the moon in the attic

Although Yan Wei was always absent from school, but because he started school early and skipped a few grades, he did not go to university later than Lin Yang.

The two entered the same year, a school, different majors.

Yan Wei studied computer and Lin Yang studied medicine.

They rented a house two kilometers away from the school, a small two-bedroom, and one bedroom was converted into a study, where professional books for the two of them were piled up.

Yan Wei applied for early graduation, the course schedule is very tight, and Lin Yang also has a lot of professional courses, so he feels unhappy that he can't stay close to Yan Wei.

They are busy with each other during the day, and at night they just sit on the sofa in the living room and watch movies and TV series.

Yan Wei's favorite movie genre is horror movies, followed by comedies. He doesn't get scared when watching horror movies, but he always laughs uncontrollably when watching comedies.

Wearing Lin Yang's T-shirt, he leaned crookedly on his shoulder, pointed at the famous comedian in the projection and said, "He was on a variety show last time."

Lin Yang hugged his waist, and stuffed a sour orange into his mouth, "Look at yours."

In recent years, comedy movies seem to always like to be linked with feelings and righteousness, but almost all comedy movies with deep meaning will eventually involve death.

Yan Wei frowned, "Why is it so complicated?"

Lin Yang agreed, "Yes."

Then he followed suit and asked him, "Why don't you stop watching it?"

Yan Wei was diagnosed with low myopia in his third year of high school. He was equipped with a pair of thin-rim myopia glasses with 50 degrees for his left eye and 100 degrees for his right eye. In the past two years, his degree has not increased, and his glasses have not been changed.

Wearing school uniforms and glasses in high school always gave people a sense of elegance, but changing the school uniforms now makes people feel sexy.

Lin Yang took off Yan Wei's silver-rimmed mirror on the bridge of his nose, pushed him down on the sofa, and kissed him tenderly.

Yan Wei is very thin and usually eats well, but he has not gained much weight because of illness.

Lin Yang was afraid that he would be too heavy on Yan Wei, so he hugged him and turned around, letting Yan Wei lie on top of him.

The movie was playing the ending song, Yan Wei turned his head to watch the tidbits of the movie.

He suddenly said softly: "It would be great if many things can also be rehearsed."

Lin Yang: "Huh?"

"Delete the ones you don't like," Yan Wei said, "keep only the good ones."

Lin Yang watched the same hilarious tidbits with him, and asked him, "Why do you say that?"

Yan Wei took the remote control on the coffee table and turned off the projection. The room became dark. He lay on Lin Yang's body and asked softly, "What ending do you arrange for us?"

Lin Yang said: "We will not end, so there is no end."

Yan Wei just laughed at him: "Stupid words."

He said: "I won't live long, you live a long life."

Lin Yang stopped talking, and leaned over to kiss Yan Wei again.

Yan Wei put her hand on Lin Yang's chest, feeling his steady and strong heartbeat.

Lin Yang grabbed Yan Wei's wrist, put his ring finger on his beating pulse, and said to him, "Your heart rate is a little fast, calm down."

Others use the number of times the heart beats per minute to measure heartbeat and love, while Lin Yang judges Yan Wei's health by heart rate.

Yan Wei said dissatisfied: "Lin Yang, why don't you have any romantic cells."

Lin Yang just laughed, the vibration in his chest made Yan Weiyi tremble.

The room was dimly lit, Yan Wei touched the glasses and put them on again, it seemed that this way he could see Lin Yang more clearly and remember Lin Yang's appearance more deeply.

It's best to go deep into the soul, not like the little wooden figure Lin Yang sent, with rough workmanship and fuzzy facial features.

The little wooden figure carved Yan Wei, but Lin Yang's name was stamped on it. Lin Yang said, "Carve me on your body, and you will take me with you wherever you go."

Yan Wei asked Lin Yang: "Lin Yang, what do you like about me?"

Lin Yang corrected him: "Yan Wei, it's not that I like you, I love you."

"Well," Yan Wei asked again, "Lin Yang, why do you love Yan Wei?"

Lin Yang said: "I have suffered a lot, but when I saw Yan Wei, I felt that those hardships were not in vain."

He said, "I think I probably came to meet you."

Yan Wei started laughing again, and he said: "Then you are at a loss, after suffering so much, you only meet a person who is going to die at some point."

"Enough," Lin Yang said, "I don't have a good impression of this world, but after meeting you, I started to like it."

Yan Wei repeated what he said just now: "It would be great if I could rehearse."

"I don't want to die," he said.

"Then hold on," Lin Yang said, "The project my mentor is working on may make progress in the future."

Yan Wei smiled and said he was stupid: "Then I will at least live for a few more decades."

Lin Yang said, "Yan Wei, please."

Yan Wei said, "I'll try my best."

As he spoke, he raised his hand to gently touch Lin Yang's face, stroking his eyebrows, nose bridge, lips, and chin. He didn't know how many times he was sure that he had clearly remembered Lin Yang's appearance before removing his hand.

The two overlapped and hugged each other, Lin Yang took Yan Wei's hand and pressed it between his crotch, and said vulgar love words to Yan Wei, "When I saw you, I wanted to sleep with you, for the rest of my life."

Yan Wei said: "Where did we come from for a lifetime?"

"From the time you fell in love with me," Lin Yang said, "to the time you die, it's a lifetime."

"No prospect," Yan Wei said, "Is that enough?"

"I'm content," Lin Yang said, "No one has ever loved me like this before."

Yan Wei asked him again, "What will you do if I die?"

Lin Yang didn't speak again, Yan Wei urged him, but he could only say ambiguously, "I don't know, let's talk about it later."

Yan Wei refused and asked Lin Yang to promise to live well.

Lin Yang kissed him and said to him: "I can only guarantee that I will love you for as long as I live."