Beginning without end

(sixteen)

When Song Bai didn't speak, Ji Suiyun didn't dare to speak out. He stripped off his shiny gold-plated coat and took off all important titles. In front of Song Bai, Ji Suiyun was an extremely timid, even irritating wimp. Man, he is dull, cowardly, restrained, not shrewd, and has nothing to do with being strong.

Silence, long periods of silence, every minute and second passed seemed to have been cut by a sharp knife on Ji Suiyun's body, dripping blood from his flesh and blood, bringing a cold sting to the touch.

"Don't come to me again." Until Song Bai said this sentence, it was like pouring a bowl of ice water into boiling oil.Ji Suiyun suddenly raised his head, his eyes were red with grief and burned into flames, paranoid, violent, trapped like a beast, mixed with imperceptible hopelessness at the end of the road.

Ji Suiyun slammed forward and grabbed Song Bai's shoulders, and kissed Song Bai's lips fiercely. His movements were urgent and rude, and his sharp canine teeth even scratched a small bloody gash on Song Bai's lips.But strangely, Song Bai didn't have much fear, because Ji Suiyun cried, he was the one who was fierce, and he was the one who was weak and helpless. It was too overwhelming for such a man to cry, and Ji Suiyun's tears flowed down Song Bai's cheeks slid down, and the rusty smell of blood from the corners of his mouth burst out between Song Bai's lips and teeth, making his brain dizzy from the stimulation.

Song Bai was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, he held Ji Suiyun's collar tightly, and the collar insert hurt Song Bai's palm, the slight pain in the palm of the hand made people wake up in an instant, Song Bai was in Ji Suiyun struggled hard in his arms, but Ji Suiyun still refused to let go until Song Bai slapped him.

Song Bai may have just been unintentional, but he did slap Ji Suyun's face with a crisp "slap", and the force was so great that his palms felt hot and tingling.

Song Bai hid his hands behind his back, and turned his head away from Ji Suiyun's eyes.

Ji Suiyun's voice sounded softly: "Ah Bai, you know how I treat you..." His words choked up, maybe he was doing unnatural things like giving in detail.

"If I just wanted to play with you, I could have taken advantage of your weak defense when I was still in Shanghai..." Ji Suiyun said: "I only hugged you and kissed you carefully, and I only went to the amusement park with you, and I only gave you love." Bucai, I just carried you step by step..."

"I have played before, but I have never lost my head. I have always been assertive and surly, but seeing your frown makes my heart tremble..."

The words are sweet, who doesn't want to be partial, who doesn't want to be an exception, but Ji Suiyun's favor towards Song Bai really lacks prerequisites, no preheating, like a pie that suddenly hits in front of his eyes.

"Then why do you like me?" Song Bai wanted to ask a long time ago: "The first time I saw you, I asked me to ask questions, then let me take you shopping, invited me to dinner and supper, and later picked me up from the teacher to play with. Why? Ji Suiyun, you don't fall in love at first sight with a demented person, do you?"

He started calling Ji Suiyun by his full name again, serious and indifferent.Ji Suiyun couldn't answer Song Bai's question, what should Ji Suiyun say?He said he came back to make atonement?He said how badly he had hurt Song Bai?

In Song Bai's view, Ji Suiyun couldn't even answer such a simple question, Song Bai was really cold-hearted: "I don't want to see you again."

Young people's liking may be very strong, but they are more ideal, especially when it comes to their first love. One time of infidelity is tolerated a hundred times, and they are afraid of well ropes before they are bitten by snakes.Maybe they also had regrets and regrets later, but at least not at the moment when the quarrel happened.

Ji Suiyun didn't want to go out, he didn't dare not want to go.

Song Bai didn't want to talk to him more, and began to arrange his clothes in silence. He was too lazy to dress one by one, and wanted to go out after putting on only a pair of outer pants.

This is Shenyang, which is more than ten degrees below zero.

"Ah Bai, Ah Bai, don't do this, I beg you, don't be like this..." Ji Suiyun couldn't bear it any longer: "I'll go, I'll go."

Ji Suiyun walked out of the room step by step, and gently closed the door.He sat at the door exhausted, his face was full of tiredness and confusion.

Song Bai stood blankly in the empty room, his eyes suddenly went dark, he suddenly sat down on the ground, Song Bai gently touched the wound on his lips, his heart convulsed as if there was a sense of existence.He couldn't bear Ji Suiyun, or maybe he couldn't bear to be awakened suddenly from a dream he had had for so long.Song Bai still can't imagine how ridiculous Ji Suiyun's past was. When Ji Suiyun fully admitted it, Song Bai seemed to be out of his body.Song Bai only remembered how Ji Suiyun carried him into the warm and warm embrace of the room, but couldn't quite remember how he was driven away by him.

There are still roses scattered on the small table in the room, and a gold-painted red envelope is lying on the table with marker pen writing that has been drying overnight.When Song Bai wandered over, he saw Ji Suiyun's beautiful handwriting on the back of the paper - I wish my little baby peace and happiness, and I want to grow up quickly for Ji Ge.

Song Bai exhaled a few deep breaths, he held back his tears and touched his chest.He can't lie to himself, he still likes Ji Suiyun, even though Ji Suiyun has admitted what Song Bai hates the most.Song Bai is just afraid, he is afraid that if Ji Suiyun is impatient and keeps putting on a warm face one day, Song Bai will be so sad that he will die, Song Bai is afraid that he will beg Ji Suyun, even if he uses the most despicable gesture to keep him Before Ji Suiyun looked back, Song Bai was even more afraid that Ji Suiyun liked it for no reason, maybe one day he would fall in love with a pure and beautiful boy again, Song Bai didn't want to see Ji Suiyun do things to others that made him Things that have fallen into emotion.

Song Bai doesn't want it anymore, even if he is sad to death.The most simple and beautiful things in the world are destined not to happen to me.

Song Bai stayed in the room all morning.He put his clothes back on one by one, and washed his face in the bathroom. The wound on his lip was swollen. He gently licked it with the tip of his tongue, and the painful gasped.It will be fine after a few days, but I don't know what kind of excuses to make to others.

When Song Bai walked out, Ji Suiyun was still waiting outside the room.His legs went numb, and he looked even stiffer.

"...Are you going home?"

Song Bai didn't answer.

"I, I'll send you off." Ji Suiyun turned around and went into the house to get the car keys. He tried to give himself some psychological comfort, and he said carefully: "I wrapped the red envelope for you, and don't lose it later." , are the cherries delicious? If they are delicious, I will wash them and send them to you at night..."

"I told you, I don't want to see you anymore." Song Bai lowered his head, his voice was cold.After all, he was still spoiled by Ji Suiyun, even though he already knew about Ji Suiyun's cold and ruthless past, he still had no idea about those things.Song Bai never thought that Ji Suiyun could push him into the room and ravage him viciously. Ji Suiyun could hold his wrists with one hand, and Ji Suiyun could bully him until he cried hoarsely, but there was no way to ask for help. .

There has never been a gentle gentleman, Song Bai himself is the dog leash tied around Ji Suyun's neck.