young and frivolous

Zhi Xian was lying on the bed alone, tears slowly dripping down his cheeks onto the bed.Zhixian didn't know what he was doing for it, maybe it was true as he said, Chen Chen was too kind to him, he didn't want to owe Chen Chen anything, right?So he gave Chen Chen what he wanted most.But, is this what Chen Chen wants most?I don't know, none of us can give the most correct answer now!

After a while, Chen Chen came in with a basin of warm water and a clean towel.

"Zhixian, you're ready to lie down, I'll wash you up." Chen Chen said softly.

Zhi Xian didn't move, Chen Chen wet the towel and gently wiped Zhi Xian.

"Don't move." After Chen Chen finished speaking, he went out again, and came in with a tube of ointment that he didn't know what it was.

Zhi Xian looked at it and asked, "What is it?"

"Honey, your back is bleeding. This is erythromycin ointment. Apply some ointment to heal quickly." Chen Chen said.

Zhi Xian didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

After Chen Chen applied the erythromycin ointment to him and lay on the bed together, it can be said that the two of them are fully awake now.Chen Chen stretched out his arms to embrace Zhixian, but Zhixian did not refuse.

"Zhixian, let's be together, I really love you." Chen Chen said affectionately.

"Impossible. First of all, we are both men. Secondly, I said that even if I am sure that I am gay, I will not be with you!" Zhixian was still so ruthless.

"Why, you can save a lot of detours by staying with me. You don't know how chaotic the circle of comrades is!" Chen Chen was a little anxious.

"There's no reason, bro, why do men bleed?" Zhi Xian asked, deliberately changing the topic, "There's no such thing as a virgin."

"Uh, this, because the first time, the back is very tight, it's normal, the second time may also bleed, it's okay," Chen Chen said, "I'll get you some medicine for fever when the sun rises."

"Why?" Zhixian asked suspiciously.

"It's okay." Chen Chen said.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it." Zhixian was a little unhappy, "Brother, I hope that tomorrow, even in the future, you will treat me like before. I don't want us to be more intimate than before. In addition, It's impossible for the two of us, and I hope you don't think so much anymore, no matter what happens to the two of us tonight, I don't want to affect our normal life."

"Zhixian, in fact, you don't understand, and you don't understand that I love you. In the few days since you came back, I haven't seen your sister-in-law for more than a week, and I haven't contacted her, because I know where my heart is. " Chen Chen touched Zhixian's hair and said, "The first time I saw you, I beat you up for my cousin, but when I saw you, I couldn't do anything, because I saw you At the moment, my heart trembled suddenly. After we got acquainted, I felt even more that you are the person I Chen Chen is looking for in this life. I love you, no matter what happens, it will not change, even if one day You are with someone else, it’s even more scary, even if one day you become a mess in the circle, as long as you come back, as long as you need me, I will still be by your side without hesitation at the fastest speed!"

Chen Chen looked at the ceiling with his eyes appreciatively. In this dark night, it seemed that he saw countless fluorescent lights flickering in front of him. He had a belief in his heart, and all difficulties disappeared in an instant.

"Zhi Xian?" Chen Chen called out.

No one answered, Chen Chen turned his head to look, Zhi Xian was breathing evenly and fell asleep.Lovingly purring Zhixian's hair, then touched his face, and then lightly kissed Zhixian's cheek, Chen Chen gradually fell asleep with Zhixian in his arms.

In fact, Zhixian didn't fall asleep at all, but he didn't know how to answer Chen Chen's question, and he didn't know how to face Chen Chen, so he just pretended to be asleep!In this way, you can pretend to sleep without answering his questions, and when you wake up the next day, you can also pretend that you don't know what he said last night.

It has to be said that this is an idea that has the best of both worlds.But what you hear is what you hear, and the words flashing in your mind will never disappear.

Now Zhixian doesn't understand, but in the middle of the night many years later, Zhixian really understood how touching and yearning what Chen Chen said tonight, but after many years, he still had the face to return to Chen Chen. By Chen's side?Chen Chen said that no matter when he comes back, he will be there, but can Chen Chen really accept Zhi Xian after many years?What he can experience and what kind of person he can become, we will never know, and the answer will only be revealed when the time comes.

He didn't know if he would have the courage to face Chen Chen again after many years. Let time deal with the things after many years!

When Chen Chen woke up early the next morning, he felt the coolness beside him, and touched the side in his sleep, but there was no one, so Chen Chen woke up in an instant, and rushed out wearing his underwear.

"Mom!" Chen Chen stood in the living room and shouted loudly, "Where is Zhixian?!"

"Leaving early this morning," Chen Chen's mother came out of the kitchen with milk, looked at Chen Chen seriously, and continued, "What did you do to Zhi Xian? I can tell you, just With the relationship between our two families, if you dare to do something out of line, I can't spare you! Your father and I can't even explain to Zhixian's parents!"

Chen Chen's mother said that her son is a man and woman, so she was not surprised, but she would really interfere if Chen Chen did something out of the ordinary with Zhi Xian, because the relationship between the two families was so good, he was afraid of causing trouble. What kind of moth will affect the relationship between the two families.

"Mom, I... Forget it, I'll explain to you later," Chen Chen ran to his bedroom as he said, and got dressed in a while.

"Stop!" Chen Chen, who was about to rush out, was firmly held back by his mother.

"Mom, I'll explain to you when I get back!" Chen Chen shouted anxiously, "By the way, give me the car keys!!"

To be honest, Chen Chen grew up so old, even in the rebellious period, he never yelled at himself so loudly, Chen's mother was stunned by Chen Chen's shout.

"It's on the table."

Chen Chen took the car keys and rushed downstairs.

When Zhixian came out this morning, Chen's mother just came out of the bedroom, and he knew something bad was wrong when he saw Zhixian's walking posture and pale face!

Chen Chen hurried all the way to Zhixian's house, but was stopped by Zhixian's stepfather.

"Uncle, just let me see him!" Chen Chen begged.

"Let's come out and talk." Zhixian's stepfather said.

Walking on the alley in the neighborhood, Zhixian's stepfather remained silent.

Chen Chen couldn't hold his breath anymore, and begged, "Uncle, let me go and see Zhixian!"

"No need, when Zhi Xian came back, he told me that if you came, he would not let you in no matter what, and he entrusted you to tell you that group of partners, don't come to him recently, he wants to be alone " Zhixian's stepfather stopped, looked at the building going away and said calmly.

"Why?!" Chen Chen asked anxiously.

"I also want to ask you this question." Zhixian's stepfather's words were still so calm, and no emotion could be heard, "Did Zhixian stay at your house last night? I know something about you. So I didn't stop Zhi Xian from contacting you because I didn't want Zhi Xian to be unhappy, it seems that I was wrong, this way, he might be even more sad in the future."

"Uncle, what do you mean?!" Chen Chen's expression changed, "You have no right to interfere with whom Zhi Xian contacts!"

"Yes, I have no rights, but look at what my son has become now!" Zhixian's stepfather was also unhappy, "I am a stepfather, so I dare not say too much about him, your father is different Yes! You didn’t see his miserable appearance when you came back this morning, do you know how distressed I am?! That’s my son! Think about what you did to him!”

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I..."

"Needless to say, I will seek Zhixian's opinion, you should go back first!"

In fact, Zhi Xian already had a fever when he came back, it was always a low-grade fever, he simply took some antipyretics, thinking he was fine, but when he slept until the afternoon, he found that his body was even hotter.

Zhi Xian didn't pay attention to these things, and went to bed after a simple dinner.

The next morning, her mother came over to wake Zhi Xian up, she panicked as soon as her hand touched Zhi Xian's body, and called Zhi Xian loudly.Zhi Xian slowly opened his eyes and looked at his mother.

"I'll take you to the hospital!" Zhi Xian's mother said.

"Don't go!"

"must go!"

"If you dare to force me to take me to the hospital, I'll stab you down!" At some point, Zhi Xian had an extra fruit knife in his hand, aiming at his heart, "Let my father come here."

"Zhixian, let me take you to the hospital." The stepfather said lying on the bedside.

Zhixian hugged his stepfather's head and began to cry, crying profusely.

"I don't want to owe them anything, they are so kind to me, I don't know what to pay him back, if he wants it, I will give it." Zhi Xian cried, "But I don't want to owe you anything!"

"Silly boy, I respect your choice." The stepfather said, "Go to the hospital now!"

"No, you can hang the water for me!"

Another day passed, Zhixian's fever subsided a little, and Chen Chen came again on the third day, this time Zhixian's stepfather did not stop him from coming in.

"Zhixian has a fever and has been reluctant to go to the hospital. I think you should know why." The stepfather said coldly. In his opinion, all the consequences were caused by Chen Chen.

"Then you won't force him to take him away? Just watch him have a fever like that?!" Chen Chen felt that his stepfather was too heartless.

"He has a fruit knife in his hand!"

As soon as the stepfather finished speaking, Chen Chen rushed into Zhixian's bedroom.

I don't know what happened after Chen Chen entered, but when his stepfather and mother entered, Chen Chen was kneeling beside Zhi Xian's bed, begging for something.