the moon in the attic

Han Zhiyong is like a time bomb with legs, buried in any corner of Han Yu's life, and it will explode again at some point.

The news of his return was not hidden from grandma, nor was the fact that Han Yu went crazy downstairs and almost beat Han Zhiyong. Li Dai and the old lady have been watching him very closely for the past two days.

Yan Yang is also having a bad time. Chen Jingru is sick, and she doesn't speak except crying every day. Yan Haichuan has already started to transfer schools.

Obviously it was just two people talking about a relationship that was not approved by their parents, but suddenly it seemed that the whole world stopped working, and there were rusty gears everywhere, stuck and awkward.

On the fifth day after Yan Yang was taken away by his parents, Han Yu met Yan Haichuan.

Han Yu silently followed Yan Haichuan out of the barbecue shop. Yan Haichuan found a quiet drink shop and looked at Han Yu under the dim light.

Han Yu didn't say a word and let him watch.

"I'm going to transfer Yan Yang to another school." Yan Haichuan said.

Han Yu lowered his eyes, nodded for a while, and did not express his opinion.

"He turned away, what do you do?" Yan Haichuan asked.

Han Yu's eyes were unfocused, and he asked after a while, "What do you want to hear from me?"

Yan Haichuan has met many people and knows how to deal with people, but at this moment, looking at his son's boyfriend sitting across from him, he doesn't know how to speak.

Yan Haichuan didn't know how to treat Han Yu. He wanted to lose his temper, but felt that it was not easy for Han Yu. He had mixed feelings in his heart, and finally decided to be gentler.

He called the waiter, ordered a glass of warm water for Han Yu, and pushed it over, "Drink some water, your voice is hoarse."

Han Yu looked down at the still swaying glass of water, and asked softly, "Is he alright?"

"Not good," Yan Haichuan said, "he is not good, and neither is his mother."

"Yan Yang should have told you that his mother and I are divorced," Yan Haichuan said, "We are now partners, and the company's affairs have been put down at the moment, and the whole family is devastated because of you."

Although he thought he couldn't lose his temper, he still inevitably complained when he talked about it later.

Han Yu whispered, "Sorry."

If the other party had a personality like Yan Yang, Yan Haichuan would be more resourceful, but he was obviously different from Yan Yang. Yan Haichuan felt guilty for a moment when he heard him say "sorry".

"Han Yu," Yan Haichuan said, "may I ask a question?"

Han Yu nodded.

Yan Haichuan asked, "How much do you like Yan Yang?"

Han Yu didn't know why Yan Haichuan asked such a question, even Yan Haichuan himself didn't know why he asked this question. Before Yan Haichuan asked this question, Han Yu never thought about this question.

How much does he like Yan Yang?

When Han Yu thought about this question, the first thing that came to his mind was Yan Yang asking him in the dark corridor in the spring breeze, "Han Yu, why didn't you chase me?" He said he didn't dare at the time.

He also thought of how before class was divided, he kissed Yan Yang in the stairwell where surveillance cameras were installed in the teaching building. He asked Yan Yang if he was afraid, and Yan Yang said no, so did he.

Han Yu thought, I like him that much.

That's all.

I like him so much that I dare not chase him, and I like him so much that I am not afraid of anything.

The two were silent for a while, and Han Yu asked Yan Haichuan, "What do you want to hear from me?"

This was the second time Han Yu asked this question tonight. He was like an obedient puppet, and also like an examinee who didn't know the answer, trying to give the answer adults wanted to hear, but in fact he was resisting every word.

Yan Haichuan looked at the child and said patiently, "Yan Yang has an older brother, has he told you about it?"

Han Yu said, "I said so."

"How did he tell you, can you tell me?" Yan Haichuan asked.

"Yan Yang is very dependent on him," Han Yu thought for a while, and said bluntly, "You and auntie don't seem to be at home often."

Yan Haichuan was silent for a while, and said to Han Yu, "I want to tell you a little more about his brother."

In the next half an hour or so, Yan Haichuan told Han Yu about Yan Yang, about Lin Yang, about how he and Chen Jingru separated in endless quarrels because they couldn't accept the death of one person.

At the end of the talk, Yan Haichuan said, "So no matter what, we cannot accept you being with Yan Yang."

Han Yu has been listening quietly, without interjecting, and waited for Yan Haichuan to finish speaking before saying, "That's why you asked me, how much do you like Yan Yang?"

Yan Haichuan acquiesced.

Han Yu raised his head and looked directly at Yan Haichuan, with a flat expression and his usual tone, "I like Yan Yang, if Yan Yang wants my life, I will let him take it."

Yan Haichuan's heart twitched fiercely, he took a sip of water from the cup beside him with trembling hands, his heart was surging, and he forced himself to calm down, "It's not enough for this."

Han Yu said, "So don't force him anymore."

Yan Haichuan asked, "Then can you separate from him?"

Han Yu was silent again, and Yan Haichuan said, "Yan Yang will transfer to us next semester, and after you have separated for a while, you will know that what you said today is still too childish."

He skillfully used the maturity and experience of an adult, and said to Han Yu, "You are still too young."

Because he was too young, his name was not justified, and he could only watch the adults push the root of all the bad things on them who were ignorant.

And they can't even say "no" confidently.

Yan Haichuan went directly to the barbecue restaurant to find him. After Han Yu returned, Li Dai kept him there.

Li Dai lit a cigarette and took a few puffs, and cursed before saying anything.

Han Yu looked at him calmly, Li Dai sighed, and stamped out the remaining half of the cigarette, "Someone saw a few people from Yu Huihui, probably her in-law's family."

Han Yu nodded, "Understood."

Han Yu has a skill that Li Dai admires very much, that is, no matter how big the incident is, it is impossible to see any expression on his face other than a deadpan expression.

It's a really good skill, but it can also be irritating at times,

Li Dai almost made him yell at the street, "I'm broken in love, it's not that I'm dead, take Hun'er away, there are so many things I haven't done yet."

It was rare for Han Yu to refute him, "I'm not broken in love."

Li Dai frowned fiercely at him, "What's more serious at this time."

So Han Yu didn't speak again.

Seeing him like this, Li Dai couldn't vent his anger, "They can't find Han Zhiyong, and they will definitely go to the house to make trouble. If there is any situation, just call me."

Han Yu nodded.

"The old lady will take me to my place these days," Li Dai asked, "Anyway, don't stay at home, it would be bad to go to the hospital at such an old age."

Han Yu nodded again.

Li Dai frowned, "Speak."

Han Yu said, "Thank you brother."

Li Dai sighed heavily, hesitated, and asked, "Just now...is it Yan Yang's father?"

Han Yu: "Yes."

"You two..." Li Dai asked, "Does his family disagree?"

"Well," Han Yu said, "very opposed."

Even when Han Yu said this, his expression was calm. Li Dai guessed what he meant, and asked softly, "What about you? What do you think?"

Han Yu pursed his lips, bowed his head and did not speak.

"I don't need to ask you." Li Dai glanced at him and lit another cigarette. "If you are really so obedient, you won't have to wait until someone comes to look for you."

Li Dai didn't know what to say, so he had to say bluntly, "Now your family is in chaos, and Yan Yang's side probably won't have a good time. There is nothing wrong with falling in love, but you shouldn't ignore everything, what do you think? "

Han Yu looked at him, his eyes moved, "Brother, tell me, what should I do?"

Li Dai has known Han Yu for so long, and has never heard him speak like this, let alone imagined that Han Yu asked this question.

Yeah, what should he do.

All these things are all on him. When others were 18 years old, they were still copying their homework in the classroom. At 18 years old, Han Yu has already understood how many years of things.

Finally, there is someone I like, and I want to be with him, but I have to worry about this and that, and I have to worry about whether it will drag others down.

Li Dai couldn't answer Han Yu's question.

He smoked quietly for a while, and after a while, he patted Han Yu on the shoulder, "Yu Yu, no one can make decisions for you when it comes to emotional matters."

Han Yu didn't say anything more, just nodded, "I see, thank you brother."

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the barbeque shop's bustling voices, and Li Dai only saw his thin back.

Yinghui Road is full of moonlight, but there are many places in this world where the moon does not shine.