give you warm light

Two weeks after the summer vacation, the wages at the church were settled.To Shao Gan's surprise, it was not a small sum of money.If he saves some more, it will be enough for his tuition and living expenses for several years in college.Going to university is not like going to the current key high school specialty classes. Not only is the tuition fee low, there may be a monthly subsidy, plus scholarships, life will definitely not be more difficult than it is now (in 96, college admissions were merged, and tuition fees skyrocketed).Of course, Shao Gan felt that life was good now.

Mo Tong started to go abroad, the formalities are being done, and the school's main subjects will still be selectively attended.He occasionally came over for a while, packed his schoolbag after class, and left. This was allowed by the school, and no one said anything except that he was really enviable.Just one point, Shao Gan felt that the distance between the two was no longer the gap between the front and back of the seat, it seemed to be getting farther and farther away.

One night during self-study, Shao Qian found that Qin Yu's bed was empty when he went back.When he turned his head to look at Liang Shan, the guy picked his toes and yawned and said, "Qin Yu has moved to the dormitory."

Shao Gan shrugged and said nothing.They were in such a cold war that they didn't know how to continue the cold war. Apart from meeting each other in the dormitory classroom, they were just two strangers.It's okay to move away now.It's just that a little man named Wang Biao from the dormitory outside moved in before the lights were turned off, and he didn't seem very happy. He made the bed and muttered, looked at all the people in the dormitory, and finally fell on Mo Tongkong. Yes, on the bed that was already piled up with lunch boxes, books and sundries, he frowned and said, "Have you disinfected this bed in August [-]th? I heard that people who go through the back door have AIDS."

Liang Shan stopped picking his feet, and so did the other people's busy movements.Fan Qiang, who was by the door for a long time, lowered his head from the bed and asked, "What did you just say?"

"That Mo Tong in your class who looks like tofu has AIDS?"

"Fuck your mother, listen to who said it!" Liang Shan suddenly sat up on his knees, his head almost touching the upper bed board.

Wang Biao was a little confused about the situation, looked at them suspiciously and asked, "Don't you all know? Everyone in our class knows, and said he saw him having sex with a man at school, and I heard that he went to a small hotel with a man .If it wasn’t for AIDS, why did you drop out of school? That Qin Yu treated me to several meals in order to change beds with me.”

"Fuck!" Liang Shan jumped out of the bed, he wasn't too tall, but his shirtless muscles were a bit scary.Now he stood in front of Wang Biao with muscular muscles, shaking his arms and asking, "Which bastard made such a rumor? It's immoral!"

Wang Biao scratched his cheek, cleverly said nothing, and turned to make his own bed.Take others' hands softly, eat others' mouths short.He promised Qin Yu to change the dormitory, but it is not good to change back.Besides, everyone knows about this, and they will know sooner or later.

The dormitory, which was a bit lively at first, became very quiet because of this episode, until the lights were turned off, and the inspecting teacher came and left, finally someone let out a long breath in the dark and said: "It seems that Mo Tong is a bit strange, I heard people say At that time, he secretly drew a picture album, it was two men." At the end, he sighed as if he suddenly realized, "Damn it!"

Liang Shan stretched out his foot and kicked the upper bunk where the sound came from, and snorted, "You're so wicked, Mo Tongchun, I dare say, even holding hands would blush. He wouldn't listen to what we said in the dormitory."

"That's because you're talking about women." Wang Biao interrupted.

The bed suddenly creaked and shook. In the blink of an eye, Shao Gan got out of bed and stood beside Wang Biao's bed. He asked in a depressed voice, "Who told you all this?"

"Everyone knows that."

"Who told you that!" Shao Gan gritted his teeth and emphasized "you", already threatening.

Wang Biao blinked his eyes in the dark, and replied, "Qin Yu said it during the meal. But many people in our dormitory know it, it seems that he knew it earlier."

Shao Gan clenched his fists and hung them by his side, bent over and gritted his teeth and said, "If you say this, I'll just listen to it as a fart, and let me hear it again, let's make good gestures on the playground."

No matter how gentle Shao Gan is usually, when his face is tense, there is still a kind of sternness that cannot be ignored.What's more, the height is there, if two people fight, Wang Biao will definitely be the one who gets beaten.Wang Biao stared at him for a while, and muttered: "I heard this too. If it wasn't for fear of you getting infected, I wouldn't say it." Turn over to sleep.

Shao Gan stood in front of his bed for a moment, took a deep breath and said, "We have lived together in the dormitory for two years. It's luck that we didn't disrupt the dormitory like when ordinary classes were divided into arts and sciences. Everyone knows what kind of person Mo Tong is." Be clear, don't... have any bad thoughts just because of a few rumors."

"That's for sure." Liang Shan was the first to respond, "Damn it, which wicked person spread such rumors. The man Mo Tong is going to go abroad. I saw him during the summer vacation. Me, Shao Gan and him , and had dinner together. Fuck it! This rumor is really disgusting."

It took a long time for Shao Gan to suppress the desire to ask Qin Yu for clarification and climb back into bed, but he struggled to fall asleep in the middle of the night.

It is always difficult to know things like rumors if you don’t pay attention. If you pay attention to observe, you suddenly feel, why do people look at me so strangely?

Shao Gan paid attention the next day, and changed seats with Li Mingwei to do it by the window.When class was about to start in the morning, he saw Mo Tong appearing in sight with his schoolbag on his back.It was also surprising to find that when he walked by, the students on the side either paid attention or stopped, and after a long time when he walked past, some people pointed at his back.

Mo Tong usually left with his schoolbag on his back after two classes, and someone would pick him up at the door, and he went directly to the class he had applied for outside to study painting.He has been busy and tired recently, and he is about to leave school soon. He doesn't care about the class time, and completely treats himself as a member of the group.

When the class bell rang, Shao Qian forced himself to listen to the class carefully, but found that it was impossible.He subconsciously looked at the other students in the class to see if there was any hostility towards Mo Tong.He saw Su Jiangyue look at Mo Tong, then pouted with his deskmate.He saw Qin Yu and Su Jiangyue passing notes to each other, and he even saw a boy in the corner of the last row put his hand into his pants under the cover of his school uniform...

It seems that the classroom since studying has never been so lively and chaotic.Shao Gan endured two classes with difficulty, and when Mo Tong packed his textbooks and left the classroom yawning, he also followed, grabbed his hand and ran out of the teaching building.Shao Gan felt that when they ran downstairs, there must be many people paying attention. If they turned around now, they would definitely see many people lying on the windows.He endured the thought of looking back, and waited until he was far away from the teaching building before saying, "There have been bad rumors in school recently."

Mo Tong had the idea of ​​going abroad this time, and worked very hard. Every day at home alone, he insisted on the same schedule as the school, or even later.I watched an English exercise last night, and I didn't sleep until the middle of the night, and now there are faint dark circles under my eyes.Mo Tong asked absent-mindedly: "What kind of rumor is it? It can't be the two of us."

Shao Gan frowned, looked around before continuing: "Many people say that you and men go in and out of hotels."

Mo Tong maintained the tearful and bewildered expression after yawning, and it took him a long time to raise his eyelids and look at him and said in an affirmative tone: "You believe it again."

"I……"

Mo Tong raised his hand to interrupt him, curled his mouth, shrugged and said, "It doesn't matter, I won't read here anyway."

After Mo Tong finished speaking, he walked away, regardless of what Shao Gan seemed to say.After walking a long way, she seemed to shrug her shoulders helplessly and sadly, and murmured, "Every time you take the initiative to find me, nothing good will happen. Look, you believe it again."

Shao Gan watched Mo Tong's back disappear at the school gate, the words stuck in his throat were still stuck there, he couldn't hold back.He wants to ask, will this kind of rumor affect his going abroad, and is there any way to make up for it?I want to tell him not to take it too seriously, anyway, I won't meet with this group of people spreading rumors in the future.Also want to say, I believe you are not that kind of person.But there was no time to say anything.

The road leading to the school gate in front of him became a bit blurred, and Shao Qian suddenly felt that his attitude seemed to be less important to Mo Tong.

There are all kinds of people in the school, and the most important thing is two kinds of people.One is that I like to make small reports on everything; the other is that I have good grades or good notes, but I don’t want to share them with others for various reasons.During the exam, I would rather deliberately write wrong answers and let others copy them and then secretly correct them, rather than others getting a point of benefit from myself.

Because of the existence of the first type of person, this kind of rumor actually reached Liu Mingyang's ears long before Shao Gan.He suppressed it, and warned the person who made the small report not to tell others without real evidence, so as not to hurt a good student.In fact, no matter whether this matter is true or false, he is unwilling to expand its influence.If it is true, and Mo Tong can go abroad smoothly, then the future road can go on as usual; but if this matter expands, no matter whether it is true or not, he will wear the hat of "hooliganism" to continue his future life.It is not only him who is affected, but also his father who is an official in the government.Liu Mingyang turned a blind eye, hoping that the formalities over there would be completed quickly and leave here.And he decided to find time to talk to Mo Tong, and asked him to come to school as little as possible, lest some students bring things to the table in private because of jealousy or other unnecessary reasons.

However, before Liu Mingyang could talk to Mo Tong, some people had already started a small-scale protest, blocking the door of the principal's office, saying that they did not want to be on the same campus as AIDS patients.Said that Mo Tong had eaten in the canteen, and even sold rice, would it cause their infection?

Rumors want to go from school to outside the campus, it is too simple, only one phone call is needed.When the principal called Mo Liangyu, he had just got off a meeting, and when he received the call, he was so angry that he smashed the phone to pieces on the spot, frightening the other two colleagues in the office.

Mo Tong didn't know exactly how the school's rumors spread, but he knew that liking men really didn't wrong him.Mo Liangyu lost her temper at home, yelling that she must take her son to the school the next day to discuss with the principal and clarify her reputation.Mo Tongmu sat blankly on the sofa beside him, looking at his father who was pacing back and forth, and then at his mother who kept taking deep breaths to adjust his emotions.

Zhang Xueying was so angry that her face turned pale, she turned her head and asked Mo Tong: "Did Tong Tong offend some villain at school? Fortunately, they can figure out such rumors."

Mo Tong shook his head, "Don't be angry, I seldom go to school anyway."

"How can I do that, I must go and discuss with them tomorrow."

Mo Tong looked at his mother whose chest was constantly rising and falling, and felt like crying for some reason.

The author has something to say: Immediately after the abuse, the sweet rhythm begins, do you see it?In the blink of an eye, it feels like stepping into society~~