the moon in the attic

Yan Haichuan and Chen Ru didn't live together, Yan Yang didn't live with anyone, and moved to the school with his luggage.

Everywhere in the new school is good, the only downside is that there are too few supermarkets and too many people, and you can never buy water with ice.

After Yan Yang entered school, there was a rumor in the grade that "there is a handsome transfer student in the first class". Later, those who tried to make friends with Yan Yang, and those who tried to make boyfriend and girlfriend with Yan Yang, all failed, and the grade began to spread rumors that " That transfer student has a bad temper."

They said this in private, Yan Yang knew it and didn't care, he thought, he is just a fucker, it's better for everyone to stay away from him.

The new school has more frequent exams, monthly exams, weekly exams, in-class exams, single-subject exams, and when you touch the table with your hand, there is a stack of half-inch-thick test papers.

Yan Yang took the exams from summer to winter, and passed the end of the term. Everyone said, "Why is this fucking transfer student's grades so bad?"

In just half a year, Yan Yang has collected all kinds of nicknames and achievements that he has never heard of before.

On the day of the winter vacation, the class representative handed over the test papers to him, and casually said, "Yang Yang, see you at the beginning of school."

Yan Yang was stunned for a moment, this is not a nickname, only Ji Hao ever called him that.

He thought he had no feelings for the No. [-] Middle School, but when he came here, he realized that what he missed the most was the sweet and sour side dishes in the school, the stairwell full of beams of light, and those people who couldn't get along day and night.

He made himself completely different from before, thinking that he had completed the disguise, but a sentence of "Yang Yang" could bring him back to the past.

That night, Yan Yang made an unprecedented call to Gao Chen.

Gao Chen didn't join the rocket class, but even the experimental class was enough to make people collapse. When he received Yan Yang's call, he was staying up late to practice listening, and for a while, even Yan Yang's indifferent voice was pleasant to hear.

"Ji Hao took a week off a while ago," Gao Chen reported to him in detail, "he must be tired and sick."

After he finished speaking, he asked Yan Yang, "Can you keep up over there? I heard that is quite abnormal."

Yan Yang glanced down at the report card, "I can keep up."

He talked less and Gao Chen talked more, "Pupao has been chasing Ji Hao crazily during this time, and she almost went to the gate of our school to pull up a banner."

As he spoke, he began to feel aggrieved again, "She is so careless, and she was the first in the last entrance exam. You say it's annoying or not."

Yan Yang said to save face, "It's annoying."

"Are you on winter vacation?" Gao Chen asked, "Did you come back for Chinese New Year this year or are you staying there?"

Yan Yang said, "I don't know."

Gao Chen also bluntly expressed that he would be lonely if he couldn't see Yan Yang. After talking for a long time, he remembered something again, "Da Hua and Xiao Qing'er are having a quarrel again..."

Before he could finish his sentence, he shut himself up.

It was Yan Yang who took up his words and made a joke, "They both broke up 10086 times."

Gao Chen was silent for a while, then asked Yan Yang, "What should I do with that box?"

Gao Chen didn't speak in detail, Yan Yang knew what he was talking about. At that time, he carried his suitcase and lived in Han Yu's house regardless, and rolled out with his suitcase.

He said, "Didn't I tell you to throw it away?"

"I didn't throw it away," Gao Chen said, "in case you regret it someday."

Yan Yang was stunned for a while before saying, "Then you can find time to send me home, Aunt Zhang goes there every week."

After hanging up the phone, Yan Yang took out the paper from his school bag and stared at it for a long time without writing a single word.

He misses Ji Hao, Gao Chen, Xing Yihua, and everyone else, going around, but he doesn't admit that he really thinks about someone else.

Facing a blank paper, he remembered that when Han Yu's grades were not very good, in order to let him give a lecture, he said stickily to him, "Please, baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

When queuing in the cafeteria, I often fantasized that a person would brave the heavy rain and buy him a bottle of cold water with ice particles from the small shop in the laboratory building.

Yan Yang wanted to inquire about Han Yu many times, but only when he picked up his phone did he realize that the phone number had changed on the first day here.

He has called, and there may only be an unfamiliar "Hello".

In the past six months, Yan Haichuan and Chen Jingru watched him like a prisoner, and they didn't seem to be busy with work at all. The two had been in contact with each other a lot, and they seemed to be getting back together.

Yan Haichuan actually asked Yan Yang once in a circumstantial manner, what would Yan Yang think if he and Chen Jingru got back together.

Yan Yang said, "Congratulations."

He didn't know what to say other than congratulations.

Everything was as expected by the two of them, and they were slowly getting on the right track. Yan Yang stayed in this city that everyone was familiar with except him.

The paper turned a few pages, summer overwhelmed winter and spring, and he finished the most critical third year of high school here.

When filling out the volunteer application, I chose civil engineering, which I didn't like so much, but it was very easy to find a job. The university went to a place far away from the two cities where he lived.

He thought about finding a place that no one knew to start over, but as soon as the idea appeared, he didn't know what to do next.

He thought that he didn't think about Han Yu every day.

He felt that he was very promising, but whenever someone chased him, all he could think of was Han Yu asking shyly and nervously, "Then how should I chase you?"

He said to Han Yu, "If you chase me, you have to buy me ice water, take me home, cook for me when you can't eat well, and accompany me for insomnia when you can't sleep. Stay with me."

But these conditions, he only told Han Yu.

Someone asked him, "Yan Yang, why did you agree after chasing you?"

Yan Yang just smiled and said, "Sorry, I have someone I like."

He never fell in love again, and this set of rhetoric was used by him until he graduated. No one has ever seen the person that the top student in the Department of Civil Engineering likes, and no one knows why such a person who is afraid of heat chose this major.

Yan Yang also doesn't like his major very much, but he has experienced unrealistic hardships, and whatever he does, he always thinks that it is realistic and feasible.

In his third year of internship, he was mixing cement on the construction site. He stood in the sun for more than half an hour before he suffered from heat stroke and was sent to the hospital.

Yan Haichuan and Chen Jingru have already reunited, so they took time to visit him, Yan Yang was lying in the air-conditioned room, thinking to himself, I am a complete idiot.

But for some reason, he closed his eyes, and it was Han Yu's attic that didn't even have a fan.

The 17-year-old Han Yu sat beside him, and asked stiffly and apologetically, "Baa baa, are you hot?"

Yan Yang said, "It's not hot."

Han Yu fanned him with a notebook, one for a whole summer.

After Yan Haichuan and Chen Jingru left, Yan Yang started his internship again, taking classes, looking for a job, and was as busy as a spinning top. In his first year of employment, he learned to smoke.

The taste of nicotine is not very good, but on the wine table, tobacco and alcohol always give people a misty sense of security.

Whenever Yan Haichuan and Chen Jingru called him home, Yan Yang always said, "Let's see, I'm busy recently."

He stepped into his parents' previous life, and his emotions and rhythms were switched with them. He didn't know when he was no longer the person who ran into the house excitedly when he saw Chen Jingru's car parked in the yard.

Now, even if Yan Haichuan misses the appointment, he will not be so angry that he rides his bicycle around outside in heavy rain, and even if he does get caught in the rain, no one will pick him up and cook him a bowl of hidden poached eggs It's hot.

In the third year of working, grandma was seriously ill.

He was kneeling in front of the hospital bed, and his grandma asked him, "Why have you been so tense with the family these past few years?"

"No trouble," Yan Yang said, "I'm busy, I have to travel all the time."

The old lady took Yan Yang's hand and spoke very slowly, "I can see that you are unhappy, what's going on?"

Yan Yang said, "I did something that everyone thought was wrong."

Grandma was struggling to speak, she asked Yan Yang, "Are you sorry for others?"

Yan Yang's eyes turned hot, "No."

Grandma smiled and raised her hand to touch his face, "That's wrong, Grandma wants to see you smile."

Now he can be regarded as an adult who can stand alone in all aspects, and he is no longer the child in the adults' mouth, but the words of grandma made him extremely wronged.

He thought, I just liked someone, who am I sorry for?

He was forced by time to move forward, make the choice that everyone thinks is right, choose a major for employment, choose a high-ranking school, and enter a company that everyone thinks is good.

But no matter how hard he walked, no one would call him "baa baa" again.