Feeding equation
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I said I hate Wu Zilun.I hate him even more than anyone can imagine.Although my relationship with him has eased a little while ago, once a person hates another person, the feeling that oozes from the bones cannot be changed no matter what.
When I pushed away Wu Zilun's office, I saw him standing in front of the huge glass window in a daze.
Located on the 27th floor of the Fanchu President's Office, the gorgeous floor-to-ceiling windows overlook the city's largest artificial lake surrounded by distant mountains.The bright sunlight fell on the lake and reflected sparkling white light, twinkling, as if it could penetrate into the seventh floor of No.20 at once.Although it is not possible to have a full view of the whole city, but for the lake with a wider view of plants, this eye-catching scenery can be described as pleasing and spectacular.
Wu Zilun was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window smoking silently, his eyes squinted at the scenery outside the window, and the smoke rings wafting freely around him.When he saw me coming in, he gave me a gentle smile after being slightly shocked.
"Are you willing to come to work?" He reached out and extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray at hand.
I didn't know he could smoke. I never saw him smoke when we were together.
But there are too many things I don't know, just like I don't know what other very open parties he has attended.If our lives were two intersecting lines, then his study abroad seven years ago was the intersection point, after which we gradually parted ways.So now, we are really just "strange familiars".
"I called you several times, but you didn't answer." Wu Zilun looked at me with some complaints, "I have prepared the office for you, and I want you to come and have a look!" He opened his door as he spoke. The cubicle door of the president's office. "I've thought about it for a long time, and I still think it's most suitable for you to work here..."
I took a look at the office he supposedly had prepared for me.In fact, it was originally another larger office, but the middle wall was artificially opened up, making it look like a partition.I saw that the decoration inside was equally luxurious and complete, and even my favorite plants were placed in several pots, so I knew he was bothering.However, I am not here today to visit the office or to work. I have something to ask Wu Zilun, and I think he should have already made some mental preparations.
"We are half-brothers, did you already know?" I cut to the chase, not wanting to talk nonsense with him.
Wu Zilun froze for a moment, he was still immersed in introducing me to the decoration and layout of the special assistant's office, he didn't expect that I would suddenly change the subject and say this.
Seeing his dullness, I asked again impatiently.
"Your mother...is my mother?"
This time, he reacted.
"I thought Wu Si was joking, but I didn't expect him to tell you the truth." His tone was light, and even his expression became dull, "Who would have thought that the young master of the Wu family would look like a gossip girl now!" I saw His tone was distant and sarcastic, which was very different from his usual meekness.But from his words, I still knew that Wu Zilun must have met Wu Si.
"Wu Zilun, we are brothers, why didn't you tell me?!" I still haven't digested this matter.
How could I have imagined that the woman Wu Zilun talked about every day and hid in her heart is actually the mother of Hai Qian and me!
I don't know if Wu Zilun got angry because Wu Si told me about this matter. Anyway, Wu Zilun's complexion was very bad when he heard what I said, and immediately said in a very bad tone: "Why should I tell you!"
Why should I tell you? !
He can really speak!Yes, he didn't have to tell me about it.The entire older generation of the Red Gang should know that if they don't say anything, Wu Cheng won't say anything, and naturally he won't bring himself to be humiliated.It's just that when I asked him this question, I originally thought we were very different, but now it seems that I am simply being self-indulgent.From the way he silenced me, I knew he was just as reluctant to admit it as I was.
But it turned out that this is a fact.Wu Si didn't lie to me, my mother, as expected, became Wu Cheng's concubine in the future, and gave birth to Wu Zilun's little Zi...
Injustice...
Although I had already prepared in my heart, when I personally confirmed this fact, the shock in my heart still made me unable to calm down for a long time.If Wu Zilun hadn't tried his best to clear up this relationship, I guess I would still be addicted to the aftertaste of this fact and couldn't extricate myself.
only……
"I never thought of letting you be my brother! We only have half of the blood relationship, which can be ignored..." Wu Zilun spoke angrily, which immediately dropped my mood to freezing point.
Then he said: "Haixi, do you understand?"
I'm not a fool, of course I understand!
I thought bitterly, looking up into his eyes.
You just feel aggrieved when you suddenly have an extra brother who makes you ashamed.Besides, according to blood, Wu Si should be your elder brother!Even if you don't get along well.
Why don't I understand, of course I understand!
I darkened my face a little angrily, and suddenly lost the mood to have a good talk with him.
However, when he saw that I was silent, he really thought that I had a good temper, so he came over and pressed my shoulder.
"You know that's the best thing. Haixi, my mother will only be my mother, the two of us have never been related..." Speaking like this really makes people want to beat him up impulse.
I brushed his hand away with a sneer on my face.
"Of course you have nothing to do with me. It's just that you despise me, but I despise you!"
"Hae-tin..."
"Wu Zilun, you really disgust me!" I was extremely angry.I think anyone who hears his tone and attitude will be as angry as me.Then I suddenly thought about Wu Si's injury. Although I knew the reason was absurd, I still asked without hesitation.
"So are you threatening Wu Si with this matter? Call him to the customs dock, and join forces with the Leopard Hall to ambush and injure him?!" I thought of what Wu Si said about Wu Zilun using me as a threat. He once said that Wu Zilun did not Love me as much as I imagined.His words have always been ironic, but he doesn't seem to have any reason to tell lies.
My heart sank, although I don't know what they said at the customs, but the matter involving me still makes me unhappy, especially when I think of Wu Zilun's "threat".
I don't know if my words hit the point, I only saw Wu Zilun's expression darkened, and then he turned his eyes to look at me suddenly, with an expression of disbelief.
"Hai Xi, when did you and Wu Si talk about everything? During the seven years since I left, you two became better?!" He looked in disbelief.Then he said: "You should hate him, just like me, you have enough ground!"
I don't know exactly what he means by "position".If I'm like him, I naturally don't have to hate.Wu Zilun didn't accept my awareness of being his brother at all, so why should I put my face on my ass and insist on using my mother, who I have never had the slightest impression of, as my standpoint, to stand on the same front with him? !He clearly said that it has nothing to do with me!
Seeing that I didn't speak, Wu Zilun seemed to think that I was very angry again, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but he would put down his figure in front of me again.
"Haixi, that's not what I meant. You can't believe Wu Si's words. I said something against you in front of him, but I promise it's just talking. I love you so much, how can I be willing to let you get hurt? I want to kill you." Only Wu Si, you have to trust me..." Xu Xu's words only shocked me.
"But I didn't expect that Wu Si would be like a gossip. He told you these words just because he wanted to make you break with me, and then he could take advantage of it. You know, he has unreasonable thoughts about you. It's not just a day or two..."
I couldn't understand what Wu Zilun said, but from his ambiguous words, I still analyzed and drew conclusions.That is, Wu Zilun did use me to threaten Wu Si, and it may still be a threat that is not good for me or even cause me to be injured.But I don't know why Wu Si is so good at using this most inferior threat method. If I follow Wu Zilun's "unreasonable thinking", I have figured it out a little bit.Because that hateful scum once said to me, "If I can't see you, how can I continue to play with you? I will torture you slowly, play with you, I hate you so much, I naturally don't I will let you go so easily..." Such words.For a possessive person like Wu Si, he would rather kill me with his own hands than do it to others.I've watched hot-blooded anime over the years, and I still have some understanding of these principles.
However, it's still a jerk!
My face darkened, although I heard Wu Zilun explain to me, but my expression was no better than before.On the contrary, I was still very angry, because I heard words that I had never heard from Wu Si, and I roughly guessed what happened when they met that day.It's just that bastard Wu Zilun, no wonder Wu Si said that he didn't love me as expected, it seems that he didn't hesitate to use me as a threat, and he would rather put me in some danger.Could it be that he was explaining to Wu Si that if Wu Si didn't do what he ordered, he would make me look good? !This bastard must have watched too many soap operas!
"Haixi, I swear I never thought of using your crooked brains. If Wu Si stayed away from you or if you stayed away from Wu Si, how could I dare to use you as a threat? Wu Si has been rampant for too long. He taught me a lesson, he will never understand..." Wu Zilun was still trying to explain something to me, seeing that I ignored him, maybe he was guilty, but he ignored my struggle, came over with a shy face and reached out to hold me in his arms inside.
"Hai Xi, you must want Wu Si to die, right! And Wu Cheng, I also hate him! Actually... In fact, he should have died a long time ago! And now, it's just the beginning!" The more Wu Zilun said, the more he lost his warmth.And the more he explained, the colder my heart became.I didn't know that he was such a person. He was blinded by hatred, and he was no longer the innocent and cute little boy back then.
He has changed, and drastically!Maybe, I misunderstood him when I saw him since I was a child.He was originally carrying a hatred that I couldn't understand, just like the day he was carried back to the Wu family, his body was covered with the blood of his own mother...
He was originally an avenger, but he just put on the clothes of a sheep to hide the wolf nature in his bones.I almost forgot, he hates Wu Si, why wouldn't he hate Wu Cheng?
"Brother Xi, I don't have the slightest affection for the Wu family. I want to change back to my mother's surname. My name is An Lun, not Wu Zilun." Seven years ago, when he applied to his father for overseas study, he followed me silently. Said.It's just that I hated him so much at that time that I didn't even notice whether there were tears in his eyes.
"Then you can be called An Lun. It just so happens that you are going to study abroad, so you can be called Alan! It's really great. If you leave, no one will pester me anymore, and I will be liberated! "From childhood to adulthood, I never cared about Wu Zilun's feelings.And after hearing that he was going to study abroad, I still felt an indescribable joy roaring and boiling all over my body.This annoying ghost will finally stop pestering me, let him go quickly, I will be relieved when he leaves!
"I'll have my revenge the day I come back." He once said that to me, but he said it so much when he was a kid that I basically just sniffed at it.
He is three years younger than me, so what deterrent effect will Wu Zilun's words have?I'm just glad that he was not killed by Wu Si when he grew up. If Wu Si was more cruel, would he still need to speak cruelly here?
I twisted his face and pulled it out, bullying him until he was crying.
"Do you want revenge? Then wait another 500 years!" I said with a smile, without any scruples about his self-esteem.
In my eyes, to be honest, he wants revenge, which is simply equivalent to "a fool's dream, a fantasy".How could he have this ability?What a big joke!
Therefore, I never thought that one day he would put revenge and the like into practice.But now that I saw Wu Si was injured, I was shocked and suddenly found that Wu Zilun, who was originally thin and weak, had grown into a towering tree at some point.
I moved the corners of my mouth, my eyes filled with mockery.So I pushed him away, and raised my head to meet him under his surprised gaze.However, that look was like looking at a stranger.
"I just want to ask you one thing, tell me the truth." Seeing his softened expression, I only felt a burst of inexplicable irony, "Wu Zilun, do you have anything to do with those people in Baozitang...?" Something is not good, Wu Zilun should have seen it.But I would have asked him that outright, and he obviously hadn't thought of it.
He looked at me in shock and couldn't say a word for a long time.
But during the time when he glanced out of the window and dodged silently, I still had my own understanding and answer to this matter in my heart.
"You have really changed!" I said to him when I left the office of President Fanchu.
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When I pushed away Wu Zilun's office, I saw him standing in front of the huge glass window in a daze.
Located on the 27th floor of the Fanchu President's Office, the gorgeous floor-to-ceiling windows overlook the city's largest artificial lake surrounded by distant mountains.The bright sunlight fell on the lake and reflected sparkling white light, twinkling, as if it could penetrate into the seventh floor of No.20 at once.Although it is not possible to have a full view of the whole city, but for the lake with a wider view of plants, this eye-catching scenery can be described as pleasing and spectacular.
Wu Zilun was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window smoking silently, his eyes squinted at the scenery outside the window, and the smoke rings wafting freely around him.When he saw me coming in, he gave me a gentle smile after being slightly shocked.
"Are you willing to come to work?" He reached out and extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray at hand.
I didn't know he could smoke. I never saw him smoke when we were together.
But there are too many things I don't know, just like I don't know what other very open parties he has attended.If our lives were two intersecting lines, then his study abroad seven years ago was the intersection point, after which we gradually parted ways.So now, we are really just "strange familiars".
"I called you several times, but you didn't answer." Wu Zilun looked at me with some complaints, "I have prepared the office for you, and I want you to come and have a look!" He opened his door as he spoke. The cubicle door of the president's office. "I've thought about it for a long time, and I still think it's most suitable for you to work here..."
I took a look at the office he supposedly had prepared for me.In fact, it was originally another larger office, but the middle wall was artificially opened up, making it look like a partition.I saw that the decoration inside was equally luxurious and complete, and even my favorite plants were placed in several pots, so I knew he was bothering.However, I am not here today to visit the office or to work. I have something to ask Wu Zilun, and I think he should have already made some mental preparations.
"We are half-brothers, did you already know?" I cut to the chase, not wanting to talk nonsense with him.
Wu Zilun froze for a moment, he was still immersed in introducing me to the decoration and layout of the special assistant's office, he didn't expect that I would suddenly change the subject and say this.
Seeing his dullness, I asked again impatiently.
"Your mother...is my mother?"
This time, he reacted.
"I thought Wu Si was joking, but I didn't expect him to tell you the truth." His tone was light, and even his expression became dull, "Who would have thought that the young master of the Wu family would look like a gossip girl now!" I saw His tone was distant and sarcastic, which was very different from his usual meekness.But from his words, I still knew that Wu Zilun must have met Wu Si.
"Wu Zilun, we are brothers, why didn't you tell me?!" I still haven't digested this matter.
How could I have imagined that the woman Wu Zilun talked about every day and hid in her heart is actually the mother of Hai Qian and me!
I don't know if Wu Zilun got angry because Wu Si told me about this matter. Anyway, Wu Zilun's complexion was very bad when he heard what I said, and immediately said in a very bad tone: "Why should I tell you!"
Why should I tell you? !
He can really speak!Yes, he didn't have to tell me about it.The entire older generation of the Red Gang should know that if they don't say anything, Wu Cheng won't say anything, and naturally he won't bring himself to be humiliated.It's just that when I asked him this question, I originally thought we were very different, but now it seems that I am simply being self-indulgent.From the way he silenced me, I knew he was just as reluctant to admit it as I was.
But it turned out that this is a fact.Wu Si didn't lie to me, my mother, as expected, became Wu Cheng's concubine in the future, and gave birth to Wu Zilun's little Zi...
Injustice...
Although I had already prepared in my heart, when I personally confirmed this fact, the shock in my heart still made me unable to calm down for a long time.If Wu Zilun hadn't tried his best to clear up this relationship, I guess I would still be addicted to the aftertaste of this fact and couldn't extricate myself.
only……
"I never thought of letting you be my brother! We only have half of the blood relationship, which can be ignored..." Wu Zilun spoke angrily, which immediately dropped my mood to freezing point.
Then he said: "Haixi, do you understand?"
I'm not a fool, of course I understand!
I thought bitterly, looking up into his eyes.
You just feel aggrieved when you suddenly have an extra brother who makes you ashamed.Besides, according to blood, Wu Si should be your elder brother!Even if you don't get along well.
Why don't I understand, of course I understand!
I darkened my face a little angrily, and suddenly lost the mood to have a good talk with him.
However, when he saw that I was silent, he really thought that I had a good temper, so he came over and pressed my shoulder.
"You know that's the best thing. Haixi, my mother will only be my mother, the two of us have never been related..." Speaking like this really makes people want to beat him up impulse.
I brushed his hand away with a sneer on my face.
"Of course you have nothing to do with me. It's just that you despise me, but I despise you!"
"Hae-tin..."
"Wu Zilun, you really disgust me!" I was extremely angry.I think anyone who hears his tone and attitude will be as angry as me.Then I suddenly thought about Wu Si's injury. Although I knew the reason was absurd, I still asked without hesitation.
"So are you threatening Wu Si with this matter? Call him to the customs dock, and join forces with the Leopard Hall to ambush and injure him?!" I thought of what Wu Si said about Wu Zilun using me as a threat. He once said that Wu Zilun did not Love me as much as I imagined.His words have always been ironic, but he doesn't seem to have any reason to tell lies.
My heart sank, although I don't know what they said at the customs, but the matter involving me still makes me unhappy, especially when I think of Wu Zilun's "threat".
I don't know if my words hit the point, I only saw Wu Zilun's expression darkened, and then he turned his eyes to look at me suddenly, with an expression of disbelief.
"Hai Xi, when did you and Wu Si talk about everything? During the seven years since I left, you two became better?!" He looked in disbelief.Then he said: "You should hate him, just like me, you have enough ground!"
I don't know exactly what he means by "position".If I'm like him, I naturally don't have to hate.Wu Zilun didn't accept my awareness of being his brother at all, so why should I put my face on my ass and insist on using my mother, who I have never had the slightest impression of, as my standpoint, to stand on the same front with him? !He clearly said that it has nothing to do with me!
Seeing that I didn't speak, Wu Zilun seemed to think that I was very angry again, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but he would put down his figure in front of me again.
"Haixi, that's not what I meant. You can't believe Wu Si's words. I said something against you in front of him, but I promise it's just talking. I love you so much, how can I be willing to let you get hurt? I want to kill you." Only Wu Si, you have to trust me..." Xu Xu's words only shocked me.
"But I didn't expect that Wu Si would be like a gossip. He told you these words just because he wanted to make you break with me, and then he could take advantage of it. You know, he has unreasonable thoughts about you. It's not just a day or two..."
I couldn't understand what Wu Zilun said, but from his ambiguous words, I still analyzed and drew conclusions.That is, Wu Zilun did use me to threaten Wu Si, and it may still be a threat that is not good for me or even cause me to be injured.But I don't know why Wu Si is so good at using this most inferior threat method. If I follow Wu Zilun's "unreasonable thinking", I have figured it out a little bit.Because that hateful scum once said to me, "If I can't see you, how can I continue to play with you? I will torture you slowly, play with you, I hate you so much, I naturally don't I will let you go so easily..." Such words.For a possessive person like Wu Si, he would rather kill me with his own hands than do it to others.I've watched hot-blooded anime over the years, and I still have some understanding of these principles.
However, it's still a jerk!
My face darkened, although I heard Wu Zilun explain to me, but my expression was no better than before.On the contrary, I was still very angry, because I heard words that I had never heard from Wu Si, and I roughly guessed what happened when they met that day.It's just that bastard Wu Zilun, no wonder Wu Si said that he didn't love me as expected, it seems that he didn't hesitate to use me as a threat, and he would rather put me in some danger.Could it be that he was explaining to Wu Si that if Wu Si didn't do what he ordered, he would make me look good? !This bastard must have watched too many soap operas!
"Haixi, I swear I never thought of using your crooked brains. If Wu Si stayed away from you or if you stayed away from Wu Si, how could I dare to use you as a threat? Wu Si has been rampant for too long. He taught me a lesson, he will never understand..." Wu Zilun was still trying to explain something to me, seeing that I ignored him, maybe he was guilty, but he ignored my struggle, came over with a shy face and reached out to hold me in his arms inside.
"Hai Xi, you must want Wu Si to die, right! And Wu Cheng, I also hate him! Actually... In fact, he should have died a long time ago! And now, it's just the beginning!" The more Wu Zilun said, the more he lost his warmth.And the more he explained, the colder my heart became.I didn't know that he was such a person. He was blinded by hatred, and he was no longer the innocent and cute little boy back then.
He has changed, and drastically!Maybe, I misunderstood him when I saw him since I was a child.He was originally carrying a hatred that I couldn't understand, just like the day he was carried back to the Wu family, his body was covered with the blood of his own mother...
He was originally an avenger, but he just put on the clothes of a sheep to hide the wolf nature in his bones.I almost forgot, he hates Wu Si, why wouldn't he hate Wu Cheng?
"Brother Xi, I don't have the slightest affection for the Wu family. I want to change back to my mother's surname. My name is An Lun, not Wu Zilun." Seven years ago, when he applied to his father for overseas study, he followed me silently. Said.It's just that I hated him so much at that time that I didn't even notice whether there were tears in his eyes.
"Then you can be called An Lun. It just so happens that you are going to study abroad, so you can be called Alan! It's really great. If you leave, no one will pester me anymore, and I will be liberated! "From childhood to adulthood, I never cared about Wu Zilun's feelings.And after hearing that he was going to study abroad, I still felt an indescribable joy roaring and boiling all over my body.This annoying ghost will finally stop pestering me, let him go quickly, I will be relieved when he leaves!
"I'll have my revenge the day I come back." He once said that to me, but he said it so much when he was a kid that I basically just sniffed at it.
He is three years younger than me, so what deterrent effect will Wu Zilun's words have?I'm just glad that he was not killed by Wu Si when he grew up. If Wu Si was more cruel, would he still need to speak cruelly here?
I twisted his face and pulled it out, bullying him until he was crying.
"Do you want revenge? Then wait another 500 years!" I said with a smile, without any scruples about his self-esteem.
In my eyes, to be honest, he wants revenge, which is simply equivalent to "a fool's dream, a fantasy".How could he have this ability?What a big joke!
Therefore, I never thought that one day he would put revenge and the like into practice.But now that I saw Wu Si was injured, I was shocked and suddenly found that Wu Zilun, who was originally thin and weak, had grown into a towering tree at some point.
I moved the corners of my mouth, my eyes filled with mockery.So I pushed him away, and raised my head to meet him under his surprised gaze.However, that look was like looking at a stranger.
"I just want to ask you one thing, tell me the truth." Seeing his softened expression, I only felt a burst of inexplicable irony, "Wu Zilun, do you have anything to do with those people in Baozitang...?" Something is not good, Wu Zilun should have seen it.But I would have asked him that outright, and he obviously hadn't thought of it.
He looked at me in shock and couldn't say a word for a long time.
But during the time when he glanced out of the window and dodged silently, I still had my own understanding and answer to this matter in my heart.
"You have really changed!" I said to him when I left the office of President Fanchu.
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