When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

Chi Baiwan looked at Fu Sihan coldly, the corners of his eyes were a little red, he probably had a bad rest recently, he must have cried last night.

Fu Sihan kissed his fingers, and seeing that he didn't hide, he wrapped his hands in his palm and played with his fingers.

Chi Baiwan smoked a few times and couldn't get it out, so he had to give up. Just about to say something, he felt a pain in his stomach, subconsciously bit his lips, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he held his breath, not daring to breathe.

It seems that because I drank too much wine last night, I was happy for a while... I forgot that I still have stomach problems.

Fu Sihan's expression was not right, he looked at Chi Baiwan clutching his stomach, his cheeks turned pale, and his tone was anxious: "Wanwan, do you have a stomachache?"

Chi Baiwan shook his head weakly, struggling to get up, how could Fu Sihan let him move, and wanted to help him, but Chi Baiwan shook his hand abruptly, and ran to the medicine box to get the medicine by himself. Painkillers are taken out, and the painful eyes are dizzy. After deducting three or four pills, I have to eat them.

Fu Sihan stopped his hand, "If you eat that much, you will die!"

Chi Baiwan was so painful that he lost consciousness, with tears in his eyes, he said angrily: "Then... let me... die... don't want you..."

Fu Sihan's stern face became extremely hurt, he gritted his teeth, and hugged him up: "Don't be angry, boy, don't move, let's go to the hospital."

Chi Baiwan bit his arm and shook his head: "Not going to the hospital..."

Fu Sihan stopped listening to him and took him downstairs directly to the hospital.

The avenues are full of traffic, and people commuting to and from various destinations light up this huge super city.

Chi Baiwan was so painful that he lost consciousness a little bit. When he woke up again, he couldn't even open his eyelids. He flicked his fingers and felt his body shaking.

He slowly opened his eyes and saw the infusion tube in his hand, and the bed was empty again.

He's used to it, and it's okay to get an injection by himself. The loss in his heart has long been piled up into a pyramid. He was born with no one to love him, isn't he?

The doctor opened the door and came in, saying that the test results for stomach problems came out, it was acute gastritis, and in the future, don't eat raw, cold, hard and spicy food, especially at night.

Chi Baiwan listened quietly. After the doctor left, he looked back to the window of the ward. There was a small white church and an orphanage sponsored by the church. The children were having fun, and laughter came from there .

The orphanage is full of colorful lights, probably because Christmas is coming, and under the green Christmas tree, the priest is hanging presents on it.

When Chi Baiwan was a child, because he came here through a book, he never saw the last side of his parents. The grandma in the orphanage raised him.

Grandma was especially kind to him. When he was a child, Chi Baiwan had big eyes and curled eyelashes that were black and bright. He liked to hug grandma's thighs and act like a spoiled child. He pouted and wanted to kiss and hug. Noisy, he would sit quietly in the afternoon sun reading fairy tales, his little feet raised and dangling.

That time is gone forever, the wind at that time, the moon at that time, childhood at that time was like a disillusioned dream, such a hot and bright summer can never come back, and grandma died in a car accident because of saving him , Said to him before he died, Waner, grandma doesn't regret it.

Chi Baiwan bit his lip, he couldn't help but bury his head in the pillow, crying silently.

Why is fate so cruel, taking back all the people who were kind to him one by one?He didn't even have the chance to be filial. All he knew was that his grandmother's body was buried in a public welfare cemetery, and he only remembered the word "Lian" for her name.

The laughter from the orphanage made him feel warm in his heart. He couldn't explain why, but this kind of simple happiness made him cry even more uncontrollably.

He didn't know whether he missed his grandma, or the beautiful time that he could never get back, once... once.

At this time, a pair of hands gently stroked his hair, fingers inserted into his hair, "Wan Wan, you scared me to death."

Fu Sihan's voice was extremely exhausted. There was a biting cold wind on his body, as if he had just entered the hospital from the outside, and he was still panting in shortness of breath.

Chi Baiwan didn't want to look up and let him see him crying, but Fu Sihan raised his head up, and in an instant, a distressed expression filled his eyes, and he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with trembling fingers , the voice was hoarse and low: "Why are you crying again? Did you deliberately make me feel bad? Or are you blaming me for not being by your side? Sorry, I just went back to the company for a temporary video conference and went to the supermarket to buy it for you. I ordered some food and came late, is your stomach ache any better?"

As soon as Chi Baiwan blinked, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, just past the spot where the mole of tears fell.

He bit his lips and didn't speak. Fu Sihan touched his tears with his hands in a daze. He put them in his mouth and felt salty. The bitterness dripped all the way to his heart, making it hard for him to breathe. His blood vessels were constricting violently due to the pain. , sore all over.

Seeing that Chi Baiwan closed his eyes and didn't speak, Fu Sihan had no choice but to speak for himself. He sat beside Chi Baiwan's hospital bed, picked up a knife to peel the guava skin, and said slowly: "I refunded those two tickets. , we will go out to play again when you recover from illness, don’t worry, I will never break my promise, I will definitely do what I promised you.”

Chi Baiwan suddenly explained: "It's not because of this..."

Fu Sihan paused for cutting the fruit. At this moment, the children in the church orphanage laughed, and he understood the reason. He lowered his eyes and lowered his voice: "Wan Wan, from now on, I will give you A home, I will give you everything you want, don't cry, I feel distressed when I see it."

Chi Baiwan's heart thumped fiercely, like a ball of fire, but was extinguished by cold water in the next second.

The person who said this was Fu Sihan, the person he least trusted. He couldn't believe it. He was afraid that if he gave hope, he would be disappointed again, and he would hurt himself in the end.

Fu Sihan peeled the skin in a mess, the skin was not in pieces, but he cut the guava into pieces with a fork, and handed it to his lips as if offering a treasure. He raised his jaw slightly and said softly: "Taste the sweet not sweet."

Chi Baiwan turned his head and refused in a low voice: "Guava has seeds, don't you know?"

Fu Sihan's long and narrow eyes widened slightly, and he put the guava piece into his mouth and bit it. It really had seeds and was very hard. He couldn't help frowning, and threw the guava into the trash can, "Don't eat it!" , change to another."

Chi Baiwan looked at Gua Le's body weakly, and said helplessly, "Don't waste it, just dig out the seeds with a spoon..."

Fu Sihan lowered his head in frustration, "I can't even take care of you well, don't be angry, I'll know later."

Chi Baiwan shook his head, his eyes were soft and hollow, he didn't answer Fu Sihan, and turned his head to sleep.

Fu Sihan just stayed with him like this, sitting from early morning to dusk, during which time he answered countless calls and almost kept replying to WeChat, typing with his fingers so fast that he was so busy that he didn't even have time to drink saliva.

Even so, he stubbornly refused to leave.

Chi Bai has been sleeping all night, and he has nothing else to do except sleep. The doctor doesn't let him eat, but his stomach is screaming with hunger.

Fu Sihan rubbed his belly gently, and spoke in a voice, his tone was cold and sharp as usual, but his eyes were downcast, and his eyes were full of Chi Baiwan's sleeping profile.

After eight o'clock in the evening, Chi Baiwan finally finished his infusion. Fu Sihan squatted down to put on his shoes, put his clothes on, and took off his own coat to put on him, like playing with a soft and fragile doll Doll, handle it lightly, for fear of hurting him.

After packing everything up, Fu Sihan took him back to the old house.

When Chi Baiwan returned to the old house again, his mood was completely different.

When he came here for the first time, Fu Sihan carried him out of the car with his own hands.This time when he returned to the old house, it was still Fu Sihan who carried him upstairs with his own hands.

As if yesterday reappeared, Chi Baiwan half leaned on the head of the bed, watched Fu Sihan rub his cold feet in his arms with a pair of wide and slender hands, rubbed them to warm them, and said, "I finally found you again. came back."

Chi Baiwan didn't look at him, "I didn't agree."

Fu Sihan coaxed him patiently: "It's okay, it's fine if you come here, you can take care of yourself here, and don't have to worry about anything else. I told the producer about your situation, and they all expressed their understanding."

Chi Baiwan asked him softly: "Are you threatening them again?"

Fu Sihan was certain: "I really didn't lose my temper with them this time."

He took Chi Baiwan's hands and rubbed his bruised and blue back until the rubbing became hot. Then Chi Baiwan pulled away his hands, opened the supermarket shopping bag, and found that it was full of snacks.

Assorted jellies, potato chips, candies, and biscuits are all Chi Baiwan's favorite food, which Fu Sihan didn't let him eat before, junk food.

"You bought it?" Chi Baiwan asked softly.

"Yeah." Fu Sihan lowered his head, "I asked Ye Jian what you might like to eat...he said, you like sweet things."

"No wonder." Chi Baiwan slowly tore open a bag of candy, put it in his mouth, and didn't feel disappointed.

Fu Sihan watched his hair twirl for a while, a trace of loneliness flashed in his eyes, and then he stuffed his hands and feet back under the quilt.

"What's for dinner tonight?"

Chi Baiwan was very hungry and had no appetite, so he shook his head, "Whatever."

Fu Sihan leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips. At this rare moment when the two of them didn't quarrel, this kiss seemed extraordinarily tender and guilt-ridden.

Chi Baiwan didn't dodge, he was exhausted.

After dinner in the evening, Lu Chen called. At that time, Fu Sihan was sitting at the desk to send and answer emails. His broad shoulders were hard and straight, and he held his shirt smooth and straight. He had maintained this posture for a long time. .

Hearing the phone ringing, he thought it was his cell phone, but when he turned around, he realized it was Chi Baiwan, and Chi Baiwan had already picked it up, and said calmly, "Doctor Lu, I haven't seen you for a long time, how are you?"

Lu Chen: "Let my brother scold me. He said that our old Lu family didn't enter the police station. Now my living expenses have been stopped, and the anger is still there."

Chi Baiwan frowned: "Then do you have enough money to spend? Not enough for me to have here, so I can give it to you."

Fu Sihan narrowed his eyes slightly, and those captivating eyes were filled with displeasure. He walked over, held Chi Baiwan in his arms, took his mobile phone and asked Lu Chen: "You are not that poor yet. Bar?"

Lu Chen still remembered Cha Cha who had fought with him, so he didn't look good, "Why are you bothering him again? Whose family is this?"

"My house." Fu Sihan said without changing his expression, "My people should be in my house, of course."

Lu Chen was furious again, as soon as such an elegant person met Fu Sihan, he would get angry: "Don't be shameless, if you dare to force him again, I will definitely not let you go! The worst thing is to let him go!" Bureau, don't think that no one can stop you!"

Chi Baiwan took back the phone, broke away from Fu Sihan's arms, and glared at him.

Just this one glance made Fu Sihan silent, and sat beside him suppressing the fire, watching Lu Chen chat with him about his illness.

Lu Chen asked him about every detail, broke it apart, crushed it, and asked him to talk about some things that he couldn't think about, the trauma from the past, and the harm Fu Sihan had done to him.

When Chi Baiwan thought that Fu Sihan didn't exist, Fu Sihan could only endure the pain of being pierced by a knife in his heart, and listened to him state their past in a lonely tone without sadness or joy.

From Chi Baiwan's mouth, he probably realized how bad he was to him.

He gave Chi Baiwan the best food and clothing, a house, a car, and countless precious gifts, but Chi Baiwan didn't care.He would always shake Chi Baiwan's face when he was in a bad mood, because he knew that Chi Baiwan would be gentle and tolerant of him, and would not hold grudges.He sometimes used coercive means to see if Chi Baiwan would be angry, and he also made him lose his future, job, and friends. In the end, he didn't explain the matter of marrying someone else, and stepped on his feet, Forced him to jump into the sea...

He was not good to Chi Baiwan.

Many times, Chi Baiwan is not happy, he doesn't care, he just wants to be refreshing.

For five years, Chi Baiwan has occupied his most difficult, vigorous, and lonely five years. The shopping mall is ruthless, but Chi Baiwan is the only one who is sincere to him. Every time he looks back, Chi Baiwan is there, letting him ask for it. .

But when Chi Baiwan was lying alive in front of him at night, his heart was thousands of miles away from him, he suddenly became afraid.

He has never been afraid of anything in his life, not when his life was hanging by a thread abroad, not when his career was frustrated, not when everyone was lying to him, but Chi Baiwan with his closed heart made him afraid.

The more he listened, the more he felt that Chi Baiwan had stayed by his side for five years with a heartbroken heart, and he really would not come back.

Fu Sihan snatched it up and hung it up.

Chi Baiwan was interrupted in the middle of his speech, feeling helpless, "Fu Sihan, how old are you?"

Fu Sihan pursed his lips, "I don't care, I don't want you to recall those things, I hurt you once, I don't want to hurt you a second time, besides, why does Lu Chen want to know so much information about you? Check your account or do it Marriage certificate? Has he finished it?"

"Are you finished? Lu Chen is my psychiatrist, he should ask me, and the injury is the injury, which is irreversible." Chi Baiwan sighed, "Go out, I'm going to sleep."

Fu Sihan didn't move at all, "I won't leave."

Chi Baiwan turned his back and put on the blindfold, not wanting to look at him.

Fu Sihan waited for a while, then lifted his blanket and slipped in. Chi Baiwan got up abruptly and wanted to get out of bed. Fu Sihan held him down to prevent him from going, and hugged his waist tightly, tying his legs to the bed. Together.

Chi Baiwan turned back and glared at him: "Have you made enough trouble?"

Those memories just now really hurt him. He questioned himself countless times why he fell in love with him, and the answer was no solution.

"I didn't make trouble." Fu Sihan's voice was muffled, "I just want to hug you, you are mine, why can't I hug you?"

"I want to hug."

Chi Baiwan was so tired that he was depressed for a long time, holding his breath, and gradually fell asleep.

Fu Sihan kissed the back of his neck, earlobes, and shoulders, and whispered, "Baby, I can't do without you."

But Chi Baiwan couldn't hear it, and he didn't want to hear it anymore.

A few days later, when Chi Baiwan went to the set to film, Fu Sihan said that he was going to send him to the gate of the base. People passing by all looked at the Cayenne enviously, and watched Chi Baiwan get out of the car, closing the door expressionlessly.

"Luan Yu, is it the legendary Mr. Fu who sent you here?"

Fu Sihan opened the car window to eavesdrop.

Chi Baiwan said coldly: "Yes."

"Who is that you?"

Chi Baiwan thought for a while, lowered his eyes, and said quietly: "The enemy."

Soft-hearted, cowardly, fearful enemies.