Just like a dream

Li Musheng didn't listen to Qin Fu's words and went to eat by himself, and sat in the car for two hours hungry.

The rare leisure allowed Li Musheng to recall his yellowish childhood.

He and Qin Fu reconciled on the day Luo Shuxue died of illness one year after he lived in Qin's house.

Luo Shuxue is a very good person.At least in this era, there are very few people who are willing to raise the orphan of a deceased best friend and treat them as their own.

During the one year living in Qin's house, Li Musheng went to primary school, Luo Shuxue helped him with his homework and taught him to write after school, while Qin Fu reluctantly stayed with them to practice calligraphy because of his mother.

Luo Shuxue is a very smart woman, she used to have a high status in the shopping malls, but her health is not good, she retired a few years ago.

But she wanted to be strong, and she didn't like to show her weakness. It wasn't until the day of her death that Li Musheng knew that Luo Shuxue's illness had been very serious, and it had reached the point where there was no way to heal her even relying on the Qin family's financial resources.

Qin Yehua was always busy with work and rarely cared about Qin Fu's affairs. Qin Fu was not close to his father either. To a 10-year-old child, the death of his mother was tantamount to the collapse of the sky.

The doctor covered Luo Shuxue's face with a white cloth, and wanted to send the body out of the ward, not wanting the children to see it, and told the servants of the Qin family to take Li Musheng and Qin Fu out.Li Musheng was very obedient and obediently followed him out, but Qin Fu was unwilling to cooperate. He grabbed the thin sheet on the hospital bed to prevent anyone from touching his mother.

Finally, the butler of the Qin family came over and took him out with half a drag and half a hug.Qin Fu kicked and bit him, but the housekeeper didn't let go.

Qin Fu's mood gradually stabilized, and as if resigned to his fate, he stopped resisting and asked the housekeeper where his father was.When his mother was seriously ill and was hospitalized, Qin Fu hardly saw his father.

The housekeeper faltered, saying that Boss Qin was busy and had already called and would come over after finishing the work in hand.

Qin Fu didn't listen to the housekeeper's explanation. Although he was only 10 years old at the time, he knew clearly that it was cruel and ironic that his mother died and his father was not in bed.

Qin Fu asked the driver to take him to Sheng'an. The driver hesitated to call Qin Yehua for instructions, but Qin Fu snatched the phone.

At that time, Li Musheng was less than 8 years old, and Luo Shuxue's departure made him very sad, but the age difference between him and Qin Fu made him unable to fully understand why Qin Fu would be on the verge of collapse without seeing Qin Yehua.But he has always been very obedient, sitting in the back seat of the car without saying a word, and after reaching the downstairs of the Sheng'an Group, he followed Qin Fu all the way up the elevator, like a bookboy following an ancient prince.

But perhaps none of the ancient masters would see the father he had always admired cheating with other women in his father's study.

Qin Fu didn't say hello when he opened the office door, which caught the adults inside off guard and didn't have time to maintain a friendly social distance.The interest was interrupted, Qin Yehua was very angry, just about to reprimand the other party, but found that it was his son who pushed the door open.

Li Musheng followed behind Qin Fu, and could see clearly that the woman in the room was sitting on Qin Yehua's body presumptuously, jokingly saying that the old woman had finally died, and asked Qin Yehua when he could marry himself into the Qin family as the wife lady.

Qin Fu rushed in and raised his hand to slap the woman, but Qin Yehua blocked his arm.

Qin Fu was extremely wronged, tears fell fiercely, and questioned Qin Yehua: "My mother just died, what is she?"

Maybe it was because of guilt towards his dead wife, and because he didn't want to hurt the relationship between father and son, Qin Yehua let go of Qin Fu's hand, and only said a perfunctory and prevarication to him.

"What do you know, children don't care about adults' affairs."

Qin Fu was out of breath from crying, Li Musheng handed him the paper, Qin Fu took the paper and wiped his nose, and shouted like crazy: "I don't care, but no one is allowed to touch my mother's place, this woman wants to Be my stepmother, I will kill her first, and then I will die myself."

There should be no majesty for a child to say such a thing, and no adult would take it seriously, but Qin Fu's eyes were fierce, like a little wolf, and Qin Yehua had to face up to the weight of it.But more importantly, all of Luo Shuxue's pre-marital inheritance was left to Qin Fu. Qin Yehua had to maintain the superficial filial piety of his father and son in order to obtain custody of the money before Qin Fu became an adult.

After the noise, Qin Fu ran out without hesitation and got into the elevator.Qin Yehua didn't want to worry about him, so he just called the housekeeper who was waiting in the car, reprimanded him why he didn't say hello and brought Qin Fu here, and then remembered Qin Fu's appearance when he left, and helplessly told him to take good care of Qin Fu.

Li Musheng followed Qin Fu, reached out to stop the elevator door when it was about to close, and followed into the elevator.

Li Musheng went to press the elevator floor number, Qin Fu stretched out his hand and pressed the button again, canceling the floor, squatting in the elevator and crying loudly.Li Musheng approached him, but didn't know how to comfort him, so he also cried.

Qin Fu felt that he was unreasonable, and said that he cried because he had no home, why was he crying.

Li Musheng sobbed: "I'm crying too, I don't have a home anymore..."

Hearing these words, Qin Fu's nose turned sour. He has always hated Li Musheng, who was born out of thin air, but at this time, his father, who was supposed to grieve for his mother with him, was in his arms. Only Li Musheng could share this kind of burden with him. In a sense, Li Musheng is the only "relic" left by his mother.

In the elevator that day, Qin Fu and Li Musheng hugged each other and wept bitterly. They were not taken back to the car until the housekeeper came to find them.

Li Musheng and Qin Fu didn't say anything heart-to-heart, but they both knew in their hearts that they would only have each other in the days to come.

Li Musheng was sitting on the car seat, blindfolded to prevent himself from crying, but water still seeped through his fingers. He trembled all over, and fell sideways on the seat, with his upper body touching the co-pilot's seat.

20 years ago, he still had Qin Fu, and 20 years later, he has only himself left.

When the phone rang, it was Qin Fu calling, and Li Musheng was like a fish returning to the water. When he picked up the phone, he seemed to have received some kind of salvation.

After the call was connected, Li Musheng was disappointed by the voice on the other side, it was not Qin Fu.

The staff of Yinshuixuan used formulaic language and thoughtfully told Li Musheng to come to the private room on the second floor to pick up Mr. Qin who was drinking too much.

Li Musheng didn't care about the remaining soreness in his calf, and appeared next to Qin Fu as quickly as possible. After tipping the waiter who helped take care of him, he walked towards the elevator with Qin Fu half supported and half on his back.

The waiter who took the tip wanted to come forward to help, but was politely declined by Li Musheng.

"Mr. Qin doesn't like being bumped into by unfamiliar people. Please forgive me." Maybe it was because he saw his father hugging a strange woman on the day his mother died. Qin Fu was very resistant to physical contact with other people. Time can be desperate.

The young masters of the wealthy family are more or less eccentric, and the waiter has long been used to it. He smiled and helped Li Musheng press the elevator, accompanied him to the parking lot and opened the car door for him, and bowed and left after taking the tip.

Qin Fu's capacity for alcohol is very poor, but today he drank more rice wine with a high degree of alcohol, and fell asleep drunk, with the weight of his whole body on Li Musheng, dead heavy.

Li Musheng gritted his teeth and carried him to the back seat of the car, and then fell down on the seat as well.

"Ancestor, someday you can save me a little worry..."

Li Musheng leaned against Qin Fu and heaved a long sigh.He knew what he said was too hypocritical, Li Musheng wished Qin Fu could not live without him.

But the reality is always cruel, just like Qin Fu has almost never given himself any thought during the years since he came to Sheng'an. of.

Li Musheng closed his eyes for a while, reluctantly got up and went to the driver's seat, and drove Qin Fu back to his place of residence.

The Qin family's old house was in city B next door, and it was already empty.Qin Fu usually lives in an apartment not far from the company.

Li Musheng fixed the car, hesitant to call Qin Fu up.

Qin Fu's life experience since he was a child made it difficult for Qin Fu to trust others. Even after losing his memory, it didn't make this aspect better. Apart from the hired hourly workers who would come to clean on time, there were no other housekeepers in the apartment.Li Musheng didn't have the confidence to send Qin Fu back to the apartment alone.

In the end, Li Musheng got into the back seat, planning to wake Qin Fu up, but after calling "Boss Qin" several times, Qin Fu didn't have any intention of waking up.

"Brother, wake up, go home and sleep again." Li Musheng was impatient, and the familiar address almost blurted out.After calling out "Brother", he froze in place until Qin Fu frowned and snorted before breaking away from his trance and calling out a few more times persistently.

When they were in school, in order to avoid the probing eyes of their classmates, Li Musheng and Qin Fu declared that they were distant relatives. Li Musheng would call Qin Fu "brother", and Qin Fu would call him "Xiaosheng". "It became a kind of small interest among lovers. Qin Fu liked to listen to it, and Li Musheng also liked to call it.

How long has it been since you called each other that?Li Musheng didn't dare to count, as if he didn't look back, the time when he was a stranger never existed.

After all, Qin Fu opened his eyes and looked at Li Musheng blankly. Seeing that he was still drunk, Li Musheng didn't say much, and directly hugged him and dragged him out of the back seat, helping Qin Fu to get on the elevator.

Qin Fu, who drank too much, was very honest, not as sharp as when he was sober, and his temperament became docile. He was very obedient next to Li Musheng, and calmly listened to the other party's instructions.

Li Musheng seemed to remember how the two of them got along in the past, and his eyes turned red, but Qin Fu had lost his memory for four years, and became Sheng'an's little president Qin, and his life was much better than when he was with him before, Li Musheng According to the agreement with Qin Yehua, she has already let go of the fantasy of finding her former lover.

As long as he can be by his side, accompany him, and let him have someone who can trust him wholeheartedly when he is under attack, that's fine.

But Qin Fu didn't seem to want it.

The password of Qin Fu's door lock was easy to guess. Li Musheng knew him too well, so he opened the door and called Qin Fu to come in.

Qin Fu followed Li Musheng in a daze, looking somewhat cautious, even like a first-time visitor, following behind Li Musheng cautiously.

Li Musheng had no choice but to point to the sofa to tell Qin Fu to sit down, and walked towards the direction where the kitchen should be.

Seeing Li Musheng leave, Qin Fu immediately stood up and grabbed his sleeve in a panic, as if to persuade him to stay.

"Brother, I'm not going, I'll go get you some water." Li Musheng went back to the sofa and put Qin Fu down, promised Qin Fu that he would be back soon, and then walked towards the kitchen again.

Qin Fu attaches great importance to his private territory, and is also wary of Li Musheng after losing his memory. This is the first time Li Musheng has entered here.

Li Musheng wandered around for a long time before finding the kitchen in the corner, took a cup to fetch some warm water for Qin Fu.

"President Qin, you should rest today, I'll go back first." Qin Fu calmed down after drinking the water, Li Musheng took him to the bedroom, watched Qin Fu turn off the lights and go to sleep, before he hesitated to speak.

The drunk Qin Fu didn't know which string was missing in his brain, and he was very close to himself, but if he stayed here, Qin Fu would have a temper again when he sobered up tomorrow, and Li Musheng didn't want to stay until daytime before leaving.

Li Musheng turned around and left. After walking a few steps, he suddenly felt his back into a warm embrace.

Qin Fu got out of bed at some point, ran barefoot behind Li Musheng, put his arms around him, and said aggrievedly, "Xiao Sheng, don't go."