When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

responsible?

Chi Baiwan thought it was funny, and flicked his forehead, "Stop making trouble."

Stop it.

Hearing these three words, Fu Sihan's heart felt swollen and ached. He couldn't remember how many times he had said "stop making trouble" with Chi Baiwan, but in the end, he was the one who made the trouble.

He wanted to put down the spatula, hug Chi Baiwan tightly, pull him into his arms, and tell him that I made trouble and did it, so don't hate me.

But Fu Sihan could only roll his throat and swallowed with difficulty. Chi Baiwan had completely forgotten about him, so there was no need to hold grudges.

He desperately endured the impulse: "I'm joking."

Chi Baiwan blinked his eyes and asked him deliberately: "Are you shy?"

Fu Sihan turned his face away, "No."

Chi Baiwan wanted to laugh, and looked him up and down. He had a good impression of this honest and gentle neighbor, so he put his arms around his waist from behind, and said with a smile: "Your waist is so thin, otherwise, I really love you Are you in charge?"

Fu Sihan's eyes went black, he almost couldn't stand still, he lowered his head and pressed his body forward to stabilize his feet.

He could feel that Chi Baiwan's body attached to his back was too gentle and kind, which made him miss the love he once had...

But Fu Sihan gave a wry smile.

All this is false and hypocritical.

It's impossible for Chi Baiwan to say such a thing.

He would only look at him with hatred, and let himself go helplessly and coldly.

Waves of sadness swept through Fu Sihan's heart, but he was very clear in his heart, the more Chi Baiwan was deceived like this, the more he lost Chi Baiwan...

If Chi Baiwan thought of everything, he would become a despicable and shameless villain, a psychopath who insisted on clinging to others while taking advantage of others' danger.

……so what?

Fu Sihan didn't want to lose the person he loved the most, and that feeling made him desperate for life.

But this time, he will switch to the "neighbor Shihan" method.

Fu Sihan never did such things as self-deception, but this was his last chance.

The tofu meatball soup for this meal was Chi Baiwan's favorite soy product, and it was also Fu Sihan's most hated soy product.

Fu Sihan frowned and forced himself to drink the soup to get used to the taste. He had practiced it many times, and even began to discover the deliciousness of tofu.

After the meal, he took out a ring from his pocket, pushed it in front of Chi Baiwan, and opened the ring box: "For you."

Chi Baiwan stared blankly at the men's platinum ring... It's not that he doesn't understand, it's probably a sign that Shi Han likes him, who would give a ring to a normal person?

"Are you crazy?" Chi Baiwan asked in disbelief: "Shihan, you don't like me, do you?"

Fu Sihan raised his eyes and said softly, "This ring has no other meaning, you just accept it as a gift."

Chi Baiwan was stunned for a long time before carefully putting his hand on his forehead, "Did I treat you badly last night? Made you insane?"

Fu Sihan's long and narrow eyes flashed bitterness for a moment, "You..."

However, Fu Sihan paused, thinking about it carefully, his eyes instantly felt hurt.

He nodded in obedience to Chi Baiwan's intention, with a look of caution after being rejected, he stretched out his arms around Chi Baiwan's waist in aggrieved look, and hugged him in front of him: "Well, you drank too much, yes I'm rude."

Chi Baiwan couldn't believe it.

Such a tall neighbor has always given him a sense of stability and reliability, even occasionally domineering, but now he is like an abandoned dog with his head bowed and nestled in his arms, looking like he has been bullied and it is hard to tell. It is really unexpected.

...It's really like a dog that has been kicked out of the house, snuggling up to him and not letting him go.

If it wasn't for the expensive and exquisite watch he put on the coffee table, Chi Baiwan would have thought he was a homeless man in a trance.

Chi Baiwan's face turned red all of a sudden, and he was tangled in his heart several times, how could he have raped his neighbor on the spur of the moment?This is not in line with his usual style, he is a very serious person to...

But it's done, he can't just be a scumbag and throw him away after sleeping, right?

Chi Baiwan had no choice but to comfort him: "Okay, Shihan, get up first, you... don't be sad, I will be responsible for you, I'm not the kind of person who runs away after falling asleep..."

But will Shi Han's temperament be slept by him?

Chi Baiwan himself doubted it.

But Shi Han's eyes were almost down to the ground, as if he was disappointed, but his arms hugged him fiercely without saying a word, and his gloomy voice made people tremble: "Really? How can you convince me?" ?”

When he said this, Chi Baiwan felt even more guilty. He rubbed his hair, at a loss for a long time, and finally thought of a way out.

He put the ring on his ring finger.

He stretched out his hand to Fu Sihan, coaxing him gently: "Look, I put it on, it fits well, don't feel bad, we... can try, but let me tell you first, I lost my memory, My brain is not working well, and I will ignore your feelings a lot of the time, if you can’t accept it, we will stop now—"

"Don't call to stop." Fu Sihan looked at him firmly, "I like you no matter what you look like, and I just like you."

Fu Sihan thought bitterly, I only like you, not a canary who is gentle and flattering, but just you.

If he had understood this truth five years ago, he would not have squandered Chi Baiwan's love.

Wanting to pick it up now is like picking up pieces of stinging glass, enduring the pain dripping with blood, even if you grit your teeth, you still have to pick it up.

Fu Sihan grabbed his ring-wearing hand and kissed his knuckles lightly.

This is not an ordinary ring, it has a serial number, 521. It is the only pair in the world. It used to be the wedding ring of the ancient European royal family. It is a legally valid and recognized marriage deed. They really took a lot of effort.

People with a discerning eye can see the way and the value of it. The value is not comparable to ordinary gifts. If you lose one, you will lose half of your monstrous wealth.

Fu Sihan could only keep kissing his hand.

sorry Sorry.

I just want to make you completely mine.

Chi Baiwan just innocently hugged him a little tighter, completely ignorant of the trick.

"Time Cold..."

Fu Sihan interrupted him: "Can you change your address? It's more intimate. How old are you this year?"

Chi Baiwan replied honestly: "24."

Fu Sihan whispered: "I'm 29."

Chi Baiwan thought for a while, then compromised: "Then I'll call you Brother Han, okay?"

Fu Sihan gritted his teeth tightly for a moment, and said after a long time: "Well, just call it that way, don't change it, I like it."

-

In the afternoon, Fu Sihan took Chi Baiwan to Lu Chen's place to see a doctor.

Fu Sihan changed to a low-key Audi, he didn't want others to expose his identity.

Except Lu Chen.

It's fine if the others don't tell him that Chi Baiwan has lost his memory. Lu Chen treats him once a week, but he also hides it from him. It's unreasonable.

In the office, Lu Chen had just finished his lunch break and was making coffee for himself. When he saw Chi Baiwan walking in, he smiled slightly and started psychological counseling as usual.

Fu Sihan stood outside the door and listened, but this time Chi Baiwan's tone was very relaxed, not as sad as ever before.

The treatment was very fast and the results were surprisingly good.

Chi Baiwan tugged at his sleeves, and heard Lu Chen say with peace of mind: Stop taking the medicine, your depression has been cured.

Chi Baiwan breathed a sigh of relief.

Outside the door, Fu Sihan tightly clenched his fists, and when Chi Baiwan came out of the consulting room, he hugged him tightly involuntarily, "You're finally healed..."

Chi Baiwan didn't understand where his emotions came from, but he was really happy that he didn't need to take medicine, so he hugged him back and dangled: "Yeah, I don't need to take medicine anymore, I don't like taking medicine .”

Fu Sihan rubbed his head, his indifferent brows were bent, and he smiled softly.

Lu Chen came out of the consulting room to pour out the coffee grounds. He looked up and saw Fu Sihan, his eyes widened suddenly. Before he could make a sound, Fu Sihan quickly slapped him into the room and closed the door behind his back.

The exhaustion in Fu Sihan's eyes quickly came back. Seeing him, Lu Chen knew that a person like him would swallow his teeth with smashed teeth, and the dignity and face he was holding on to would soon be broken in one blow.

As long as Chi Baiwan thinks about it.

The good news is that Chi Baiwan is showing signs of recovery.

Lu Chen confessed to hiding Chi Baiwan's amnesia, and even said brazenly: "Mr. Fu, I have always had a question. Have you ever thought about what will happen when he remembers it?"

Fu Sihan: "Why do you ask that?"

Lu Chen glanced outside the door, "He said, he thinks you look familiar, but he just can't remember where he saw it. As long as he comes into contact with you, his heart will feel like being pricked by a needle."

Fu Sihan was suddenly very nervous, and forced his emotions to ask, "What do you say?"

Lu Chen: "I said that you don't have enough rest, just sleep more. Your ex-boyfriend died in a car accident. He didn't suspect it."

Fu Sihan narrowed his eyes indifferently.

Lu Chen rubbed his eyebrows: "Well, because you are also my patient, as Lu Chen, I annoy you to death. But as Doctor Lu, it is my bounden duty to cure your heart disease, and I will not intensify your conflicts unless He remembered it himself."

-

For a month, besides working, Chi Baiwan lived with his neighbor almost every day. The neighbor cared about his life and moved to his house. He went to work at [-] o'clock after making breakfast every day, and went home to buy vegetables after work. Cooking, going to restaurants on weekends, going out on holidays, and giving small gifts every day, he is simply a perfect boyfriend.

Chi Baiwan often wondered if he was his lost wife, why was he so considerate?

He even asked his neighbor if he wanted to make it public, but the neighbor refused.

Chi Baiwan respected his ideas and did not force him.

On this day, Chi Baiwan was going to the commercial filming set, Fu Sihan wanted to send him off, but was rejected.

Chi Baiwan explained that he didn't want to take advantage of him all the time, and wanted to buy a car by himself. It's not that he didn't have money.

Action is worse than heartbeat, the two of them went to the 4S shop together in the afternoon, with Fu Sihan around, Chi Baiwan didn't need to think about the performance of the car, because the neighbor would patiently explain to him the specific performance of each model of car, with a serious and professional attitude, More meticulous than the waiter.

He will hold his hand tightly, not caring about other people's strange or envious eyes, and looks extremely reliable.

And the neighbor stopped him when he almost paid for a Mini, pointing to himself, "I'm tall and can't sit down."

It was only then that Chi Baiwan realized that the two of them were trying to "communicate", and of course they had to take into account that the other was too tall.

So Chi Baiwan bought a Land Rover, and the two neighbors would not be crowded when they sat in it.

It's just that when he was about to leave, the neighbor went to talk to the boss of the 4S store, and when he came out, the boss greeted him with a smile, and Chi Baiwan asked, "What's wrong?"

The neighbor explained: "I want to customize a car, and some details you like need to be explained."

Chi Baiwan didn't think much about it, "Customized? For me?"

Fu Sihan took his hand and pointed to his ring: "Well, this is a custom-made, unique one."

Seeing him kissing his hand again, Chi Baiwan felt embarrassed, turned his head and said, "The ring... I will keep it well, so I won't need the car, it's too expensive."

"I can afford it, don't refuse my offer. I'm yours, so I should take care of you and treat you well."

Fu Sihan stared straight into his tender peach blossom eyes, and stroked his cheek. The eyes of the two of them met involuntarily, and their breathing stopped, as if they were about to drown in it.

"Don't look at me like that..." Chi Baiwan forced his eyes away, feeling his ears were slightly warm, biting his lips, trying to cover up his confusion, "Brother Han, your eyes are a bit scary."

I feel like I'm about to tear him apart.

Although the two of them haven't done anything this month, they behaved well.

Fu Sihan also seemed to have just woken up from a big dream. He didn't realize it, and he probably revealed his truest thoughts again.

"Sorry." He retracted his gaze, accidentally grabbed Chi Baiwan's hand and exerted force, "But you are so pretty."

Chi Baiwan felt embarrassed when he heard this, and snorted, "It hurts..."

Fu Sihan was a little embarrassed, Chi Baiwan watched his indifferent eyebrows dodge around, held back his shame and leaned over, and whispered: "What are you thinking?"

Fu Sihan said truthfully, "I'm thinking about you."

Chi Baiwan blushed all of a sudden, turned his face away silently, "Don't make trouble."

"No trouble." Fu Sihan twisted his chin to face him, a gleam of affection flashed across his glacial eyes, and he pressed his palm against his waist, letting him lift his feet gently, gently Biting his earlobe with his teeth, "Can you hug me? I want to kiss you."

Chi Baiwan's slightly hot ears "teng" suddenly burned, and he subconsciously turned his head to look aside, blushing, fortunately there was a car blocking between them and passers-by.

Chi Baiwan hugged him slowly, his heart beating fast, "Brother Han..."

Fu Sihan hugged his waist and lifted him up, lowered his head and kissed his cheek: "Why are you so obedient?"

Chi Baiwan was burned into a mess by his tenderness, so he spoke out in a daze: "Because you are so kind to me... I think I like you more than I imagined."

like……

Where he couldn't see, Fu Sihan felt bitter.

For some reason, the corners of his eyes suddenly became moist.

"No, you don't like me..."

"you are not mine……"

If you think about the old days, you won't like me.

When the time comes, what method should I use to keep you?

"Let's get married, okay?" Fu Sihan's voice was hoarse, a little persistent, a little eager, and even more reluctant, eager to ask Chi Baiwan to make him a promise, "Since I'm yours, You have to promise me that you will never leave, because you like me too... don't you!"

Chi Baiwan slowly kissed his lips and met his eyes, his dark pupils had turned into burning desire, then slowly closed his eyes, and pressed himself tightly against his body: "I like you, won't leave you."

The next moment, Chi Baiwan was picked up horizontally by him and stuffed into the wide back seat.