Feeding equation

That's right, from the day Wu Zilun stepped into Fanchu, I was really angry.

Although Wu Zilun tried his best to explain to me that he has nothing to do with Lin Zixiao, but when I heard what happened between him and Lin Zixiao at the sex party a few years ago, my face finally remained the same. Couldn't help but sank down.

"You don't need to explain to me, Second Young Master, I'm just your special assistant!" I made my words clear, and stared mercilessly at the handsome and tall man in front of me.

To be honest, apart from my personal grievances towards him, this Wu Zilun is actually quite an attractive handsome guy.

His figure is tall and strong, his face is handsome and his facial features are deep, and he always maintains a good gentleman's demeanor when dealing with people except sometimes when his mind suddenly flashes.I remember that when he was studying abroad, he worked as a model for a while, took a series of commercials, and was very popular.

I really didn't know that such a gentle and harmless man on the surface could have such a chaotic private life.

I thought angrily, and made up my mind that in the future, except for work, I must draw a clear line from this beastly dressed beast in the rest of the time.

"Hai Xi, please don't always look at me with colored glasses, okay? I know that Lin Zixiao's words can really be misunderstood by others. You know that I just touched each other with him that day, and didn't..."

"Stop! I don't want to listen to your explanation!" Seeing Wu Zilun's melancholy expression and wanting to find some excuses for the absurd behavior he had done, I couldn't get angry in my heart.

To be honest, I don't know exactly what I'm angry about.In fact, what Wu Zilun did has nothing to do with me.And it will have nothing to do with me in the future.

He walks his sunny path, and I walk my single-plank bridge!We have never been related!

Although I have told myself this countless times in my heart, I still feel a little unspeakable irritability deep in my heart for some reason.I don't know what I'm upset about, especially when I hear about Wu Zilun's messy life, the scarlet images of others riding on him and holding him and shaking him will flash before my eyes.

Back then, I hugged him like that and took him to the peak of bliss...

Terrible jealousy!

I was horrified in my heart, and I was sincerely afraid of such a thought that came to me...

However, apart from my own heart, what scares me the most is Wu Zilun's perverted persistence, which makes me feel like I have a splitting headache.

Thinking of what Lin Zixiao said that day to help Wu Zilun take good care of Wu Si, my anger became more and more intense as if a layer of oil had been poured on it.Although it's true that I hate Wu Si very much, I really want Wu Si to taste the pain.But compared to dealing with Wu Si, Wu Zilun's change still chills me.I really never thought that Wu Zilun who used to just hide behind me would become so scheming one day, even if Su Yueyue's incident was a misunderstanding, but what about Lin Zixiao?He clearly said that he would help Wu Zilun deal with Wu Si?Could it be that he can completely clear up the matter this time? !

I didn't expect that after so many years, Wu Zilun could still have such a great hatred for Wu Si.According to Wu Zilun, his mother was framed to death by Wu Si's uncle Qian Dalin.But in my opinion, without the appearance of Wu Zilun and his mother, Wu Si would not be in the present situation after all.After all, in this world, a slap can't be slapped, and no one can tell all the things that involve emotions.I thought Wu Zilun would take it lightly, so it seems that there is not much difference between him and Wu Si.

"Hai Xi, you don't understand anything at all!" Wu Zilun finally shouted this sentence to me after I questioned the purpose of his relationship with Lin Zixiao.

Indeed, I do not understand.But I know that compared to Lin Zixiao, the fact that my use value is basically zero is self-evident!

I felt a sudden sense of loss, and for some reason I was so chilled that my whole body was about to tremble.

I suddenly didn't want to say another word, especially in front of Wu Zilun.Although he keeps saying that he loves me, I feel that he is getting farther and farther away from me.I can't understand him more and more, and even now, I don't want to understand him at all.Lin Zixiao called me "stupid", maybe I was really stupid.I never knew a person's feelings of loving someone could be expressed like this, at least, I never saw it.

And I don't want to intervene or participate in the conflict between him and Wu Si.Although I hate Wu Si very much, after all, it was a conflict between him and Wu Si.That's their business.chores.And I, from now on, I just need to do my part well.

who I am?He's just a member of the Red Gang.It's just a dog of the Wu family!

I have no right to speak.from beginning to end.

Looking up at the ceiling above the head, the tall chandelier flickered in the darkened room, and the bright light dyed the whole room an ambiguous orange.

I was lying on the big bed at home, and Hua Lin was preparing dinner in the kitchen.The TV in the living room kept ringing loudly because of loneliness, and the buzzing sound was like annoying mosquitoes and flies in summer.

I was very upset, so I got up and walked over to turn off the TV.

For a large part of the time with Hua Lin, we both like to stay quietly. Even if we just stay silent and don’t speak, I can still feel the sound of bones colliding with each other when we are embraced by happiness.

As if startled by the sound of me getting out of bed, Hua Lin poked his head out from the kitchen and saw that I had turned off the TV, he was only taken aback for a moment, and then grinned at me again.

"I originally wanted to see the weather forecast for tomorrow." She said with a smile.

I felt sorry, so I bent down again to grab the remote from the TV stand.

"Then I'll open it again."

"No need, just check the phone later." She turned her head back to the kitchen, and the smell of cooking wafted out after a while, "Haixi, do you need to put more vinegar on the onion?"

"Yeah." I replied and walked into the kitchen.

Hua Lin in the kitchen was busy wearing an apron. Although he was aware of me coming in, he didn't have time to talk to me. He just put the freshly chopped onions into the pot and turned them over and over again with a spatula.

What is happiness?

In fact, I thought about this question when I was very young.Once upon a time, I always thought that happiness was being able to do what you wanted to do when you were growing up.I want to be able to become a hero, just like Superman who always wears his underwear on the outside, very powerful, very powerful.I have always thought that I also have great superpowers. I hope that I can save people from fire and water, defeat bad guys, and save the whole world.Whenever I thought about my dream when I was young, I felt happy and happy, even like eating a big roll and turning into Bubble Superman.But now, I feel that two people who live together because of love, their getting along is happiness.

Simple happiness.

My heart fluttered slightly.I felt something thin and soft seeping out of my body, and then took root.

Looking at Hua Lin's white side face, she was busy and didn't have time to pin the broken hair behind her ears, I was suddenly moved.

The time spent with Hua Lin was ordinary and warm.I like and love this feeling, which I can never get from other places.The feeling of soaking in happiness seems to be brought by home.

So I walked over and boldly kissed Hua Lin's face.

In fact, if Hua Lin is willing, I wish to give her a grand and grand wedding right now.I hope to lock our feelings forever and hide them in marriage.That is the most sincere and precious thing I can give her now.

"Haixi, don't make trouble, I'm busy!" When I put my arms around Hua Lin's waist and buried my head in her neck to pick up the fragrance, she gently pushed me with the spatula.

"Hua Lin, put those first, I really want to..." I turned her body and looked deeply into her eyes.I guess she must be able to understand what I mean.

The unbearable heat ^ made my body feel like being thrown into a sweltering steam room, and the feeling of eagerness for relief made me eager for relief like a fish that was about to drown.So I hugged Hua Lin even tighter with both hands, and I couldn't wait to see if she was still busy, so I hugged her horizontally according to her movements.

It dawned on me that it seemed like we hadn't done that kind of stuff for a long time.Especially after Hua Lin became pregnant, we just hugged each other and slept almost every night.

Now I suddenly want her very desperately. Although I can't remember when was the last time we were there, the feeling of hugging Hua Lin is still so good, so gentle, just like water.

"Haixi, I'm pregnant..." Hua Lin struggled a little, pushed me away and kissed her lips.

I just froze for a moment, then smiled again.

"I will be very gentle and careful, and I promise not to hurt our children." I stroked her hair and pinned her messy strands behind her ears.Her hair is the same as hers, soft and soft, and it always feels good to the touch.

"But child..."

"Son, can we call him Hai Lin? Haixi and Hua Lin's child, our child..." My breathing was messy, and I hurriedly raised my hand to unbutton Hua Lin's jacket, but the button was Halfway through the solution, Hua Lin suddenly struggled hard.

"I don't want it! Haixi, let me go!" She yelled at me with red eyes in a loud voice.Then he kicked me with his upper foot, and even bit my shoulder with his teeth.

Her behavior made me feel cold, and the excitement that had just arisen was also dispelled by half.The bitten place on the shoulder spread through the pain, and the prickly feeling was like pouring a pot of hot water on the burning heart.What was obtained was only the vast and impalpable water vapor.

"Hua Lin..." I frowned, looking at Hua Lin who was staring at me with red eyes, I didn't know what to say for a while.

But Hua Lin didn't care about my feelings at all. Although he saw that I had stopped, he still didn't stop patting my shoulder.

"Let go of me! Let me go! My child, you will hurt my child!" Her voice was so loud that she could even hear it clearly from upstairs to downstairs.Such a hysterical voice, as if the child in her womb is not mine.

I was a little annoyed at her reaction.

Once when we first fell in love, I promised her that I would always love and protect her, and after she was pregnant with our child, I said that I would love and protect her and the child.I don't know what she is hiding, whether she is afraid that I will hurt the child or because she doesn't want me to touch her.

More or less, my self-esteem felt a little bruised.So he stood up sullenly, took his coat and car keys and left without looking back.

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