When gentleness is worn into the ancient dog blood crematorium

Chi Baiwan seemed to have had a dream for a long time. When he woke up, there was no one beside the bed.

He sat up, squinted his eyes and looked at the bright sky, which finally cleared up after several days of rain and snow.

Compared with last night, his mind is much clearer. Chu Lan said that simple depression cannot make him lose consciousness. Chi Baiwan wonders if the blood clot in his brain has not dissipated. He may faint again at any moment.

He felt scared. When he had the attack, the gloomy emotion covered his heart with a black cloth, and he was immersed in the tingling pain and couldn't extricate himself.

When a person is extremely sad and panicked, all he thinks about is escaping from reality. Maybe he should take advantage of the filming of the movie and the start of the new semester to go out to play and relax.

Just as Chi Baiwan was thinking, his phone vibrated suddenly, and he saw that Huo Jue had sent him a WeChat message: "There is a fan meeting this afternoon, remember to come."

Chi Baiwan thought about it carefully, and then remembered that Yan Fangqian told him not to forget what had been written on the schedule a long time ago. In the end, he still forgot.

He immediately replied to Huo Jue: "Good boss (smile.jpg)"

Huo Jue: "Big star, there will be bonuses and holidays after completing this ticket, come quickly."

Chi Baiwan smiled lightly and replied OK.

He got up slowly, and found a blush on his ankle, he took a few more glances, didn't know the reason, didn't think about it, pulled on his slippers, walked slowly to the door, and was startled when he opened the door one jump.

More than a dozen burly men blocked his door, and there were many bald and tattooed people who surrounded him with a huff and began to talk in a hurry.

Chi Baiwan had a headache from their quarrel, so he just frowned, and fell silent for a while.

Chi Baiwan guessed in his heart that this was what Fu Sihan meant, so he couldn't help being irritable, and his tone was very cold: "It was Fu Sihan who asked you to monitor me?"

The bald-headed expression was very careful: "It's not what you think, the young master has a meeting to go back to the company temporarily, and told us to accompany you, you are inconvenient to move, just speak up if you have anything to do!"

Chi Baiwan was speechless for a while, knowing in his heart that this group of people would not be driven away unless Fu Sihan let them go, but unfortunately he didn't want to say a word to Fu Sihan, so he simply left it alone and let them do as they wanted.

The men hurriedly brought up breakfast, and Chi Baiwan asked without changing his face: "Did anyone play music in the house last night?"

The bald men looked at each other, "Ah yes... yes."

The young master said that he would not tell the young ancestor, because he was afraid that he would be disgusted if he found out, and several people lied for a while, one said that the child upstairs was playing the piano, and the other said that someone died downstairs and the music was played at the banquet. There are everything, but Chi Baiwan doesn't believe it.

Another lie.

How could he forget that voice, Fu Sihan used this voice to speak to him for five years, it was the voice he fell in love with day and night, and it had long been engraved in his bones.

A few years ago, Chi Baiwan would have loved him for not sleeping all night, kissed and hugged him tenderly, and let him do whatever he wanted.

Now, Chi Baiwan only thought it was ridiculous, what did Fu Sihan think of him?children?He thought everyone was as naive as him? Don't you think it's against harmony for a 28-year-old to do what an 8-year-old does?

He has a family background and a big man who covers the sky with his hands when he is an adult. If anyone asks him how to make money and become rich, he has a hundred ways to teach him, but if he is asked what "like" is, he can't even answer a single word. In the first place, he didn't have that concept in his mind. Just look at the five years of getting along with Chi Baiwan, he is arrogant, arrogant, and self-righteous. What he thinks he likes is domineering and unreasonable possession.

His "like" makes people feel strange.

While eating quietly, Chi Baiwan guessed that he would treat Fu Sihan eye to eye, and that Fu Sihan would persist for several months.

Not more than a month—no, just half a month.

As for what Fu Sihan said, "No matter what you become, I want you." It was just a momentary remark, because once Chi Baiwan believed it, he would be possessed and controlled by madness again. He was really afraid up.

The meal was tasteless, so many people serving him made him very uncomfortable, so he had to put down his chopsticks and said in a flat tone, "Do you want to look at the prisoners or the animals? Go away if you have nothing to do, I won't die for a while , so that the neighbors saw me and thought I was robbed."

The men didn't say anything and didn't leave, Chi Baiwan couldn't take it anymore, so he sent Fu Sihan a wechat with a blank expression.

"I'm going out, tell your people to go."

Fu Sihan quickly replied on WeChat: "Where are you going?"

Chi Baiwan: "Aren't you in a meeting? Don't worry about it."

Half an hour later, Fu Sihan called. His voice was hoarse, showing a bit of laziness and fatigue: "Wanwan, are you feeling unwell? I'll take you to the hospital in a while."

Chi Baiwan sighed helplessly, "Don't come here, I'm going to attend the press conference in the afternoon, and I won't go home tonight."

"You want to spend the night outside?!" Fu Sihan raised his volume, and his steady voice became irritable: "No, you have to go home, I'll pick you up! Where is the press conference held? The Sega Hall? "

Chi Baiwan didn't have the strength to argue with him, "Yes, you don't want to come to the press conference of my new movie to make trouble this time, the impact is very bad, and you don't feel guilty because I got into a mess because of you? "

Fu Sihan was silent there for a while, and then he suppressed his voice and said unwillingly: "I'll take you there, you wait for me, don't go by yourself."

Chi Baiwan: "I don't need you—"

It's a pity that Fu Sihan hung up the phone and stubbornly refused to listen to Chi Baiwan's opinion.

Not long after, the group of men left. Before they left, they did housework for Chi Baiwan, cleaned the tables and chairs, and even cleaned the toilet.

At one o'clock in the afternoon, Fu Sihan appeared at the door on time. He was wearing a long windbreaker, his cheeks were a little pale, and his deep facial features were flushed by the cold wind, which made the aggressive beauty of that face even more impactful. Frosted, the whole person looks like an ice sculpture dug out of the Alps.

When he saw Chi Baiwan's attire, he frowned, and that cold arrogance instantly became unbearably hot.

In the room, the assistant Yan Fang was arranging Chi Baiwan's clothes, "Brother Luan, the apricot color is suitable for you, gentle, generous, and stylish!"

"Who are you going to send him to by dressing him up so beautifully?" Fu Sihan said coldly, striding over, but had to stand in front of Chi Baiwan, his eyes narrowed slightly, his breathing stagnated, and his Adam's apple was clearly Rolled a bit and stared straight at him.

Fu Sihan curled his index finger and lifted Chi Baiwan's loose neckline, "The clothes are too thin, do you want to freeze him to death?"

Yan Fang trembled, "Boss Fu... I really don't care if I say this..."

Fu Si's face was cold, and his cold fingertips lingered on his thin collarbone. Through the thin cloth, he could almost see the scenery in front of him at a glance.

Fu Sihan's eyes turned red when he saw his chest, and blamed him for exerting too much strength yesterday morning, which was too obvious.

Especially the trousers, with a thin waist that makes people's blood spurt, covered by the corners of the jacket, and the white and greasy waist that is exposed every time they walk is full of amorous style.

His canary has always been charming, and Fu Sihan has never been at ease, no matter what time period.

Chi Baiwan's peach blossom eyes drooped, he took his hand away forcefully, turned back to pack his things in the cabinet, and said coldly: "This is a role setting, everyone wears it like this, I have no right to change it without permission, Fu Si Han, don't use your selfish desires to embarrass everyone."

The anger in Fu Sihan's eyes was obvious. He sat at the table and watched him pack his bags coldly, "Can you not go? There are so many people who don't miss you. If you are embarrassed to say, I will speak for you. I don't want to see you wear It was seen by so many people like this.”

Chi Baiwan paused, turned around and glanced at him helplessly, "If you have nothing to do, go back to the company, and I will go to the press conference by myself."

Fu Sihan got up abruptly, and left with fists clenched. When Chi Baiwan went downstairs, Fu Sihan parked the car at the door, opened the door expressionlessly, and let him and Yan Fang get into the car.

"Go home early." Before getting out of the car, Fu Sihan said in a muffled voice.

Chi Baiwan slammed the door and left.

The press conference was very difficult, the media only asked questions about intractable diseases, most of them were aimed at Chi Baiwan and Wen Yuxiao.

Fortunately, the overall progress is good, and it has received more enthusiastic and extensive attention. Moreover, Chi Baiwan also unexpectedly got several job opportunities, all of which were commercials and endorsements on TV.

Seeing Yan Fang posting on the brand's Wechat account, Chi Baiwan actually knew that he was very happy.

No one wanted Xiaofang to make him popular, and Huo Jue just hoped that he would find something to do to distract him.

Yan Fang used to be a gold medal agent, because he had brought a poisonous artist with a bad track record. He had a bad time and smashed the signboard. He kept holding his breath and wanted to make Chi Baiwan a big star. He always said that life must learn Accept challenges and face difficulties, Luan Yu, you are a pearl, you will shine, don't be afraid, I will grow up with you, we will succeed.

At this moment, Yan Fang looked back at him, smiling so round that her eyes almost disappeared.

Chi Baiwan also smiled, and there was an indescribable gratitude in his smile.

After the press conference, a group of people decided to go to a bar to play, avoided the media, but entered a nightclub.

Everyone went to the dance floor, and Chi Baiwan was pulled over. Amidst the deafening music, he felt a sense of release that he had never felt before. Just shaking like this, the stone that was stuck in his heart fell to the ground in an instant. He felt the taste of freedom for a long time, and he was so happy.

Those sweats flowed out, as if the troubles were swept away.

At 01:30 in the morning, Chi Baiwan, who had been dancing for a long time, sat down with them. He was happy and drank some wine. His little face was flushed from drinking, and the skin on his collarbone and chest was dyed red. The ups and downs are so charming that it dazzles the eyes.

People nearby were watching him furtively, and several people came to toast, but Huo Jue blocked them all.

Huo Jue was sitting beside him, holding his arm, leaning on his ear and asking: "You are very happy tonight, have you drunk too much?"

Chi Baiwan smiled slightly, "A bit, why don't I go back first, don't spoil everyone's interest."

Huo Jue was stunned when he saw this smile, and he put his arms around his shoulders after a while, "Don't go, don't disappoint, don't you see you sitting here, everyone is drinking more than usual?"

He lowered his voice: "Wan Wan, you stay with me, okay?"

Chi Baiwan turned his face away, his drunken peach eyes blinked slowly, and his red lips opened slightly, "Boss, there are so many people, they can all accompany you."

Huo Jue tightened his hand on his shoulder slightly, "Wan Wan, don't be so smart, don't say it out loud, don't you know what I think about you? I have liked you very much since...before you fell into the sea, you Can’t you really see it? Or are you pretending to be stupid?”

Chi Baiwan knew this result a long time ago. No one would be nice to someone for no reason. At least, Huo Jue dared to say it, and he never did anything to force him, and even saved his life.

To Huo Jue, Chi Baiwan was more grateful than anything else.

Huo Jue was very close to him, so close that his lips brushed against Chi Baiwan's earlobe as if he had kissed him.

Chi Baiwan didn't feel it. He lowered his head, resting his slender and white hands gently on the table, feeling a little helpless: "Boss, I know, but please forgive me, I can't give you any response, I can't like any more A person, I think, I have lost the ability to love a person, if a person's love is limited, I must have squandered 90.00% nine, the remaining one percent, I just want to take it to the grave , I'm sorry, I failed your good intentions."

Huo Jue's face was even more handsome under the blue-purple light. He said persistently: "I fell in love with you at first sight, are you not good to me? I will treat you well and never hurt you like Fu Sihan. If If you don't agree now, it's okay, I can wait, I've been waiting for a year, and it's not too late to wait for a few more years."

Chi Baiwan couldn't resist him and wanted to reason with him. At this moment, he saw a tall man in a black windbreaker walking towards him with a sullen aura.

As soon as he appeared, he attracted the attention of a large number of people in the nightclub. They moved their eyes with his steps and couldn't take their eyes off at all.

Because of his looks, his height, and the superior conditions accumulated by all kinds of money and power, he was out of place in the nightclub, but he was so suitable, as if he was born to appear in the center of the crowd and was favored.

Huo Jue stood up first, because Chi Baiwan drank a little too much and his body was weak, so he could only put him on the sofa and lean on him, and he and Fu Sihan smiled and said: "Boss Fu, you never come to nightclubs The master also came to have fun, which is really unexpected."

Putting his hands in his pockets, Fu Sihan said coldly, "I have something to do with Luan Yu."

This table is full of people from the crew, except for Wen Yuxiao, everyone is there, and they have heard of the scandal between the two, and they are amazed, but dare not make a sound.

Chi Baiwan ignored him, leaned forward, put his elbow on the glass tabletop, and went to get the XO that was farthest away from him.

Fu Sihan saw that his neckline was wide open, and the scenery inside could be seen at a glance, and his face became more and more cold.

He didn't look at others, but only looked at Chi Baiwan, his pupils were dark and bottomless: "Luan Yu, you drank too much."

Hearing Fu Sihan call his name, in front of so many people, Chi Baiwan didn't want to quarrel with him, frowned and poured himself another glass of XO, drank the wine in the glass before putting on his clothes, expressionless left the nightclub.

He really didn't want to be entangled, ugly, and ugly in front of so many people.

Huo Jue called him from behind, but was stopped by Fu Sihan's eyes. The moment the two confronted each other, they both felt strong hostility in each other's eyes.

Huo Jue simply stopped talking, raised his wine glass in the distance, respected Fu Sihan, and looked provocatively.

Fu Sihan ignored him, turned around and left.

As soon as he went out, the slightest hint of alcohol was blown away by the cold wind. Chi Baiwan wore a very wide coat and went for a drive. Fu Sihan pulled him into his car, where the warm air had been on for a long time.

As soon as Chi Baiwan breathed in the warm air, he breathed a sigh of relief.

It was cold and windy, and even the respiratory tract was painful.

Fu Sihan drove the car in silence. After a long time, he suppressed his anger and asked, "Huo Jue is so close to you, what did you say to you?"

Chi Baiwan didn't want to pay attention to him, looked at the shadows of trees flying past outside the car window, leaned his head lightly on the car window, "Forgot."

Fu Sihan slowed down the speed of the car, and said in a domineering tone, "Tell me, I'm not targeting you, if he tells you something like liking you, don't believe it, his relationship history is very complicated, he just I want to sleep with you. Tell me, did he touch you because you were drunk?"

"Fu Sihan, stop asking. Aren't you tired of repeating this question seven or eight times every day? What if I tell you? Yes, I sit close to him, but he is my boss and has saved me. My life, who are you? He is a veteran in love, at least he will be considerate, what about you? Will you? You will only let me be considerate and accommodate you, because you don't know what love is."

Chi Baiwan spoke very tiredly, closed his eyes, let the alcohol paralyze his brain, and took a nap.

Fu Sihan fell silent, but Chi Baiwan didn't care at all.

When he got downstairs, Chi Baiwan woke up with a feeling. Fu Sihan wanted to grab his hand, but Chi Baiwan dodged it, opened the car door with his backhand, and went upstairs by himself.

Fu Sihan's outstretched hand paused in the air in vain, looking at his tall and slender back, he pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

Chi Bai washed up and went to bed when he came home at night. It was around three o'clock in the morning when he was woken up by the sound of wine bottles being thrown outside the door.

Immediately there was a knock on the door.

He was woken up, so he had no choice but to get out of bed wrapped in a quilt, and went to open the door with his bare feet. He was stunned to see Fu Sihan hugging his waist and lying on his ear with an expression of reluctance. She asked him in a muffled voice: "Wanwan, why are you so cruel? Do you not love me anymore? Otherwise, why don't you give me a good face? It's been a whole day, and you haven't smiled at me, but you You smile so nicely at everyone else, why are you so mean to me? Can you still be gentle with me like you used to be?"

Chi Baiwan regained consciousness after a jolt. Fu Sihan's breath was very hot, with a strong smell of alcohol. The wine bottle on the ground was probably his masterpiece.

Chi Baiwan stared at him blankly, Fu Sihan actually kept drinking at his door...

Is he crazy...

Chi Baiwan was really helpless and felt powerless, "Hurry up and go home, the neighbors will call the police and arrest you for disturbing the people if they see you."

Fu Sihan didn't care, lowered his head, grabbed his lips, and as soon as he touched his soft lips, he was completely immersed in it, until Chi Baiwan bit him hard again, Fu Sihan endured the pain and didn't stop kiss him.

After a long time, he let Chi Baiwan go, his low and hoarse voice said: "I won't leave, you have to love me, Wanwan, I miss you very much today, I had a meeting all day, and I saw you again at night You are with Huo Jue, do you know what I am doing? I can only watch our previous videos and think you are still by my side - because you are mine, you will always be mine, and I will not give it to anyone. "

Chi Baiwan didn't want to argue with him, he was too tired, so he could only grab the quilt with his left hand and stretch out his right hand, "Fu Sihan, give me your phone."

Although Fu Sihan didn't understand, he still gave him the phone.

Chi Baiwan unlocked it with 0812, feeling sad for a while.

That was the first year he and Fu Sihan were together, and the password he pestered Fu Sihan to change was his birthday.

Fu Sihan has been using it all the time, no matter whether he is too lazy to change it or he is used to it, it seems too ridiculous at this moment.

Chi Baiwan found the video of them having sex, and deleted it completely.

Fu Sihan only looked at him, his gentle face was covered with red marks from sleep, his beautiful peach blossom eyes reflected the dim light of the mobile phone screen, and his messy hair was scattered on his forehead, looking so soft and soft. Fit to be hugged.

"I deleted that video, and from now on, I won't have any worries." Chi Baiwan said softly, "Go, I'm going back to sleep."

Fu Sihan's eyes showed a heartbroken expression, "Wanwan, I want to treat you well, don't always reject me, okay?"

Chi Baiwan replied coldly: "Your answer is expired, I don't need it, you don't know how to treat someone well, you are too selfish, your world is only you."

Fu Sihan drank a lot, breathed a sigh of relief, and took out a fluffy white puppy doll from the pocket on the steps behind him, and handed the puppy to Chi Baiwan, lowering his eyes and speaking in a low voice Said: "Wanwan, it's called Fu Sihan, it wants to sleep with you, don't throw it down the window, it will get dirty and sad."

Chi Baiwan bit his lips tightly and remained silent, turned around and closed the door firmly, with a bang, bringing a gust of wind.

Fu Sihan stood silently in the corridor by himself, his aura depressed, and he crushed the beer cans one by one. His tall figure looked even more lonely in the dark corridor, and he showed a rare fragility while hugging the puppy.

He is a good drinker, but he is really drunk today.

"Wanwan, I'm sorry... Wanwan... Can you forgive me, let's be together again... Don't leave me here, I owe you the five years, you let me make up for you..."

He kept repeating these words, his low voice was mixed with the intoxication of beer, so that he was the only one echoing in the whole corridor.

In fact, Chi Baiwan had been inside the door the whole time, and he didn't go far.

He just quietly looked at the man outside through the door mirror.

Fu Sihan got drunk late at night and stuck at the door of his house and refused to leave. He said in his heart that it was impossible for him not to be touched at all.

A human heart is made of flesh, what's more, Chi Baiwan loved him solidly for five years, so he almost gave him his heart and let him throw it on the ground as a trash.

And even if the outsider is not Fu Sihan, but a stranger, Chi Baiwan will not just watch him dying, and will definitely help him.

But Chi Baiwan clearly realized that although he kept saying that Fu Sihan was a stranger, in fact he couldn't treat Fu Sihan as a stranger.

He loved Fu Sihan so desperately and passionately, humbled to the bottom of his bones, allowed him to hurt himself severely, was humiliated by him in front of all his relatives, friends, partners, and even the media, and still longed for him to love him, a fool .

He was injured all over because of Fu Sihan, but this distress alone was not enough to offset Fu Sihan's tormenting him.

Chi Bai felt tired at night, he closed his eyes and turned back to the house, covered his head and went to bed.

Early the next morning, Chi Baiwan was going downstairs to buy breakfast. When he opened the door, the stairwell was almost flooded by wine cans all over the floor. The culprit was carrying several bags and forced his way in.

"you……"

Fu Sihan said: "Let me put the breakfast in."

Chi Baiwan was about the same size as him, so he couldn't stop him at all, watching Fu Sihan helplessly put the bag on the table.

Fu Sihan came over and took his hand, and pulled the puppy into his arms, "Just accept me, the puppy is very poor, it's winter, you can't bear to watch it freeze?"

Chi Baiwan raised his head to look at him. From his face, he couldn't see the appearance of last night. On the contrary, he pulled out two tickets energetically, with a gentle smile on his handsome eyebrows, like an iceberg melting into a pool. Chun Shui's passionate eyes seem to contain starlight, "Look, what are these?"

Fu Sihan hugged him from behind and let him nestle in his arms: "The company is on vacation for a few days, so let's go abroad to relax, shall we?"

Chi Baiwan lowered his head in a disguised manner, and clenched his hand hanging by his side into a fist.

Vacation, going abroad, relaxing, the combination of these three words was once what he was most looking forward to.

Fu Sihan, what exactly do you want to do...

Seeing that he was silent, Fu Sihan rubbed his hair, turned him around, pressed him on the chair, and squatted down by himself, "I was the one who disturbed your sleep last night, so don't be angry. Hello, let me show you."

"Don't worry, I'm not angry." Chi Baiwan's eyes were empty, "I didn't expect you at all."

Fu Sihan's heart ached again, and there was a surge of sadness. The relationship between them became like this, and he never wanted him again.

All of this is his fault.

He grabbed Chi Baiwan's finger firmly, put it on his lips and kissed, "It's okay, let me chase you, we start dating again, from this moment on."