Beginning without end

(fifteen)

Song Bai ran in the misty morning, and the biting cold wind hit his bare cheeks and neck, from stinging cold to numb and hot.After the fire last night, the remains of red firecrackers and the black gunpowder scattered all over the ground were stepped into the frozen snow, so dirty that people could not recall the beautiful blooms they had witnessed.

Song Bai's mind was completely empty, and when he slipped his foot and fell hard to his knees on the snow-stained ground, he sat on the ground for a long time in a daze.His cheeks were tingling, he wiped his face lightly, and touched the cold tears with his hands.At this time, it was taken for granted, and suddenly remembering that I didn't know where Ji Suiyun lived was enough to cause collapse and despair.

Song Bai pressed the number many times before he dialed the number he had memorized by heart.

After dialing the call, the other side quickly picked up. Ji Suiyun's voice was a little hoarse after being woken up from a deep sleep, but he was not at all impatient. Ji Suiyun asked him softly: "Daughter, why are there not many Sleep? What can I do for you?"

Song Bai sniffled and stood up from the ground. While patting the slush on his body, he complained in a crying voice that had been greatly wronged: "Ji Suiyun, someone bullied me, I want to see you... "

Ji Suiyun's hair stood on end inexplicably, his intuition for danger was too keen, and the panic and fear he had at that moment was earlier than the worry and anger he had encountered with Song Bai.

"Ninny, where are you now? I'll pick you up." Ji Suiyun said this, he had already turned over from the bed and hurriedly dressed.

Song Bai wiped away his tears, but his words were not clear.

Ji Suiyun was very unfamiliar with the road here, so he could only coax Song Bai: "Don't cry, baby, I'll hang up first and then call you on WeChat. Let's share the location and wait for me to pick you up."

Song Bai hummed in a strong nasal voice, and he said to Ji Suiyun, "Come quickly, I'll wait for you." Ji Suiyun wanted to run to Song Bai even though he knew he was going to die.

Ji Suiyun lived close to Song Bai's house, and he found Song Bai in less than 10 minutes.

Song Bai leaned against the bus stop sign and waited, his face was flushed red by the cold wind.

Ji Suiyun quickly rushed towards him with a blanket, he covered Song Bai's face with the blanket, and hugged Song Bai into his arms regardless of the occasional curious eyes of passers-by: "What's going on? Want to feel sorry for me to death?"

While talking, Ji Suiyun strode towards the car. He placed Song Bai in the back seat, and lightly touched Song Bai's face: "It's so cold."

Song Bai hid next Ji Suiyun's hand: "It's all your fault for making me angry."

Ji Suiyun walked to the driver's seat in full compliance: "You are scolding after returning to the hotel to warm up, calm down, baby girl."

Song Bai laughed with tears still in his eyes, he looked at Ji Suiyun with bright and joyful eyes, as if he was watching a sweet dream.

Ji Suiyun suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and his bad premonition became stronger.

The hotel will arrive soon, and Ji Suiyun asks someone to bring ginger soup up.After returning to the room, he turned on the air conditioner to the highest level, washed the towel with slightly hot water, and half knelt on the edge of the bed to wipe Song Bai's face.

"Don't run out in the cold in the future, okay?" Ji Suiyun held Song Bai's face and kissed him: "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Song Bai kicked his calf: "It hurts so much."

Ji Suiyun frowned, pursed his lips, and took off Song Bai's lower body just like Song Bai was peeling rice dumplings, leaving only a pair of snow-white underwear.Song Bai was wearing thick clothes and fell into the snow. Although he cried out for pain, he couldn't even see any bruises on his legs.

Ji Suiyun held Song Bai's leg and kissed his knee, making Song Bai twist his body and smile.

Song Bai is sensitive, and Ji Suiyun knows it very well, he knows very well that if he kisses Song Bai's instep, wetly licks Song Bai's leg, Song Bai will get wet reluctantly.Ji Suiyun loves Song Bai so much, he has kissed every inch of Song Bai's body, he wants to cherish and take care of him humblely and piously.

Song Bai laughed, put his arms around Ji Suiyun's neck and lay down under the quilt together, he leaned on Ji Suiyun's heart, and said in that sighing, gossip-like tone: "Someone told me bad things about you. Has a nose and eyes."

Song Bai got up, leaned over Ji Suiyun and looked into Ji Suiyun's eyes from top to bottom: "You won't be what they say, will you?"

Ji Suiyun froze, his Adam's apple rolled a few times, and his tone was erratic and hoarse: "Doing business will indeed offend people, and people are often said bad things."

Song Bai was a little annoyed at Ji Suiyun's sudden disagreement with him: "No, I don't care about your business matters. He said that you have problems and are dirty."

dirty.

Ji Suiyun was instantly shattered by this word, all the confidence he had accumulated in Song Bai over the years, he lost even a trace of luck.It's dirty, Ji Suiyun admits, before he met Song Bai, he never felt that there was anything wrong with his appearance, sex is just a channel for ordinary men to vent freely, let alone Ji Suiyun, he doesn't force others , I didn't treat my bed partner harshly, it's just money and goods.

But after Ji Suiyun fell in love with Song Bai, he was always guilty. Song Bai was too clean. Even in the past, he would use Song Bai to give him some comfort in his conscience, but now?Such clean eyes are full of his own Song Bai in his heart, pure and green like a flower that will never bloom, Ji Suiyun really feels that he will be sad to touch him with the hands that have untied other people's clothes.

Song Bai saw Ji Suiyun's sudden silence, and he became anxious: "Why don't you speak?"

Ji Suiyun held him in his arms, not looking into Song Bai's eyes: "What's wrong with me reflecting on myself?"

When Song Bai became stubborn, it was difficult to be perfunctory: "Then you tell me, he told me that you are indulgent in your private life, and when you are a lover, you are cold-blooded, and they even know that you are fierce in bed."

What Song Bai said was not subtle, but his tone and demeanor were still purely wanting to hear people he trusted argue and deny.Song Bai was acting like a baby, just waiting to be wrapped in a quilt by Ji Suiyun impatiently and pressed down again to kiss him, and then listen to Ji Suiyun's loyalty.

But Ji Suiyun remained silent.

Ji Suiyun encountered one of the most tangled things in his life.He dared not admit it, nor could he deny it.

If Ji Suiyun loves Song Bai a little less, he can lie with the most calm attitude. He said that those rumors are nothing but echoes of others, but some people's obsession with the so-called boss's private life. Ji Suiyun can do it to everyone. A password was used so that they would not have any chance to speak nonsense in front of Song Bai.But Ji Suiyun loves Song Bai so much, if he hadn't lied to Song Bai in his previous life, he probably wouldn't have ended up in such a regrettable and embarrassing ending.He didn't dare to lie to Song Bai anymore.

Song Bai got up from Ji Suiyun's arms and stared at him silently.

Ji Suiyun didn't deny or admit it, but that just explained something.

Song Bai was trembling slightly, Ji Suiyun reached out to touch him, but Song Bai subconsciously avoided him.

"... many lovers?"

Ji Suiyun lowered his head, like in the 80s, under the big searchlight, behind him was a "confessed and lenient" prisoner. Ji Suiyun said, "It happened before."

Song Bai had tears in his eyes, and he was about to cry again. His tears were made of magma, which would make Ji Suiyun feel like falling into a sea of ​​fire: "How many?"

"Can not remember."

There is a big problem with this answer, Ji Suiyun originally intended to not care about those dispensable tools, no one would remember the brand and price of the used disposable paper cups.But to Song Bai's ears, this is breaking a pot, breaking a jar, being cold-blooded and ruthless, and not treating people as human beings.

Song Bai covered his mouth, it was a very insecure and nervous gesture, as if he was afraid of making a sound to attract the attention of bad guys, he looked at Ji Suiyun with fear, confusion, and too many complicated things in his eyes.In the dirty video in his mind, the ugly male protagonist turned into the face of Ji Suiyun. He seemed to have witnessed Ji Suiyun, who he cherishes and admires so much, playing with others and tearing people to pieces with his sharp fangs. .

What Song Bai couldn't accept the most was the Ji Suiyun that Lu Fucheng's boss said, that Ji Suiyun would wantonly trample and humiliate a down-and-out young master who had no ability to resist, and trampled on the wealth and human pride that existed before like a beast.Song Bai couldn't imagine how vicious and disgusting a person is, to use pure flesh, like an animal, to torture another person to the hospital.

Song Bai's tears evaporated in his eyes.He didn't cry, but Ji Suiyun was more frightened and nervous.

"Abai..." Ji Suiyun's voice could be called sad: "Can you listen to me?"

But the fact is that Ji Suiyun doesn't know what to say.

Ji Suiyun couldn't say anything, he stretched out his hand and tried to hug Song Bai tightly in his arms again, as if if he hugged him tightly, there would be no panic about losing this person.

Song Bai backed away in a panic, he forgot that he was too close to the bed, and suddenly fell off the bed.

Song Bai was always coquettish and coquettish in front of Ji Suiyun, but this time he didn't cry out in pain.He curled up and curled up, his bare legs curled up, and he hugged himself tightly, as if in front of him was a terrifying beast.

Before Ji Suiyun had time to catch him, Ji Suiyun's heart convulsed, he remembered, remembered the first time he shot Song Bai, the weather was bad the next morning, the room was gloomy and oppressive, Song Bai was frightened and fell out of bed after waking up He rolled down and fell a little hard. After he got up, he curled up quietly, shaking his hands and putting on his clothes.

Ji Suiyun's eye circles turned red all of a sudden.

For the first time, Ji Suiyun wondered whether this chance to do it again was a gift or a trap. If he was still by Song Bai's side, would the final result be cruel and embarrassing.

"Ninny, don't be afraid of me." Ji Suiyun slowly knelt down in front of Song Bai, and he put the blanket on Song Bai's lap in this position.

"After you, I don't have anyone else. I love you. You are different from them. Believe me, okay?" Ji Suiyun said in a cautious and humble tone: "I can give you my life, you just have to say whether you want it or not." don't want."

Ji Suiyun said: "The little baby I cherish most is you."

Ji Suiyun doesn't understand what Song Bai cares about, but it really doesn't blame Ji Suiyun.