My male god is Xiaoshou

, he didn’t even dare to go to the toilet at school, and he didn’t dare to fall asleep every night. He thought, maybe he was really a monster. Later, he offended all his cronies and friends. Slowly, he really He has no friends anymore, he is afraid to get along with people, afraid that others will find out his secret, that shameful secret.

However, blocking Hu Yihao never stopped. Sometimes he thought that it was just an accident, but that was indeed the only fun he could have when he was young.

Reluctantly passed the high school entrance examination, the county key, knelt on the ground and begged his parents for several days, finally begged his grandma and grandpa, and begged all the older generations before he entered high school, but the university was completely hopeless. In 38, the [-]-year-old mother became pregnant again and had a son the following year.

He was also packed and sent to his grandma's house, and he was not allowed to go home at ordinary times. His mother said that he was a broom star and would bring disaster back.Thinking back to the third year of high school, he hasn't been home for ten years. In the past few years, he still had his grandma's house to go to during Chinese New Year, and then his grandma passed away. After that, he would wander here and there like a wandering spirit every year after that, isn't it? Orphans are more like orphans, they occasionally go to Hu Yihao's house to make a few meals, and the two return to Z City together after the new year.

Although there are many regrets and unwillingness, Gu Yiming feels very content to have buddies by his side.

Grandma often said that people should be content.

Later, I realized that Gu Yiming would still send some spare money back every year. Gu Yiming thought he should thank his parents. Fortunately, he was not thrown away, otherwise, this would have been reincarnated.

Gu Yiming smiled, thinking that wine is really a good thing, how come all those shitty things that have been rotten for more than ten years come to the top, it's really worrying to remind people of it at this time.

Wine after glass.

Gu Yiming never drank. These years, he has been living carefully, fearing that others would find out the secret he had hidden for many years.But today, he wants to get drunk and feel the taste of drunkenness. He wants to indulge for a while, for this broken dream.

In the memory of these years, except for the accident of my younger brother, and the death of my grandmother, there is nothing else. It is full of Hu Yihao. He doesn't like men. In high school, he still thought about finding a house in the future. I despise his daughter-in-law for a lifetime, but I don't know when, I really fell in love with Hu Yihao. When I see him smiling, my heart will jump wildly, and I miss him inexplicably when I see him. Although I see a beautiful girl, I will still stay. Halazi, but the feeling is indeed different.

Some people say it's a crush.

Falling in love, in the eyes of the heart, he is the only one.

Help him chase his girlfriend, wash and cook for him, let him have no worries, watch him happy and accompany him sad, it has been 12 years in a flash, and they have known each other for more than 15 years.It's too long.

3. Dreamlike (Slag H)

The ears are clean, and the whole world is asleep.

Gu Yiming tried his best to squeeze into the warm place, tightly entangled in the warm place like a snake, a chuckle came from his ear, and the hot and humid breath breathed in Gu Yiming's ear, Gu Yiming raised his hand Shoot, that annoying smile again.

"How can a beautiful woman throw herself into her arms, how can she refuse?" The low and muffled voice came into my ears, with a smile that was not a smile, with a trace of laziness, just listening to the voice makes people inexplicably intoxicated

"..." Gu Yiming rubbed his ears again, the breath was too close, his ears were itchy, and he couldn't bear the warmth, so he couldn't help but put it forward again, "Huh?...so itchy" Gu Yiming Pouted in dissatisfaction, rejecting the strange thing that was trying to be aggressive on his smooth and tender face?Gu Yiming, who was completely drunk, had no idea how dangerous he was at this time.

"Want?" It was still the intoxicating voice, and it responded with a happy whistle. Gu Yiming only felt a lightness on his body, and he shrank towards the warm place dissatisfied, and shrank into the warm embrace behind him.

The voice of "this little devil" was slightly hoarse, but still pleasant.

"Hmm... so hot... nasty"

In a daze, Gu Yiming opened his sleepy eyes, touched around, but couldn't touch the glasses, cursed softly, touched a firm chest, sighed lightly, pinched the firm nipples, and smiled, There was a soft cry from above his head, Gu Yiming raised his head stupidly, and bumped into the eyes full of desire, but still didn't know it.

"Duke Zhou?" Gu Yiming laughed, continued to ravage the poor pair of nipples dishonestly with one hand, pulled off the trousers that were in the way with the other hand, and grabbed the pink tender that was shorter than ordinary people, self-blasphemy?

"..." Self-blasphemy!The man laughed, his eyes moved from the confused little face and the fierce little hands to the spring light between his legs, and stopped on the small and smooth mouse, but he couldn't move his eyes away. Behind that delicate little thing was a pink flower. Xiaohua, tightly closed, that is something that should only appear on women, men look at the little ghost in a daze, so it's like this?

Funny, huh, kid, the night is long.

The man kissed Gu Yiming's forehead, and kept lighting fire on his body with his hands. How could Gu Yiming, who had never been in love, bear it? After a while, he ejaculated thick white liquid and groaned in satisfaction. As soon as she softened, she lay on the man and let him run amok.

The madness of that night was not entirely unimpressed, Gu Yiming only thought it was a ridiculous erotic dream, and he didn't want to mention it, but many years later, the man still often recalled how beautiful he was that night.

Gu Yiming felt that he was sick, his head grew a thousand pounds overnight, and he couldn't lift his heavy neck, so he groaned and touched the bedside, touching his pair of broken glasses. When he was a child, his grandma said his eyes were fascinating He has been wearing glasses since he was sensible. At first it was the oldest big black frame. With the development of technology, his glasses gradually changed from the big black frame to the current frameless glasses with ultra-thick blue lenses. He is not nearsighted, and his eyes have no prescription, but he has gotten used to it over the years.

There was a chuckle above his head, and Gu Yiming fell back with an ouch, holding his waist with one hand and rubbing his eyes with the other.

"Don't move around, you have a fever, do you want to drink water?" The voice sounded gentle and soft, Gu Yiming looked at the source of the sound in surprise, his whole body was stiff, and he opened his mouth wide in a daze, the man's gentle eyes were filled with surprise Yan, unconsciously caressed those hazy big eyes that were not yet fully awake, and pressed a kiss "Lie down for a while, I'll serve the porridge"

"You, you, you..." Gu Yiming shrank back into the quilt with a cry, his whole body hurt even more, like an ostrich recalling what happened last time?

Gu Yiming seldom gets sick, and when he does, his brain's reaction is not only a beat slower than usual, it's like an alarm clock with no battery, it doesn't listen to it at all.

The man is very gentle, and Gu Yiming is also very hungry. He even wanted to eat two bowls of porridge. Stuffing the man back into the quilt, Gu Yiming groaned and put his head on the man's big palm, like a lazy cat, with one hand ruthlessly grabbing the man's hand to prevent him from leaving, the man smiled softly, hugged Looking at him, covering the quilt, the winter sun is very soft, and the little light cast through the curtains is inexplicably harmonious and warm on the bed, as it should be.

Gu Yiming's physique is cold, he was severely malnourished when he was a child, and he didn't know how to take care of himself when he was a child. Although he didn't get sick often, his hands and feet were never overheated in winter. This time there was a big heater by his side, and his head was missing People with strings are not desperate to take advantage of it, and men are also willing to enjoy it, but in the face of beauty, it can only be seen but not eaten, and these two hands can still enjoy it.

The man pressed Gu Yiming, who was entangled with him like twisted flowers, under his body, and painted his tightly closed eyebrows and eyes, how sad this kid must be to drink like that, the man is very keen to kiss Gu Yiming's full eyebrows, eyes and nose Red lips, without a hint of eroticism, kid, is there no one else in your heart except him?Little devil, what can I do with you?The man said in his heart.

This time, Gu Yiming slept with peace of mind that he had never had before. He had no dreams. He woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon. He was wearing cotton pajamas that fit well. Sky blue was his favorite color. Gu Yiming clutched his still sore waist and cursed the big, corrupt bedroom while walking. After searching around, he didn't see his clothes, he didn't know where he was, and he didn't have the time to spare. I went to appreciate the gorgeous display of this bedroom, and when I opened the door, I was shocked again. I went... Could it be that I was still in a dream?

"Are you awake? Does your head still hurt?" The man sitting in the corridor at the corner of the stairs and working asked, he couldn't hide the joy in his eyes, and the gentleness he saw in his dream was still on his face.

"Eh?..." Gu Yiming stared at the man for a while, the man smiled, stepped forward to hold Gu Yiming, touched his head and heaved a sigh of relief, "Fortunately, the fever subsided."

"Eh?" Gu Yiming blinked his eyes and looked up and down at the man in front of him, "I'm still in a dream, are you Duke Zhou? Tsk, even gods are starting to play fashion, tsk tsk"

"Oh, fool" the man smiled softly "Zhan Rui"

"..." Zhan Rui bowed his head and kissed again, "The cleaning supplies are all new, you wash them first, and I'll cook." Turning around chicly, Gu Yiming touched the cheek kissed by Zhan Rui, wow Noisy, poohed contemptuously, supported his sore waist, what kind of evil did this do?

4. Confusion (H)

Suddenly I don't know what year it is, how many years, no one has cooked for him specially, Gu Yiming leaned against the kitchen door and looked at the tall man about 1.8 meters, busy in the kitchen for a while, he looked quite Skillful, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, no matter what, let’s eat first before talking, as if he has forgotten the pain in his body, as if he doesn’t want to mention what happened last night, it’s all a dream.

Very simple four dishes and one soup, a plate of stir-fried shiitake mushrooms with green vegetables, a plate of fish-flavored shredded pork, a plate of tomato eggs, and a plate of stewed chicken with potatoes