Feeding equation

I think getting along with people is always very delicate.Maybe you had a quarrel with a person one moment, maybe you can reconcile with him the next moment, and even become a good friend who talks about everything.But there are other people in this world who are also amazing. Maybe they can quarrel with you one second and make peace with you the next.But their hearts are like a mirror, and the broken mirror cannot be restored to a whole no matter what.Even if they will talk and laugh with you, the estrangement between you will always exist in his heart, and it will be deeply rooted.And this kind of people, we usually call them - people who hold grudges.

I'm also a grudge, at least that's how I understand it.If a person has offended me, even if I will not show anything in front of him, the barrier built in my heart will still make me and this person seem to be separated by a deep gap.

Sitting on the sleepy bar, the overflowing music sounds like a special anesthetic, making everyone's emotions both high and low.Under the dim light, the cold silence before the opening of the afternoon made the whole Xingxing clubhouse look dull and depressed.

I drank a few glasses of wine mixed by the bartender Xiao Hui, and I was a little drunk. I turned to look at He Sang'an beside me, but he was still texting.

I've been watching He Sang'an for almost an afternoon just watching He Sang'an send text messages.He also has great perseverance. If it were me, I'm afraid he would have made a phone call and explained everything clearly.To save the trouble here, you send me one by one.

I reached out and knocked on the bar table at He Sang'an's side, and spoke my suggestion.

When I stayed at He Sang'an's house last time, I borrowed his mobile phone to make a call.His old push-button mobile phone, the densely packed keyboard accounts for almost two-thirds of the mobile phone. I really don’t know if he stares at such small characters and such a small keyboard. Tired?

"Hey, hey, He Sang'an, just call him! I beg you!" I said half-jokingly, reaching out to snatch his mobile phone, and wanted to see who he was texting with. But just as he stretched out that hand, he slapped it off, and he also said seriously that I was OUT.

"Brother Xi, you just don't understand the mood!" Ah Wen next to me saw He Sang'an and I were engaged in a "mobile phone defense battle", and grinned slightly. "Brother An, he's in a relationship!" He said with great interest, taking a sip of the sweet wine into his throat. "I heard that the other party is still a peerless beautiful boy!"

The fact that He Sang'an likes men is a semi-open secret among the Red Gang.Now this era is also very civilized, and many people are not surprised by this kind of thing.

Hearing that Ah Wen said that He Sang'an was in a relationship, I suddenly became a little interested.In fact, I don't need to say anything to Ah Wen, I also know that He Sang'an only likes beautiful boys.It's just that He Sangan broke up with his last boyfriend last month, and now he's starting a new relationship, isn't it a bit faster?

He obviously felt extremely sad about his beautiful little boyfriend who kicked him away last month, but he has completely come out of the shadows so quickly, and even caught a "peerless girl" Beautiful boy", it seems that the most effective therapy to get out of the hurt of love is to start another relationship!

But this He Sang'an usually looks dull and stubborn, who would have thought that he is an extremely civilized person in terms of emotions.It was beyond everyone's expectations!

I giggled and laughed twice, but when He Sangan asked where he met his current boyfriend, he mentioned the name of a very famous gay club in the whole city.

"If I remember correctly, your last boyfriend seemed to work in that club." The corners of my mouth twitched. Although Ah Wen never liked to inquire about other people's secrets, he heard me say this He couldn't help pricking up his ears curiously.

Unexpectedly, when He Sang'an saw that I asked this question, he was quite calm. He slightly pulled the corner of his mouth and showed a hearty smile, and said, "That's right, my current boyfriend was introduced to me by Xiaoli, he said He felt very sorry for kicking me away, so he introduced his best friend to me..." The "Little Li" in He Sang'an's mouth was his previous boyfriend. Although we are not very clear about the reason for their breakup, But from He Sang'an's own words, it seems that it's because he can't satisfy Xiaoli in "that".

"He likes jjj, and always likes to call me master. I can't accept this, so he kicked me." He Sang'an once mentioned this topic to us, and now think about what if Xiao Li Not with He Sang'an but with Wu Si, maybe they will be a good match.One likes to abuse others, and the other likes to be abused by others, what a match made in heaven!It's just a pity that Wu Si has no chance, because Xiaoli has already hooked up with a handsome foreign guy who started a business in China.

"So...you agreed?" He Sangan and I basically spoke in unison when He Sang'an explained how he and his current boyfriend met.

"Of course, he is my favorite type!" He Sang'an was stunned.He was obviously surprised by our reaction.

It seemed that he was really curious to see us, and He Sang'an enthusiastically showed us the photos of the peerless beautiful boys stored in his mobile phone.

"His name is Guangguang, and he is a third-year student in the art school." He Sang'an spoke with a satisfied smile on his face.

I don't know why when I saw He Sang'an's expression now, I felt a very irritating feeling.The boy named Guangguang that he handed over to us was really pretty.Slender, white, clean, and glamorous, he is indeed the type that He Sang'an likes.I think that if He Sang'an hadn't been photographed by He Sang'an with a cell phone that is too shoddy, maybe he would look many times better than the one in the photo.

Ah Wen and I looked at each other with a smile, and we gave a friendly compliment to He Sang'an's new boyfriend.

While we were talking here, Ben Liang walked in from the door over there, wearing a high school uniform and carrying a schoolbag.Seeing that we were talking and laughing, for some reason, the already ugly face immediately showed a ferocious expression.

I don't know if my brain was flooded, but the moment I saw Ben Liang, I thought of how he was always pestering He Sang'an some time ago.Not only did he think of it, but he also asked He Sang'an a question in a strange way.

"Then you dated Guangguang, what should Ben Liang do?"

He Sang'an was taken aback, and Ben Liang who was walking over was also taken aback.

"Hey, Brother Xi! You've finished your drink, shall I make another drink for you? I'm practicing a new kind of wine recently, you must like it..." Xiao Hui, the bartender at the bar, interrupted suddenly for some reason, And it's very high-end to divert my attention.It's just that I don't want to drink any more. I was a little dizzy just now. If I drink again, I will definitely be unable to do things in a while.

"Forget it, I have something to do later..." I refused.Unexpectedly, before the words fell, Ben Liang over there suddenly broke out.

"He Sang'an, are you really dating that shemale?!" Ben Liang's eyes seemed to burst into flames.He suddenly dropped his schoolbag on He Sang'an's body, and quickly ran over to grab He Sang'an's collar. "Why didn't you tell me about your relationship? He Sang'an, you bastard!"

Ben Liang gritted his teeth and said every word, and then I saw Ben Liang's fist hit He Sang'an beautifully on the face.

"Damn it! I'm going to settle accounts with that shemale! Damn it! Damn it! Damn it! He Sang'an, you fucking!" Even the two-inch-long scar on his left cheek became twisted and hideous.

"Ben Liang!" He Sang'an, whose face was slapped on one side, rushed out when he saw that Ben Liang lost control of his emotions, and ran out without even thinking about it.

Like Ben Liang's seventeen or eighteen-year-old high school students, they are the most impulsive age.Especially when doing things, paranoid and extreme seem to have become synonymous with this age group.

It wasn't until I saw He Sang'an's figure chasing Ben Liang and disappearing at the door that I realized that I seemed to have said something wrong.

"Hey, Brother Xi. Aren't you and Brother An going to visit Young Master Wu in a while? Brother An, if he runs out like this, I'm afraid he won't be able to come back for a while!" Ah Wen beside me reminded me before letting me The thoughts of running away with He Sang'an returned to reality.

"Damn it!" I suddenly realized the problem, and couldn't help imitating Ben Liang's way of speaking and swearing.Didn't that obsessive-compulsive He Sang'an, who only cared about chasing after Ben Liang, agree to visit the injured Wu Si with me on behalf of Hongxia Street? !

The muscles on my face twitched a little. Looking at Ah Wen who was pushing up his glasses, my heart felt as if it had been soaked in cold water.

"Then go tomorrow." I looked down at my watch. 04:30, I am afraid that if you wait for Ho Sang'an to come back, you will have to wait until the sun rises tomorrow.

"This... I'm afraid there's something wrong." Ah Wen's expression was also very awkward, "Brother Xi, have you forgotten? You called the Wu family to make an appointment in person today. I'm afraid Boss Wu has already made preparations. We It seems a little bad that Hongxia doesn't send anyone over here..."

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