give you warm light

After walking out of that door, Mo Tong didn't even know where he was going.The city is very big, but it is so difficult to find a place that can accommodate yourself.

In a daze, Mo Tong looked at the campus that appeared in front of him without knowing when, and then suddenly realized that he couldn't come to the campus either.He vowed to go abroad at the beginning, and the school basically dropped out by default.Well, the point is, he's a street rat now.Mo Tong walked along the base of the wall around the iron fence next to the playground. He didn't even know that the school playground had installed street lights at some point.On campus, there are still sports-loving students playing on the basketball court, and on the track and field field, there are also boys who are fast and slow to practice explosive power, and there are groups of girls running or walking.

Mo Tong couldn't help but grabbed the railing and looked in, a little confused as to why he had come to this point.Didn't it say that the campus is lovrytower?Far away from ugliness and reality, an ideal happy place.Indeed, look at the carefree students there, they don’t have to worry about anything, they just need to take good classes and have a lot of time and energy to do their own things.

There is no way to go abroad, and it is impossible for him to walk into this campus again.Mo Tong looked at the people inside and thought, why not just leave.China is so big, there is always a place for yourself.

When someone ran towards this side, Mo Tong subconsciously hid in the shadows, but he still couldn't pass the opponent's mouth.He heard Liang Shan's voice shout: "Old Ba? Hey, Mo Tong, why are you here?"

Mo Tong turned around and ran away. Liang Shan behind him shouted angrily, "Come back! Why are you running! We have something to ask you!"

Mo Tong didn't stop, but ran faster.

The campus ran eastward, and after a short distance, it reached the suburbs.The citizens live scattered, and there is no one on the road.Mo Tong waited until there were no street lights before stopping, holding his knees and panting.There were footsteps behind him, and Mo Tong turned around. Although his eyes had adapted to the darkness, he still couldn't see who was coming.The man ran very fast, and his body could be seen leaning forward slightly.When Mo Tong was about to continue running forward, someone hugged his waist suddenly, because of the opposite momentum, his feet left the ground suddenly, and he was hugged around his waist.That is, when he fell back into the arms of the person behind him, a faint familiar body odor made him collapse instantly.

Mo Tong bit his lip and struggled, while Shao Gan behind him didn't let go, dragged him and asked anxiously, "Why are you running? What happened? Why did you run out in the middle of the night with your schoolbag on your back?"

Mo Tong hasn't appeared in school for so long, Shao Gan is not worried that it is a fake.Every time he was supposed to arrive in the past, he would subconsciously look over, and every time he would look back in disappointment.Liang Shan said that he probably went abroad after completing the formalities, but he was always worried.Today is Friday, there are only two evening self-study sessions, and then Liang Shan drags him to the playground to play.The basketball court is on the side of the track and field, and the bright basket near the main road has been occupied by several groups of people. They can only choose the innermost basketball hoop.

Shao Gan first noticed the strangeness outside the wall. When he was playing, he looked over frequently. Although he couldn't see clearly, he always felt that the figure of the person outside the railing felt lonely.Seeing that he was always looking out, Liang Shan took advantage of the gap between throwing the ball and ran forward for a while, and called out "Old Ba" vaguely.Shao Gan quickly arrived at the fence. Liang Shan looked out through the fence, muttering: "Damn, what are you doing sneaking around? It looks like a ghost seeing us."

The worry from the bottom of his heart made him jump over the iron bars and chase out.Shao Gan was glad that he chased him out. At this moment, Mo Tong, whose whole body was trembling and his hands were cold and extremely silent, made him panic.Shao Gan groped to hold his cold hands, rubbed them without relaxing his arms, and asked in a slow tone, "What's the matter?"

What responded to him was still boundless silence.Shao Gan moved the trembling person to face him, raised his hand to touch his face in the dark, his hand was wet.Before Shao Gan asked another question, Mo Tong bit the back of his hand violently with a cry.Shao Gan took a breath, but his dodging movement stopped when Mo Tong choked.

Shao Gan didn't know what he was thinking, before his consciousness told him what to do, he had already stretched out his arms and hugged him in his arms.Mo Tong bit the back of his hand, crying hard.Gradually let go, but raised his hands around his waist, and squeezed his head into his arms, wishing to hide himself in this person's body, so that he would no longer have to face those doubts and pointers.

When going out, Mo Tong couldn't control the tears he shed halfway, and now when he stopped choking in Shao Gan's arms, his eyes were already sore.He closed his eyes, hoping that he could always lean in this person's arms like this.He thought again, just not long ago, just now, his dream has not changed, that is to stay away from him, but now he is greedy for the warmth of his body.

Mo Tong lowered his hands, but his cheek was still leaning against his chest.Shao Gan didn't ask so many "why", but took a step back, and when he stood up, he took off the backpack and threw it on his shoulder.It seemed that he had just discovered the wound on his forehead, raised his hand to lightly touch the dried blood, then fell silent for a moment, took him by the hand and began to walk back.

Mo Tong stood still at the same spot, Shao Gan babbled again, and finally asked, "What's wrong?"

Mo Tong shook his head, "I won't go back."

"where are you going?"

"Find a place with mountains and water."

"I know places like this."

Mo Tong was stunned, but was led by Shao Gan to continue walking the next moment.

I ran fast when I came, but when I went back, I found that the road was so long.Besides, Shao Gan didn't take him back to school, but went to the Civic Fitness Plaza, which was still some distance away from the school.It was late at night, and almost no one could be seen in the square.Shao Gan took him directly to an artificial mound, found an angle and sat down by a pool, pointed to the mound on the other side of the pool from this angle and said: "There are mountains and there are water. .There are still a lot of people during the day.”

Mo Tong smiled, and withdrew his hand that was still wet with sweat, "Thank you."

Shao Qian looked down at his wet palm, and slowly squeezed it again.

"Can you tell me what happened?"

Mo Tong hugged his knees and put his chin on his lap. He smiled self-deprecatingly and said, "Are you curious? My parents know that I like men, but I failed the examination for going abroad. I decided to get out of the house."

"Don't get out easily."

"It's gone."

"Have you decided to roll back to school?"

Mo Tong glanced at Shao Gan who was talking to him in surprise, shook his head and said, "I can't get in the school anymore, the steps are too high, and it will hurt my bones."

"I'll carry you in."

"No, I won't let anyone recite it anymore." Mo Tong took a deep breath, smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "Thank you, boss."

For some reason, Shao Gan's heart was filled with sadness for an instant.He stood up and didn't hold Mo Tong's hand again, but looked at him firmly, "Go, go to school."

"I dont go."

"I know. Go back and get the money and find a house for you to live in."

Mo Tong still wanted to refuse, but Shao Qian stepped forward and said, "It's a loan from you, and you will pay me back when you have money."

Mo Tong opened his mouth, but he did not refuse.It is impossible for him to be like a tramp, who can just find a grassland and make do with it for a night.

It was early morning when we went back, and the campus was quiet.Shao Gan climbed over the railing from a corner of the playground and told Mo Tong: "Don't leave, just wait here, and run forward if there is anything to do."

The railing was very high, there was no place to borrow strength from, and he didn't have Shao Gan's arm strength, so naturally he couldn't jump over it.Mo Tong glanced at the brightly lit gatehouse not far away, and nodded for him to go back.

When Shao Qian ran away quickly, Mo Tong looked at his back with such a sense of peace of mind.Yes, the road ahead is already confused, but it seems that there is a light in the mist, as long as you follow the light and go forward, you will be able to find treasures.The quiet night was a bit scary, so Mo Tong stood for a while, and then squatted down in a corner where the street lights couldn't see it.

The changeable day made him extremely tired. It seemed that he had just squatted down for a few minutes before he fell asleep.When Shao Gan ran back, he couldn't see anyone, and when he hurried over the wall to go out to look for it, he turned his head and saw squatting not far away, bumping back and forth, and kept closing his eyes and raising his head, as if Mo Tong forced himself to cheer up.

Shao Gan walked over to pick him up and continued walking.In a daze, Mo Tong felt that he had stepped into a fairyland. The warm bed was soft and the mattress was soft, and his body was still swaying gently, which was very comfortable.When Mo Tong woke up, he found himself in a strange room, looking at the snow-white sheets and quilts printed with "Zhongde", he guessed it should be in a hotel.It's just that if I get here, I don't remember it at all.

The blood on his forehead had been wiped clean, and there was an extra piece of gauze covered with white tape.Mo Tong lay there with one hand on his forehead in a daze.The door was knocked three times, and he got up and opened the door when the people outside the door had already started calling his name.Shao Gan stood outside the door with a nervous expression on his face, he was visibly relieved when he opened the door.He was holding a lunch box in his hand, and Mo Tong guessed it should be the food in the school cafeteria.If he guessed correctly, Shao Gan probably didn't eat either.

Shao Gan looked at his expression carefully, and took out the porridge and egg pancakes and handed them to him.Mo Tong drank the porridge slowly and thought about where he was going, but the omelet didn't move.He was not being polite, nor was he afraid of starving Shao Gan, but he really had no appetite.

Putting down the lunch box, Mo Tong said, "You go to class, I have to stay here for two days, and I will find a job soon. I will tell you when I find a place to live."

"Ang." Shao Gan's expression didn't change much, he lowered his eyes and clenched his fists with his hands. It took him a long time before he said, "Mo Tong, there is something I think I need to tell you."

Mo Tong looked up at him and nodded.Thinking that he shouldn't be able to see it, he nodded again and said, "Okay." His voice trembled a little.

Shao Gan pursed his lips in embarrassment, and it took him a long time to reach out and grab his hands clenched on his knees due to nervousness, and subconsciously stroked them with his thumbs: "Mo Tong, your mother came to class this morning to find someone."

Mo Tong let go of his tense fist slowly, but froze instantly at Shao Gan's next words.

He said: "Your father was driving at night yesterday and got into a car accident. He is still being rescued in the hospital."

Shao Gan clenched his hands tightly and rubbed harder, and persuaded in a low voice: "Don't be too sad, it will definitely be fine."

Mo Tong stared blankly at the ground in front of him without saying a word.

"Let's go to the hospital."

Mo Tong let out a long breath and said, "Dad, I was wrong."

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