My male god is Xiaoshou

My male god is Xiaoshou by Yishu Qihuaguo

Attribute classification: modern / urban life / childbirth / sweetness

Keywords: Gu Yiming Zhanrui Others

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The man Gu Yiming regarded as a god was the object of his secret love for many years.

Accompanied by an unspeakable love, he gave the youngest secret love in his youthful years to the male god in his heart, and he has been in love for several years

On the eve of the male god's birthday, the adulterous affair that was unintentionally broken by him

Once the dream is shattered, the drunk and chaotic...

[PS: The fragile little flower floats by naively, it's the first time to show off H text, fragile and chattering]

1. Dream off

Gu Yiming knew that he was different from others since he knew things, he became more and more like a cat with fried fur, he would bite anyone who disliked him, and although he was often bullied, he was still a good buddy Come on, in those years, it wasn't that hard to live with a buddy.

The man he regarded as his buddy was named Hu Yihao, two years older than Gu Yiming, he was handsome, and when he was out of the house, he would look at him more often when he saw him, he was pleasing and comfortable.

The two buddies are even more different. Hu Yihao is handsome and capable. After graduating from university, he stayed in Z city from a small engineer assistant to the current department manager. It took him five years to walk all the way. Experienced white-collar elite.

What about Gu Yiming?Even though he graduated from high school and took the college entrance examination, it was a pity that he didn't have that fate. Just when Hu Yihao was going to Z City to report, he insisted on leaving home with his luggage in his hands. I have been looking for work, cleaning dishes, washing dishes, going to the construction site, setting up a small stall, and doing everything. I have no education, and I don’t know how to make progress, so I can just get by!He stayed in this city for eight or nine years in a flash. He was a philistine, and he was proud of himself.

Every year at the high school reunion, whenever Hu Yihao is around, Gu Yiming never says he won't be there. Although few people in the group want to see him, for Hu Yihao's sake, he should be transparent People, few people greet him, and Gu Yiming is also at ease, he just wants to see his buddies more when he can, the buddies who have been in his heart for 12 years.

Speaking of which, that secret love is really terrible. Although he, Gu Yiming, is not a kind and good person, he is also a good young man. Just like this, he wasted more than ten years of wonderful time on a big old man, and he is still pregnant. With such an unspeakable dirty mind, in the dead of night, he would listen to the sound of the next room, and fall asleep with Hu Yihao's breathing, watching and accompanying him until he got married.

Last summer, after Hu Yihao broke up with his Nth girlfriend, he met a girl in his hometown. It can be regarded as older, the two of them feel good after meeting, and they plan to get married by the end of next year at the latest, that is, this year, and now it is winter, and the Chinese New Year will be in a few months. He will soon have a family of his own, and he will be married Cut yourself out of his life completely.

Gu Yiming sighed, lit a cigarette, leaned against the gray sycamore tree trunk, and blew fairy air on the dead wood branches, the face of the philistine changed into vicissitudes of life, this should be the old saying that you can't love it.

It was a rare hypocritical moment, Gu Yiming sighed with a smile, put out the cigarette, picked up the beautifully wrapped gift box on the ground, grinned carelessly and kissed the cold outer packaging, hummed a little song, and entered the unit building.

Over the years, their lives have improved a lot, but no one thought about moving out of this place. The two-bedroom house they rented when they first came here. For a long time, at that time, Beicheng had not yet developed, and the location was remote. The community had just been completed, and the head of the household posted a lease notice, and the price was fair, so they rented it. It was still a rough house at that time, and there was nothing. Simple decoration, complete furniture, it is a good place to stay.

Gu Yiming likes to climb stairs. Although he lives on the eighth floor, he always climbs the stairs when he comes back in the morning and evening. The sound is so loud that he stomps on the stairs! ! !Yes, it is only satisfying to create a certain sense of existence abruptly.

Today is Friday, it’s only after three o’clock, he is still a small boss now, he has a small shop of about [-] square meters in Huazhong commercial street, specializing in boutique accessories, there are two or three shop assistants, which is considered in Huazhong A little famous, good business, no worries about food and drink, only one thing is missing - a caring person who keeps accounts.

Gu Yiming looked at the extra pair of men's shoes at the entrance, and subconsciously let out a gasp, and raised the corner of his mouth, that workaholic will leave early?You even invited your friends back?Tch, got it! , Go down later, buy some vegetables, hey, sometimes, Gu Yiming himself will laugh at his natural hard work, and surround Hu Yihao like an old woman all day long.

"Um... bro, slow down, um... hate... don't... don't, ah, um..."

"Baby, baby..."

The corners of the mouth raised lightly, and the brisk steps froze at that moment, Gu Yiming turned his head to the half-open door dully, the beauty in his hand dropped in response, his mind buzzed chaotically, Like thousands of flies flapping their wings in the ears, there must be something wrong, yes, hallucinations, it must be hallucinations, the footsteps walk towards the source of the sound without thinking, and the lead-filled hands keep pushing away the last barrier

His good buddy, that handsome young man who always wears a suit and leather shoes and looks ascetic, is lying in front of the computer desk at this moment, with a curvy waist swaying with the shaking of the people behind him, moaning contentedly, and behind him The person kept talking boudoir jokes, for a while, Gu Yiming was stunned, only the sound of slapping and foul language, tears streaming down inexplicably in his mind.

That is the god in his heart, the dream hidden deep in his heart, 12 years of following, 12 years of being careful, he thought it was just watching from a distance, silently guarding from the side, and giving willingly, but he didn't want to break his peace and disturb His heart, he was afraid that if he said it, he would not even be a friend or buddy, he was afraid, he thought he was disgusting, he thought he was perverted, he was afraid, he didn't dare to pull him into the water, he wanted him to live a normal life, but, how so?how so?

That is the god that Gu Yiming served, the male god in his heart, the sweet dream of his youth.

The living erotic palace in front of him is a torture for Gu Yiming. The man with fair complexion and well-proportioned muscles tilted his head slightly, with the corners of his mouth smiling and the corners of his eyes raised. Staggered back.

The world is in chaos, and dreams are shattered.

2. Those Years

Ambiguous lighting, ambiguous music, handsome bartenders, handsome men of all colors, this is a space full of ambiguity everywhere, and it is also a place where you can't see the light.

When Gu Yiming is bored, he will come here to watch other people happy, order a glass of orange juice and sit down until he calms down, and then return to the residence with a beautiful mood to be Hu Yihao's exclusive old lady.

Gu Yiming is not gay, he is just a man with a physical defect, his father does not love his mother, and because of his own problems, he has few friends. In the first year of junior high school, he imitated other people's puppy love and chased after him when he was not very sensible. A class of flowers, but the little class of flowers fell in love with Hu Yihao, looking at him is like looking at a piece of garbage, young people are always impulsive, and Gu Yiming, who was out of breath, blocked Hu Yihao halfway, and insisted on arguing, blocking Hu Yihao Once, he was beaten by Hu Yihao, who was a head taller than him. From the first year of junior high school to the graduation of junior high school, he forgot why he always blocked him, why he was always beaten, from being incompatible to being a good buddy, just like that strangeness.

Gu Yiming clearly remembers being hanged by his father on the mulberry locust tree behind the house in the summer of the second year of junior high school and beaten hard. He was hanged for three days before being let down by his grandfather. In that summer vacation, their village had four or five votes. The half-aged boys who grew up together went to swim in the town's reservoir together. The summer of that year was full of rain and the water level rose. They were young and didn't care about it, but the rapids washed away two people in the downstream of the reservoir that summer. The lives of two children, including the brother who is three years younger than him, the treasure in the palm of his parents.

That year, when he was 13 years old, he was beaten by his father with a whip, grabbed to death by his mother with both hands, called a monster by his father, and called a broom star by his mother, they hated him, why didn't he die, if it wasn't for his grandma Feeling sorry for him, I secretly sent some food for those three days. I am afraid that he is long gone. In that place, the child died young, and there is no grave. The ten-year-old boy was buried in a solid wooden box in the back mountain. He didn't even know where his younger brother was buried, but only vaguely knew that it was on that mountain.

Looking into it, his brother's death had nothing to do with him at all. That day, he didn't go to the reservoir with his brother, but was grazing cattle. He rode his old buffalo for a leisurely stroll on the field path as usual. I didn’t go back until it was dark, and I waited until after eight o’clock when no one came back after making dinner, so I was in a hurry to look for someone. My father came back first. My father, who was only in his thirties, seemed to have aged ten years in half a day. When he came back from outside with bare feet, he kicked him to the ground without saying a word. If an old man from the same village didn't stop him, he probably would have died that night.

He didn't even ask why, so he was tied up by his biological father and hung on the old mulberry locust tree behind him. The younger brother's body was only salvaged the next afternoon, and his parents cried bitterly. Regardless of everyone's obstruction, they beat him who had no ability to fight back. During those three days, he had to be beaten almost every day. Later, the younger brother was buried, and after grandma's persuasion, grandpa Let him go, that time, he hid at his grandma's house for a whole month, old grandma, please don't hate him.

His elderly grandma told him many things, including his own flaws.

Since then