Feeding equation

There are many things in this world that people can't explain clearly.It's like the relationship between people, maybe sometimes, you hate a person very much, but you still have a strange feeling for him out of thin air for some reason.

Sitting in Arwen's car, I feel sleepy.The street is full of lively neon lights flashing.People of all colors linger in the streets, and the noisy night market is full of people like cooking dumplings.

Just sitting in the car and looking at the boiling scene at night, the feeling of alienation will still completely isolate my emotions from the outside world along with the partition of the window glass.Although the music reverberating from the car is still around my ears, people also become lonely and lonely at this moment.

I stretched out my hand to gently caress my lips, the painful pain there reminded me of Wu Si's hideous face.I remembered that just when Ah Wen and I were about to leave, he hugged and kissed me in front of Ah Wen.

He pushed me against the doorplate of the bungalow in such a domineering manner, kissing and biting me wantonly.The lips that had been ravaged by him just now were gradually ignited with his movements, as if they had a high fever.He cupped my face and sucked my tongue.

"You did this just to get revenge on me?" I heard his heartfelt voice during the unbearable meal at the dinner table.

"Otherwise? What do I want him to do? Let him stay by Wu Zilun's side, and the two brothers love each other and cooperate to deal with me?!"

The words he blurted out without mercy at that time passed by my ears, and the inexplicable annoyance and depression made my heart ache like being stabbed by a needle.I tried to push him away, even though I knew I was doing it in vain.

Sure enough, when Wu Si saw me pushing and shoving, there was only a playful smile on his face.I saw him smiling awe-inspiringly, and guessed maybe he thought I was playing hard to get.

"Who knows!" He said calmly, but the smile on the corner of his mouth didn't go away, but he had the momentum to win. "I made you unable to work with Wu Zilun in the future, you must hate me to death now, right?" The conversation changed, and the sudden rhetorical question caught me off guard.

"Huh?" I didn't react, and I was a little dazed.

I don't understand what exactly he means.It is also my wish that I can no longer work with Wu Zilun, why do I hate him?It's just that if I just talk about hate, I do have many reasons to hate him.The grievances and grievances of the previous generation, personal grievances.I haven't forgotten all the means he used to get revenge on me, especially the most brutal way to trample on a man's self-esteem.

"Of course I hate you!" There was fire in my eyes, and I stared at him, ignoring his aggressive gaze and the bursts of murderous aura around him. "I can't wait...I can't wait to kill you!" The lack of words at the critical moment made me say this kind of lines like a romantic TV series without thinking.When I was annoyed by what I said, Wu Si had already pressed me against the wall.

"Do you like Wu Zilun so much?!" His eyes seemed to have eaten chili peppers, as if they were on fire.

Sometimes I really can't stand Wu Si's unpredictable temper.It was clear that it was still cloudy and sunny at one moment, but it suddenly turned into a squall and torrential rain the next moment.However, I didn't have the strength to think about why Wu Si was angry.At this moment, my neck is firmly stuck in his palm. If I don't want to suffocate to death, the active brain cells in my brain tell me that I must not act rashly.

"I like him so much that I want to kill me?!" He gritted his teeth, and his cold tone was like cold water being poured on his head.

I squeezed Wu Si's hands hard, although the movement of his grip on my throat hurt me, but it didn't make me speechless.

"Why do you keep mentioning Wu Zilun, what do I have to do with him if I hate you?!" Wu Si, you are crazy!I protested, but didn't dare to say the second half of the sentence.I am still a little afraid of Wu Si, at least for now, I am afraid that he will suddenly tighten his hands and strangle me to death.

Although in many ways, I am a dull person.But Wu Si kept mentioning about Wu Zilun in front of me, and I was still aware of it.

What is meant by "I like Wu Zilun so much that I want to kill Wu Si", Wu Si must be out of his mind or deliberately funny.I am a normal man with a very normal sexual orientation. I have a gentle and virtuous fiancee and a child who will be born at the end of this year. What do I like about Wu Zilun?Could it be that if he loves me, if he is half blood related to me, I will like him?

This is so funny!

Resisting the urge to roll my eyes, I stared at the distraught man in front of me.I thought he should find some random and strange reasons to prevaricate or humiliate me, but he suddenly let me go.

"Just pretend I'm jealous. What if I'm really jealous?" He suddenly laughed.Different from those eccentric smiles in normal times, this kind of smile seems to be amused by me.Then he let go, although those hands were still lingering around my neck.

I was stunned, a little at a loss in his dazzling smile.

Just now when Wu Si suddenly hugged me and kissed me, he didn't know if he was stimulated or what, so he turned his head and ran away.On the periphery of some dim gardens, I saw that Awen was hiding outside the carved iron fence at the moment, poking his head toward us like a mouse.

I know that Wu Si's sudden hug and kiss must have caused a great shock to Ah Wen, and I am actually very embarrassed about such a sudden situation.Although I know that Awen is very reliable, and he is not a person who likes to make irresponsible remarks, but being bullied by a man was discovered by others, it still hit my heart a lot.

I moved my eyes and tried my best to ignore Ah Wen's look, but the [-]-something warrior in front of me was not something I thought I could ignore.And what did he just say? "envy"? !What can he be jealous of? !

I curled my lips and didn't answer.In the silence of time and space, only the rustling of crickets in the grass near my feet.

Wu Si's somewhat warm hand was still on my neck. Although it was no longer a "pinching" action, it still made me a little at a loss.I felt some scorching heat coming continuously through his palms and fingers, and then through my skin it seemed to be able to penetrate deep into the bone marrow.

I suddenly found that it was not a very wise thing to be silent in this dark and quiet atmosphere. When I felt a little bit of ambiguity emanating from each other's eyes when we looked at each other, I was about to speak to break the deadlock. Over there Wu Si already lowered his head and bit my lip.

"Hae Tin..." He suddenly spoke in a low, magnetic voice.The sound was only a little bit louder than the crickets in the grass, and for some reason, it still smelled sexy.My heart was beating fast, maybe because of the lack of oxygen, my cheeks were burning like they were on fire.

"Wu... um..." I was once again embarrassed by his sudden movement, just about to speak to wake him up, but he forcefully squeezed his tongue into my mouth while I was speaking.After this series of actions, it seems that I really want to refuse or welcome.

He is really hateful!

I couldn't stop cursing him in my heart, but in fact, my legs were a little weak from his superb kissing skills.

This scumbag!

I was thinking angrily, my body made corresponding movements, and I bit down on his soft lips...

……

I think I should have bit his lip until it bled.I recalled the taste in my mouth at that time, except for mustard, which I hated the most, to be honest, there was only the sweet and greasy copper rust smell left.

But Wu Si's lip was bitten by me, but he didn't get angry. It's a miracle!I had expected him to beat me as mercilessly as the last time I offended him.

With such thoughts, I was sent back to Hua Lin's residence by Ah Wen. When I turned around and went upstairs, I saw Ah Wen looking at me with a hesitant expression.I know what he is thinking in his heart, and that time I asked him to take me to the hospital, although he didn't say anything, he probably knew everything.

In fact, I didn't think about explaining so much to Ah Wen.I trusted Ah Wen back then because he was well-versed in things, and even if he really broke a tooth, he would only swallow it in his stomach.

After Ah Wen left, I went directly to the apartment.The time is exactly 22 o'clock now.Usually Hua Lin would stay in the living room and watch TV dramas during this period of time, but when I opened the door with the key, I didn't see her figure.

During this period of time, her stomach has begun to be a little obvious, and she has become very lethargic.I guessed that she was not watching TV in the living room, so she must have slept in the bedroom, so I turned on all the lights in the living room.As soon as the light was seen in the not-so-small living room, it immediately became brightly lit.Although I can be regarded as a night worker, I still don't have a good impression of the dark.

After changing my shoes in the entrance, I went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water to drink before I opened the door to see Hua Lin.

During this period of time, I saw that Hua Lin's body was beginning to become bulky, and I intentionally invited her mother from the countryside here to take care of her.But I haven't had time to discuss this matter with Hua Lin. I don't know if Hua Lin will agree. Ever since I got to know Hua Lin, I found that she is not keen on her family in the country.She once told me that she was sexually harassed by her stepfather many times when she was a child, and she would become reluctant to see her mother, probably because of this reason.

But no matter what, Hua Lin is a good woman.I am not a stubborn old man in thinking, I will not blame Hua Lin's childhood misfortune and treat her coldly.It wasn't her fault, I still knew it.Moreover, Hua Lin and I already have children, we will be very happy, this is something I have always been sure of.

But some things are not as simple as you think, just as unexpected things always appear in life.

When I put my hand on the brass doorknob and was about to push the door in, I heard Zhonghualin sobbing softly in the bedroom.

"You can't treat me like this... The child in my belly is innocent, I want to give birth to him..."

"You clearly know what I think about you... Is it because of Haixi? I ​​don't have any feelings for him at all..."

The words that came from my ears, although the voice was very small and had a strong nasal voice, I could still hear them clearly.

I felt my hand tremble on the doorknob.But to my surprise, I didn't have the slightest urge to break in and ask Hua Lin for clarification, even though my heart was in pain and I felt sincere sadness.

I silently let go of the doorknob and retreated into the living room.

In summer, the living room without air conditioning is a bit stuffy, and the closed windows make me feel very stuffy.I was a little at a loss, the words I just heard made me unable to stop imagining and guessing.

Hua Lin has no feelings for me, Hua Lin may be on the phone with another man, Hua Lin is in love with another man, and even wants to kill our child...

All kinds of questions lingered in my mind, attacking my fragile nerves.

Hua Lin betrayed me...

When I thought of this fact, my heart was surprisingly peaceful at that moment.So I quit the house quietly, just as I had just come back, and ran down the stairs resolutely.

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