Just like a dream

Li Musheng spent his birthday on the island.

During the day, Qin Fu took him to go fishing in the sea. Everything was planned perfectly. Qin Fu wanted to hold Li Musheng in his arms to fish, and when he got tired of fishing, he threw the fishing rod by the fence and sat on the deck with Li Musheng like this something like that.If the fish can be successfully caught, the fish will be handed over to the chef on board to cook directly and served with the birthday cake.At night, they can watch the stars and set off fireworks on the boat.

It's a pity that Qin Fu planned well, but he didn't expect that he would get seasick, and he would vomit and couldn't stand on his feet as soon as he left the island.Li Musheng didn't catch any fish, and only cared about Qin Fu. The two of them drifted together in the sea for less than an hour before returning to the voyage.

In the evening, the chef prepared all kinds of seafood that had been flown in early in the morning, and served them on the table with Li Musheng's birthday cake.Li Musheng made a wish on the cake, Qin Fu asked him what wish he made, and Li Musheng said that I hope to spend every birthday with you every year.

Qin Fu shook his head and said that this wish was too cautious, and he wanted to spend every day together in the future.

Li Musheng laughed and said I can't be too greedy.

Qin Fu dipped a little cream on the cake and rubbed it on Li Musheng's cheeks, saying that I belong to you, so why are you greedy? After I go to university, I can see you every day in the same city.

Qin Fu changed the fireworks session to after dinner, and leaned on the second-floor terrace with Li Musheng to watch the fireworks on the beach.

When the fireworks were blooming, Qin Fu kissed Li Musheng. Li Musheng looked at him with his eyes open. Qin Fu felt embarrassed when he saw it. He stretched out his hand to cover the upper half of Li Musheng's face, and parted his lips and said to him: "Good boy, let me come back again!" Kiss for a while."

"I'm an adult now." Li Musheng grabbed Qin Fu's hand, with coquettish and cunning eyes.

"Well, the kid has grown up." Qin Fu said, "Don't you want me to kiss you when you grow up?"

Li Musheng shook his head and said, "No, it's because when I grow up, I can do things that only adults can do."

"It's too urgent. I'm afraid you will be hurt. I can wait another two years." Qin Fu said.It's not that he doesn't want it, but he still feels that Li Musheng is still young and growing up is a process, not a node.It's not that on the day of his birthday, Li Musheng can do things that he couldn't do before.

But Li Musheng didn't think so. He had searched for how to do it a long time ago, secretly prepared tools, and was ready to explore unknown areas with Qin Fu.

Li Musheng was always worried that he didn't make it to the last step with Qin Fu, worried that Qin Fu was actually straight, and that his feelings for him were not love.

"Brother, come on!" Li Musheng pushed Qin Fu up to the wall and kissed him again and again.Although Qin Fu always treats him as a child, Li Musheng is already an adult, and the childishness that belonged to children in the past has disappeared, and his height has grown to 178cm. When confronted head-on with Qin Fu, Qin Fu is also difficult to parry.

However, Qin Fu was not willing to fight at all, so he picked him up and threw him to the second bedroom on the second floor.

Everything was very logical, both of them were still very green, it took a long time to finally succeed, and they were sweating profusely.

Li Musheng couldn't remember what happened on the first night, he just felt pain, and fell ill with a fever the next day, and after the fever subsided, he couldn't help but think about it, so he played with Qin Fu more boldly.

They pitched tents on the sea cliffs, and played around amidst the sea breeze and the crowing of gulls, until the sky suddenly broke, and the two of them leaned together exhaustedly to watch the sunrise.

Qin Fu asked Li Musheng whether he liked the sunrise on the mountain or the beach.

Li Musheng nodded and then shook his head, Qin Fu asked him what he meant, Li Musheng smiled and said nothing, thinking that Sunrise is actually quite boring, but he just likes to be by his side.

Li Musheng was awakened by the thunder, and he realized in a daze that he seemed to have fallen asleep leaning against the door of Qin Fu's house.

It was pouring rain outside, and my broken right leg began to ache again.

A flash of lightning flashed across, turning the dark night into daylight.Li Musheng got up from the ground by pressing his ankles, and walked towards the elevator, a little disheartened, planning to leave.

The elevator opened the door before Li Musheng pressed the button. Qin Fu's body was soaked, and the tips of his hair were knotted and dripping continuously.Li Musheng didn't expect Qin Fu to come back suddenly, subconsciously took half a step back, and said hoarsely, "Brother, do you really want me?"

After a while, he regained his composure and realized that he had said the wrong thing.

"Why haven't you left yet?" Qin Fu looked at Li Musheng displeasedly, pushed Li Musheng against the wall, and grabbed his collar, "I warn you, don't continue to play tricks."

Li Musheng smelled alcohol from Qin Fu, guessing that he drank again after going out with Bo Ning.Qin Fu doesn't drink well, he probably only drank a little, otherwise it would be impossible to walk back by himself.

Li Musheng thought it was funny, and asked him: "Mr. Qin, Mr. Ba has watched too many TV series? Don't you think the lines are a bit too clichéd?"

Qin Fu was already disturbed by Bo Ning's words, but when he heard Li Musheng's words, he immediately became angry and swung his fist towards Li Musheng.

Li Musheng tilted his head to avoid it, and punched him back.The two then came and went, and fought directly at the elevator entrance.

Li Musheng didn't want to get serious with Qin Fu at first, but when he thought of the grievances he had suffered all these years, he became more and more angry, and he got really angry a few times later, and greeted Qin Fu's face a few times.Qin Fu forced Li Musheng to the corner, imprisoned his hands, stared into Li Musheng's eyes, and did not speak for a long time.

Li Musheng also stared at Qin Fu, wary of the other party's subsequent actions.

Qin Fu was suddenly stunned, and lowered his head to kiss Li Musheng.

Li Musheng closed his eyes and responded to Qin Fu, feeling that he had a quick reaction.

"Are you satisfied? Can you get out now?" Qin Fu asked.

"Boss Qin didn't hesitate to betray his appearance in order to send me away." Li Musheng sneered, "What if I say no?"

"What else do you want? Money? A house? Shares?" Qin Fu disdainfully popped words symbolizing wealth one by one, as if he had already seen through Li Musheng.

Li Musheng laughed back angrily, and said, "I want Boss Qin to accompany me for a night, what does Boss Qin think?"

"You're dreaming!" Qin Fu trembled all over, as if he had been insulted.

"It's not the first time anyway, is it?" Li Musheng looked up at Qin Fu's face, which still had the ridiculous red mark he had just left on it.In a trance, he felt that Qin Fu was so strange, and felt that the two of them really seemed like strangers.But they were obviously the closest people in each other's world.

Li Musheng felt that Qin Fu was shaken, he seemed to be hesitating.

Do you hesitate to promise yourself?

Li Musheng thought it was funny, Qin Fu hated him so much, why did he hesitate?

"Qin Fu, you..."

Qin Fu grabbed Li Musheng's wrist, pulled him into the apartment, walked straight into the bedroom, and threw him roughly on the bed.

"Li Musheng, you are really meaner than I imagined." Qin Fu scratched his aching head, feeling that he had lost his patience.

Promise Li Musheng, and let him go as far as he can in the future, so that I will never have a splitting headache like now.

"Why am I cheap?" Li Musheng slammed heavily on the bed, the injury from the fight with Qin Fu just now hadn't faded, the old injury on the ankle was still painful, and his whole body seemed to be falling apart.

"You made me forget what happened in the past, and you still deliberately seduced me." Qin Fu pressed Li Musheng's shoulders and covered him.He never doubted everything he knew from Qin Yehua, and he firmly believed in Li Musheng's actions.But every time I see Li Musheng, besides the headache, a certain part of the heart is also aching.Li Musheng's existence is like a knife, or a thorn. He used to instinctively avoid Li Musheng and avoid any communication with him.

Li Musheng stretched out his hand, covered Qin Fu's face with his palm, and said tremblingly: "Qin Fu, I have never seduced you. If I have to say what I have done these years, I just... love you."

"Don't try to lie to me, my dad has already told me everything you did in the past." Qin Fu said.

"I don't know what Uncle Qin told you, but what he said must be true?"

"Otherwise?" Qin Fu asked, "Don't I trust my dad, trust you as an outsider?"

Li Musheng wanted to ask him, if you knew that Aunt Luo died 21 years ago, but Qin Yehua had a 22-year-old illegitimate child, would you still believe in Qin Yehua?But this seemed to provoke the relationship between Qin Fu and his son. Li Musheng didn't want Qin Fu to be sad, so he kept his mouth shut.

"I can't say anything to refute? Li Musheng, why are you so disgusting?"

"I have something even more disgusting, do you want to try it?" Li Musheng hugged Qin Fu's back of the neck, and kissed him proactively while unbuttoning his shirt.

Li Musheng thought, what exactly is he insisting on?He feels like an old man who has lived for a century at this moment. Although the previous era is long gone, he still stubbornly insists on a way of life that is incompatible with modern society.

Not only does it seem pointless, it seems futilely provoking ridicule.

Their bodies are still in tune, but their souls never seem to be able to return to their old frequency.

Li Musheng felt that perhaps it was time for him to leave.He grabbed Qin Fu's back with his fingertips, as if trying to hold onto something.

"I have one more thing to say. I stay by your side because I love you. If you hate me, I will stay away from you in the future. But I am not a cat or dog who comes and goes when I call it. After today , I will start a new life. I hope you can remember what I said to you today, I left not because I abandoned you, but because you didn't want me. "

Qin Fu laughed, noncommittal, and then said to him: "Be good... relax..."

Li Musheng also smiled, rubbing his head against Qin Fu's neck affectionately.

Anyway, this is the last time, Li Musheng thought.