Just like a dream

"I just want to be by Qin Fu's side like this, but it seems that he doesn't need me anymore." Li Musheng forced a smile at Bo Ning bitterly, "And I feel that I am a little tired, If he really hates me so much and doesn't want me to be around, I want to take this opportunity to live some of my own life."

"Do you mean to give me the decision-making power? But I don't think I can afford such a big responsibility." Parkin said.

Li Musheng shook his head: "It's not a big responsibility, maybe you won't change anything if you say it. Qin Fu doesn't like me, although I don't know the reason, but he just doesn't like me and thinks I'm trying to plot against him, maybe After hearing your words, I will think that you have benefited from me and joined forces with me to deceive him."

"Then it seems that I have to think about it carefully." Bo Ning said.

Bai's and Sheng'an have a cooperation, and Bai Ning stands on Bai's side, and doesn't want to take any risk of creating a estrangement with Sheng'an.

Telling Qin Fu the truth will not only subvert all Qin Fu's perception of Li Musheng after he lost his memory, but also tell him that Qin Yehua is not trustworthy.

The result of doing this is nothing more than two possibilities. One is, as Li Musheng said, Qin Fu does not believe it, and suspects that he and Bai's intentionally separate their father and son, which will have a bad influence on Bai's.The second is that Qin Fu believed him, and went to confront Qin Yehua and even fell out with Qin Yehua. Qin Yehua was dissatisfied with Bai's meddling and terminated the cooperation between the two parties.

No matter what kind of result is thankless, as a profit-oriented businessman, it may be the best policy to shut up obediently at this time.

Qin Fu opened the door and came out. Seeing that Li Musheng was still there, he immediately frowned and asked, "Why are you still here?"

"Qin Fu, I didn't seduce Cai Jian, and I never thought of climbing into his bed." Li Musheng explained to Qin Fu word by word.Qin Fu insisted on letting him go, and Li Musheng endured it, but he couldn't accept that in Qin Fu's heart, he was always a villain who would do anything for money.

Qin Fu just glanced at him, his gaze didn't stop for a second, and he hummed softly, "So?"

"So..." Li Musheng lowered his head gradually, breathing more and more heavily.

So?

Yeah, so what?What does this have to do with Qin Fu?What does it have to do with him hating himself?

There is no reason to hate, dislike is dislike, and no amount of explanation will make any sense.

"Li Musheng, I warn you, you are no longer from Sheng'an, it's up to you to find Cai Jian or find another way out, just don't appear in front of my eyes again."

"What if I refuse?" Li Musheng asked.He didn't know what he was insisting on, he was so calm when he spoke to Bo Ning just now, it seemed that Qin Fu was irrelevant, and he could have a happier life without Qin Fu.But now he repented before the battle, and desperately wanted to stay by Qin Fu's side.

Standing beside Qin Fu, Bo Ning was dignified and elegant, and anyone who saw him would feel that he was a perfect match for Qin Fu.Li Musheng's tears had already begun to roll, but he really didn't want to cry in front of Bo Ning, so he lowered his head holding back his tears.

"Forget it, I'll go if you don't." Qin Fu was so furious that he pulled Bo Ning into the elevator.

"I suggest you go back." Bo Ning said after the elevator door closed.

Qin Fu asked displeasedly: "Why?"

"Do you like his?" Bo Ning asked.

"Where did you get this conclusion?!" Qin Fu was furious, "Can't you see how much I hate him?"

"I can't see it." Bai Ning smiled disdainfully, "If you really hate him, with your personality, it is impossible for him to stay by your side for so long. Since he appeared, you pretended to ignore him, but At the same time, as long as his eyes are not looking at you, you will stare at him. Maybe you like him emotionally, but you think you should hate him intellectually. You are unwilling to admit it or accept the reality. Qin Fu, you are a coward."

"That's enough, Miss Bai, you're meddling a lot now."

The elevator door opened, Bo Ning took a step forward, stood in the underground garage, and said to Qin Fu, "You didn't tell him the truth just now, you fired him to protect him. The amount of investment in the project is huge, and Cai Jian asked him by name. If your father or other directors find out, he will definitely send him to Cai Jian's bed at all costs... Sacrificing an insignificant role, you can please your partners, Why not do it? The big deal is to make up for him afterwards. Only if he is not from Sheng'an and has nothing to do with Sheng'an, the senior management of Sheng'an can't take the risk of doing anything to him, and you also have reasons to reject Cai Jian."

"Did you talk too much today?" Qin Fu followed Bo Ning out, opened the private garage, glared at her, and wanted to speak up, but suddenly felt dizzy before his eyes, and then had a splitting headache.

Bo Ning supported Qin Fu, who was about to fall down in front of him, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes: "Just thinking about Li Musheng, will you feel a headache?"

Qin Fu shook off Bo Ning impatiently: "You don't need to worry about me." Qin Fu is not used to showing his weaknesses to others, and when his weaknesses are discovered, he will become very irritable because of inner anxiety.

Bo Ning felt that Qin Fu was always closing his heart, and the most frightening thing was that there was no one around him who could let him reveal everything without any scruples.

"Don't you think it's weird?" Bo Ning asked.

Qin Fu put his palm on his forehead, gradually calmed down, hid his embarrassment, and asked, "What's so strange?"

Bo Ning handed Qin Fu a cigarette, Qin Fu waved his hand and refused, Bo Ning stuffed it into his mouth, and said with a cigarette in his mouth, "I know that people with amnesia who forcefully think about the lost memory may have a headache, but I I just analyzed your thoughts about Li Musheng, why do you have a headache? Does Li Musheng represent something in your past? Or is it because of some reason that prevents you from remembering about him?"

The elevator descended slowly, and Li Musheng stared at the gradually decreasing number of floors on the display screen, remembering the day Luo Shuxue passed away.

At that time, Qin Fu and himself were crying in the elevator.

The pain of losing a loved one again seems to have faded away, but in retrospect, it is still unforgettable.However, at least there was someone by my side at that time, and when I spent time with my companions, it seemed that even the knife that cut the flesh didn't hurt that much.

But now there is nothing left, relatives, lovers, companions, nothing.

Li Musheng finally buried his head on his knee without any scruples, and began to sob softly.

The city is so quiet at night, there are no neighbors, no passers-by chatting, and no one knows how many people are crying bitterly under the windows of skyscrapers divided into squares.

Li Musheng and Qin Fu have confirmed their relationship, but nothing seems to have changed. The way they get along is still the same as before, except that Qin Fu kisses Li Musheng more often. The two of them avoid the housekeeper and kiss, feeling terrified It's kind of funny at the same time.

As Li Musheng entered his third year of high school and Qin Fu started his professional classes in his sophomore year, the two of them spent less and less time seeing each other. In order to allow Li Musheng to concentrate on his studies, even the video call was changed to once a week.

Qin Fu is always reluctant to leave, and every time the video has to be delayed until the lights are turned off, the roommates are used to it, laughing and saying that others are "Mother Baonan" and Qin Fu is "brother Baonan". Qin Fu has a rare good temper, have you heard it? Angry, the next week he smiled and told Li Musheng what his roommate said.

Qin Fu is handsome and friendly to strangers, but after being called "Di Baonan", Li Musheng made up his mind and laughed.

"But they made a mistake. I'm not brother Baonan, I'm raking ears." Raking ears means henpeck in the southwest dialect. Li Musheng didn't understand it. After hanging up the phone, he searched the Internet and realized that Qin Fu She was talking love to herself, feeling sweet and a little shy.

Life in the third year of high school was already tense and boring, and it was even more boring when Qin Fu was not around.Han Shuang returned to the capital to take the college entrance examination, and didn't even say hello before leaving. When Li Musheng knew, the other party had already left.Xia Jingjing was caught by her teacher when she was in a relationship, but unexpectedly the school committee took the initiative to break up. Xia Jingjing felt betrayed by her boyfriend, and she was like an eggplant beaten by Shuang. Li Musheng went to comfort her, but Xia Jingjing was still very depressed.

The weather was heating up rapidly. Li Musheng looked at the college entrance examination countdown calendar, looking forward to it and feeling anxious. His birthday was in mid-June. Qin Fu said that he had prepared a surprise for his coming-of-age ceremony this year.

A few days before the college entrance examination, Qin Fu came back from school and stood outside the examination room waiting for Li Musheng.Time passed in a hurry, but it seemed that the people who waited and the people who took the exam were just swapped, and nothing else changed.

Qin Fuchao thanked the butler for his care over the years. The butler smiled and said that the two children had finally grown up, and he could retire with peace of mind.

When Li Musheng came out of the examination room, Qin Fu grabbed him and went directly to the airport. The Qin family's small private jet was ready and flew all the way to the Qin family's island in the Pacific Ocean.

Qin Yehua likes to bring his lover and illegitimate child over for vacation in winter. In summer, the island is empty and will not be disturbed.

Li Musheng only came once, and it was with Luo Shuxue back then. He and Qin Fu had a bad relationship at that time, and unless Luo Shuxue asked, they almost never took the initiative to get together.Li Musheng remembered that Qin Fu was learning to surf at the beach most of the time, and he and Luo Shuxue were studying together in the villa.

After getting off the private plane, Li Musheng stood in front of the villa. After so many years, the island has not changed much, as if Luo Shuxue would still stand on the balcony on the second floor of the villa and give instructions to Qin Fu, who was following the coach with a surfboard , let him surf more carefully.

"I miss Aunt Luo." Li Musheng said.