Hanyu's dream of rebirth

"In your heart, what do you really want?" There was an ethereal voice in my mind.

An Keru was trapped in the fog, and there was no light around him. The dim environment made him feel a little chilly.

"Who is talking? Who?" He was still a little dizzy, and the sudden slight pain made him wake up a little bit. Looking around, there was a thick fog, his vision was blocked, and he was completely confused.

"In your heart, what do you really want?" It was still the same voice, erratically ringing in my ears.

Frowning, couldn't help panting, Anke covered his head, thinking desperately, what's wrong with him?Where is he?He remembered that they had a car accident, a car hit them from behind, and there was no time to react, An Keru had no choice but to hug Li Xiuyan beside him and threw himself down. He kept yelling, but before the sound came out, the blood gushed out first, blocking his voice and breathing, and he fainted all of a sudden.

So, where is he?Shouldn't it be in the hospital?Is he dead?No, this didn't happen when he died last time, he should have been taken away by Impermanence, right?An Ke looked around suspiciously, thinking about it in his head, but still couldn't understand it.

"In your heart, what do you really want... In your heart, what do you really want..." This sentence kept ringing in his ears, ringing incessantly, as if he didn't get it. The answer will never fade away.

An Keru shook his head irritably, this annoying voice that couldn't be shaken off kept ringing, which made him unable to calm down and think, and wanted it to disappear.

Shut up shut up!Shut up! !Stop barking!Don't ask!An Keru waved his hands to disperse the dense fog, as if this would shut up that annoying voice, but it was useless at all. He sighed deeply, bowed his head depressedly, and sat on the spot.

Helpless, he could only close his eyes, calm down, and start to seriously think about what he really wanted...

really want?What do you really want?He wanted more in this world.Family, love, friendship, wealth, health, or power?So many things, what does he want?Well, that's something to think about.

Propping his chin, Anke tilted his head, thinking about it seriously.

In the previous life, he was a girl, beautiful and young. His parents loved him very much, but unfortunately, his grandparents left early. He had a happy family and a simple and easy job, although the salary was not high. Tall, but the victory is in leisure, he can have a lot of time to dress himself up, and pay attention to every news and related actions of Kim Jaejoong. The only regret may be that he does not have a few friends and confidants such as best friends. He has not reached the kind of relationship where he can wear a pair of pants together, nor has he reached the kind of relationship where he can share each other's secrets without any scruples. It is impossible to tell his parents about some things, so he can only be bored about many things. In his heart, over time, he developed a habit of not being too talkative.

In short, his previous life was considered complete, a peaceful and ordinary life, except for an extraordinary one when he finally died.Of course, it is a great pity that he did not see his favorite Kim Jaejoong, whom he has been thinking about so much. In the end, he was reborn because of this.

And in this life, he was born with the memory of his previous life. Although he had no parents at birth, he had an aunt and uncle who loved him, and his feelings were better than his own. After many things, he came to Korea and came to Korea. By Jin Jaejoong's side, he approached step by step, from the stranger at the beginning, to the senior he admired, to the best friend, and finally to the intimate lover, everything went smoothly.

Happiness came so suddenly that he was caught off guard. The huge cake hit him with a dizzy and unreal feeling. His heart was always disturbed and uneasy. He always thought inadvertently, can he have this kind of happiness?Can he catch it?Can he stay with Kim Jae Joong for the rest of his life?In his heart, he always felt that Jin Jaejoong was aloof and unreachable. How could such an ordinary and ordinary person be favored by him?How could he make him treat him differently?In his heart, he was always wondering, and there was an inexplicable weak sense of inferiority in his subconscious, which made him uneasy.

Perhaps it was because of his uncertainty and hesitation that led to today's result. Two lovers who were supposed to live together happily were separated, one was seriously injured and comatose, the other was painful and guilty, and the future was still uncertain.

Why restless, why uncertain, why hesitant?He asked himself quietly deep in his heart, is it because of inferiority?Is it because it came too fast?Or is it because...it cannot be tolerated in the world?With a click, his breathing became rapid, his eyes widened, and he looked at his heart for the first time.Because this relationship is too secret, it cannot be made public, cannot be discovered by others, cannot be blessed by everyone, cannot be exposed to the sun, and the dark corner is too damp and cold. Pain, his hesitation, his restlessness.

In the final analysis, it is a question of whether this feeling can be accepted by everyone.

The entertainment circle is a place that is complicated and cannibalize people without spitting out their bones. After going through so many painful and difficult days, Kim Jaejoong managed to achieve his status and achievements today. Is it because of his selfishness that he should be ruined?Just because he wants their relationship to be recognized and blessed by everyone, just because he wants their relationship to not hide in the corner and hide in the dark, he wants everyone to know that Kim Jaejoong is his, they are in love, they are lovers, Because of this, is there anything else to bet on Kim Jaejoong's future and dreams?

He himself doesn't care, but Jin Zaizhong can't... An Ke bit his lips, and after a while, he raised his head, closed his eyes, and smiled at the corner of his mouth, a quiet and serene smile. It's all his own fault for becoming what he is now, and he deserves it.

This incident was a warning, the warning he had bet with Hades back then, if he hadn't realized what he really wanted by now, then he wouldn't be able to talk about what he could really get.

But now he knows and wants to understand, whether his dream can come true depends on his ability. This is a difficult problem. If he succeeds, he will be with Kim Jaejoong for the rest of his life. Is love between people so easy and simple?Impossible, this society is far from being able to tolerate this kind of situation. If the two of them are not public figures, then the influence will definitely not be great, and not many people will care. Who would be so boring to care about two unimportant people? What about people?

But now, the attention they have received cannot be ignored. It is not just about the emotional problems and styles of the two celebrities, but also the fans who are loyal to them, and the fans who love and support them. , can they accept it?Thinking about the feelings of those people and the impact they would receive, An Keru could hardly imagine.

Even if the current society is very tolerant and open, it is a minority after all, and most people still cannot accept their ideas. The two of them have so many fans and fans, and each of them can drown them with a spit. What's more, the competition is fierce now, and the opponent's fans will come to add bricks and tiles, add fuel and vinegar, and the two of them will really live under tremendous pressure.

Even if they themselves think it doesn't matter, but people live in groups and it is impossible for them to leave this society. The pressure they will be under at that time is far beyond what they can imagine. Think about those celebrities who have scandals and rumors. Suicide, so it is a very stupid thing to have a reckless public relationship. They have to think about it in the long run and think about it.

Anke stared at the ground, his head began to turn.

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