My Tang You

After picking up the typhoon, Tang You's life has undergone some changes.

The typhoon is a dog, with a good nose, and when it smells blood on Tang You's body, it will circle around him restlessly.In order to prevent the little stupid dog from rushing to death, Tang You suspended the bad habit that had lasted for four months.

After a period of time, the typhoon was brought back a little bit, and changed from a little cowardly dog ​​who was afraid of noise to the original dog jumper.

The dog can't move enough all day long, smelling here and there, running around happily, never tired of it.Seeing its happy appearance, Tang You also felt a little more relaxed.

When Tang You has time, he will take Typhoon out for a walk, play Frisbee, buy toys and snacks for it.If I don’t have time, I turn on the desk lamp to work or read a book. Every time at this time, Typhoon plays quietly by himself.

When Tang You was depressed, or too anxious to keep his limbs trembling, Typhoon would always sit quietly next to him.

If Tang You gave it some reaction at that time, touched it or hugged it, it would be so happy that its eyes would sparkle.

But if Tang You really has no way to respond, the typhoon will stay with him uncomfortably, and I especially hope that Tang You can understand its appearance.

Negative emotions are like a quagmire, and Typhoon is such a smart dog, it's like cruelty to a dog if it goes on like this.

It was also for this reason that Tang You faced up to his own problems. He went to see a psychiatrist and began to take medicine on time.

Antidepressant drugs are used to suppress emotions. While suppressing pain, they also suppress happiness, although Tang You didn't have much happiness in the first place.

But these are not important, what is important is that he can sleep well.

Sometimes Tang You thinks, in fact, it is okay to live like this: the typhoon lacks a person to take care of it, and he lacks an object to place his affection on.

The combination of him and Typhoon is very complementary.

The days passed day by day like this. During this period, Tang You completed his graduation thesis and graduation project, and he will be able to graduate after a while.

I will become a full-time employee immediately after graduation, and my salary is much higher than that of my internship, and my life seems to be getting better slowly.

However, the good times didn't last long, and the typhoon started to feel wrong. He didn't eat anything, and he didn't like to go for a walk. He still looked like he was standing still, lying in the corner and refusing to move his nest, depending on how Tang You teased him.

At first, Tang You thought the typhoon was just being lazy, but later, the typhoon gradually didn't even want to open his eyes, even if he opened his eyes with energy, he still looked drowsy.

Tang You didn't know what happened to the typhoon, so he took him to the pet hospital to see a doctor.

After testing all kinds of indicators, there was no problem. The doctor took off the mask and said after deliberation: "Maybe Xiaoha is in a bad mood. Animals are very smart, and they often need emotional support. As the owner, you should communicate with it frequently." , let it feel your love for it, instead of being locked at home all day, animals that are bored at home all day will be lonely and anxious, and can easily get sick because of bad mood."

As long as the status allows, Tang You walks the dog almost every day, prepares delicious food for the typhoon, and sleeps in the same bed at night. Naturally, he loves the typhoon very much.

He touched Typhoon's head, "What's wrong with you?"

When walking out of the pet hospital, Typhoon drooped his head, but led the way with a clear goal.

When Tang You saw the direction of the typhoon, he had a premonition in his heart, but he still followed it.

The typhoon kept going and stopping. After walking two steps, he looked back at Tang You. Seeing that Tang You was still following, he would continue to move forward with confidence. When he saw Tang You slowing down, he would emit a very small sound from his nose, which seemed to be anxious and wronged. the sound of.

There was no way, Tang You could only follow the typhoon, so he walked for half an hour for a certain distance.

Finally the typhoon stopped, wagging its tail and turning to look at Tang You.

It stopped in front of Xiangxue Sea.

Tang You's face gradually turned pale, what else did he not understand?

The typhoon missed Xu Qinchen, and it wanted to go home.

Typhoon's whole dog was happy, stretched out its claws and pulled at the door, as if waiting for Tang You to open the door, so that it could run in and be crazy for a while.

Tang You saw that there were many messy planing marks where the typhoon's claws touched.

For a moment, his nose was so sore that he was about to shed tears, and he seemed to understand why the typhoon wandered outside—it had found a home before, but at that time Xu Qinchen was not in the country, and no one opened the door for it.

It was not until Chinese New Year, when every household set off fireworks and firecrackers, that it was frightened by the sound of firecrackers and fled around, losing its direction.

Tang You knelt down and hugged Typhoon, Typhoon rubbed back in a friendly manner, stretched out his right paw and pulled the door again.

Tang You grabbed the restless claw and pressed it back to the ground, "I don't have a key, so I can't get in."

The typhoon couldn't understand, but just stared at Tang You with a pair of eyes, a slightly aggrieved coquettish sound came out of his nose, his buttocks fell to the sky, and his center of gravity sank, jumping around.

The eyes of the typhoon were excited, and all the previous listlessness disappeared at the moment of returning to Xiangxuehai.

Looking at the appearance of the typhoon, Tang You shivered without warning.

The typhoon was forcibly dragged back by Tang You—the typhoon cannot be allowed to return to Xiangxuehai to see Xu Qinchen, otherwise, the dog will definitely run away with Xu Qinchen.After all, Typhoon must be more willing to choose Xu Qinchen than himself.

Back in the dormitory, the typhoon started to lose energy again, and was held down by Tang You, squatting obediently in the corner to listen to Tang You's lecture.

The content of the sermon was generally "you can't be so half-hearted as a dog, you have to be content with the status quo obediently". After the sermon, Typhoon, the rebellious son, went to sleep with his eyes closed.

Tang You began to suffer from insomnia again, tossing and turning in bed.

It wasn't until now that he realized that where the typhoon needed him, it was he who needed the typhoon more.His so-called dependence on the typhoon is simply wishful thinking.Because as long as he is willing to let go, Typhoon can return to Xu Qinchen's side at any time, so there is no need for his care.

But he couldn't do it, and he didn't even dare to think about returning the typhoon.

There is no one left around him, only the typhoon.

With the typhoon around, he can still feel needed, and still feel that he still has a little connection with Xu Qinchen—yes, even now, he still can’t forget Xu Qinchen ridiculously—if even the typhoon leaves him, he will Completely separated from everyone who cares.

At that time, what should he do?

The typhoon really started to get sick and had a fever. From eating only a little bit every day to not wanting to eat at all every day.

When Tang You hugged it, he found that it was not as chubby as before.Those ribs made Tang You sleepless at night.

He took Typhoon to the hospital every day, and Typhoon seemed to have entered a rebellious period, and he was very uncooperative, and he had to be exhausted every time before he would obediently get an injection.Then he would turn his head to the side, as if angry, without even looking at the parent, Tang You.

Tang You was anxious and tried every means to coax Typhoon to eat something.

After a lot of injections and a lot of thought, the typhoon just didn't get better.

Tang You knew in his heart that maybe if he returned it to Xu Qinchen, it would eat when it was in a good mood.But Tang You always had a little bit of luck—it was just a common fever, and when the fever subsided, the dog would eat obediently and stay by his side.

What kind of disease did the typhoon have? Another veterinarian spread his hands to Tang You, "It seems... a very uncommon symptom? Over the years, I have treated many kittens and puppies, and there are more complicated symptoms than this. Go, but this dog, I really can't figure it out..." The veterinarian looked at the typhoon and looked outside the door of the pet hospital, shaking his head, "Maybe, it just wants to go out and play?"

Before the words were finished, the typhoon stood up cooperatively, as if he really wanted to go out.

Tang You followed its movements and looked over, and saw Zhang Yadai.At that moment, Tang You's mind went blank, and he subconsciously held down the typhoon, preventing it from going out to recognize its relatives.

Feeling the resistance, the typhoon tried very hard to break free from Tang You.

Maybe it was really anxious and really wanted to see Xu Qinchen, so after seeing Zhang Yadai, it went like crazy. Tang You's obstruction made it suddenly very irritable. A rabbit would bite when it was anxious, let alone a rabbit with sharp teeth dog.

In the chaos, Tang You was bitten and let go of the pain.

A few teeth marks on his hands, bleeding out.

Without Tang You's restraint, the typhoon that was supposed to rush out like an arrow stopped the car instead.It seemed to know that it had done something wrong, and looked at Tang You with its tail between its legs. It was so pitiful that people couldn't bear to blame it.

The veterinarian on the side was stunned, "Oh, isn't this very energetic! He can even bite people."

The typhoon whined in a low voice, timidly and eagerly rubbing against Tang You.

Tang You patted its head, "It's all right." Then he went to get a rabies vaccine.

After that day, the typhoon became much better, he was willing to eat well, and he stopped making divisions at night, and he was willing to sleep next to Tang You.

But Tang You knew that the matter was endless.

Because the typhoon obviously loses weight day by day, and then gradually loses food.

With the typhoon getting weaker and weaker, Tang You ran to pet hospitals in major cities, sometimes in a daze.

"Now you even pick beef, if this continues, I will almost not be able to support you..."

"Come on, son, drink some water..."

The typhoon couldn't eat, so he could only hang on the nutrient solution and feed some water or goat's milk with a syringe. Every time he drank the water, his mouth was wet.

"I'm going to get an injection, are you afraid?"

However, Typhoon's response to the outside world is very slow, and he just sleeps groggyly every day, and doesn't even have the energy to make eye contact with Tang You.

Tang You would rather that the typhoon exhausted him like it did some time ago, or bit him hard again, instead of lying here quietly like this.

He lightly touched the tips of Typhoon's ears and talked to it: "Listen, son, has it been quieter recently? Because no one has set off firecrackers."

"I bought you a new toy, do you want to get up and play?"

"The weather is really nice today, do you want to go out for a walk?"

Typhoon ignored the suggestion of his parents, Tang You, and didn't improve at all.

Tang You began to suffer from insomnia again, unable to close his eyes all night.

He thought, or let the typhoon go back, he didn't force it.But when he thought of sending the typhoon away, he would feel helpless fear.

Finally, an experienced old veterinarian said: "The dog stays with me, and the operation will be performed early tomorrow morning."

Tang You was reluctant to leave Typhoon Yigou in the hospital, so he asked about precautions, and found a hotel to guard him overnight.

After the operation the next day, the veterinarian told Tang You: "Whether Xiaoha can survive depends on whether he can wake up. At the latest, the next day will dawn. If he can't wake up, there is nothing he can do."

Tang You touched the typhoon's ears, pulled the thin blanket covering it, and moved a chair to sit in it.

He nestled in the corner of the pet hospital, guarding the typhoon every step of the way.

This process was like cutting flesh with a blunt knife, and it was extremely difficult. Tang You couldn't help thinking: What should I do if the typhoon doesn't wake up in the end?

He didn't know what to do, but just imagined it for a while, and he felt unbearably painful, as if the air around him became thinner.

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Rewrite date: 21/10/21.

Second revision: 21/10/28.