dangerous road

The first thing I'm going to confess is that I like you.Maybe you will feel baffled by this.We rarely meet a few times a year, and we can't say a few words every time we meet. I don't know where this love comes from.But I just like you.

I am confessing to you, not confessing to you, because I never consider whether you accept it or not.I like you is none of your business, whether you accept it or not is none of my business, these are not within the scope of my consideration.i just like you.Why can't I like you?

If you ask me what I like about you, I guess I will complain for a long time.You look like a gentleman on the surface, but you are actually a fucking beast in clothes.You are stingy, moody, terribly arrogant, and the shady little corner of your heart is terribly dark.You still pretend to be extremely powerful, and you can't be open to one person, and I can't help laughing at your self-deception.But I just like places like you.You look cheap when you are arrogant, and evil when you look coquettish, but I just like it.

I know you like to play games and you always stay up late, don't care how I know, I just know anyway.I was anxious to get angry in a place far away from you, wishing to put you on the bed as soon as eleven o'clock every day, whether you sleep or not, if you don't sleep, I will beat you.But I obviously can't control you, so I gritted my teeth and started to stay up all night, and I didn't go to bed until a little bit.Of course I know that this is meaningless, and I have cast aside myself a hundred times in my heart.But I always want to do something.Why do I have to do meaningful things every day, idiots can't do it once.I can't close my eyes even if you are still suffering.

I know you hate yourself sometimes, because you're not really a good person, and you can be a bird person.In fact, everyone is like this. We ordinary people have no family background, no talent, and no connections. We can only cross the river step by step by feeling the stones. When we are tired, we have no right to blame others and can only hate ourselves.Sometimes I also hate myself, and feel that I am useless, that I can’t do this, that can’t do that, and the meaning of life is not as good as a pile of cow dung in the field.People's cow dung can also fertilize crops, but I can only eat and drink.I know that you will suffer from low self-esteem from time to time, doubt your ability, doubt your value, doubt your meaning around others, doubt this doubt and that doubt constantly.But I can tell you clearly that with me, you can set as high a price as you want for yourself, and you can set as much as you think you can be worth.You can go wild and ask for prices as long as you like.

Although these words are very nasty, I guess it will be rare to say them to anyone in my life, but your existence is indeed very important to me, so important that I find it incredible.Of course I know that you will get married in the future, you will always find someone to fall in love with vigorously or dizzily, and then live a long life.I'm going to get married in the future, even if I don't want to, my father won't let me.But no matter whether I will tie up or not in the future, I only like you now.I don't know how many years I can last.Anyway, while you are young, you can toss and toss first.I admit it.

You are a very proud person, and you stick to your pride very much.Although this pride makes me gnash my teeth, there is nothing I can do about it.In fact, I am also very proud. Really, people who don’t like me are definitely not a bird. Even if I am a close friend, I can directly refuse to do something if I don’t want to do it.I am not a polite person.Only your things, only your things, I can't refuse, and I desperately want to know everything about you.Even if it's a little bit bigger, I still care about it. If it's cold, it's hot, it's thirsty, it's hungry, I'm more worried than you.I also think it's cheap, with a hot face next to a cold ass, begging people to take a look at me, take a look at me, Nima is so cheap.But I also admit that I am cheap, and no one can control me.Who can stop me from liking someone heart-to-heart.

I learn to cook at home during the summer.In fact, I didn't learn much, because cooking is very simple.Pour the oil and heat it up, throw the vegetables into the pan and fry for a while, sprinkle some salt when they are almost cooked, and put them on the plate.Don't tell me I made it delicious.Ever since I learned how to cook, I really want to make it for you in my fucking dream, just take a bite, and I will be satisfied.I especially want to take care of you and support you.If you want to go to work, you go to work, if you want to squat at home, you can squat at home. I learn to cook what I want to eat, and I eat it all by myself until it tastes good.If you want to quarrel and fight, I will accompany you, if you want to pretend to be crazy, I will let you up, as long as you are happy.You have to pretend to be five people and six people outside, put on a show, and pick your nose and feet here and do whatever you want.With my personality, I would criticize anyone who picks his teeth in front of me for a long time.It doesn't matter to you.You can have no bottom line in front of me.You must have sneered when you heard me say this, thinking that was all you said.Who can't say nasty words? If you haven't eaten pork, haven't you seen Zhu Bajie?You don't have to believe me, and I don't want to convince you.I'll be honest, and then you like whatever you like.

In addition, let me tell you, you are not the first person I confess to.The first person to know about this was my mother.You think I'm joking, I'm fucking serious.My mother made a statement about the fact that I like you, and only said two sentences in total.The first sentence: You still want to get married in the future, and you don't like the opposite sex just because you haven't met.The second sentence: I believe you will handle it well.Chicken | Ba, I deal with the fart.What is the easy way to deal with this kind of thing, why should I deal with it, what is wrong, I think everything is right.I don't hurt the sky and don't hurt the reason. I don't make trouble for you or others. I like it openly, so why not.As for the future, I'm not an idiot, I know what to do.

In fact, I still have a lot of things to say, but I don't think it needs to be said.Why are you talking so much? It's not straightforward at all.I don't feel sorry if you don't like me.Sometimes I feel that I am very noble, it is like Mary Sue, fuck, I like you to the point of being unselfish.As long as I look at you, I am very happy. If you have some achievements, I will be happier than you.Although it's not my business at all, I'm also inexplicably proud: I really have a good eye.Even if you make a mistake and screw things up, I will like you more when I see you in chaos.As long as you are willing, I can become the person who dotes on you the most besides your old mother. I have the confidence.But if you don't want it, I won't bother you anymore.

Finally, let's talk about the future.Although I've been drinking a lot of vinegar, and I don't like to admit defeat, I still hope that you can meet someone you like in the future.This person doesn't have to be too good, the key is to take care of you, pamper you and let you, as long as you don't kill people and set fires, you can do anything.In my eyes, whoever you are with is a favor to whomever you are with.Don't think I'm nasty, you must feel that you are not worth it.What's not worth it, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, it's nothing more than that.

If you don't speculate, it's too much, and I've said too much.sorry.

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