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He Weiye took Shao Gan to a noodle restaurant.It's not lunch time, there is no one else except a sleepy middle-aged man at the counter.He Weiye casually ordered two cold dishes, two bottles of cold beer, and a bowl of stewed noodles for Shao Gan.After all the food came up, he said, "Let's eat slowly, uncle wants to talk to you about something."

Shao Gan was not very hungry because he was a little afraid that something might happen to He Dong, and he didn't have any appetite. However, under the watchful eyes of He Weiye, he quietly drank a few mouthfuls of noodle soup and ate two chopsticks.Then he raised his head and asked, "I just wanted to call you. I heard from a classmate in He Dong's class that he didn't come to report at the beginning of school. Did something happen?"

He Weiye lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. When the smoke ring floated up, it got into his eyes, and the eye sockets were wet in an instant.He squinted his eyes to signal Shao Gan to continue eating, and he ate a mouthful of cold dishes with beer, "He Dong has been less sensible than you since he was a child, and his family has to worry about everything."

Shao Gan didn't answer the words in a sensible manner, and waited for He Weiye to speak for himself.

He Weiye ate a few mouthfuls of cold dishes, and then said another sentence, "Last semester, during the freshman year of high school, did you notice anything unusual about He Dong?"

"Ah." Shao Qian lowered his head and looked at the bowl in front of him, "I often go to his class to borrow the notes of the girl next to him. There are a few excellent teachers in his class. He Dong is very good at playing. The relationship with classmates is also good. Better than me. Later, it seems that I skipped classes a few times, and I don’t know what happened to the specifics.”

"He likes someone, you know?"

Shao Gan dodged his eyes for a moment, gritted his teeth and shook his head, "I don't know, are they in their class?"

"No." He Weiye flicked the cigarette ash quietly, squinted his eyes and looked at Shao Gan's back, and said after a while: "I know, if you know what's wrong with him, you will definitely tell me and you, Aunt Wang. Uncle I came here this time for no other purpose, just to invite you home, to my uncle, and have a good chat with He Dong."

Shao Gan nodded, kept his head down with some guilty conscience, and ate after a while.I heard He Weiye say slowly in my ears: "Your Aunt Wang and I have never expected much from He Dong. I only hope that he will grow up healthy and healthy, find a job in a serious manner, and know how to behave. That's enough. It's just about being human... We don't want him to go astray. You go back and have a good chat with him. He may still be willing to listen to you. You grew up together. If there is anything he doesn't want to tell Aunt Wang and I will also be willing to talk to you."

Shao Gan asked: "He Dong?"

"You did something that no one else would allow, you persuaded him. This is to be convicted of hooliganism."

Shao Qian suddenly remembered that Zhang Xing, the singer who made friends with several young girls by teaching them how to play guitar and sing the year before, was also sentenced to jail.The reason is nothing more than moral corruption, allowing young women to become pregnant without marrying them.Then he and Mo Tong...

On the way back, the two of them didn't talk all the time, Shao Gan was guilty, and He Weiye was immersed in his own emotions and couldn't extricate himself.Just such a son, if he said that he turned bad, he turned bad.He poured all the emotions that could not be poured into another person on He Dong, and He Dong was almost his spiritual support.From the birth of the child to being able to kick and punch in his arms, watching outfield movies on his neck, walking, and carrying a schoolbag to primary school... So many years have passed, and so many years have passed, How can it be said that if it becomes bad, it will become bad?

Shao Gan stayed at the construction site throughout the summer vacation, so naturally there were many things he didn't know.

He Weiye went to find Zhang Qile, and asked him out directly in the training class.He didn't do anything, after all, He Weiye was the head of a township, and he maintained the demeanor he should have.He Weiye asked when and how they were together, but Zhang Qile didn't hold back, telling him that the two met in the park, and nothing else.He Weiye asked Zhang Qile to leave, but the attitude of the other party was very clear, if He Dong was willing to leave, he would definitely not stay.But he won't take the initiative to say that sentence.

He Weiye got up angrily and wanted to leave, Zhang Qile raised his head and said, "Uncle, don't forget to pay the bill, I didn't bring any money."

After He Weiye left, Zhang Qile quietly ate all the good dishes he ordered.When I left the restaurant, my stomach was slightly protruding, and I wished I could get out by leaning on the wall.He could have packed the things back for He Dong's dinner, but he was about to leave, so why feed him?If you get fat, it's not your own anymore.

Shortly after that, Ho Tung disappeared from him.It disappeared completely.Zhang Qile packed He Dong's used things and stuffed them in a corner of the cabinet, and began to live quietly by himself again.Because you know the ending, it's not too hard to accept it.It's just that he would wake up suddenly at night and subconsciously touch his side, feeling empty.

He didn't care whether He Dong chose to leave by himself, or was captured by He Weiye.In fact, they have always been two individuals.Leaving that bed, there are two separate entities.Who can hold back who?It just adds to the troubles.

Zhang Qile's guess was right, He Dong was indeed captured by He Weiye.Have you ever seen father and son fight?They are a fight to win or lose.He Dong was hit on the head with a stick by He Weiye after several times of dodging, he was tied up hand and foot in a daze, dragged into the car and taken home, after that he was put in confinement.

It wasn't that He Weiye didn't let him come when school started, it was that He Dong himself didn't want to come to school at all.He was not very interested in learning, and he was even less interested in being the bottom No.1 of the great bottom.It was just right that he didn't come, and He Weiye didn't think that his son could become a talent through studying.It was originally planned to let him study a junior college with bad grades, but now it seems that it is not necessary at all, but let him learn bad things in society.

But shutting it down all the time is not an option. He Dong is not afraid of being locked up. He eats, sleeps and eats every day, and sings at the top of his voice when he is bored.He Weiye felt that he couldn't afford to lose this person, but there was nothing he could do.He just hoped that He Dong could listen to Shao Gan's words, even if he just listened to a sentence or two, it would be enough.

It wasn't until he entered the courtyard of He Weiye's community that Shao Gan realized that something was wrong.The people who greeted them very warmly before saw them smiling in a non-embarrassing way, as if they wanted to say something but felt that everything was wrong.Shao Gan didn't know that He Dong was sleeping during the day and singing at night, singing so that all the neighbors were smoking, and there was nothing he could do.But everyone knew very well that the kid in He Weiye's family probably had something wrong with his brain.But no matter how bad his son was, I was the head of the village after all, so I didn't dare to ask after guessing, but I was very conflicted in my heart, and it showed on my face when I met him.

He Weiye must have gotten used to it, he just nodded with his eyes down and continued walking home.When Shao Gan followed He Weiye into the house and saw He Weiye opened the door of another room with the key, he suddenly felt that something was wrong.

Shao Gan poked his head in, aiming at the person who was lying on the bed in briefs and sleeping soundly.The hair was already a little long, but it was not cut, and it was messy on the top of the head.Shao Gan didn't go inside, but turned to look at He Weiye, "He Dong is sick?"

"Heh." He Weiye made a voice in his throat, waved his hands and said, "You guys chat, talk about whatever you want. I have to go to work, um, I have to go to work."

When He Weiye left, he deliberately threw the key of the room on the coffee table in the living room, and the metal collided with the glass, making a harsh sound.Whatever, whatever.He Weiye felt that if He Dong wanted to get out of this room, he could do whatever he wanted.As long as this person is dead, it is better than rotting in this room every day like rotten meat.When Wang Guizhi came back, he said that He Dong sneaked away.He just pretended that he didn't have this son, and that he died when he was a child.

He Dong seemed to be unaffected by the outside sound at all, he just stretched out his hand to scratch his thigh and continued to sleep.Shao Gan stood at the door and watched He Weiye go out, and then looked at He Dong for a while, instead of disturbing He Dong's sleep, he looked around He Dong's room first.

It's not as tidy as it was when he came here, and now it looks like a pigsty. It seems that the owner of the room can dig out a place to sleep in a pile of garbage.On the desk next to the bed were two textbooks that had been torn apart at will. On one side were folded airplanes and a few balls of paper that looked like nothing but were balled up again.

Shao Gan didn't know how to start the opening speech with He Dong. After only one summer vacation, he felt a lot of strangeness.Shao Gan approached a little closer, looked at He Dong's face that seemed to be a bit fat, chose to pick up the pillow beside him, and slammed it on his head.

He Dong jumped up with his eyes closed, and shouted, "Fuck! What else do you want!"

Shao Qian looked up at He Dong, whose muscles were bulging on the bed, threw the pillow in his hand on him, looked around himself, threw the clothes on the stool beside him on the bed and sat down, continuing to look at the things on the table.He Dong scratched his head boredly, yawned and sat back on the bed, muttering, "Why are you here? My dad asked you to come? Fuck!"

"I went to send notes to Bai Caiying. She said that you haven't been to school for a week. I'll come back and take a look."

"Oh, who are you kidding? It's only Thursday."

"Isn't this dizzy?"

"Hi." He Dong scratched his head, his head was itchy, it was time to take a shower.He thought about those two in Smelly's family, but in the end he still suffers by himself, smoking his own body every day.

"If it's the weekend, my mother must be sitting by my bed and crying. She's not at home, she must be at work. This is the fourth day that I haven't cried in my ear. Quiet!"

Shao Gan smiled, "What's the matter?"

"Didn't my own father tell you?"

Shao Qian didn't know how to answer, so he had to say: "You and him haven't seen each other for a summer vacation, haven't you? Why is Uncle He still locking you up?"

He Dong looked at him in surprise, seeing him rubbing his hands with his head down, he couldn't help but feel a little funny in his heart.It seems that his father didn't tell him about himself and Zhang Qile.Does this silly boy in front of him still think that he is messing with Mo Tong?

He Dong lay back on his back, "Yeah, I haven't seen him in a summer vacation, and I still miss him." He smiled to himself, "What's the matter, are you two still stiff?"

Shao Gan frowned, "He Dong, why do you like men?"

He Dong was surprised to look at the man who raised his head suddenly, with some angry eyes in his eyes, and he was taken aback for a moment before saying, "It's a genetic problem for me."

Seeing that his eyes were even more confused, he waved his hand and said, "You don't understand even if you tell me."

He Dong blinked and looked out the window, he hadn't walked out of this door for a long time.Ever since Wang Guizhi found out about those things, he took him very seriously.I finished the meal in the morning and put it in, locked the door and went out.If you can't come back from work at noon, you can put the prepared meal in it.Literally a prison.

It's not that he can't run out, if he wants to, he can succeed in any number of ways.He Dong has a lot of ways to deal with his mother.He was just too lazy to speak, too lazy to agree to Wang Guizhi's words that he would no longer like men in the future, and he was too lazy to talk to her too much.He was afraid that if he couldn't help poking that layer of cellophane, his mother would live in pain from now on.At least the couple seems to be pretty good now.

"Do you think it's disgusting to like a man?" He Dong asked, looking out the window with some confusion in his eyes.

Shao Gan couldn't tell his own feelings, it seemed that what happened to He Dong was too far away, so far away that he couldn't bring it into his thinking.But this matter disturbed Mo Tong, but it couldn't make people so calm.

Disgusting?That depends on whom.He couldn't get disgusted with He Dong and Mo Tong, and he couldn't bear to disgust them.One is my best friend, and the other is... also a good friend.