Feeding equation

I don't like men, although I often have a lack of interest in women.

In my impression, I should like Hualin.I love her character, her approach to things, and all the time I spend with her.In this world, it is not easy to meet someone who is close to me and suitable for me, so I used to cherish the relationship between me and her very much.

Maybe it's because my natural intuition is not sharp enough, so I didn't see the reason why she has been unwilling to marry me.Or maybe it was a mistake for me to meet her from the very beginning.

I never thought I would be miserably conned by a woman.Although I like Hua Lin, in fact I don't love her very much.My devotion to feelings makes me very qualified to say that I will not be swayed by feelings, but sometimes, the blow brought by blind self-confidence is always much greater than expected.

Lie on the bed and look at the ceiling above your head with your eyes open.The decoration style of the 90s in the last century is conventional and simple.The light-colored curtains are half-opened, and the bright light from the window jumps on my body and face. The cramped room seems to be filled with the smell of sunshine at once.

I stretched out my hand to touch the air that had suddenly turned cold in autumn, and felt the chilly chill freezing at my fingertips, and I couldn't help but flinch in my heart.So he turned over and buried his head deeper into the warm blanket.

The sun is shining and the autumn air is crisp, which is a good time to sleep!

I closed my eyes again, preparing to catch up on another sleep in this great weather.But in a daze, half asleep and half awake, there was a knock on the door.

"Brother Xi——Brother Xi—" a vigorous voice outside the door called me.

Although very reluctant, he took off his slippers and went out.

"What's the matter, it's so early in the morning." I deliberately put on a sleepy look.To be honest, I was very irritable during this time, and being alone could calm my mind.

"It's time for lunch. I bought some fish." Guangguang poked his head in from the door and looked at me with big eyes that flickered.As he spoke, two small dimples appeared on his face.Inexplicably glamorous, and inexplicably cute.

Seeing his pleasing appearance, although I was not very happy in my heart, I couldn't say no to him at all.

During this period of time, I have been staying at He Sang'an's house.What happened to Hua Lin hit me hard. In order to avoid going back to my home and being emotional, I stayed here and refused to leave.

I have always thought that I am a very strong person, but judging from the current situation where I turn off my mobile phone, refuse to go to work, and cut off all contact with the outside world, I have nothing to do with being strong at all.

"Aren't He Sang'an coming back today?" After going out, I realized that there were only me and Guangguang.Guangguang was cooking rice in the kitchen when he heard me say "oh".

"Brother An said that Xingxing reconciled the account, and he won't be back all day today!" He poked his head out and said.

If he can't come back, what are you doing at his house? !

I frowned, thinking so in my heart, but didn't ask.

The boy who is busy preparing lunch in the kitchen is named Guang Guang, and he is He Sang'an's new boyfriend.He was very easygoing, and we got along pretty well during this time.

I dawdled in the bathroom for a long time before I came out, at this time Guangguang had already come out of the kitchen.Two simple stir-fries and a sweet-and-sour fish are brought over, very home-cooked dishes, and they look good with rice.

I sat at the dining table and picked up my chopsticks, and immediately put a plate of delicious fried rice with eggs in front of me.

"Brother Xi, try my fried rice and see if it can compare to yours." He tilted his head and smiled slightly, his blushing face looked full of vigor.

I don't know how Guangguang knew I could cook fried rice, I thought He Sang'an probably told him.After all the calculations, I can only do one egg fried rice. In order to avoid eating instant noodles at He Sang'an's house, I showed off my skills a few times.

"It's delicious." I said subconsciously, but there was no smile on the corner of my mouth.

In the past few days, my state is still muddled and I have not recovered.Not to mention how weak my ability to resist pressure is, even if I am a person with strong resistance to pressure, I probably won't be able to withstand Hua Lin's powerful blow.So I just let myself go, let myself go, and don't think about anything.

Hiding in He Sang'an's house was actually not my original intention.Generally speaking, when normal people encounter setbacks and want to escape, they will always wander around alone.I actually thought about taking this opportunity to travel abroad, but the otaku nature in my bones made me lose the courage to leave as soon as I said it.So I simply followed my temper and slept with him in the dark, although the place to sleep was not in my own home.

Seeing me talking about delicious food, Guangguang laughed happily.

"Really, Xi Ge eat more!" As he spoke, he wanted to push the plate of fried rice in front of him towards me.

"I can't eat it." I frowned.I'm not a pig, so I definitely can't eat that much.

Hearing what I said, Guangguang said another "oh" in frustration.

To be honest, I am not very familiar with the boy in front of me, because of He Sang'an, we are only in the same room now.But because of the relationship between He Sang'an and him, I think our current relationship is very awkward.

Although I'm not gay, after all, I've been with Wu Si a few times, and I naturally look at some things with colored glasses in my heart.For example, when I was with a man in the past, I never thought of the word "embarrassment", but now I am really troubled by these two words to the point of having a headache.

I took two mouthfuls of fried rice silently. Although the fried rice with tomatoes was very to my liking, for some reason it tasted like chewing gum in my mouth.

Although it's true that I've lived in He Sang'an's house for half a month, it's the first time I've been alone with Guangguang.I haven't found any common topics with this frail young man that I'm not familiar with yet.

"Brother Xi, why don't you eat vegetables?" When I was burying my head in eating fried rice, Guangguang suddenly said.When I looked up to reply to him, I found that he had put a piece of fish on my plate.

"This is delicious!" He smiled at me.That smile is so bright, it reminds me of winter jasmine all over the mountains and plains in spring.Although in fact, I have never seen any shit jasmine flowers.

My brows twitched, and I subconsciously thought he was very enthusiastic about his action of serving me food.

It's just that everything in this world has a limit, once it exceeds this limit, some things may change...

I saw Guangguang stretch out his hand suddenly, and his fingertips brushed the corner of my lips.In the next second when he served me food, he suddenly turned his enthusiasm into ambiguity by surprise.

"Here, it's getting rice..." he said with his big talking eyes.

I said he was good looking.With a slender figure, slender limbs, a very beautiful face and a very vivid expression, no matter from which angle you look at him, he is an impeccable beauty.

It's just that I'm not very interested in men...

I moved the corners of my mouth and looked at Guang Guang's smiling face approaching me.

"What are you doing?!" I stepped back subconsciously, trying to keep a safe distance.

"Nothing." He shrugged innocently, with an expression of nothing, "It's just stained with food, I'll just remove it for you."

I stared at him for a few seconds, gritting my teeth.

"Take it away, take it away, do you need to eat it?!" I stood up abruptly, feeling that I couldn't eat this meal anymore.

But Guangguang just sat sideways on the chair and looked at me, and when I was about to go back to the room, he suddenly said something behind me.

"Brother Xi, you are that kind of person too!" I understood the inexplicable words unexpectedly.

I froze there, paused for a second to admire my intuition, then took another step and continued to move forward.But Guang Guang ran behind me at some point, and suddenly hugged me from behind.

"Hey, Brother Xi, I can tell, you are gay too!" This time he said it very bluntly, and it was difficult for me to pretend to be stupid.

My brows twitched, and I pulled his hand subconsciously.

"I'm not!" I said firmly, but there was an inexplicable panic in my heart.

Could it be that I have had sex with Wu Si a few times, and I exude that kind of temperament all over my body?

"I can't believe it!"

"I don't care if you believe it or not, just let go!" This time, I pushed Guangguang away very hard.

Pushed away by me mercilessly, a look of grievance instantly appeared on Guangguang's face.He looked at me with pear blossoms and rain. To be honest, I was really overwhelmed by his appearance.I really have some doubts about how He Sang Anping got along with Guangguang during the day. Looking at the pattern in front of him, he must have been eaten to death by Guangguang.

"You are so ruthless, Brother Xi!" Guang Guang stood there staring at me with his mouth puckered.I felt my scalp go numb, so I asked him what exactly you were going to do.But he said: "Of course I want to have sex with you!"

For his openness, I am really speechless.

"You are He Sang'an's boyfriend!" I reminded him to pay attention to his identity and position.But he didn't take it seriously, and actually said: "So what, it's his boyfriend and there is no rule that I can only have sex with him alone!"

I can't understand his behavior at all.Maybe I'm old, and I really can't accept the thoughts of young people.

I took a few steps back and didn't want to entangle with him, but he stuck to me again and grabbed my hand.

"Brother Xi, just have sex with me! I'm so bored to be with Brother An every day!" His tone of voice seemed to say: I eat this same dish every day, and I hate it died!

I feel like there are thousands of sparrows chirping in my brain in this second.

"What boring!" I shook off his hand.

"It's just boring! You don't know An Ge at all. He is very particular about making love step by step, and his pattern is single. What kisses, caresses, separates his legs, and then goes into battle with a gun, and hits Huanglong. It's like this every day, Every movement is exactly the same every time, there is really nothing new!" Guang Guang raised his head and complained, holding my arm tightly like a child having a temper tantrum.

Listening to him, I really felt that the veins on my forehead were about to pop out.

"I'm not that kind of person!" I pulled out my hand. "I don't care what you do with He Sang'an, if you want to have sex, please find someone else!" I directly refused.Although I really want to say it very euphemistically, judging from the current situation, the more euphemistic I say, the more likely he will not understand.

"Cut, I'm not mistaken! Brother Xi, you are that kind of person!" Guang Guang pouted in disbelief, his tone very sure.If it weren't for the way he haunts me, I would think he is cute.

"Hey, Brother Xi, I didn't ask you to be No. [-]! Why do you keep avoiding me!" Seeing that I was about to close the door, Guangguang took the opportunity to stretch a foot in.He yelled loudly and didn't feel the slightest bit ashamed at all.

"Do you want to fuck me, it's very comfortable!" Seeing me stepping on his feet, he took the opportunity to stretch out a hand and grab the hem of my clothes.

Seeing him like this, I couldn't bear it anymore.Maybe I was too angry, so when he just finished speaking, I suddenly yelled at him.

"I'm the one who got fucked!"

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