give you warm light

"If one day in the future, a man says he likes you, will you feel sick," He Dong continued to ask.

"Don't ask me this, tell me about you. Prepare to live in a small room like this forever,"

"Oh." He Dong laughed because of his avoidance, and sighed, "Then what can I do. I like men, but my mother won't let me like them. If you say I have sex with men again, they will cut me off."

He Dong said these rude words with a self-defeating expression, which made people lose their temper.He pointed at his lower body and smiled wryly, "It can't be helped, I didn't grow up well when I was born, I like men. I also feel that I am a pervert, and I don't blame you for thinking so."

"I don't think so!" Shao Gan was a little annoyed for some reason.

"Really, then you are really kind." He Dong sarcastically.

Shao Gan took a deep breath, "Go back to school and study."

"That can't be done. If I can't help sleeping one more time and someone finds out, your little follower will become famous." When He Dong said this, he stared at Shao Gan without blinking. , Sure enough, watching his lips tightly pursed, the side of his neck burst out with blue veins because of suppressed anger.

He Dong laughed out loud, pointing at Shao Qian until tears came out of his eyes.He felt that he was really ridiculous and pitiful!Sure enough, Shao Gan asked next: "When...when did you two...you force him? He's so young!"

He Dongzhi smiled, shrugged his shoulders and curled his lips, "Ask him. Everywhere is soft and easy to touch."

Shao Gan stood up abruptly, glared at him with wide eyes, and clenched his fists down by his side, but he didn't hit it out.He didn't know how the chat between the two of them ended like this, and he didn't know why he was so angry.Shao Gan turned around and walked out, saying harshly: "If you want to degenerate yourself, do whatever you want, don't drag innocent people."

"Shao Gan!" He Dong called to stop him before he went out. Seeing him stop, he let out a long breath and raised his voice, "I guess we won't see you again. Do you still think I'm a buddy?"

Shao Gan didn't look back, nor did he answer.

He Dong stood up, threw the pillow that Shao Gan had thrown at him just now, and said with a smile, "Even if I, He Dong, am sorry to my parents and Mo Tong, I have never been sorry to you. You heard me clearly!"

The pillow hit the back of his head and rolled to the floor.Shao Gan didn't know why his eyes felt hot. He turned his back to He Dong and took a deep breath and said, "Think about your parents. It's only been a while, and Uncle He's hair has turned white."

"Really." When the door was closed, He Dong was still talking to himself, "That's none of my business! In fact, I should hate your Shao Gan, and I deserve it for beating you up so that you can't take care of yourself. But I don't. Oh, forget it, you are all noble people, and I am the only one who is selfish and perverted."

He Dong got out of bed, picked up the pillow, patted it and put it back on the bed, looked around, and started tidying up the room.He shouted loudly, "You are like a fire in that winter. The blazing flame warms my heart. Every time you approach me quietly, the fire light illuminates me! You are like that fire, blazing The flame burned me, although I was happy but didn't tell you, I also know that you don't like me! I also know that you don't like me!"

He Dong roared, his voice was trembling.Someone passed by downstairs, looked up at the window of the village chief's house, and shook his head regretfully.An old man asked: "The elder of He Xiang's family is sick again?"

"Who knows." The other party sighed, "I hope that if I do it during the day, I won't do it again at night. I've been suffering from insomnia lately."

"Oh, good boy."

Shao Gan stood at the gate of the community, reaching into his trouser pocket to feel for the few pieces of money.Fortunately, he had a few dollars with him, otherwise he really wouldn't be able to go back.A gust of wind blew up a layer of sand.Shao Gan closed his eyes, lowered his head and continued walking.No way, if you go out of the village and stop on the main road outside, it will be cheaper.

The wind was a bit strong, and it seemed that a person's crying sound was carried into his ears. He listened carefully, but he couldn't see it.Shao Gan stopped and turned his head to look at the community - narrow windows, reflective glass, nothing can be seen.But he knew there was someone imprisoned inside.Shao Gan hoped that he could come out, he shouldn't be like this.None of the futures we dreamed of in childhood have been realized.

My friend, I wish you the best of luck no matter what.

He Dong sang the song countless times before tidying up the small room.He casually packed a few sets of clothes and went to the master bedroom to search a few times.Without much trouble, a dozen hundred-dollar bills were found in the bedside table.He Dong took the money and dropped it in his hands, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, but it was uglier than crying.

He looked from room to room, put on his hat, turned and went out the door.

The room behind him fell into silence with the sound of a door closing.The messy side sleeper had been tidied up, and even the blankets on the bed were neatly folded into tofu cubes according to the requirements of military training.There is a piece of paper on the table in one corner, with only three words written on it-I am leaving.There are two water stains on the side of the paper, extending to the edge of the table, like two endless roads.

When Shao Gan returned to school, the afternoon class was in the second period.He typed the report and entered the door, only to find that countless people were staring at him.Shao Qian bowed his head back to his seat and took out his textbook, unable to focus on what the teacher said for a long time.Li Mingwei patted his arm as if to comfort him, which made him baffled.He couldn't help looking forward several times, and he could meet Mo Tong's worried gaze.Shao Gan felt a little annoyed, he always wanted to lose his temper, but he didn't know why and how to do it.

After finally one class ended, Mo Tong ran over as soon as the teacher left the classroom, and said anxiously, "Don't worry, you must have misunderstood!"

Shao Gan's anger, which had been held back all the way, erupted for some reason, he slammed the table and jumped up and shouted: "Get out!"

Mo Tong was so frightened that he took several steps back, looking at Shao Gan whose face turned purple with anger in disbelief.Shao Gan tried hard to restrain his anger, but found that he felt even more angry at Mo Tong's innocent face.Why is he not ashamed?Why can I still come to myself happily every day?He was only a little older, and he did this... this kind of thing!

No!It has nothing to do with him.Why are you angry?Whoever Mo Tong slept with, what does it have to do with him?He didn't feel ashamed, why should he be so angry?

Panting heavily, Shao Gan sat back slowly, took a book under the watchful eyes of the whole class, and slowly unfolded it in front of him.The pallor on Mo Tong's face faded slowly, his eyes became cold little by little, and finally they narrowed slightly, he approached step by step and took away the book in Shao Gan's hand, staring at his dodging eyes and gritted his teeth: "You Are you looking for He Dong?"

Shao Gan made a strange sound in his throat, as if he wanted to laugh, but also seemed to want to answer.

Mo Tong threw the book to him and said with a sigh, "You really..."

What is it, Mo Tong didn't say it.He turned back to his seat and reached into the table, trying to tear up the "Meeting the Green City" that he had carefully drawn, but he couldn't bear to do it after several attempts.A girl from the other side pushed his arm and persuaded in a low voice: "Shao Gan's family has an accident, and he must be worried. Don't be sad, Xiao Mo. After this matter is over, my sister will seek justice for you."

Mo Tong shrugged, "I'm not sad. The big deal is as he said, get lost!"

But Mo Tong, are you willing?How can you be willing?But you see, he never believes you, and if someone makes up anything, he will push you away like garbage.Just now in front of so many people, he told you to get out.Do you feel distressed, if not, why are the hands hidden in the table trembling all the time?Go, why not go?

Li Mingwei patted Shao Gan on the shoulder and dragged him out of the classroom.When he got to the corner of the empty hall, he frowned and asked: "No matter how anxious you are, you can't lose your temper with Mo Tong, right? When he heard about your brother's accident, he ran out of class while following a few policemen and licked his face. Uncle called, and even called the family. Mo Tong is younger than us, but he never let his family intervene in any trouble."

Shao Gan's confused mind became even more confused, and he asked puzzledly, "What happened to my brother?"

Li Mingwei was stunned for a moment, and asked back: "You don't know? At noon, a police car came to the construction site to arrest people. Many students went to watch the excitement, saying that it was a crime of hooliganism. They came to the classroom to look for you as soon as class started in the afternoon, and said Understand the situation. No, then why did you lose your temper at Mo Tong, look at you just now..."

Before Li Mingwei finished speaking, Shao Gan ran out.

Shao Gan almost flew all the way from the school to the district police station.A young man was on duty. He asked him about the situation and asked him to wait. He went to the inner office by himself. After a while, two people followed him and signaled Shao Gan to go inside.

The older Police Officer Wang looked at Shao Gan with a cup of tea, and asked with a smile, "He came all the way? I heard that you asked for leave, and your class teacher said that you have something to do at home, can you be more specific?"

It could be seen that Police Officer Wang wanted to be as kind as possible, but he couldn't hide the sharpness in his eyes.Shao Qian didn't care to wipe his sweat, and said seriously: "Something happened to my classmate. Uncle He, who is my classmate's father, wants me to go back and persuade him. What happened to my brother?"

"Let me ask you, where are you after eight o'clock in the evening on August NO.13 during the summer vacation?"

"I don't remember, it should be at the construction site. What happened to my brother?"

Officer Wang waved his hand, "Think about it, I don't want to embarrass you, a student."

Shao Gan lowered his head and thought hard, but because it has been too long, every day of the summer vacation is very ordinary to him, and he really can't think of which day is No. 13 in August, and what special things happen.

"I really don't know." Shao Qian said honestly, "I'm working on a construction site this summer. I'm either reading at night or going to sleep after eating. Sometimes I will accompany my brother to the campus for a stroll..."

"Your brother likes to go for a stroll on campus?"

Shao Gan frowned slightly, and replied: "Not often, just occasionally. If he goes to school, he will say hello to the gatekeeper."

"That's right, Mengang said that one day Shao An entered the school, but he didn't notice him coming out."

Shao Gan's eyes flickered for a moment, and he suddenly remembered that Shao An didn't sleep beside him when he got up all night again.At first, he thought it was too hot to cool off outside, and he didn't see anyone when he returned after going to the toilet to drain the water.I didn't care about it at the time, and fell asleep directly.

"What do you remember?"

"No." Shao Qian insisted.

"Then think about it in the police station before going back." Police Officer Wang didn't say much, and just waved his hand for someone to take him down.In their eyes, there is no difference between students and people in society. Which group does not have one or two morally corrupt people?Say anything as long as you have a hard time.