Just like a dream

"Xiao Sheng, don't go."

Li Musheng's pupils narrowed sharply, and he turned stiffly to look at Qin Fu who was leaning behind him.

At that moment, he almost thought that Qin Fu had recovered his memory, and tears flowed down uncontrollably.

But in the years from Qin Fu's recovery to entering Sheng'an, Li Musheng lost countless hopes, so much so that now he can't even believe it.

Qin Fu's eyes were blurred, and he hugged Li Musheng, like a child who would not let go of a toy. Li Musheng sighed, but couldn't bear to push Qin Fu away after all.

Things got messy after that.Li Musheng should have been used to it for a long time, but he became flattered.The body that I thought had become unfamiliar a long time ago, it wasn't until the two became one that Li Musheng realized that he was still so familiar with Qin Fu.

They knew every inch of each other's body, and when they touched each other, they almost had some kind of instinct, and the tide was rushing, like the old time that never came back.

After Luo Shuxue's death, the relationship between Qin Fu and Qin Yehua was very tense. Qin Yehua tried several times, but found that it was impossible to repair the broken father-son relationship between the two, so he let the housekeeper take care of Qin Fu, while he himself Have fun with your lover outside.

The Qin family was also a thriving family. In Qin Yehua's generation, they had three children. Qin Yehua was the eldest, followed by a younger brother and a younger sister. No longer answer.

The offshoot relatives are scattered in other cities.After Luo Shuxue passed away, Qin Yehua only cared about having fun, and did not continue to maintain the relationship between relatives. The family members who could make up during the holidays also suddenly broke up. Even Qin Yehua's old house in the Qin family has disappeared. unwilling to live.

The huge house was deserted, only Qin Fu and Li Musheng were left.

After Luo Shuxue's funeral, Qin Fu took the initiative to take on the role of elder brother and took Li Musheng to study calligraphy. The relationship between the two quickly became closer.

Qin Fu is always impatient with the people around him, and will start to get angry if he disagrees with a few words, but when he sees Li Musheng, he can always calm down to the greatest extent, and he looks harmless to humans and animals.

The two get along like brothers. It wasn't until Li Musheng was in high school at the age of 16 that some kind of ambiguous emotion disturbed them.

Li Musheng pulled away from the inappropriate memories, and when he woke up, he found that it was already dawn, and last night quietly passed away amidst half-push and half-arranged absurdity.

Li Musheng quickly remembered what happened at night, and then the joy in his heart was swept away by panic.Li Musheng endured the discomfort and got up, and when he realized that the bedding beside him was empty, he was almost dumbfounded instantly.

He quickly picked up the clothes from the ground and put them on as fast as he could, trying to escape from this place of right and wrong.

"Are you awake?" A familiar voice sounded in my ear, but it was as cold as a blade.Li Musheng trembled violently, his buttons were stiffened, and he didn't dare to turn his head to look at the person behind him.

"President Qin, listen to my explanation..." Li Musheng opened his mouth, and swallowed the words halfway through.He knew exactly what kind of person Qin Fu was.

With a stubborn and impatient character, Qin Fu is doomed to not be willing to listen to his own defense.

"Li Musheng, how many times have you used this trick? How many people have you used it?" Qin Fu clasped Li Musheng's shoulders, exerting strength with his fingers.

Li Musheng's shoulders hurt, his thin body trembled, and then he clenched his teeth, countless grievances welled up in his heart, and he finally opened his mouth and said: "Boss Qin, last night was really not what you thought, you drank too much , unwilling to..."

Of course, Qin Fu would not listen to Li Musheng's sophistry, and laughed out of anger, pushed Li Musheng to the wall, leaned against his ear and said sternly: "For my mother's sake, I will leave you by my side. Dog, don't tell me I don't know good from bad. Do you really think you can be Sheng'an's young mistress if you sleep in my bed? Dreaming!"

These words were too harsh, Li Musheng was shaking with anger, and wanted to break free and punch Qin Fu directly.But in the end, it was just thinking about it, he didn't want to touch Qin Fu at all.

"I'm sorry, Boss Qin, I'm the one who is mean, and I'm leaving now." He compromised quickly, and didn't want to waste any more time with Qin Fu, continuing to say such unbearable things to each other.

If one day Qin Fu remembered the past and the current bad words, he would definitely be extremely annoyed.After all, Li Musheng still couldn't bear Qin Fu's sadness.

Qin Fu's face was filled with an expression that he had already seen through, and he let go of the arm that was holding Li Musheng, and pushed him away, as if his hands were dirty just by touching him.

"Make an appointment with a doctor for me, and have a good physical examination. I don't want to get dirty."

Li Musheng controlled his emotions, took all the orders, turned on the phone and lowered his head, and wrote down the record of making an appointment for Qin Fu's doctor on the memo.

"Li Musheng, why are you so disgusting?" Qin Fu was very displeased by Li Musheng's low-browed and pleasing attitude. His current mood was as disgusting as if he had been prostituted by someone.Moreover, he was prostituted by the same sex, which made his nausea double.

Finally, Li Musheng couldn't bear it any longer, and bit the bullet and retorted, "Boss Qin, let me use the bathroom, and your things from last night are still there." After speaking, Qin Fu walked into the bathroom in shock.

After taking off the clothes he had put on indiscriminately just now, Li Musheng turned on the shower head.

Li Musheng knew that the current Qin Fu had a prejudice against him, and the main source of this prejudice was attributed to Qin Yehua, so he shouldn't be sad because of this.

When I forcibly stayed by Qin Fu's side, I had expected to face a lover who was beyond recognition, and I shouldn't be sad if I wanted to be kind.

But still couldn't bear it.

Li Musheng squatted under the shower, curled up, tightly clutching the alloy ring hanging around his neck, crying with the sound of water.

He didn't want to abandon his lover, but he didn't know when this kind of life would end. He didn't want Qin Fu to find that he was not by his side after recovering his memory.

But every minute and every second of getting along with Qin Fu today is a kind of torture.

The former Qin Fu was so good that even if there is nothing left now, Li Musheng would rather hold those residual memories that no one can remember and stay by his side.

The previous Qin Fu did not disappoint Li Musheng, and Li Musheng did not want to disappoint the incomplete Qin Fu.

At that time, Li Musheng was 16 years old and had just entered the first year of high school. Qin Fu took a year off from school after Luo Shuxue's death, just in the third year of high school.

From the first day he entered the school, Li Musheng knew that Qin Fu was very popular.

After the housekeeper sent Li Musheng and Qin Fu outside the school gate on the day of the report, he left under Qin Fu's instruction.

The relationship between Qin Fu and Qin Yehua has never been improved, and the arrogance of the youth also disgusted the so-called "rich" life that Qin Yehua brought him. In Qin Fu's eyes at that time, everything related to the Qin family, including the housekeeper, was Can't get on the stage.

Li Musheng just followed Qin Fu with his schoolbag on his back, and he already noticed the gazes projected from all directions.

The 19-year-old Qin Fu has grown tall enough, and the fat school uniform can't cover up the slender figure of the young man. The exquisite eyebrows inherited from Luo Shuxue carry some of Qin Yehua's elegance, and his every move makes the youthful campus teenagers are crazy about it.

Li Musheng followed by his side, unable to bear the gazes from all around him, lowered his head timidly, but Qin Fu was already familiar with this kind of attention, behaved calmly, and even waved amicably towards the crowd watching him Waving, causing a commotion.

Many students had already gathered downstairs in the first grade of high school, and some volunteers from the sophomore student union held up a stand with the name of the class at the temporary reporting point to help the freshmen register.Qin Fu walked to the signboard of Li Musheng's class, filled out the form for him, and handed Li Musheng to the volunteers of the corresponding class.

"I'm going back to the third floor to report. Xiaosheng, you can go upstairs with this classmate, and wait for me at the entrance of the No. [-] cafeteria at noon."

Li Musheng nodded nervously, being separated from Qin Fu in an unfamiliar environment made him very disturbed.

As soon as Qin Fu left, the volunteer asked Li Musheng about his relationship with Qin Fu.

"He is my brother." Li Musheng said, "Sister, do you know my brother?"

The volunteer nodded and shook his head vaguely, then smiled, and said embarrassedly: "I know him, but he doesn't know me. But then again, there is no one in the whole school who doesn't know Qin Fu, with good grades and good looks. Handsome..." After finishing speaking, she suddenly realized that she had talked too much, and immediately turned around and lowered her head.

It was the first time that Li Musheng saw someone blatantly thinking about Qin Fu, and he felt a little uncomfortable, as if his things were about to be robbed.

At the door of the classroom, the volunteer told Li Musheng a few precautions, and then trotted downstairs.

There were already a lot of people sitting in the classroom. Li Musheng walked in small steps and asked how the students in the corner of the first row were allocated seats. The students said that they could sit casually for the time being, so Li Musheng went to the back row to find a place where no one was sitting. down.

Soon a girl crossed the table to talk to Li Musheng, said that her name was Xia Jingjing, asked Li Musheng's name, and asked him which junior high school he was in before, and whether anyone in the same class was admitted.

Li Musheng was not very good at dealing with strangers, so he stammered back. Fortunately, Xia Jingjing's personality was very familiar, and she spoke quickly, showing no signs of being cold.

After chatting for a while, the homeroom teacher came in, organized and arranged seats, and asked the students to line up to go to the gymnasium to pick up their textbooks.

Xia Jingjing's seat was right in front of Li Musheng. As soon as the class teacher finished speaking, he turned around and asked Li Musheng if he wanted to have dinner together after moving the books.Li Musheng remembered that Qin Fu asked him to wait for him at the entrance of the cafeteria, so he rejected Xia Jingjing, saying that he already had an appointment.

Xia Jingjing blinked, and asked with a smirk in a low voice, "Could it be your girlfriend? What class?"

Li Musheng shook his head: "It's my brother, a senior in high school."

"Is it my brother? It's also in this school, what a coincidence."

"No." Li Musheng said, he didn't want to explain too much about his relationship with Qin Fu to others, whether it was the death of his parents, or the departure of Luo Shuxue, nothing in the past could be easily understood by outsiders. When I mentioned it, it was full of hideous scars.

Failing to hear any interesting gossip, Xia Jingjing nodded in disappointment.

On the way to the gymnasium, I met the senior class. Li Musheng looked up for a long time, but did not see Qin Fu, and then lowered his head a little disappointed.

After entering the gymnasium, Li Musheng received a stack of Chinese books. The senior who distributed the books saw that Li Musheng was small, and asked him if he could move it. Li Musheng nodded, picked up the books and went out.

Outside the gymnasium, there were a few girls who came to carry books. When Li Musheng saw Xia Jingjing inside, he knew that they were students in his class. When passing by, he beckoned to Xia Jingjing.

Xia Jingjing also raised her hand at him and waved it a few times, but she obviously wasn't paying attention, and asked the female classmate beside her in a low voice, "Where is it, where is it, why didn't I see it?"

Li Musheng was a little curious that if they didn't go back to the classroom and put down the books in their arms on a hot day, they were making a fuss here, so they stopped and looked in the direction of Xia Jingjing's line of sight.

"Is it so conspicuous that you can't see clearly?" The girl next to Xia Jingjing said, "The school grass is picking up books at the far north."

Li Musheng looked further north, and saw Qin Fu in the crowd, probably because of the heat of holding books, Qin Fu took off his school uniform jacket and tied it around his waist, wearing a summer short-sleeved shirt on his upper body School uniform, most of her strong arms were exposed.

Qin Fu finished receiving the book and was about to leave when a girl came up to him and said something to him. Qin Fu then took the book from the other party's hand and carried it away for her.

"Is that his girlfriend?"

"I don't know, I heard that the school girl is single...but that girl is so beautiful."

Several girls in Li Musheng's class were still whispering, and they didn't stop discussing until the seniors of the student union asked them to come over and take the rest of the books back.

Li Musheng bit his lower lip subconsciously, feeling unhappy.He also couldn't tell why he was unhappy now, it felt like loss and jealousy.But Li Musheng felt that he was not jealous of Qin Fu, but he didn't know what he was jealous of.

After walking erratically for a while, a person was walking towards him, Li Musheng had no time to dodge, and bumped into him directly, dropping his Chinese books all over the floor.

"You man, can't you watch when you walk?"