When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

Chi Baiwan just looked at him quietly, and told him word by word: "If I ask you, do you have something to hide from me?"

Fu Sihan remained silent.

His attitude made Chi Baiwan understand.

My head hurts even more...

He supported his legs without falling down, and said softly: "I'm sorry, I think we should break up, I can't accept a lover who has lied to me..."

Huo Jue watched from the side, folded his arms and watched all this coldly, until he saw Chi Baiwan squatting on the ground slowly, hugging his knees, buried his head deeply in his knees, and let out a painful gasp.

"What's wrong with you? Does it hurt somewhere? I'll take you to the hospital?" Fu Sihan hurriedly knelt down and patted Chi Baiwan's head anxiously. He must be angry and needs to be coaxed.

"Wanwan..." Fu Sihan subconsciously called out.

Before he finished speaking, Chi Baiwan raised his head, and met Fu Sihan with his dark, blank eyes.

For a long time, Chi Baiwan didn't move.

Then, he raised his hand and slapped Fu Sihan across the face, with a cold expression and Chi Baiwan's unique coldness and sentimentality in his eyes.

Fu Sihan stared at him helplessly, as if he didn't understand, he could only feel the sharp and burning pain on his face.

The night in early spring was still very cold, Fu Sihan rolled up his collar, and found that if the warmth is false, then there will be a day when it will be broken.

The lies he had carefully woven could not hide under the bright sunshine of early spring, and they were finally exposed mercilessly.

Chi Baiwan blew on his hand, got up and stood up, took his scarf from Huo Jue's hand and put it on. His cold peach eyes were no longer gentle, and the cool mist seemed to block the two of them. between.

Chi Baiwan patted the dust on his knees lightly.

"Brother Han, do you think it's interesting for me to play like this?"

-

To be honest, Fu Sihan knew that there would be a day when he remembered it, and it was almost the same as the scene in his heart, except that Chi Baiwan was calmer than he thought, and he just slapped him.

But what Fu Sihan was really terrified of was that Chi Baiwan was no longer angry, and his silent demeanor made people feel even more frightened.

Fu Sihan raised his hand to touch him, but found that Chi Baiwan was far away from him. There was a cold brown in his downcast gentle eyes, and the emotion of not caring was clearly clear.

In Fu Sihan's mind, countless words of apology and words to keep him came up in vain, but only one sentence remained on his lips: "What do you want to eat tomorrow morning?"

"What to eat? Do you eat the food you cooked?" Chi Baiwan lowered his eyes lightly.

"Yes, haven't I been doing it for you for so long?" Fu Sihan explained in a low voice, he glanced at Huo Jue with warning eyes, and Huo Jue gave him a confident smile.

A strange sour feeling rose in Chi Baiwan's heart.

That's right, for such a long time, Fu Sihan has been taking good care of him, making up for all the care and love he owed to him in those five years, taking care of him with all his heart, and not asking Chi Bai to respond later.

"But you still lied to me." Chi Baiwan tried his best to loosen his constricted heart, he let himself relax, don't be too sad.

Chi Baiwan's calmness made Fu Sihan suddenly understand that his guess was correct, as soon as Chi Baiwan recovered his memory, the first thing he would do was to settle accounts with him.

He would act coquettishly with himself only because of amnesia.

Fu Sihan lowered his head in pain, not daring to look at Chi Baiwan, he was afraid that he would lose control and be laughed at by others.

In the dead silence, Chi Baiwan received a call, "Xiao Yu, the Sisaran Film Festival will be held next week. You are ready to prepare for us to set off together. The time will be tomorrow or the day after tomorrow."

After hanging up the phone, Chi Baiwan patted Fu Sihan on the shoulder, "Brother Han, wake up."

Fu Sihan looked up hopefully.

Chi Baiwan said lightly: "Take me to your house to pick up my luggage, I'm leaving."

Fu Sihan didn't know what to say, but Chi Baiwan turned around and left without looking back. Seeing his thin back, Fu Sihan once again felt that it was impossible to save him.

After saying goodbye to Huo Jue, Chi Bai got into Fu Sihan's car at night, and the two of them were silent all the way. When they returned to Fu Sihan's house, Chi Bai took the lead to enter the door, put on cotton slippers, and walked up to the second floor without saying a word. He closed the door, and locked it with a click.

Fu Sihan silently went to grind coffee for him. At this moment, facing the impending parting, his heart was calm and a little sad.

He didn't want to see Chi Baiwan unhappy again, if Wanwan insisted on leaving, he could let him go.

No matter how precious the ring is, it would be pitiful not to get the owner's choice. Lu Chen is right - to love someone, give him freedom, don't imprison his thoughts, his actions, love is understanding and respect.

It's not cheating, I have to ask him to stay by my side.

He looked at the closed door on the second floor, his empty heart ached, and he could only bear it and not bother.

The young master, who has never touched the spring water with his fingers, not only grinds coffee by himself, but also makes a meal of foie gras noodles as a supper, which saves Chi Bai from stomach pains and sleeplessness in the middle of the night, and delays the next day's itinerary.

After grinding the coffee, Fu Sihan quietly sat at the table and warmed the coffee, waiting for Chi Baiwan to go downstairs.

Not knowing what to do while waiting for him, Fu Sihan had no choice but to turn on his phone and look at the Chi Baiwan that he had secretly photographed for so long.

The more he watched, the more fascinated he became, so Fu Sihan had to find two painkillers and take them. He put his phone aside and didn't dare to look at it. After a while, he couldn't help but pick it up again like a cheapie.

Chi Baiwan sat alone in the room for a long time, leaning against the head of the bed, scanning the untouched room.

This room is his resting bedroom when he and Fu Sihan are together, and he usually lives here when Fu Sihan is not home, so only he knows the little secrets hidden in many small corners.

He opened the drawer and opened an extremely thick photo album. The four to five hundred photos were probably from his and Fu Sihan's travels around the world, including beaches, forests, fields, seas of flowers...

Like all lovers in love, they look at each other with love in their eyes, drink water with affection, and don't care about the future.

Chi Baiwan thought he didn't care about these things, but he still flipped through them for a long time. After more than an hour, he rubbed his sore eyes. , How did it become another look in those few years?

Chi Baiwan went under the bed to look through the old treasure chest, there were some random graffiti in it, he secretly painted Fu Sihan, it was obviously ugly, but Fu Sihan said it was cute, ugly and cute.

Chi Baiwan felt uncomfortable for a while. He rolled up the drawing paper and threw it into the trash can. He hated himself who was once stupid. Isn't it enough to have a long memory for being cheated every time?

Chi Baiwan packed his luggage quickly. There was something very hard in his pocket, it was a ring.

Looking at the ring, Chi Baiwan left it in the room, he picked up his luggage and went downstairs, and piled it at the door, Fu Sihan hurried over to stop him, holding a cup of coffee in embarrassment, almost slipped and fell.

Chi Baiwan smelled the coffee in a daze, he walked around Fu Sihan, wanting to leave.

Fu Sihan saw that his suitcase was bulging, and he looked as if he was about to go on a long journey. He knew that he couldn't stop Chi Baiwan, and he didn't want to stop him after all, so he put the coffee on the cabinet in the entrance, "I'll meet you tomorrow." Let's go, it's too late."

Chi Baiwan asked: "How do you want to lie to me?"

Fu Sihan smiled wryly: "How dare I, I'm sorry, I just want to get closer to you, I have no other ideas... I know you hate me, so I won't bother you anymore, it's because I'm too reckless and suspicious Sorry about your feelings..."

Chi Baiwan took the coffee cup, frowning for fear that it would be hot, but the instant it entered the mouth, it was warm and hot, and it didn't burn his mouth.

Fu Sihan went back upstairs and saw the graffiti and photo albums in the trash bin of Chi Baiwan's room with the door open, picked them up, blew the ashes, and took them back to his small attic.

To him, the things that Chi Baiwan doesn't want are regarded as treasures, how can he throw them away.

He has already accumulated a lot of small things and small memories, enough for him to recall for a long, long time.

After Fu Sihan went downstairs, Chi Baiwan was sitting on the sofa watching TV, staring blindly, with no direction.

Fu Sihan hugged him from behind, buried his head in his shoulder, and kissed him with sobs, "What happened in the past... can you forgive me?"

Chi Baiwan pushed his head away, and took a few steps back. Fu Sihan didn't come over, but just looked at him, as if demanding an answer.

He carefully handed a ticket to Chi Baiwan, his fingers trembling: "I've already bought it for you, and you can just board the plane tomorrow... So can you not leave tonight?"

His eyes were like those of an abandoned dog, staring at a bone full of meat.

Chi Baiwan's heart was pierced, and his whole body was trembling. He took the ticket and saw the words "first class departing at 9:30", and felt indescribably uncomfortable.

He likes the sunshine at 09:30 in the morning the most. It is not too hot, but very warm. It seems that if you walk towards the sun, you can reach the ends of the world.

Fu Sihan's vision blurred for a moment, and he saw that Chi Baiwan had turned and went upstairs, stood on the second floor looking down at him, and said softly, "This is the last time."

Fu Sihan stood alone in the empty living room, like a statue, looking at the traveler who would never come back, desperate and at a loss.

-

The next day, Chi Baiwan boarded the plane on time, and he left with his suitcase without looking back.

Even though he knew that Fu Sihan was standing behind him and watching him all the time, unlike any family members of passengers waiting to board the plane, he and Fu Sihan were like a pair of strangers, the only communication was that Fu Sihan carried the luggage for him Carrying it over, he said in a low voice, "Safe trip."

Chi Baiwan replied to him: "Yes."

Nothing else.

When he walked past the corner of the boarding gate, Chi Baiwan saw him not leaving from the corner of his eye.

After getting on the plane, Chi Baiwan's position is by the window, which is the most suitable position to look down at the scenery, far away from the wings, and the vision is transparent.

Probably Fu Sihan chose it on purpose.

Chi Baiwan suddenly felt relieved, it was all over.

The six years of entanglement between them was completely over.