Beginning without end

Said to be contented and happy.When I think about it carefully, I feel sad. Holding the little joy I dug out by trying my best, chewing it up and swallowing it, regurgitating the cud over and over again like a cow, I feel that this is unparalleled happiness.

Ji Suiyun is not at all willing to think about Song Bai's tenderness in a complicated and evil direction, because there are many things that are blurred the closer you are, and you have been calculating for a long time. If you refuse to relax, how tiring you must be.

At the dinner table, Ji Suiyun took the initiative to mention: "The Huaijing project is about to celebrate the New Year after bidding. If you go home, try to come back as soon as possible and stay with me."

Song Bai's chopsticks stopped.He looked at Ji Suiyun with complicated eyes.He had already thought about how to lie to his parents because he couldn't go home many years ago, but he didn't expect Ji Suiyun to let him go back.Song Bai couldn't help thinking, if Ji Suiyun knew that he was plotting against him, would he still stage this kind of tender and tender drama.

"Why are you looking at me like this?" Ji Suiyun laughed: "You are so smart, didn't you realize that I have nothing to do with you?"

Ji Suiyun's tone was calm and somewhat humble, and he realized it himself, so he hurriedly lowered his head to pick up the food.

Song Bai didn't make Ji Suiyun more embarrassed, he kindly gave Ji Suiyun silence.

After nightfall, the balcony was a little damp and cold. Song Bai sat on a chair with his coat on and looked at the night view outside the window, smoking. And couldn't help but think of Ji Suiyun's shy and cautious smile.

"Take your medicine, and then it's time to wash up and go to bed." Ji Suiyun came over after cleaning up the kitchen, and took out the half-burned cigarette from Song Bai's fingers. He didn't extinguish it, and put it on his lips.

It seems that a large part of the friendship between boys when they are moving towards adulthood at the beginning is established while smoking and chatting with each other. Song Bai did not leave. He saw a thin layer of smoke blurring Ji Suiyun's eyes, and suddenly wanted to I'm sorry that Ji Suiyun was cold and unsympathetic to see what he looked like at first.

"Okay, let's go." Ji Suiyun put out a short cigarette butt, and patted Song Bai's hair. At this moment, his mobile phone rang, and Song Bai left first.

Song Bai went straight back to the bedroom. Ji Suiyun hadn't come back after taking a shower, so he was probably busy in the study.Song Bai took out the things in the vase and put them in the small gap under the drawer after it was opened.He did it calmly and methodically, without any panic on his face, as if he just summed up an unusual object casually.

Qiao Ming's ability to keep an eye on Song Bai is undoubtedly because he knows that Song Bai is the closest to Ji Suiyun and the most defenseless.Qiao Ming didn't have much expectation that Song Bai could do well, even if nothing happened in the end, the betrayal of the people around him would still make Ji Suyun confused for a while.

It's just that no one would have imagined that Song Bai would do so without any burden in his heart, and infinitely magnify the little advantage he had.He learned patience from Ji Suiyun, and viciousness from Qiao Ming.

Song Bai thought, if Lu Fucheng knew that he had become like this, would he be disappointed?

Song Bai already suffered from insomnia, but he restrained himself from staying up all night.In the middle of the night, when Ji Suiyun softly pushed open the door, he tried to breathe calmly and long, and his acting skills got better and better.

Early in the morning when Ji Suiyun woke up, Song Bai was holding his arm tightly and still hadn't let go, his hair was scattered in front of Song Bai's immature eyebrows.Ji Suiyun gently tucked his hair behind his ears for him, looked at it for a long time but didn't get enough, then lowered his head and kissed him again.

Song Bai seemed to be disturbed, frowned and murmured, and plunged into Ji Suiyun's arms, holding him tightly.His heart was actually beating fast, Ji Suiyun's burning eyes were on his face, no matter how high the mental quality of Song Bai was, he could hardly pretend to be asleep.

With a slight smile on Ji Suiyun's face, he coaxed in a low voice: "I still have to go to work."

Song Bai did not let go.

If it wasn't for something urgent, Ji Suiyun would have liked to stay at home with Song Bai for a day.

"Hey, I'll come back early at night." Ji Suiyun gently withdrew his arms.

Song Bai hugged him even tighter. He seemed to be awakened, but he was still in a daze. The little milk voice that was about to wake up seemed to be choked with sobs: "I'm the only one at home, don't..."

Ji Suiyun felt a severe pain in his heart. He wanted to take Song Bai with him, but he was afraid that he would not want to, so he tentatively said, "Would you like to go to the company with me? I'll find someone to play with you."

Song Bai murmured yes.

Ji Suiyun pulled him up and sat awake, went to the cloakroom to pick out suitable clothes for Song Bai and put them by the bed before leaving to wash up.

Song Bai opened his eyes at this moment, and his eyes were unprecedentedly clear.Ji Suiyun left the bathroom in the bedroom to Song Bai. After washing, Song Bai got dressed, and then properly hid the contents of the drawer in the hidden pocket of his coat.

Ji Suiyun is in a good mood today, which can be seen from three meters away.Ever since he forcefully suppressed all the opposing voices around him and worked on the Huaijing project under pressure, it was the first time that people in the company saw that Ji Suiyun had no cold face.

As soon as Jing Xiaoyan heard that Mr. Ji brought a boy, before Ji Suiyun could arrange it, he hurried to buy pot stickers and soy milk, and then spun them in the microwave oven, and took them out piping hot.Sure enough, the intercom call arrived in the next second, asking her to buy breakfast.

Some of the staff admired Jing Xiaoyan as she stepped on eight-centimeter high-heeled shoes and served her breakfast with a calm face. This skill of observing people's behavior and taking precautions is not easy to learn.

"Let's catch up on sleep after breakfast." Ji Suiyun nodded Song Bai's eyelids: "With such big dark circles, did you go to the zoo to work part-time in the middle of the night?"

It took Song Bai a while to realize what Ji Suiyun meant, and gave him a blank look in embarrassment.

Ji Suiyun was smiling when there was a knock on the office door, and he answered, "Come in."

Jing Xiaoyan thought to herself, sure enough, it really is Song Bai.But this time it looks obviously different, Ji Suiyun's cautious and gentle attitude, no matter how you look at it, has already won people over.

"Put it down, I'll do it myself." Ji Suiyun took the lunch box, dumped the food bag aside, and carefully scraped off the tiny burrs while opening the disposable chopsticks.

Jing Xiaoyan went out and closed the door, and then she was in the mood to think that one thing is one thing, that boy can be so powerful.

In the office, Song Bai looked eagerly at the chili oil that Ji Suiyun hadn't poured out, but Ji Suiyun pretended not to see it, and only asked him to dip it in vinegar.

"Lack of things." Song Bai complained in a low voice.

"You have a bad stomach. Besides, I think you are quite jealous."

Song Bai didn't quarrel with him, and when he put down his chopsticks, he quietly lowered his hand and pinched Ji Suyun's leg hard.

Ji Suiyun hissed, and raised his eyebrows to look at Song Bai: "I'm getting more and more courageous."

Song Bai was not afraid of him: "You pack up quickly, I'll go find two books on the bookshelf to read."