give you warm light

Business is not easy, just like Ma Xiaoyu's postgraduate study is not easy.

Ma Xiaoyu didn't think it was difficult to be a graduate student at first, but after he really became a student of the old professor, he realized that the past three years were not just a waste of time like an undergraduate.Not to mention the thick and thick original English works arranged by the old professor, there are endless papers and endless research.

Wang Biao was still busy, and Ma Xiaoyu had fallen into deep self-loathing ever since that time he felt ashamed.He doesn't dislike Wang Biao, but he is a little disgusted with his current self, living as if he has no self.Ma Xiaotian is two grades lower than him, and is now a junior, so he still looks up and down in the same school.Recently, I don’t know if it’s because spring has come. Every time Ma Xiaotian sees Ma Xiaoyu, he puts on a foolish posture and says, “Hey, hasn’t Brother Biao asked you to have sex recently? Look at your little flower, it’s about to wither .”

If it had been left in the past, even if Ma Xiaoyu just opened his mouth without doing anything, he could still scold the other party so badly that he couldn't open his mouth.Now he doesn't bother to talk about it, Ma Xiaoyu was still reading silently in his heart when he passed him with the book in his arms - self-cultivation!training!training!

It's a pity that Ma Xiaotian really didn't intend to let him go, so he stood in front of Ma Xiaoyu again and frowned and said, "Oh, it's so easy to admit defeat. Brother Biao said before that I have many times better personality than you. Now it seems that it's not just my personality. Well, the combat power is also strong. Defeated?"

Ma Xiaoyu raised his head to look at Ma Xiaotian, who had the corner of his mouth curled up, and suddenly felt that the person in front of him looked strange, as if he had never known him before.Ma Xiaoyu asked: "Are you two asleep?"

"What answer do you want to hear?"

Ma Xiaoyu shrugged, "I just want to tell you, be prepared in advance, don't get stabbed."

Ma Xiaoyu passed Ma Xiaotian whose face was darkened and continued to walk forward. After taking two steps, he retreated and put his head in front of his head to remind him kindly: "Be careful, you have always been a man. Don't loosen the back door just to get into trouble with brother. Why do you turn around?" Tell your future siblings!"

Ma Xiaotian's fist was sent out at this time.Ma Xiaoyu may have been looking forward to his fist in his heart, and the moment he was hit, he threw the book in his arms and greeted him.Ever seen two brothers fight?One person gritted his teeth, but when the other made a move, there was always hesitation.Ma Xiaoyu was the one who hated him to death, but didn't dare to hit hard with his hands.As a result, he received a few punches, and his teeth seemed to be shaking.When Ma Xiaotian mercilessly kicked over again, Ma Xiaoyu finally gave up the last bit of kindness towards his "family" in his heart, and greeted him with clenched fists.

The place where the fight took place was a very hidden forest path in the school. The fight took place during the evening study time when there were few pedestrians, and this time there was no Wang Biao, and the two fought heartily.

Ma Xiaoyu's face was full of nosebleeds, and Ma Xiaotian was not much better, with bruises on one eye, squatting on the side covering his stomach and panting.Ma Xiaoyu was panting, and suddenly felt that this life was really fucked up.Why does he have such a brother who can't get along with him?Why did he have to be born in such a family?When his mother gave birth to him, why didn't he strangle him to death?

Ma Xiaotian didn't know when he started crying. When Ma Xiaoyu found out, he had already changed from crying silently to wiping his face and shaking his shoulders.

Ma Xiaoyu smiled, "Don't cry, I want to cry more than you. You have a father and a mother, what do I have? Tell me, why are you fighting with me? What do I have that you can grab?"

Ma Xiaotian seemed to be poked into a sore spot, he jumped up and kicked Ma Xiaoyu again, Ma Xiaoyu wanted to return it, but stopped there when Ma Xiaotian yelled.

Ma Xiaotian howled at the top of his voice: "Don't make it as if the whole family is sorry for you! You are the one who is sorry for us! Who do you blame when your mother ran away with someone? You are as virtuous as your father. If you don't have the ability, you blame others. Good. My mother is blind to marry your father, but it doesn't mean you can insult my mother!"

"You dare to point my mother's nose and call her shameless in the street when you were in primary school, I remember it! I swore at that time, one day I would take all your things away, you didn't Skillful dad, your home, all your things! I want to watch you be homeless like a dog, and you'd better die outside! Why do you blame my mother for your mother's mistakes? You Why call her a bitch!? You don't have that qualification!"

Ma Xiaotian kicked down again, and Ma Xiaoyu was kicked to the ground, but he didn't get up.Ma Xiaotian spat at the people on the ground, and said fiercely: "As long as I live, as long as I live around you, you will never feel better. I will return all the tears my mother shed all those years, and let you know What is pain! You Wang Biao will love you in the future? I am! He is just playing with you. He will find a bed partner who is more pleasing to the eye than you. You don’t know that this school has his bed partner, right? ! A group of disgusting things for prostitutes!"

Ma Xiaoyu laughed loudly, lying on the green brick path and looking at the night sky, thinking that he would just disappear into this world without a sound.How ridiculous?He still remembers the wars that took place at home when he was a child. The parents not only talked, but also fought.Each time he was locked in the small house, listening to the sound of shouting and things breaking outside.One day his mother hugged him with half of her face swollen and said, Xiaoyu, my mother can't live anymore.If your mother and your father divorced, who would you be with?

Ma Xiaoyu doesn't know how he chose, he doesn't remember, that memory is blank, anyway, he followed his father later.Not long after that, a stepmother came in with her pregnant child.The neighbors laughed at them and looked down on them, and the auntie took his arm and said, Xiaoyu, your stepmother is going to give birth to a younger brother for you, are you happy?Ma Xiaoyu spat on her face, was dragged home by the aunt, and was whipped by his father.

That father was very willing to do it since he was a child.That stepmother can also watch it.The more this happened, the more jealous Ma Xiaoyu became.He deliberately locked Ma Xiaotian in a dark room, secretly poured peppers into his meal, scolded his stepmother for being shameless, and wrote with chalk in a hidden alley——Ma Xiaotian is a dog, Zhang Guiling is a cousin.

He hurts every day, every day.Finally one day, his own mother appeared in the alley and stopped him, kneeling in front of him and asking him to follow her.Ma Xiaoyu asked, someone said you ran away with someone, is it true?Mother cried with her arms around him, held his face and told him that others were talking nonsense, she said, your father married that vixen right away, don't you understand?Come with mother, mother will never let you be beaten again.

later……

Later, his father ran over after several neighbors, grabbed him under his arm and snatched him away.He cried and screamed, but was carried away.He didn't know what happened between his parents that time, anyway, his dad went back and beat him up and shut him down in the toilet.

Ma Xiaoyu thought, who had a darker childhood than mine?Is there anyone whose life is more miserable than mine?But I still want to live like this, for the sake of a man who doesn't know whether he likes me or not.It's even better now, even that Ma Xiaotian has come to criticize him.It seems that all the people and things in this world are right, and only he alone does everything wrong.

Ma Xiaoyu raised his hand to wipe his face, and accidentally touched something cold and hard.He sat up slowly, and found that he didn't know when there was an extra fruit knife at hand.Really, God is so understanding today, and even sent all the tools to the door.

Ma Xiaoyu looked down at the fruit knife in his hand, it was quite sharp.I don't know if it will be painful to cut on the body.He raised his hand to look at the moonlight, the cold light.He lowered his head and scratched his wrist. It was so cold that it made people tremble uncontrollably.Ma Xiaoyu smiled softly, and cut again, watching the blood gushing out of the wound in an instant, there was a sense of relief.Sitting there smiling at nothingness, he vaguely saw a person approaching. Ma Xiaoyu said, "I'm dead, we're done with each other. In the next life, keep your eyes open and don't be reborn as my younger brother. I'm disgusting, and you're disgusting too."

When Ma Xiaoyu woke up, Mo Tong was sitting on the head of the bed and dozing off boredly, his head bouncing like garlic.Ma Xiaoyu turned his head to look at the back of his hand with the needle inserted, and the tightly bandaged wrist on the other hand, and couldn't help sighing.Living is harder than dying sometimes.

As soon as Ma Xiaoyu sighed, Mo Tong woke up, looked at him with his face up for a while, then stood up and strangled his neck.Ma Xiaoyu wanted to hide subconsciously, but Mo Tong said: "Don't hide, don't hide, aren't you going to die? I'll help you! See how unkind you polluted the flowers and plants yesterday?"

Ma Xiaoyu said: "Fuck!"

"To be honest, do you still want to live? If you really don't want to, I won't be busy giving you an infusion. A bottle costs dozens of dollars."

Ma Xiaoyu sighed again, "Can you stop being mad at me? My head is dizzy."

"It's right to be dizzy. Half a pot of pig blood bleed yesterday, and you can eat several meals when you make bloody tofu." Mo Tong put a straw into the cup and handed it to him, and said: "Just take a sip, swallow slowly, moisten Just use your mouth." He rang the bell.

Ma Xiaoyu really drank it, but Mo Tong quickly pulled it out after taking half a sip.The nurse came over soon, and opened Ma Xiaoyu's eyelids and measured his blood pressure. After struggling for a while, he muttered, "What are you doing to cut your pulse at a young age? It's all a woman's trick."

Mo Tong agreed very much, "Men always chop off their hands with a kitchen knife."

The female nurse glared fiercely.

Ma Xiaoyu laughed, and when the nurse left, Mo Tong sat down on the bed again, put his limp hand on his palm and gently held it, and asked in a low voice, "Are you thinking about it now?"

"If you think about it, you have to live a good life, live with a face and skin."

"Call Biao brother?"

Ma Xiaoyu froze for a moment, shook his head for a long time and said, "Stop beating, it's a pot of paste."

"Sometimes, people who have made a lot of trouble in society don't follow the same way as our brain circuit. You may have to change your mind, and it will suddenly become clear."

Ma Xiaoyu said: "I really don't want much, just mutual sincerity."

But sincerity is the most precious and hardest thing to get.

Ma Xiaoyu didn't dare to say that to the old professor. He just said that he tripped on the road when he was returning home in the middle of the night, and fell on the broken glass, which cut off the blood vessel and was hospitalized.The old professor snorted, presumably because of his knowledge, but luckily he didn't ask any further questions, and granted him a two-week vacation, saying that he should go back immediately when he is ready.

To tell the truth, Ma Xiaoyu felt relieved after being scolded, as if he had taken a detoxifying and nourishing capsule.

Mo Tong stayed in the hospital for three days, and when he was discharged from the hospital, he took Ma Xiaoyu to their new house.It can be seen that the layout is very careful, and even the four eyes have a set of wooden furniture.Well, to put it bluntly, when Shao Qian went back to his hometown, he and Shao An made a two-story shelf with wooden boards on a whim.Supported by four legs, there are two layers, and a few wooden sticks are fixed around them as sides, and the two layers are covered with cotton pads by Mo Tong.

Four Eyes really likes this sunbathing den on the balcony, and especially likes cramming himself into the somewhat cramped first floor.When Ma Xiaoyu came in, it was lying on its front paws, sticking out its buttocks and arching outwards. After arching for a long time, it squeezed out, ran to Ma Xiaoyu, squatted and wagged its tail.Ma Xiaoyu scratched its neck and said, "Godson, I didn't bring you anything to eat."

Before Ma Xiaoyu could sit firmly on the sofa, a little meatball crawled out from under the sofa, squatting in front of him with the same four eyes and looking up at him.This shock was no small matter, Ma Xiaoyu jumped onto the sofa in an instant after regaining some vitality, grabbed the back of the sofa and shouted in horror: "Damn it! My son is born!"

Mo Tong grabbed the little four eyes with one hand and took a look, then clicked his lips and said: "Don't say it, it really looks like it."

The little four eyes licked Mo Tong's hand, and the four eyes squatted aside, humming and licking the little four eyes' ass.Mo Tong put Xiao Siyan back and said: "Little Siyan is a famous dog, an Alaskan sled dog, and Shao Gan spent a lot of money here. He has a name, he is called Mo Xiaoqi."

"Why such a strange name?"

Mo Tong blinked innocently, as if asking, is it strange?It's not surprising at all.After thinking for a while, he explained: "Shao Gan's dry characters are half drawn, isn't it just begging?"

Ma Xiaoyu barely spit out a mouthful of blood, endured it and finally did not lose blood again.Taking a closer look, I saw some preciousness from Mo Xiaoqi.Those four eyes look more literary than the four eyes, no matter how you look at it, it's the local tyrant's version.

"You are rich now."

"Shao Qian said that when he first raised four eyes, who knows he still remembers, and he really got one back."

"Okay, don't show your affection in front of me. It's like I'm afraid that others won't know that Shao Gan has bronchitis."

Mo Tong stood up and twisted his waist and butt at him. Seeing that everyone was so angry that he was about to roll their eyes, Shi Shiran went to the kitchen to make chicken soup.

Shao Gan was very busy, and when he came home, he brought some blood-enriching Chinese herbs and passed them directly to Mo Tong. After changing his shoes, he stood by the sofa and stared at Ma Xiaoyu, who was lying lazily on most of the sofa. , nodded and said: "Bleeding is also good, it is said that it can properly activate the work of hematopoietic cells."

Ma Xiaoyu rolled his eyes, and continued to rub the little beggar on his belly.Well, this is the nickname Ma Xiaoyu gave this distinguished Alaskan sled puppy, which not only includes his real name, but also adds beggar.

"Make up for it. When will the country need you to donate blood? If you have no more blood to draw, I am so sorry for the cultivation of your motherland."

"Have you just finished party education?"

Shao Qian nodded, "I still have to write an experience." Shao Gan turned to the kitchen, washed his hands, took the spoon from Mo Tong's hand and leaned over to curry favor, "Will you help me write an experience tonight? Two pages will do."

Ma Xiaoyu rolled his eyes outside and pulled the dog's hair, Mo Tong rolled his eyes inside and kissed her husband, pulled his shirt collar and kissed him twice before saying: "Okay, Xiaoyu will live here for a few days. He didn't tell Brother Biao , you go back and look at what he means, if you encounter it in business, it’s easy to deal with it.”

Ma Xiaoyu yelled outside: "What are you going to do? Don't tell if you say so. They don't care."

Shao Gan spread his hands and said in a low voice, "I'll see the situation then and talk about it."

"Well. If Brother Biao really didn't intend to live a good life, I would support them to share. Because of him, Xiaoyu has done such stupid things."

Shao Gan squeezed his face to push him out, and he was chopping vegetables inside.When Mo Tong came out, he was dazzled by Ma Xiaoyu's bared white teeth.Ma Xiaoyu showed his big white teeth and said: "Don't be too sweet in front of a lost person, be careful of my revenge!"

Mo Tong ignored him at all, nestled in almost the same posture at the other corner of the sofa, and began to change channels with the remote control.There are still many good movies to watch on TV, and finally the two reached an agreement to watch Monkey King jumping into the Pansi Cave to save his stupid master together.

Ma Xiaoyu said: "Sun Wukong is really unlucky to be Tang Seng's apprentice."

"If it weren't for Tang Seng, the monkey would still be pressing down at the bottom of the mountain."

"It's shameless to say that an official is shameless. They just pissed on his fingers, and they suppressed him for 500 years. After 500 years, ostrich eggs can be cooked in the belly."

Mo Tong thought for a while and said, "Theoretically speaking, even if it's been warmed for 1000 years, ostrich eggs can't be cooked on the belly. Human body problems can be as high as 44 to [-]."

"This is an exaggeration, do you understand? It's terrible to be uneducated."

Mo Tong sat up and snatched Mo Xiaoqi away, depriving Ma Xiaoyu of the right to hold the dog.

Ma Xiaoyu recovered very quickly. After half a month, he went to see his tutor and he was alive and well, as if this had never happened before, except that the doctor's large stitches on his wrist were very unsightly.Because of this matter, Ma Xiaoyu even stumbled back against Mo Tong, complaining that he did not fulfill the duties of a close friend when he was in a coma, and asked the doctor to sew his wound with such a thick hemp rope, so that now he looks very like A centipede rests on the wrist.Mo Tong said, I wanted the doctor to sew a circle, so that the centipede could circle around and achieve a very beautiful and symmetrical effect.

Although he lost some blood, Ma Xiaoyu found that his life has become more sunny.At least when meeting Ma Xiaotian on a narrow road, the two of them stopped barking at each other like dogs.Of course, no one still looks down on anyone, but they no longer try their best to ridicule each other.Sometimes when we see them from a distance, we avoid each other.Without Ma Xiaotian's provocation, Ma Xiaoyu felt that life was particularly sunny.As for the grievances and grievances of his parents, Ma Xiaoyu decided to contribute to the ozone layer as a fart and never miss him again.Anyway, it's already like this, that home is not his home, just keep living as before.Ma Xiaoyu didn't worry too much about whether Wang Biao's love came or not.You have died, are you still afraid of being abandoned?

Don't be afraid, of course you won't be afraid of anything.Thinking about it like this, I felt that everything became easier.

Recently, Shao An called and said that under the pressure of his father-in-law, he started to prepare for the night college entrance examination, and the geometry in junior high school was particularly difficult.Mo Tong wanted to laugh when he heard what Shao Gan said, and when he thought about Shao An holding his son in one hand and holding a geometry textbook in the other, studying diagonal lines and auxiliary lines with a sad face, he felt very happy.

Shao Gan was reclining on the sofa, and Mo Tong was lying in his arms close to his body, almost leaning against the edge of the sofa, but because he was hugged by Shao Gan, there was no need to worry about falling off.Mo Tong has been following "Fist of Fury" recently. Although Donnie Yen is not his type, watching martial arts is still very exciting.

"My brother recently mentioned the matter of finding a partner again. I guess he knows something about it."

Mo Tong touched his hand on his lower abdomen, hummed and said, "Do you think he will insist on separating us in the end?"

"probably not."

"Hang Hang is over a year old, he wants you to give him a nephew quickly."

"What should I do?" Shao Gan was quite confused, "I can't give birth either?"

Mo Tong laughed, Shao Gan bit his neck from behind, put his hand into his clothes and said, "Why don't you give birth to me."

"What should I do? I won't give birth either."

"It should be that we didn't work hard enough."

Shao Gan grasped the one of Mo Tong's easily, rubbed Mo Tong twice, and then his whole body collapsed and limp there.The TV was playing fiercely, and there was a crackling of fists and kicks.Outside the TV, Mo Tong squinted his eyes and tilted his head up to breathe rapidly. He leaned on the side of the sofa and let out a soft cry, and hurriedly supported Shao Gan's waist. The thing pushed into him made him tremble uncontrollably.When I got used to it, I couldn't help but turn around. I wanted to bite him, but when I got to him, it turned into a kiss.

Shao Gan muttered, "Let's work harder and not pull it out this time."

Mo Tong laughed, "Then you will be disappointed."

"Who said that?"

The sofa was a bit narrow, and the two of them lying on their sides could only allow Shao Gan to hug Mo Tong's waist and gently rub against it.This kind of slow and gentle movement seems to magnify all the details and show them in Mo Tong's senses.He could clearly feel the fiery entry and withdrawal, the slight pain every time it slid across the inner wall, the intense heat, and the sticky pleasure made his scalp numb and couldn't help moaning.

Shao Gan bit his shoulder and gently pushed his neck, watching Mo Tong's bewildered face and the corners of his mouth in fascination.Mo Tong's contented and devoted expression was so intoxicating that Shao Gan became a little excited when he saw it, and he suddenly hugged him to cover his panting mouth and quickened his movements.Mo Tong moaned sullenly until he was stuffed into his mouth, and when Shao Qian went deeper for another season, he suddenly widened his eyes and hugged the person who was pressing on him tightly, a long moan overflowed the moment his lips were released, and then Unreservedly sent his body forward and hugged Shao Gan's buttocks tightly.

I have been doing this for more than a year or two, but I never feel bored.Probably the kind of happiness is always different, and every time there is a different kind of joy.Shao Gan nibbled Mo Tong's back fascinatedly in the aftertaste of lust, stubbornly leaving tooth marks bit by bit.Mo Tong came back to his senses for a while, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a group of couples sitting in front of the sofa, who seemed to be waiting to be divided.Immediately, a sense of shame surged up, and he quickly pulled a piece of clothing to cover the erection that he had just lost.

Behind him Shao Gan chuckled slightly teasingly, and the thing buried in his body moved again, making Mo Tong tremble uncontrollably. "Afraid that Mo Xiaoqi will eat Xiao Tongtong?"

Mo Tong smiled and twisted the flesh on Shao Gan's waist. He was much fatter than before, and now he twisted it smoothly, neither soft nor hard.There is a commercial at the end of the TV, followed by another episode's theme song.Shao Gan finally had enough bites, turned him over and kissed gently.Mo Tong closed his eyes and enjoyed the closeness of their lips and teeth. At the end of the kiss, he heard Shao Gan say, "Don't worry, my brother won't force us. If it doesn't work, let's hug Mo Xiaoqi and say that you gave it to me." born son."

"...Are you despising Four Eyes?"

Shao Gan leaned forward to look at the four eyes in front of the sofa with his head tilted and his tongue drawn, and suddenly frowned and said, "It's a male! How can you let it look at you!"

"..." Mo Tong's forehead twitched, "Get lost!"