the moon in the attic

Because of the bowl Yan Yang handed over, Han Yu was happy all night.

He still didn't talk much, but the table was full of chatter, and if he wanted to ask any questions, someone would start, so he just listened.

Yan Yang is also in a better mood today. After two nights of precipitation, he has figured out everything that should be figured out. He almost asks and answers, and occasionally takes the initiative to say a few words to Han Yu. He is not like Xing Yihua on his wedding day, deliberately ignoring him. .

Everyone at the table was thinking about Yan Yang's broken stomach, and no one let him drink. He happily drank two bowls of millet porridge and replaced wine with tea all night. Son.

Yan Yang saw him pouring one cup after another into his stomach, and held back everything he wanted to say.

Halfway through the dinner, Han Yu was already drunk, his eyes were burning, and he could see Yan Yang through the table.

Yan Yang was not at ease when he saw him, so he used the excuse of going to the toilet and quietly went out with a cigarette case.

He didn't come back often in the past few years, and it was rare for him to get together with a few friends like today. In a trance, he suddenly realized that these years were really fucked up.

The last time he was evaluated like this was when he just transferred to another school.

Yan Yang laughed at himself, took the cigarette case and went outside, picked an empty tree, and lit a cigarette.

There is no wind today, and it is hot at night so people can sweat all over. Yan Yang stared at the flickering sparks between his fingers, and looked down at the stone brick ground arched by tree roots.

"When did you develop this problem?"

Yan Yang looked up and met Ji Hao who was coming out.

He took two more puffs and put the cigarette out in the trash can, "I don't remember."

Ji Hao came over and stood side by side with him under the tree, "Can't you stay in the house anymore?"

"No," Yan Yang smiled, "It's because of a cigarette addiction."

Ji Hao didn't know whether he believed it or not, so he didn't ask again, and after a while he smiled and said, "It's hard to die tonight."

Yan Yang pursed his lips and asked Ji Hao, "When did you all know?"

Ji Hao glanced at him, "You two are quite obvious, I knew it from the beginning."

Yan Yang was taken aback for a moment, and stopped talking.

The place where the two stood was not very bright, Ji Hao's fair complexion made him look a little sick.

Yan Yang couldn't help but squeezed his hand, and felt relieved when he saw that he wasn't sweating or cold.

Knowing what he meant, Ji Hao took the initiative to say, "Don't worry, I'm still early."

Yan Yang choked, wanted to say something to him but didn't know how to say it, so he changed the subject, "You and Pu Tao, what's the matter with you two?"

Yan Yang would never believe that Ji Hao had no intentions.

The few people had dinner together that year, Putao talked about being excited, but Ji Hao turned his eyes off with a glance. He has known Ji Hao for so long, and he has never seen him show his emotions to anyone.

Speaking of PuTao, ​​Ji Hao lowered his eyes and admitted generously, "I like it."

"Of course I know you like it very much," Yan Yang asked, "Then what's the situation with you two now?"

Ji Hao looked into the distance, and said after a while, "Why am I delaying others."

Yan Yang felt pain in his heart, and didn't ask anything after all.

They are no longer seventeen or eighteen years old, and they are all rushing to the three-digit prefix. Their moods are very different, and the things to consider are also different from before.

Ji Hao has such a good temper, such a good person, and with such a shabby body, everyone who sees it will say it's a pity, but it's just a grape that bumps up like a fool.

At that time, a group of rebellious teenagers talked about love secretively and eager to try it. At this age, when encountering a word of love in everything, no one dared to move.

Yan Yang sighed, took Ji Hao's hand and walked in, "Go in."

The box door was not closed tightly, and the matter between him and Han Yu was also being discussed in the room. Han Yu was drunk, asking questions and answering them.

Gao Chen said, "Brother Yu, take your time."

Han Yu said drunkenly, "I really can't wait."

Hearing what he said, Yan Yang froze when he pushed the door.

Ji Hao put his hand on the back of Yan Yang's hand, and they heard Han Yu say, "I've been with him for less than a year, but it's like I've spent my whole life with him, no one has ever liked me like that, and neither have I. Who have you liked?"

The two pushed open the door, facing the awkward eyes of the previous room who were at a loss.

Yan Yang was the calmest one. He walked directly to Ji Hao's seat and sat down next to Han Yu, "Hao Hao, change your seat."

Ji Hao nodded and sat at Yan Yang's original place.

Han Yu's drunken eyes were dim, and he looked at Yan Yang flattered, as if he was afraid of scaring people away, he called him in a low voice, "baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

"Well," Yan Yang responded blankly, and took the cup away from him, "Drink less, how drunk you are."

Han Yu changed back to Brother Han Han who was very talkative when he was drunk. He held Yan Yang's hand and asked in front of the table, "I know I was wrong, can you stop being angry?"

Yan Yang paused for pouring water for him, then withdrew his hand, and deliberately made a joke, "Who, poured you Brother Yu like this."

No one spoke, Yan Yang closed his eyes severely, poured a glass of water for Han Yu, and handed it to him, "Drink it."

Han Yu took the cup, drank it all in one gulp, coughed a few times, and then stared at Yan Yang intently.

He stared at Yan Yang's withdrawn hand, and asked Yan Yang cautiously, "I didn't do well, but I have changed everything now, can I have another chance?"

"I'm rich now," he babbled, "I'm not afraid of anything anymore, so don't leave."

He was obviously drunk, and he would just repeat upside down, "Baabaa, why don't you go?"

Yan Yangzhi's eyes were sore when he heard that, he pulled Han Yu to stand up, "I'll take him back first, who knows where he lives?"

Gao Chen immediately gave a location, Yan Yang turned his head and asked Han Yu, "Are you driving?"

Han Yu stared at him for a long time, then nodded slowly.

Yan Yang had no choice but to ask for help, "Do you know where his car is parked?"

Xing Yihua simply stood up, "You can't get him by yourself, eat everything, let's go together."

Yan Yang nodded and called Xing Yihua to help, and the two of them went downstairs with half support and half hugging Han Yu.

Gao Chen took Han Yu's car keys from the table, pressed several times in the parking lot to find his car, and several people dragged and dragged him into the car.

Yan Yang closed the car door, glanced around, and couldn't help laughing.

When he smiled, everyone else laughed too. Fan Qing said, "Master, we all know what Brother Yu is thinking, and we can see what you think, isn't it?"

Gao Chen continued, "As an adult, can't we still solve the things we did when we were young? It's not easy for the two of you to get together. If you still like it, don't worry about it."

He said Yan Yang's heart, Yan Yang lowered his head and sighed, then looked back at Han Yu through the car glass, "I can't explain the matter between the two of us, let us solve it ourselves."

Xing Yihua seemed to want to say something, but in the end he just patted Yan Yang on the shoulder, "Let's go."

Yan Yang turned on the navigation according to the location given by Gao Chen. He expected to walk for 10 minutes. He greeted Han Yu, "Fasten your seat belt."

Han Yu was in a daze for a long time, he only knew to stare at him.

Yan Yang had no choice but to go over to fasten his seat belt. Han Yu said in a daze, "You changed the shower gel."

Yan Yang felt a pain in his heart, and pushed his forehead to make him turn around, "You're the one who talks too much."

Han Yu did talk a lot, and he was almost the one talking all the way.

He leaned on the co-pilot, turned his head to Yan Yang, and said to him, "Can I tell you about me?"

Yan Yang was looking at the lamp, but Han Yu asked again, "Is it okay?"

Yan Yang nodded, "OK"

So Han Yu began to talk about the years without Yan Yang.

"After selling the house that year, I took my grandma to find Cheng Zhuo. Cheng Zhuo rented a house for us, hired grandma a part-time cook, and let me work in his company."

Speaking of grandma, Yan Yang asked, "How is grandma?"

Han Yu nodded after a while, "Okay, I was ill for the past two years, and I'm fine now."

Yan Yang nodded, motioning for him to continue.

So Han Yu continued, "I stayed in Cheng Zhuo's company for a year. I concentrated on working in the first half of the year and returned all the money I earned to him. In the second half of the year, I saved a little money and paid the tuition after deducting the rent. I came back and transferred to another school, and finished my third year of high school with Cheng Zhuo."

He paused at this point, looked at Yan Yang and said, "I didn't tell anyone when I came back that year, I was afraid that I couldn't help looking for you."

Yan Yang said mercilessly, "I'm not here when you look for me, I'm in college."

Han Yu nodded, "I know."

He said, "I finished my college entrance examination, so I didn't go to Cheng Zhuo's company anymore. Although his company is good, but I want to earn more money, so I went to deliver food."

Yan Yang's heart tightened, and he asked softly, "Do you earn a lot delivering food?"

"A lot," Han Yu nodded contentedly like a child, and said with some pride, "I am the one who earns the most among those who joined the job, and they don't run away at night."

Yan Yang slowed down, "You also deliver food at night?"

"Well, send it to four o'clock in the morning, go back to sleep, and continue at seven o'clock the next day," Han Yu smiled as he spoke, and he stretched out his arm to shake Yan Yang, "I was so tanned at that time. blacken."

Yan Yang couldn't laugh, so he nodded to show that he heard it.

"Later, I went to college. Because it was far away from where I lived, I hired a nanny for my grandma, but the nanny I hired in the first year was not good. Once my grandma fell off the bed, she still kept it from me."

"I simply took another year off from school, took care of my grandma at home for the first half of the year, did odd jobs, and went to work on the construction site for the second half of the year."

"At that time, I rented a bungalow, and the environment was okay. It cost 120 yuan a month. I lived there for half a year. After saving enough money, I went back to school."

"When I was in my junior year, I set up a project myself, and Cheng Zhuo helped me get investment. From then on, I really started to make money."

"I was very lucky. I didn't lose money. After graduation, I used the money to open a small studio. Later, I got this company and bought a house."

When Han Yu said this, he stopped, and it happened that Yan Yang drove the car into the community, and he pointed out the location of the parking lot to Yan Yang.

Yan Yang parked the car, and Han Yu asked, "Is there anything else you want to ask me?"

Yan Yang was silent for a long time, and said, "No more, what about you, is there anything else you want to say?"

Han Yu nodded, "I have."

There are not many residents in the community, and the parking lot is very empty. Yan Yang turned off the ignition, and the two sat silently in the dark car.

Han Yu said, "I want to tell you that I am different from before. I can talk a lot at once, so you don't need to ask questions again."

Yan Yang nodded, and asked softly, "Is there anything else?"

Han Yu said, "There are more."

Yan Yang turned his head to look at him, and Han Yu leaned on the car seat with his eyes closed.

He said, "Baa baa, I'm in so much pain."