Beginning without end

Song Bai closed his laptop, took a long breath, his heart was beating very fast, imagining it and making it out are two different things, Song Bai is really not a person who can do bad things.But he forced himself to adapt, and slowly calmed down.

Song Bai sat on the balcony and lit a cigarette, gently stroking the small wooden boat in his arms with his left hand, his eyes were not bright.Qiao Ming said that as long as Song Bai is useful, he will help Song Bai completely break away from Ji Suiyun's control.Song Bai actually wanted to laugh a little bit, Qiao Ming really lied to him like a child, people like Qiao Ming probably did things like crossing rivers and demolishing bridges, Song Bai didn't believe that he could help him at all.But he still agreed, and pretended to trust him completely. There was no other reason. Just seeing Ji Suiyun in a state of distress was enough to make Song Bai happy.

Ji Suiyun came back earlier than usual at night, carrying a large plastic bag with a supermarket logo printed on it that didn't fit his identity. Except for the organic vegetables packed in plastic boxes, the rest were all kinds of snacks.

Ji Suiyun had a keen sense of smell, and could smell the lingering smell of smoke in the room.He frowned slightly, feeling uncomfortable.

"It's so early today?" Song Bai came out of the bedroom and went to pour Ji Suiyun a cup of hot water.

"Yeah." Ji Suiyun put on his slippers and took off his coat: "Come back early to make dinner for you."

It's true that Song Bai hasn't had dinner yet, but he doesn't have much appetite, but he didn't refuse. Naturally, he found the potato chips he used to love in the bag Ji Suiyun brought back, and stood by the kitchen door to watch Ji Suiyun busy.

Ji Suiyunteng squeezed Song Bai's face with his hands, and said in a low voice, "Eat snacks after dinner."

Song Bai eats everything now, and he has no preference for puffed food, so he obediently puts down the things in his hand.He looked at Ji Suiyun for a while, and said, "Are you not happy today?"

Today, Ji Suiyun couldn't restrain himself from thinking about Zhou Guican's words, and his heart was very confused. He softened his brows and eyes when he heard Song Baiwen: "I'll be happy if you smoke less."

Song Bai didn't say anything.

Ji Suiyun didn't dare to force him, just like parents who dote on their children because of their debts. They are afraid of their children's anger if they say a word of seriousness.

The meal at night is much richer than at noon, with four dishes and one soup, both meat and vegetables.

"You wait outside and fry the last dish. The smell of oily smoke is a bit heavy." Ji Suiyun forgot that he was the one who hated the smell of oily smoke the most and was unwilling to enter the kitchen once a year.

Song Bai obediently went to wash his hands, and then turned back to help clean up the chopsticks for the rice.

Ji Suiyun didn't say anything, and he was even more unwilling to believe Zhou Guican's mysterious and mysterious words. Even though Song Bai always had conflicts with his feelings in his heart, Ji Suiyun still didn't believe that such a soft-hearted person would Influenced by Song Bai.

If there is an influence, I will feel sorry for him and feel guilty and sad.

On the dining table, Ji Suiyun picks up vegetables for Song Bai, the white and tender piece of the fish belly, picks out the few thorns, the good ones are all Song Bai's.

"The medicine should be taken on time."

"Well, I didn't forget."

"Abai." Ji Suiyun asked abruptly: "...it will get better and better, right?"

Song Bai's chopsticks stopped, and he looked at Ji Suiyun, and suddenly felt that Ji Suiyun, whose eyes were fragile and bewildered, was very strange.Ji Suiyun, who is not at the top, is very strange.What does he like about himself?They are willing to walk down from the altar.

"Maybe." Song Bai said.

Ji Suiyun smiled lightly: "I think so too."

Song Bai felt a little sad for no reason.

Ji Suiyun was still busy in the study at night, Song Bai had a headache and nausea after taking the medicine, and couldn't sleep at all.He simply got up and left the bedroom wearing a thick coat.

"It's twelve o'clock." Song Bai stood at the door of the study and whispered to Ji Suiyun.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Ji Suiyun raised his head from the computer screen, turned the chair towards the door, and said softly, "Ah Bai, come here."

Song Bai walked over, hugged Ji Suiyun gently, put his chin on Ji Suiyun's shoulder, and said softly, "Ji Suiyun, I have a headache."

Ji Suiyun couldn't tell what it was like, his heart was sour and astringent, and at the same time, it was inappropriately sweet, his mind was light, but his body was a little stiff.Song Bai's closeness is still too rare for him.

"Hey, I'll rub it for you." Ji Suiyun held Song Bai in his arms, and gently rubbed Song Bai's temples with his fingers, cautiously not knowing what to do.

Song Bai seemed to be calming down slowly, and he snuggled up softly in Ji Suiyun's arms.Ji Suiyun thought for a while and closed the computer.

"Don't do it, I'll accompany you back to the bedroom to sleep." Ji Suiyun bowed his head and kissed Song Bai: "If you still feel uncomfortable, call the doctor."

In the night, Song Bai half propped up his body, looking at Ji Suiyun's face in the dark by accident. Ji Suiyun was asleep, breathing steadily and deeply, and his face seemed to be tired and worried, looking a little pitiful.

Song Bai turned around expressionlessly, he thought, I am even more pitiful.

Song Bai received a courier at noon the next day, and the inbox said cooking utensils.After signing for it, Song Bai took it into the bedroom calmly, the things were all over the floor, and he patiently opened every box.

The things were indeed normal utensils, Song Bai continued to disassemble, and sure enough, he found two small bugs in the package of an egg beater.The desiccant in another mold turned out to be a few powerful sleeping pills.

Song Bai's Adam's apple rolled a few times, and he slowly packed up his things and took them to the kitchen as if nothing had happened.He thought about those little things, and hid them in a vase on the bedroom balcony.

When Ji Suiyun came back at night, Song Bai was unexpectedly busy in the kitchen, and the egg beater was buzzing.Song Bai heard the sound of the door and came out, rubbing a little flour on his face for nothing.

"Are you back? I'm making a cake." Song Bai said with a slight smile: "The things I bought online arrived at noon today, do you want to have a look?"

Ji Suiyun was very supportive, and walked over after changing clothes.He stood at the door like Song Bai did last night, watching carefully.

"It's amazing." Ji Suiyun boasted sincerely.

Song Bai dug some jam with a small silver spoon, put it directly on Ji Suiyun's lips, and said softly: "Try it, I made it myself, and I made it all afternoon."

Ji Suiyun was taken aback, and obediently went to eat it. The strawberry and blueberry jam was sweet and sour.

"Ice ice, it tastes better when it's poured on top of ice cream." Song Bai took back the spoon, and concentrated on the things in front of him.

Ji Suiyun suddenly stepped forward to hug Song Bai into his arms, and eagerly kissed Song Bai's lips. Song Bai's body tightened, then gradually softened, and he relaxed his jaw to let Ji Suiyun in.

The aroma of jam is very thick, spreading between the two people's lips and teeth.Ji Suiyun let go of Song Baiqin's legs until his legs softened.He gently wiped off the transparent body fluid still hanging on Song Bai's lips with his fingers, and his voice trembled slightly: "Ah Bai, this is very good."

Ji Suiyun knew he was content.