up my lips.

The party didn't end until ten o'clock in the evening, and I drove back home.

I opened the door and saw my mother sitting in the living room. Without thinking about it, I rushed over and hugged her.

"Mom, mom, mom..."

"It hurts to have a baby, Mom."

My mother didn't understand, so: "What's wrong with you?"

"I went to experience the pain level of childbirth today, and I persisted until the sixth finger, and I couldn't do it anymore. The clerk also said that there would be intervals in the current, but in fact, when the child was born, the interval was almost negligible, woo woo woo me Mom, you had a hard time giving birth to me 23 years ago." I hugged my mother and acted like a baby.

My dad came out of the study and coughed: "What a man."

"You should hug grandma too, Dad, it's not easy to have a baby."

"That can only wait until your grandma wants to come back."

My grandparents are still alive, but the two elderly people have too many ideas and go to join the tour group at every turn. Now they have joined the tour group for the national tour, and I don’t know when it will end.

My dad sat on the sofa, poured himself a glass of water, and said slowly, "Daughter, come with us to the airport tomorrow night."

"Why?" I also sat down on the side.

"It's a family of friends I've seen for many years, and we have to go out as a family." My dad said, "But your brother and sister-in-law will not be here tomorrow, so of course you have to keep up. It just so happens that you are not busy recently, so there is nothing to do."

My parents have so many friends, I couldn't help but ask, "Do I know each other?"

My mother replied: "You don't know."

"Okay." My parents have said so, can I not listen?

"Then what will I call tomorrow?"

"Uncle Hu, Aunt Dong, their daughter is a few years older than you, you can call me sister when the time comes."

"it is good."

This Uncle Hu is a friend of my parents’ former business partner. Although they have never cooperated before, the two sides have the same philosophy and can chat. It’s just that they live in different places and everyone is busy. My dad also said that the last time he was in When Nancheng celebrated my birthday, both Uncle Hu and Aunt Dong couldn’t come because they were abroad, so the older sister came. Unfortunately, the older sister didn’t talk much and was shy, so we didn’t meet each other.

That's fine too.

At least we'll see each other tomorrow, and it's not impossible for me and Sister Hu to be silent together.

In order to welcome Uncle Hu's family, my parents also put in a lot of effort. They even went to cut their hair and styled them in the morning, and they were much more energetic than before.

I'm a bit messed up, with no makeup on.

The flight arrived at eight o'clock, and we arrived half an hour before eight o'clock. Fortunately, we arrived early, because the flight was also ahead of schedule, and within a few minutes, my dad's cell phone rang.

"Are you off the plane? Okay, okay."

"I hope, brother, you can still recognize me. We haven't seen each other for several years, hahaha."

I leaned on my mother and looked at Weibo.

There was some noise around, and my fingertips moved to the top of "Frequent Visits" without knowing it, and the top one was "Meng Meiqiu".

I pursed my lips, but still clicked.

During the time of no contact, she updated a Weibo with only two short words: [Wait for me. 】

Fans in the comment area asked her if she was going to post a new picture, and she replied "no".

What can we wait for?

I scrolled down again, all those Weibos from before, but during this week, I clicked on her homepage almost every day.

Should we also block Weibo?

That way I can't see it.

"Baby," my mother called to me, "Stand up straight."

I am very obedient: "Okay."

The next second, I heard my dad's exaggerated voice: "Brother! Sister Dong!"

My mother also laughed: "Brother Hu, Sister Dong."

I raised my eyes and looked over.

Take a breath.

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