Feeding equation

Actually I am a loner.

The lack of family warmth since I was a child, coupled with the experience of being excluded when I was growing up, made my heart like a piece of sensitive and fragile porcelain.The slightest touch could shatter.

I often lament the vastness of life. Although I am not a person who often mourns the spring and autumn, sometimes, living, living, is really a very brave thing.

After leaving the residence, I drove to Xingxing's side.Since I started working on Wu Zilun's parachute to Fanchu some time ago, I rarely come to Xingxing's side.

I also understand very well in my heart that Xingxing doesn't need me at all. There is a calm and experienced He Sang'an here, and he can do everything beautifully without my intervention.This feeling of not being needed is like being in Fanchu, where a vain position is obviously hung up, but it is not useful at all.

I really don't know what it means for Wu Zilun to always bring me by his side.When Wu gave me the task of "special assistance", on the one hand, he wanted me to take care of Wu Zilun, and on the other hand, it was also for me to coordinate the relationship between him and Wu Si.In fact, Wu Zilun doesn't need my care and coordination.He's doing pretty well, and he's doing just fine without me.And my position, no matter where I stay, is the same neither embarrassment nor embarrassment.

Just like Wu Zilun since he landed in Fanchu, I can feel his proficient skills in handling affairs by his side every day, no worse than those seasoned leaders.And because of his kindness and appearance, in just one week, he has already become one with almost everyone in Fanchu.He even personally promoted a low-level female white-collar worker who returned from studying in Australia to be his confidant female secretary to the beautiful and charming stunner.

He doesn't lack anything, except me!

Ever since I met Lin Zixiao with him that day, I began to deliberately avoid him.And at these times, because he accepted that the company needed to learn too many things to get started, he didn't pay much attention to such a thing.But maybe he has noticed that it's just the habit of fighting alone all these years that makes him no longer need me.

Although my heart was slightly sad when I saw that he had no time to take care of me, but so what?I just don't want him to keep pestering me anymore, I have my own life, I have a beautiful fiancée, I have a lovely child who is about to be born, and I am a person who is about to be a father.That hateful Wu Zilun, let him talk to himself, talking about pure love while living a filthy and disorderly life!

But kids?fiancée?

The corner of my mouth couldn't help but a self-deprecating wry smile. When I thought of Cai Hualin slapping and struggling in my arms just now, my heart seemed to have fallen into the cold winter months, and I couldn't find any warmth anymore.

Go in through the main entrance of the Xingxing Royal Club, and outside the door at this time, masters have already begun to flow in succession.I ignored the flattering way of greeting from the younger brother outside the door, walked to the bar depressedly, asked for a glass of brandy, and poured it in one gulp.

"Brother Xi, what's wrong with you?" The bartender Xiaohui looked at me with a complicated expression as if seeing something wrong with me.

I didn't speak, and the loud music in my ears made me feel a little upset.

"Give me the strongest cup." I glanced at him with raised eyes, and looked away at the DJ on the second floor who was making preparations.

Because it was not yet nine o'clock in the evening, although the music in the arena was loud, the men and women just stood outside the arena and did not enter the arena.Before the madness of the night begins, I see the greedy eyes of those men and women.People who are dominated by desires are a bunch of poor people.

I sighed, feeling empty.The indescribable feeling made me pour alcohol into it more and more intensely.

The handsome bartender Xiao Hui on the bar handed me the so-called "Fierce Sun" that he created in his hand. Just as I reached out to pick it up, an extra hand appeared beside me out of nowhere, and it was on my eyelid. Then he took the wine away.

who?Then don't wink!

I frowned.Although most people in the Red Gang reject me, there are not many who really contradict me face to face.While weighing it in his heart while turning his head away, he just bumped into Ben Liang's provocative expression.

"Why is brother Xi drinking alone here? Is there no one to accompany him?" He sneered with the corners of his mouth pulled, but his young and clean face looked slightly hideous because of the scar on his left cheek.

This kid just graduated from high school this year, and his father is an old man in the gang.In the old days when he relied on beating and killing, his father, brother Ade, was the boss who everyone knew in Hongxia Street.Now that Hongxia Street is being taken over by me, he is naturally not convinced.

But so what if you are convinced or not?I have never cared about other people's eyes.Since I'm the boss now, even if it's only in name, he can't tolerate me after all.

I didn't even pay attention to him, and called Xiao Hui to help me make another cup that was exactly the same.When that book saw that I regarded him as nothing, the fire in his eyes burned even hotter.

"You—" I knew that a young and arrogant person like him couldn't stand the slightest stimulation.Being regarded as air as he is now, he can also start a lot of fire.I thought he was going to drop his drink or throw it at me so I would have a good excuse to fix him.Of course, deep down in my heart, I have long wanted to teach him a lesson so that he knows what is superior and what is obedience.If He Sang'an hadn't been blocking me all the time, I wouldn't be so magnanimous to let a mole like him run amok in front of me every day!

It's just that what I didn't expect was that he would pick up the wine glass and drink up the whole "Laiyang" in one gulp.You must know that the wine in Xiao Hui's hands is said to be the strongest, it is not for nothing.

"You...you must come to pester Brother An again!" He frowned and said while jumping.His face flushed from drinking too fast made him look like a bird that was about to be roasted.

What do you mean by "You are pestering Brother An again"?Is He Sangan?

I was genuinely amused at the question he asked with such a sudden change of subject.

"Are you there yet?!" Looking at the empty wine glass in his hand, he suddenly felt that his mood wasn't that bad.

Ben Liang didn't seem to have thought that I would suddenly ask such a question. He was stunned for a moment, and then said angrily: "I will celebrate my birthday next month. But it's none of your business, maybe you will still prepare for me?" birthday present?!"

Naturally, I didn't have the kindness to prepare gifts for him.I don't like this kid. Although I'm much older than him, I don't have the self-consciousness to humble him.

So I sneered and pointed to the wine glass in his hand under his surprised gaze.

"Don't mess with me, Ben Liang, be careful I'll ask someone to kick you out."

"you dare!"

"Look if I dare!" My eyes suddenly burst into flames.After hitting a wall with Hua Lin just now, the anger in my heart has not completely disappeared.In addition, he had just drank a few glasses of wine, and now the smell of alcohol was surging up, as if he was going to drag his anger into it.

Of course, I never thought that Ben Liang would easily surrender and be obedient.I saw him opening his mouth in anger to say something, saw him lift his finger and was about to point at me.I was about to take off my shirt and punch him hard on the nose, but before the collar of the shirt was undone, He Sang'an, who appeared out of nowhere, had already protected Ben Liang behind him.

"Hai Xi, why do you need to be as knowledgeable as him? He's still young." I knew He Sang'an would say that.It's just that I didn't expect that the next sentence he said when he turned his head to Ben Liang would involve me.

"I didn't tell you to tell Brother Xi that Mr. Wu was looking for you. Why did you quarrel with Brother Xi?" He glared at Ben Liang, and then he seemed to see something, and then attached it to Ben Liang's neck. Take a sniff.

"You've been drinking!" He Sang'an's face became very ugly. "You haven't arrived yet!"

"I'll be there next month!" Ben Liang took a few steps back.I don't know if it's because of the "scorching sun" just now, or because of He Sang'an's scolding, in short, his eyes are red.

However, I don't have time to pay attention to whether his eyes are red or not.Now all my attention is completely attracted by the word "Wu Shao" in He Sang'an's words just now...

Samurai...

What did he want me for? !

A wave of anger, shame, and deep hatred gradually spread in my chest.

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