swear by the wind
Chapter 9
It was the weekend again, and Ge Ziyan was going to visit his mother in the hospital. Ziyan always went to the hospital alone. This time Ling Tian wanted to go with Ge Ziyan for some reason, but when he just left, he received a call from his friend Said that there was something to discuss, but he had no choice but to let Ziyan go alone. He called himself before asking Ziyan to come back so that he could pick him up. Ge Ziyan laughed and said that Ling Tian had not been going to and from the hospital for a year. It's been two years, and I can walk back with my eyes closed.Ling Tian had no choice but to go with Ziyan, and the two made an appointment to meet at the Butterfly Club in the evening, and Ge Ziyan was going to treat Xiaoqi and the others to a hot pot today.
When Ge Ziyan arrived at the hospital, he still went to pay the bill first, and then went to Director Fang's office to find out about his mother's condition.
"Director Fang, I'm here." Ge Ziyan knocked on the door and went in. It happened that Director Fang was in free time and there was no patient to see.
"Ziyan is here, you should be doing well recently, right? You look much better than before. Well, you seem to have gained weight. You were too thin before. I'm afraid that you will disappear when the wind blows." Haha..." Director Fang was very happy to see this child. Ge Ziyan came to the hospital once before, and he didn't say much because he was in a hurry. He just mentioned that he is now working in a big company, and the salary Yuyou, the boss is also very kind to him.
Ge Ziyan scratched his head in embarrassment when Director Fang made such a joke, "Actually, I wasn't that thin before. Besides, don't look at me as thin. There are muscles in my bones. I have great strength. Hehehe!"
"By the way, I just wanted to tell you something when you came this time. Because your mother has been in the hospital for several years without losing her complexion. After a discussion in the hospital, I want to transfer your mother to the rehabilitation center of the branch hospital. There will also be dedicated nursing staff there, and to put it bluntly, nothing has changed except for a different doctor and place. Of course, this must be done with your consent."
"Ah? Why? Didn't I pay the fee every time?" He said it was a rehabilitation center, but Ge Ziyan also understood that going there meant that the hospital had decided to give up the continued treatment of his mother.
"Son, in fact, you also understand in your heart that your mother hasn't improved at all after several years of treatment. Ziyan, the chance of vegetative recovery is very small. This probability is a one-in-a-million concept. And the environment of the rehabilitation center is better than that of the hospital. It's not as noisy as here, and the air is better than here. You are a filial child, so let your mother live in a more comfortable nursing home, and there will still be doctors who will follow up with your mother when you get there, so You don't have to worry at all."
In fact, Ge Ziyan also knew in his heart that the chances of his mother being able to wake up were very slim. Part of the reason why he insisted on keeping his mother in the hospital these years was also his own selfishness: he could give himself a fantasy that one day he could be admitted to the hospital. The phone call, said mother woke up.In that case, no matter how hard it is outside, it will be a happy thing for him.But the phone has not rang until 5 years later.Maybe, I'm really too greedy, at least my mother is still there, isn't it?
"I understand, Director Fang. Then can I go to see my mother first and then come back and talk to you about the transfer?"
"Okay, you can go there first, you can come back later, I won't go out."
"Thank you Director Fang." With a slight bow, Ge Ziyan left Director Fang's office first.
When he came to the door of the ward, Ge Ziyan stood still for a while, lowering his eyes and wondering what he was thinking. After a long time, he sighed faintly, reached out and knocked on the door: "Mom, I'm here." The inside was as usual It was also very quiet. Ge Ziyan blinked his hot eyes hard, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open.
"Mom, I've come to see you. How are you resting these days?" Ge Ziyan took the chair and sat down beside the hospital bed.
His mother was lying quietly on the hospital bed, taking nutritional drips with one hand, her face was yellow, her skin was thin, and she looked like a breathing mummy, lifeless.Ge Ziyan sighed weakly in his heart, then squeezed out a big smile, took his mother's hand with one hand, and gently massaged the arm of the person on the bed with his fingers.
"Mom, we're going to change places to live in two days. Let me tell you, it's better there than here, the environment is beautiful, and there are not so many people making noise every day here. Aren't you most afraid of others making noise when you are sleeping?" Is it? If you live there, you can rest better. Hehe, I will help you find a more careful nurse, you are so picky, careless people will definitely be scolded by you, haha..."
"Mom, your hair seems to be growing again, let me help you shorten it."
Taking out the hair clipper and scarf from the drawer, Ge Ziyan rolled up the bed, helped his mother wrap up the scarf, combed her mother's messy hair, and then combed and cut it skillfully.In the past few years, Ge Ziyan would help his mother cut her long hair short every short time. First, he could keep it tidy, and second, he didn’t have the money to hire a barber to the hospital, so Ge Ziyan could do it slowly. Self-taught, he cut his mother's hair in a decent way.After finishing his haircut, Ge Ziyan took a basin of hot water, wet his hair with a towel, scrubbed the towel, and then wiped his hair. He wiped it many times until the water in the basin was a little dry. If it is muddy, replace it with clean water and repeat the previous action.After changing to the fourth pot of water, I felt that the hair in my hand was no longer knotted and astringent. Ge Ziyan used the hair dryer he brought to help his mother dry her hair. nodded:
"Well, Mom, you're still a beautiful woman when you're dressed up! Didn't many handsome guys chase after you back then? Hehe..."
Ge Ziyan joked alone as if talking to himself, but unfortunately the audience did not respond from the beginning to the end, and they still closed their eyes and were lifeless.Shake the bed flat, and Ge Ziyan helps his mother to sit and massage her body. After lying down for too long, the muscles of his mother's body have basically lost the ability to relax and gradually shrink. Ge Ziyan will massage his mother's feet every time he comes over 3 hours, so that the blood circulation can be smoother.
"Mom, can I tell you something on my mind?"
"Mom, I seem to like someone a little bit. Well...not right, I don't know if I like that person, but I just feel warm and safe by his side....I seem to be inseparable from him Yes. Mom, I'm a bit confused, but there's no one to help me, how can I be sure if I like him or just consider him a good friend?... Besides, he's a guy. And... I'm a little afraid that I will be the same as Xiao Qi. What should I do?"
"...Mom, it's really scary to be alone in the world...Mom, can you talk to me? Even just one sentence..." Ge Ziyan couldn't continue, his throat was sore Yes, he pressed his hands hard to his eyes, trying to stop the tears from flowing out.
Every time he came to the hospital, it was the most painful thing for him. He instinctively had a strong sense of rejection and fear of the hospital, but he had to come here when his mother was here. Every time he wanted to see her, he was afraid of seeing her.Every time he opens the door, he hopes to see a smiling face to greet him, but this hope has never been realized in the past five years. Ge Ziyan, who has been shattered in self-fantasy again and again, is already feeling exhausted. He doesn't know if one day Like his mother, he really couldn't bear this kind of mental torture and would do something extreme. He was a little scared.
Before Ge Ziyan left the hospital, he signed the transfer procedures with Director Fang. It was almost 5 o'clock when he left, and he answered several calls from Ling Tian on the way, asking him where he was, listening to Ling Tian nagging After tirelessly telling himself to pay attention to safety and the site, Ge Ziyan slightly bent his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and a faint warm smile filled his face.
...Fortunately, there is still someone by my side.It's good, it turns out I'm not alone.
The bus drove very slowly, and it took half an hour to arrive at the place where we made an appointment to eat hot pot today.As soon as Ge Ziyan got out of the car with his backpack in hand, he was grabbed by a pair of warm hands.
"Yanyan, is it cold?" Ling Tian covered Ziyan's numb face with his warm hands, and found that he was shivering all the time, so he quickly took off his coat, wrapped Ziyan around him, and hugged him Walking to the hot pot restaurant not far ahead, he blamed him with some displeasure: "I said I'll pick you up, you don't want it, I noticed when I was waiting for you just now, the bus on this route is not air-conditioned. Look! Now freeze to death!"
"Hehe, it's actually okay. It's just that the old woman sitting in front of me got car sick and wanted to open the window to breathe. I happened to be sitting next to the window. It was so cold when I was blown all the way by the wind. Why didn't you wait for me inside? Outside It's quite cold." Ge Ziyan, who quickly returned to warmth in his warm embrace, was surprised that Ling Tian would stand outside and wait for him.In his cognition, Ling Tian should not be the kind of person who would do such a thing.
"I'm afraid you've passed the stop while sleeping in the car, and it's not the first time you've passed the stop in the car because you fell asleep. Hehe..."
Ge Ziyan, who had been complained about, stuck out his tongue in embarrassment.The last time I came to the hospital by myself, I was a little tired from helping my mother with a massage that day, and fell asleep when I came back to take the bus. When the driver stopped at the terminal, I found that there was a sleepy person on the bus. Ge Ziyan got off the bus Later, he found that the last bus back to the city was gone, so he had to call Ling Tian for help.Fortunately, Ling Tian knew where the terminal station was, so he picked up Zi Yan, who was already freezing cold, and brought him home more than an hour later. After a whole pot of very thick brown sugar ginger soup, the spicy Ge Ziyan's face turned red.
After entering the box of the hot pot restaurant, he found that everyone had already arrived, and he was the only one waiting. Ge Ziyan apologized repeatedly in embarrassment.
Xiao Qi was sitting by the door, next to him was Brother Xuan, and next to Xue Kai, sitting next to Xue Kai was a man Ge Ziyan didn't know. An overwhelming aura exudes from top to bottom.Seeing that his gestures and gestures were naturally filled with a natural majesty, Ge Ziyan guessed that this person should have an extraordinary status, but he had never seen him before, and he didn't know whose friend it was.
"Ziyan, why did you come so late as a treat? We've been waiting for you for a long time!" Seeing Ge Ziyan coming in, Xiaoqi hurriedly yelled that this friend was unreliable.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Qi, the bus is running slower than usual today, I got off to help the driver push the car, but it still doesn't work, look, I'm so tired that my legs are shaking~~~" Ge Zi Yan hit the snake with the stick, making the people next to him "puchi" laugh out loud.
"You are frozen!"
"Hahaha…"
"Ziyan, you have no conscience, you only treat me to cheap hot pot after you get rich, can't you treat me to seafood?" Xue Kai teased Ge Ziyan for being stingy while drinking tea.
"Brother Kai, when did I get rich? Isn't it because my current salary is higher than that in the bar..."
"Wow! Are you a damn child complaining that I treated you harshly in the past~~~Look at how your former employer dealt with you~~~" Xue Kai laughed and pretended to show his teeth, and wanted to climb from the seat to the table to pinch Ziyan's neck.The momentum was quite ferocious, the behavior was quite bad, and the consequences were quite useless--only half a person climbed onto the table before being picked up by the stranger sitting next to him and pressed onto the chair.
"Kaikai, you are so courageous. You dared to climb a table not long after you left Beijing?!" The man's voice was not loud, low but very magnetic. Although it was a reproach, it sounded full of pampering.
"Didn't I climb over in Beijing? Oh! By the way, you, Yingying Yanyan, can't manage so many things. How can I care about whether I have climbed over a table, huh!" Xue Kai's tone of voice to that person A little rushed, after finishing speaking, he deliberately turned his head away from that person.The man was not annoyed, he just raised his hand and gently touched the top of Xue Kai's head, then smiled apologetically at everyone, and then reached out to Ge Ziyan: "Sorry, I came here uninvited. My name is Cen Liming, yes Kaikai's guardian."
Xue Kai's guardian?I've never heard Kaige mention it.
Ge Ziyan had already been protected by Ling Tian when Xue Kai was about to pinch him just now, and he heard Ling Tian ambiguously whispering to him, "It hurts me to be pinched, but I will feel distressed." Before he could figure out the meaning of this sentence, he saw Cen Liming wanting to shake hands with him, and quickly extended his hand to shake back: "Hello, Mr. Cen, my name is Ge Ziyan."
"Hehe, when I was waiting for you just now, I heard Axuan and Xiao Qi tell you about you being in the bar before. You were often teased by my Kaikai, right? Actually, he's not a bad person, he just likes to make trouble."
"Oh, no, no, brother Kai is very good to me and other employees. I was lucky to have brother Kai's help to get through the difficulties before. Speaking of it, it seems that I am too stingy to invite brother Kai to eat hot pot. Brother Kai, How about treating you to seafood next time?" Ge Ziyan couldn't help but find it funny when Xue Kai was still angry with Cen Liming, whom he just met. He has been working in a bar for a long time, and he has never seen such a childish boss. side of it.
"Okay, okay, Axuan Xiaoqi is a witness, don't play tricks, anyway, you can bring Ling Tian with you, and if you don't have enough money, let him pay the bill. Anyway, he should be very happy! Yes! Right? Ling Tian!" Xue Kai heard that next time he could eat seafood, he turned his head to talk with bright eyes, and said that he did not forget to raise his eyebrows suggestively at Ling Tian at the end.
This Ling Tian has such an obvious possessive desire for Ge Ziyan, even a fool can see it, probably Ziyan himself is still ignorant.So Xue Kai summed it up by himself: a fool can see it, but Ziyan can't, so Ziyan is more stupid than a fool.
"Hehe, of course it's no problem. Which seafood restaurant do you want to go to? Let's set a time. Pack it up and go home when you're full!" Ling Tian received Xue Kai's gaze, and responded with a tacit gaze. , and by the way gave Cen Liming a schematic look.
Xue Kai also looked back at Cen Liming, and saw that he was still smiling at him with a calm expression on his face. With a regular wife sitting in town, is it possible to let myself be a low-level junior by a man?Or do you want to rob a man with a woman?Although he is gay, he is also a gay with taste and self-respect, okay?
"I won't take you there next time, and I won't allow you to come here!" Xue Kai said angrily, and he found powerlessly that the other party wasn't listening to him at all, because Cen Liming answered: "Kai Kai, look at you!" I didn't take good care of myself, and there are fine lines around my eyes..."
"Ah~ No way, Xiao Qi brought the mirror, why didn't I find it?! That broken mask is useless at all, and it's so expensive!" What Xue Kai couldn't bear the most was the wrinkles on his face, which was basically A synonym for "old"!Cen Liming knew him well, and of course he knew how to divert his attention was the fastest way.Why!His Kaikai is too old to walk, his face is full of wrinkles, and his white hair is still the best in the world. He just doesn't understand why Kaikai cares so much about his wrinkles.
"Okay, okay, Ziyan, let's order food first, and let Xue Kai and the others make a fuss for a while. It seems that they can't stop for a while, anyway, they have already ordered food before."
After a while, the exquisite single-serve glass pots were brought up one by one, and they were placed in front of everyone, and the table was covered with various dishes.
As soon as the soup in the pot was boiled, everyone here would cook their own dishes according to their preferences. Cen Liming knew what Xue Kai liked to eat, so he kept helping him cook it, and he didn't eat much himself. People are angry, but they also put their own cooked dishes into Cen Liming's bowl. Although the two of them ate and didn't talk much, their behaviors were unusually harmonious and harmonious, as if this way of getting along had been going on for many years.
Compared with them, the atmosphere between Ah Xuan and Xiao Qi is more intriguing.Ge Ziyan has been secretly paying attention to the behavior of the two of them. Although they would talk together when they were noisy before, no matter how much they whitewash the cracks, there is always a trace of unnaturalness mixed in.Xiaoqi's smile hides some sadness and helplessness, while Axuan conceals it very well.Ge Ziyan couldn't figure out where Ah Xuan would put Xiao Qi before, but he could understand the situation when he was eating hot pot now. Xiao Qi would patiently help Ah Xuan cook difficult meat dishes, and then dipped in the seasonings and put them on the table. To A Xuan's bowl, but A Xuan just nodded indifferently, and didn't pay much attention to Xiao Qi.Ge Ziyan poked at the vegetables in the bowl with some annoyance, hey!What should Xiaoqi do...
Ge Ziyan, who had been paying attention to the interaction between several people, hadn't realized that there were a lot of dishes in his bowl, and he didn't wake up until Ling Tian secretly touched his leg, "What are you doing? I don't care if someone is jealous because I always look at others. Huh? You can poke it down and eat vegetable juice later, eat it quickly. Ah!" Ling Tian bit his ear and said softly, the burst of heat made Ziyan shrink his neck, and his ear was also his itchy spot Achilles heel!
"Ah? I didn't see anything. Besides, why would anyone be jealous? They don't know me so well!"
"Hey! Stupid! I mean I'll be jealous if you keep looking at other men. Do you understand, Yanyan?"
Ge Ziyan's face was flushed with embarrassment, he didn't know what to say, he looked around guiltily, as if no one heard him, he quickly put a straw mushroom meatball into his mouth.kindness!It's delicious. It would be even more delicious if you add a little spicy, so I added another one to dip in the spicy sauce.Well?The hot sauce bowl was removed?
"No spicy food, the doctor's words are forgotten again?! Are you afraid of stomach pain when you go back?!"
... Well, in fact, it is also stressful to have someone watching you all the time, -- at least, you can't open your heart and eat as you like~~
The hot dishes that Ling Tian helped Ziyan cook were very light, mainly because he was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable if he ate too much. After all, even if he only ate white soup hot pot, he would get angry. Ziyan's stomach is too slender, and his diet is a little off. It can hurt for half a day.At any rate, under Ling Tian's supervision, Ziyan's stomach problem has improved a lot, at least he won't have a pain every three days or so. This makes Ling Tian feel very relieved, and has the awareness that a husband who is a master of the family is not afraid of being thin.
Ge Ziyan took Ling Tian's care to help him cook, so he divided half of the vegetables in the bowl: "Ling Tian, eat by yourself, don't leave it to me, I will cook it myself." Looking at the two people who were interacting in front of me, he said: "You guys should eat more, especially Brother Kai, if you haven't eaten enough, I won't let you go home today, hehe, so you won't have anything to blackmail me gone."
"My boy, I thought you could get rid of your brother Hai with a meal of hot pot and a meal of seafood in the future. I wish you good preparations for a long-term battle!" Xue Kai was vague as he stuffed a few pieces of mutton into his mouth. He choked on Ge Ziyan clearly.
"Don't talk when you have something in your mouth, be careful of choking." Taking the teapot, he helped Xue Kai pour a glass of water, and Cen Liming called the waiter to come in and let her add the soup at the bottom of the pot.
Xiao Qi looked at Xue Kai and Cen Liming, then at Ge Ziyan and Ling Tian, and couldn't help feeling sad, his heart was full of bitterness, although he was chewing something, he didn't know what it was like, maybe, he really Wrong!
After dinner, several people went back to the Butterfly Club to continue chatting.Ling Tian also met Cen Liming for the first time, but the two career-oriented men seemed to be able to chat well together. After a while, they became brothers. Ge Ziyan sat aside and only heard about listings and modules. Yes, I didn't understand anyway, so I greeted Ling Tian and went to chat with Xiao Qi.
Since it was the weekend, there were a lot of people coming to the bar today, Xiaoqi saw that the others were too busy, so she changed her clothes early and went to help.
After the shop was busy for a while, Ge Ziyan saw that Xiao Qi was free, so he went over and pulled him to a place where there was no one around: "Xiao Qi, how are you doing? I can't ask because there were so many people just now, brother Xuan..."
"Ziyan, it's okay, don't worry about me, I'm fine. In fact, no matter what the final outcome is, as long as I work hard, at least I won't regret it when I get old, will I?
Ziyan, I can see that Mr. Ling treats you very differently. If you don't mind that he is a man, then take good care of him.It is very difficult to find someone who cherishes you and loves you in this world. It is hard to find someone, even if they are of the same sex. People have to live for themselves.At least, if you can get happiness, I will feel happy too. "
When Xiaoqi said this, her tone was quite calm, she looked at Axuan who was flirting with others in the distance with a calm face, and even persuaded Ge Ziyan with the tone of someone who had come here, making Ge Ziyan mistakenly think that she was the one who was going to be comforted the one.But since Xiaoqi can reveal his intention to let go, he probably really doesn't want to continue this hopeless love anymore.In fact, Ge Ziyan felt that this might be a good thing for Xiaoqi. After all, it is better to devote all his heart and soul to an incomprehensible person than to look for the next love with hope. Waiting for him beyond the rainbow.
Ge Ziyan hugged Xiaoqi, hoping to give him some strength, "Xiaoqi, as long as you can think about it, I will rest assured. No matter what decision you make, I will support you. You must be good, you know ?do not let me worry."
"Okay, don't worry, Ziyan, I'm still two years older than you, don't make it sound like you're more experienced than me." Xiao Qi said with a relieved smile, and hugged Ge Ziyan back hard.
-- Ziyan, you must be happy!Together with my share, I will feel happy in this way.
Xiao Qi didn't say this sentence, but just said it silently in his heart.In order not to let Ge Ziyan notice his unstable emotions, he has tried his best to control his emotions and smile in front of Ge Ziyan, pretending to be strong. In fact, he knows that he is on the verge of collapse, but he doesn't know this. When will a tight string break.
"Pa--" All the headlights in the bar were turned off, leaving only the small lights on each table, emitting a faint orange light.A spotlight was turned on, and the light hit the center of the bar stage. A resident singer was sitting there with a guitar in his hand and a Mic in front of him. The low and slow singing sounded throughout the bar with a guitar playing.This is the practice of the Butterfly Club. There will be resident singers to perform every weekend. Of course, guests can also order songs by themselves.
Ge Ziyan had already returned to his seat, Cen Liming had already left, and Ling Tian was sitting alone. Seeing him come back, Ling Tian immediately asked the waiter to change him a cup of hot tea.Seeing this, Ge Ziyan couldn't help showing a little shyness and embarrassment on his face when he thought of what Xiao Qi said to him just now, even his demeanor was a little unnatural, but there was still a trace of confusion in his eyes, could it be?Yeah?Does Ling Tian have that kind of affection for him?
"What's the matter? You won't have a stomachache again?" Ling Tian couldn't help but feel a little worried when he saw Ziyan's strange expression, and stretched out his hand to cover Ziyan's abdomen while talking.
"Well, it's fine, I'm not feeling sick. Are you bored? If so, let's go home." For a while, he didn't know how to face Ling Tian, and his tone was flustered.
"Okay, let's say hello to Xue Kai and the others and leave. You are quite tired after being out all day today. Go home early and rest."
With that said, the two were ready to get up.At this time, the singer on the stage had just finished a song, and said to the audience: "My friends, the following should be a singing session, but my friend wants to use this stage to present a song to someone who is interested in him. Very important person, if you don't mind, can I invite this friend to come up? In fact, the regular customers here should all know my friend, he is the invincible and beautiful boy Xiaoqi here! Let's applaud and encourage!"
Ge Ziyan stopped the foot that was about to move, and pulled Ling Tian to sit back: "What is Xiao Qi doing? When I was chatting with him just now, he didn't say he was going to sing on stage?"
"Xiao Qi can sing?" Ling Tian asked Ge Ziyan curiously.
"Yes, Xiaoqi and I can do it. In the past, if the resident singers couldn't come, it was me and Xiaoqi who came on stage. There used to be a regular customer, a record producer, who said that the voices of the two of us were unexpectedly the same. He wanted to pull us into his company, but Xiao Qi and I didn't agree, that kind of circle is not suitable for us." Ge Ziyan answered absent-mindedly, staring at Xiao Qi on the stage.He always felt that there was something wrong with Xiao Qi today. He didn't notice it when he was chatting with Xiao Qi just now. Looking back now, it seems that Xiao Qi's tone of voice was too depressing.
Ge Ziyan, who was thinking about something, suddenly felt itchy in his ears, and when he looked back, it was Ling Tian who was rubbing against his ear with the tip of his nose. His lips brushed against the other's cheek, "Shua--" Ge Ziyan felt his face was burning hot, and he didn't say a word after several mouthfuls.
"Yanyan, so you can sing too. Can you sing to me next time? Huh? Why is your face so red? Is the heater too hot?" Ling Tian deliberately pretended not to know why Ziyan blushed. , teasing Zuziyan will make him feel that the world is extremely beautiful, and even the scary-looking couple on the opposite side will look cute.
"Uh~Okay, I'll sing it to you next time..." Ge Ziyan wished he could dig a hole and get in, it was so embarrassing, he touched it by accident, why did he react so strongly!Also, why is Ling Tian's eyesight so good, how can he still see his blushing clearly in such dim light? !
While Ge Ziyan was still angry, Xiao Qi was already sitting on the stage ready to sing, and the singer was helping him play the guitar.Xiaoqi cleared her throat and said to Mic: "I really want to thank a person who gave me a little strength to look forward to when I was the loneliest, so that I have memories that I can read with a good mood in the future. This It was the first time I sang specifically for him alone...and the last time."
Xiaoqi's voice is soft and sweet, clear and soft, with an indescribable sex appeal. The profuse singing sounded in the bar, and the audience became completely silent, and everyone listened quietly:
Tonight's moonlight overload is too heavy
According to me, I can't coax a dream into a night
insomnia in every hair
Who is he missing in the sky
Are they all the same as me?
Can't get rid of the sweet details of yesterday
let today fall again
Are you wondering who feels the same as me?
Stubbornly waiting for someone, only to realize that there is no way to retreat
I once wanted to fly together and built a garden in my heart
Plant everything you have on this site
like a fish inside
No matter how long it takes, how many tears, how many failures to wait
whether you will come back
Actually, I don't understand why I hope so foolishly
you are my only love
Are you wondering who feels the same as me?
Stubbornly waiting for someone, only to realize that there is no way to retreat
I once wanted to fly together and built a garden in my heart
Plant everything you have on this site
stay inside like a fish
Keeping the phantom buried inside
The clear singing voice floated faintly, a little lonely and a little sad.When Xiao Qi sang, she didn't look at A Xuan, but just stared straight ahead quietly. Although the colorful lights in the bar flickered in her glass-like eyes, there was melancholy and bewilderment like smoke in them, making others I can't guess what he is thinking at this moment, but the sad but not hurt eyes are very sad.
Holding a glass of water in his hand, Ge Ziyan listened to his familiar singing, fixedly fixed his eyes on Xiaoqi's direction, not knowing what was going on in his mind, there seemed to be crystal clear liquid surging in his eyes.Ling Tian noticed that Ge Ziyan's mood seemed to be a little off, guessing that it might be related to the conversation he had with Xiaoqi just now, so he greeted Xue Kai, Cen Liming and the others alone, and took Ge Ziyan out of the bar first.
When Ge Ziyan arrived at the hospital, he still went to pay the bill first, and then went to Director Fang's office to find out about his mother's condition.
"Director Fang, I'm here." Ge Ziyan knocked on the door and went in. It happened that Director Fang was in free time and there was no patient to see.
"Ziyan is here, you should be doing well recently, right? You look much better than before. Well, you seem to have gained weight. You were too thin before. I'm afraid that you will disappear when the wind blows." Haha..." Director Fang was very happy to see this child. Ge Ziyan came to the hospital once before, and he didn't say much because he was in a hurry. He just mentioned that he is now working in a big company, and the salary Yuyou, the boss is also very kind to him.
Ge Ziyan scratched his head in embarrassment when Director Fang made such a joke, "Actually, I wasn't that thin before. Besides, don't look at me as thin. There are muscles in my bones. I have great strength. Hehehe!"
"By the way, I just wanted to tell you something when you came this time. Because your mother has been in the hospital for several years without losing her complexion. After a discussion in the hospital, I want to transfer your mother to the rehabilitation center of the branch hospital. There will also be dedicated nursing staff there, and to put it bluntly, nothing has changed except for a different doctor and place. Of course, this must be done with your consent."
"Ah? Why? Didn't I pay the fee every time?" He said it was a rehabilitation center, but Ge Ziyan also understood that going there meant that the hospital had decided to give up the continued treatment of his mother.
"Son, in fact, you also understand in your heart that your mother hasn't improved at all after several years of treatment. Ziyan, the chance of vegetative recovery is very small. This probability is a one-in-a-million concept. And the environment of the rehabilitation center is better than that of the hospital. It's not as noisy as here, and the air is better than here. You are a filial child, so let your mother live in a more comfortable nursing home, and there will still be doctors who will follow up with your mother when you get there, so You don't have to worry at all."
In fact, Ge Ziyan also knew in his heart that the chances of his mother being able to wake up were very slim. Part of the reason why he insisted on keeping his mother in the hospital these years was also his own selfishness: he could give himself a fantasy that one day he could be admitted to the hospital. The phone call, said mother woke up.In that case, no matter how hard it is outside, it will be a happy thing for him.But the phone has not rang until 5 years later.Maybe, I'm really too greedy, at least my mother is still there, isn't it?
"I understand, Director Fang. Then can I go to see my mother first and then come back and talk to you about the transfer?"
"Okay, you can go there first, you can come back later, I won't go out."
"Thank you Director Fang." With a slight bow, Ge Ziyan left Director Fang's office first.
When he came to the door of the ward, Ge Ziyan stood still for a while, lowering his eyes and wondering what he was thinking. After a long time, he sighed faintly, reached out and knocked on the door: "Mom, I'm here." The inside was as usual It was also very quiet. Ge Ziyan blinked his hot eyes hard, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open.
"Mom, I've come to see you. How are you resting these days?" Ge Ziyan took the chair and sat down beside the hospital bed.
His mother was lying quietly on the hospital bed, taking nutritional drips with one hand, her face was yellow, her skin was thin, and she looked like a breathing mummy, lifeless.Ge Ziyan sighed weakly in his heart, then squeezed out a big smile, took his mother's hand with one hand, and gently massaged the arm of the person on the bed with his fingers.
"Mom, we're going to change places to live in two days. Let me tell you, it's better there than here, the environment is beautiful, and there are not so many people making noise every day here. Aren't you most afraid of others making noise when you are sleeping?" Is it? If you live there, you can rest better. Hehe, I will help you find a more careful nurse, you are so picky, careless people will definitely be scolded by you, haha..."
"Mom, your hair seems to be growing again, let me help you shorten it."
Taking out the hair clipper and scarf from the drawer, Ge Ziyan rolled up the bed, helped his mother wrap up the scarf, combed her mother's messy hair, and then combed and cut it skillfully.In the past few years, Ge Ziyan would help his mother cut her long hair short every short time. First, he could keep it tidy, and second, he didn’t have the money to hire a barber to the hospital, so Ge Ziyan could do it slowly. Self-taught, he cut his mother's hair in a decent way.After finishing his haircut, Ge Ziyan took a basin of hot water, wet his hair with a towel, scrubbed the towel, and then wiped his hair. He wiped it many times until the water in the basin was a little dry. If it is muddy, replace it with clean water and repeat the previous action.After changing to the fourth pot of water, I felt that the hair in my hand was no longer knotted and astringent. Ge Ziyan used the hair dryer he brought to help his mother dry her hair. nodded:
"Well, Mom, you're still a beautiful woman when you're dressed up! Didn't many handsome guys chase after you back then? Hehe..."
Ge Ziyan joked alone as if talking to himself, but unfortunately the audience did not respond from the beginning to the end, and they still closed their eyes and were lifeless.Shake the bed flat, and Ge Ziyan helps his mother to sit and massage her body. After lying down for too long, the muscles of his mother's body have basically lost the ability to relax and gradually shrink. Ge Ziyan will massage his mother's feet every time he comes over 3 hours, so that the blood circulation can be smoother.
"Mom, can I tell you something on my mind?"
"Mom, I seem to like someone a little bit. Well...not right, I don't know if I like that person, but I just feel warm and safe by his side....I seem to be inseparable from him Yes. Mom, I'm a bit confused, but there's no one to help me, how can I be sure if I like him or just consider him a good friend?... Besides, he's a guy. And... I'm a little afraid that I will be the same as Xiao Qi. What should I do?"
"...Mom, it's really scary to be alone in the world...Mom, can you talk to me? Even just one sentence..." Ge Ziyan couldn't continue, his throat was sore Yes, he pressed his hands hard to his eyes, trying to stop the tears from flowing out.
Every time he came to the hospital, it was the most painful thing for him. He instinctively had a strong sense of rejection and fear of the hospital, but he had to come here when his mother was here. Every time he wanted to see her, he was afraid of seeing her.Every time he opens the door, he hopes to see a smiling face to greet him, but this hope has never been realized in the past five years. Ge Ziyan, who has been shattered in self-fantasy again and again, is already feeling exhausted. He doesn't know if one day Like his mother, he really couldn't bear this kind of mental torture and would do something extreme. He was a little scared.
Before Ge Ziyan left the hospital, he signed the transfer procedures with Director Fang. It was almost 5 o'clock when he left, and he answered several calls from Ling Tian on the way, asking him where he was, listening to Ling Tian nagging After tirelessly telling himself to pay attention to safety and the site, Ge Ziyan slightly bent his eyes, raised the corners of his mouth, and a faint warm smile filled his face.
...Fortunately, there is still someone by my side.It's good, it turns out I'm not alone.
The bus drove very slowly, and it took half an hour to arrive at the place where we made an appointment to eat hot pot today.As soon as Ge Ziyan got out of the car with his backpack in hand, he was grabbed by a pair of warm hands.
"Yanyan, is it cold?" Ling Tian covered Ziyan's numb face with his warm hands, and found that he was shivering all the time, so he quickly took off his coat, wrapped Ziyan around him, and hugged him Walking to the hot pot restaurant not far ahead, he blamed him with some displeasure: "I said I'll pick you up, you don't want it, I noticed when I was waiting for you just now, the bus on this route is not air-conditioned. Look! Now freeze to death!"
"Hehe, it's actually okay. It's just that the old woman sitting in front of me got car sick and wanted to open the window to breathe. I happened to be sitting next to the window. It was so cold when I was blown all the way by the wind. Why didn't you wait for me inside? Outside It's quite cold." Ge Ziyan, who quickly returned to warmth in his warm embrace, was surprised that Ling Tian would stand outside and wait for him.In his cognition, Ling Tian should not be the kind of person who would do such a thing.
"I'm afraid you've passed the stop while sleeping in the car, and it's not the first time you've passed the stop in the car because you fell asleep. Hehe..."
Ge Ziyan, who had been complained about, stuck out his tongue in embarrassment.The last time I came to the hospital by myself, I was a little tired from helping my mother with a massage that day, and fell asleep when I came back to take the bus. When the driver stopped at the terminal, I found that there was a sleepy person on the bus. Ge Ziyan got off the bus Later, he found that the last bus back to the city was gone, so he had to call Ling Tian for help.Fortunately, Ling Tian knew where the terminal station was, so he picked up Zi Yan, who was already freezing cold, and brought him home more than an hour later. After a whole pot of very thick brown sugar ginger soup, the spicy Ge Ziyan's face turned red.
After entering the box of the hot pot restaurant, he found that everyone had already arrived, and he was the only one waiting. Ge Ziyan apologized repeatedly in embarrassment.
Xiao Qi was sitting by the door, next to him was Brother Xuan, and next to Xue Kai, sitting next to Xue Kai was a man Ge Ziyan didn't know. An overwhelming aura exudes from top to bottom.Seeing that his gestures and gestures were naturally filled with a natural majesty, Ge Ziyan guessed that this person should have an extraordinary status, but he had never seen him before, and he didn't know whose friend it was.
"Ziyan, why did you come so late as a treat? We've been waiting for you for a long time!" Seeing Ge Ziyan coming in, Xiaoqi hurriedly yelled that this friend was unreliable.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Qi, the bus is running slower than usual today, I got off to help the driver push the car, but it still doesn't work, look, I'm so tired that my legs are shaking~~~" Ge Zi Yan hit the snake with the stick, making the people next to him "puchi" laugh out loud.
"You are frozen!"
"Hahaha…"
"Ziyan, you have no conscience, you only treat me to cheap hot pot after you get rich, can't you treat me to seafood?" Xue Kai teased Ge Ziyan for being stingy while drinking tea.
"Brother Kai, when did I get rich? Isn't it because my current salary is higher than that in the bar..."
"Wow! Are you a damn child complaining that I treated you harshly in the past~~~Look at how your former employer dealt with you~~~" Xue Kai laughed and pretended to show his teeth, and wanted to climb from the seat to the table to pinch Ziyan's neck.The momentum was quite ferocious, the behavior was quite bad, and the consequences were quite useless--only half a person climbed onto the table before being picked up by the stranger sitting next to him and pressed onto the chair.
"Kaikai, you are so courageous. You dared to climb a table not long after you left Beijing?!" The man's voice was not loud, low but very magnetic. Although it was a reproach, it sounded full of pampering.
"Didn't I climb over in Beijing? Oh! By the way, you, Yingying Yanyan, can't manage so many things. How can I care about whether I have climbed over a table, huh!" Xue Kai's tone of voice to that person A little rushed, after finishing speaking, he deliberately turned his head away from that person.The man was not annoyed, he just raised his hand and gently touched the top of Xue Kai's head, then smiled apologetically at everyone, and then reached out to Ge Ziyan: "Sorry, I came here uninvited. My name is Cen Liming, yes Kaikai's guardian."
Xue Kai's guardian?I've never heard Kaige mention it.
Ge Ziyan had already been protected by Ling Tian when Xue Kai was about to pinch him just now, and he heard Ling Tian ambiguously whispering to him, "It hurts me to be pinched, but I will feel distressed." Before he could figure out the meaning of this sentence, he saw Cen Liming wanting to shake hands with him, and quickly extended his hand to shake back: "Hello, Mr. Cen, my name is Ge Ziyan."
"Hehe, when I was waiting for you just now, I heard Axuan and Xiao Qi tell you about you being in the bar before. You were often teased by my Kaikai, right? Actually, he's not a bad person, he just likes to make trouble."
"Oh, no, no, brother Kai is very good to me and other employees. I was lucky to have brother Kai's help to get through the difficulties before. Speaking of it, it seems that I am too stingy to invite brother Kai to eat hot pot. Brother Kai, How about treating you to seafood next time?" Ge Ziyan couldn't help but find it funny when Xue Kai was still angry with Cen Liming, whom he just met. He has been working in a bar for a long time, and he has never seen such a childish boss. side of it.
"Okay, okay, Axuan Xiaoqi is a witness, don't play tricks, anyway, you can bring Ling Tian with you, and if you don't have enough money, let him pay the bill. Anyway, he should be very happy! Yes! Right? Ling Tian!" Xue Kai heard that next time he could eat seafood, he turned his head to talk with bright eyes, and said that he did not forget to raise his eyebrows suggestively at Ling Tian at the end.
This Ling Tian has such an obvious possessive desire for Ge Ziyan, even a fool can see it, probably Ziyan himself is still ignorant.So Xue Kai summed it up by himself: a fool can see it, but Ziyan can't, so Ziyan is more stupid than a fool.
"Hehe, of course it's no problem. Which seafood restaurant do you want to go to? Let's set a time. Pack it up and go home when you're full!" Ling Tian received Xue Kai's gaze, and responded with a tacit gaze. , and by the way gave Cen Liming a schematic look.
Xue Kai also looked back at Cen Liming, and saw that he was still smiling at him with a calm expression on his face. With a regular wife sitting in town, is it possible to let myself be a low-level junior by a man?Or do you want to rob a man with a woman?Although he is gay, he is also a gay with taste and self-respect, okay?
"I won't take you there next time, and I won't allow you to come here!" Xue Kai said angrily, and he found powerlessly that the other party wasn't listening to him at all, because Cen Liming answered: "Kai Kai, look at you!" I didn't take good care of myself, and there are fine lines around my eyes..."
"Ah~ No way, Xiao Qi brought the mirror, why didn't I find it?! That broken mask is useless at all, and it's so expensive!" What Xue Kai couldn't bear the most was the wrinkles on his face, which was basically A synonym for "old"!Cen Liming knew him well, and of course he knew how to divert his attention was the fastest way.Why!His Kaikai is too old to walk, his face is full of wrinkles, and his white hair is still the best in the world. He just doesn't understand why Kaikai cares so much about his wrinkles.
"Okay, okay, Ziyan, let's order food first, and let Xue Kai and the others make a fuss for a while. It seems that they can't stop for a while, anyway, they have already ordered food before."
After a while, the exquisite single-serve glass pots were brought up one by one, and they were placed in front of everyone, and the table was covered with various dishes.
As soon as the soup in the pot was boiled, everyone here would cook their own dishes according to their preferences. Cen Liming knew what Xue Kai liked to eat, so he kept helping him cook it, and he didn't eat much himself. People are angry, but they also put their own cooked dishes into Cen Liming's bowl. Although the two of them ate and didn't talk much, their behaviors were unusually harmonious and harmonious, as if this way of getting along had been going on for many years.
Compared with them, the atmosphere between Ah Xuan and Xiao Qi is more intriguing.Ge Ziyan has been secretly paying attention to the behavior of the two of them. Although they would talk together when they were noisy before, no matter how much they whitewash the cracks, there is always a trace of unnaturalness mixed in.Xiaoqi's smile hides some sadness and helplessness, while Axuan conceals it very well.Ge Ziyan couldn't figure out where Ah Xuan would put Xiao Qi before, but he could understand the situation when he was eating hot pot now. Xiao Qi would patiently help Ah Xuan cook difficult meat dishes, and then dipped in the seasonings and put them on the table. To A Xuan's bowl, but A Xuan just nodded indifferently, and didn't pay much attention to Xiao Qi.Ge Ziyan poked at the vegetables in the bowl with some annoyance, hey!What should Xiaoqi do...
Ge Ziyan, who had been paying attention to the interaction between several people, hadn't realized that there were a lot of dishes in his bowl, and he didn't wake up until Ling Tian secretly touched his leg, "What are you doing? I don't care if someone is jealous because I always look at others. Huh? You can poke it down and eat vegetable juice later, eat it quickly. Ah!" Ling Tian bit his ear and said softly, the burst of heat made Ziyan shrink his neck, and his ear was also his itchy spot Achilles heel!
"Ah? I didn't see anything. Besides, why would anyone be jealous? They don't know me so well!"
"Hey! Stupid! I mean I'll be jealous if you keep looking at other men. Do you understand, Yanyan?"
Ge Ziyan's face was flushed with embarrassment, he didn't know what to say, he looked around guiltily, as if no one heard him, he quickly put a straw mushroom meatball into his mouth.kindness!It's delicious. It would be even more delicious if you add a little spicy, so I added another one to dip in the spicy sauce.Well?The hot sauce bowl was removed?
"No spicy food, the doctor's words are forgotten again?! Are you afraid of stomach pain when you go back?!"
... Well, in fact, it is also stressful to have someone watching you all the time, -- at least, you can't open your heart and eat as you like~~
The hot dishes that Ling Tian helped Ziyan cook were very light, mainly because he was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable if he ate too much. After all, even if he only ate white soup hot pot, he would get angry. Ziyan's stomach is too slender, and his diet is a little off. It can hurt for half a day.At any rate, under Ling Tian's supervision, Ziyan's stomach problem has improved a lot, at least he won't have a pain every three days or so. This makes Ling Tian feel very relieved, and has the awareness that a husband who is a master of the family is not afraid of being thin.
Ge Ziyan took Ling Tian's care to help him cook, so he divided half of the vegetables in the bowl: "Ling Tian, eat by yourself, don't leave it to me, I will cook it myself." Looking at the two people who were interacting in front of me, he said: "You guys should eat more, especially Brother Kai, if you haven't eaten enough, I won't let you go home today, hehe, so you won't have anything to blackmail me gone."
"My boy, I thought you could get rid of your brother Hai with a meal of hot pot and a meal of seafood in the future. I wish you good preparations for a long-term battle!" Xue Kai was vague as he stuffed a few pieces of mutton into his mouth. He choked on Ge Ziyan clearly.
"Don't talk when you have something in your mouth, be careful of choking." Taking the teapot, he helped Xue Kai pour a glass of water, and Cen Liming called the waiter to come in and let her add the soup at the bottom of the pot.
Xiao Qi looked at Xue Kai and Cen Liming, then at Ge Ziyan and Ling Tian, and couldn't help feeling sad, his heart was full of bitterness, although he was chewing something, he didn't know what it was like, maybe, he really Wrong!
After dinner, several people went back to the Butterfly Club to continue chatting.Ling Tian also met Cen Liming for the first time, but the two career-oriented men seemed to be able to chat well together. After a while, they became brothers. Ge Ziyan sat aside and only heard about listings and modules. Yes, I didn't understand anyway, so I greeted Ling Tian and went to chat with Xiao Qi.
Since it was the weekend, there were a lot of people coming to the bar today, Xiaoqi saw that the others were too busy, so she changed her clothes early and went to help.
After the shop was busy for a while, Ge Ziyan saw that Xiao Qi was free, so he went over and pulled him to a place where there was no one around: "Xiao Qi, how are you doing? I can't ask because there were so many people just now, brother Xuan..."
"Ziyan, it's okay, don't worry about me, I'm fine. In fact, no matter what the final outcome is, as long as I work hard, at least I won't regret it when I get old, will I?
Ziyan, I can see that Mr. Ling treats you very differently. If you don't mind that he is a man, then take good care of him.It is very difficult to find someone who cherishes you and loves you in this world. It is hard to find someone, even if they are of the same sex. People have to live for themselves.At least, if you can get happiness, I will feel happy too. "
When Xiaoqi said this, her tone was quite calm, she looked at Axuan who was flirting with others in the distance with a calm face, and even persuaded Ge Ziyan with the tone of someone who had come here, making Ge Ziyan mistakenly think that she was the one who was going to be comforted the one.But since Xiaoqi can reveal his intention to let go, he probably really doesn't want to continue this hopeless love anymore.In fact, Ge Ziyan felt that this might be a good thing for Xiaoqi. After all, it is better to devote all his heart and soul to an incomprehensible person than to look for the next love with hope. Waiting for him beyond the rainbow.
Ge Ziyan hugged Xiaoqi, hoping to give him some strength, "Xiaoqi, as long as you can think about it, I will rest assured. No matter what decision you make, I will support you. You must be good, you know ?do not let me worry."
"Okay, don't worry, Ziyan, I'm still two years older than you, don't make it sound like you're more experienced than me." Xiao Qi said with a relieved smile, and hugged Ge Ziyan back hard.
-- Ziyan, you must be happy!Together with my share, I will feel happy in this way.
Xiao Qi didn't say this sentence, but just said it silently in his heart.In order not to let Ge Ziyan notice his unstable emotions, he has tried his best to control his emotions and smile in front of Ge Ziyan, pretending to be strong. In fact, he knows that he is on the verge of collapse, but he doesn't know this. When will a tight string break.
"Pa--" All the headlights in the bar were turned off, leaving only the small lights on each table, emitting a faint orange light.A spotlight was turned on, and the light hit the center of the bar stage. A resident singer was sitting there with a guitar in his hand and a Mic in front of him. The low and slow singing sounded throughout the bar with a guitar playing.This is the practice of the Butterfly Club. There will be resident singers to perform every weekend. Of course, guests can also order songs by themselves.
Ge Ziyan had already returned to his seat, Cen Liming had already left, and Ling Tian was sitting alone. Seeing him come back, Ling Tian immediately asked the waiter to change him a cup of hot tea.Seeing this, Ge Ziyan couldn't help showing a little shyness and embarrassment on his face when he thought of what Xiao Qi said to him just now, even his demeanor was a little unnatural, but there was still a trace of confusion in his eyes, could it be?Yeah?Does Ling Tian have that kind of affection for him?
"What's the matter? You won't have a stomachache again?" Ling Tian couldn't help but feel a little worried when he saw Ziyan's strange expression, and stretched out his hand to cover Ziyan's abdomen while talking.
"Well, it's fine, I'm not feeling sick. Are you bored? If so, let's go home." For a while, he didn't know how to face Ling Tian, and his tone was flustered.
"Okay, let's say hello to Xue Kai and the others and leave. You are quite tired after being out all day today. Go home early and rest."
With that said, the two were ready to get up.At this time, the singer on the stage had just finished a song, and said to the audience: "My friends, the following should be a singing session, but my friend wants to use this stage to present a song to someone who is interested in him. Very important person, if you don't mind, can I invite this friend to come up? In fact, the regular customers here should all know my friend, he is the invincible and beautiful boy Xiaoqi here! Let's applaud and encourage!"
Ge Ziyan stopped the foot that was about to move, and pulled Ling Tian to sit back: "What is Xiao Qi doing? When I was chatting with him just now, he didn't say he was going to sing on stage?"
"Xiao Qi can sing?" Ling Tian asked Ge Ziyan curiously.
"Yes, Xiaoqi and I can do it. In the past, if the resident singers couldn't come, it was me and Xiaoqi who came on stage. There used to be a regular customer, a record producer, who said that the voices of the two of us were unexpectedly the same. He wanted to pull us into his company, but Xiao Qi and I didn't agree, that kind of circle is not suitable for us." Ge Ziyan answered absent-mindedly, staring at Xiao Qi on the stage.He always felt that there was something wrong with Xiao Qi today. He didn't notice it when he was chatting with Xiao Qi just now. Looking back now, it seems that Xiao Qi's tone of voice was too depressing.
Ge Ziyan, who was thinking about something, suddenly felt itchy in his ears, and when he looked back, it was Ling Tian who was rubbing against his ear with the tip of his nose. His lips brushed against the other's cheek, "Shua--" Ge Ziyan felt his face was burning hot, and he didn't say a word after several mouthfuls.
"Yanyan, so you can sing too. Can you sing to me next time? Huh? Why is your face so red? Is the heater too hot?" Ling Tian deliberately pretended not to know why Ziyan blushed. , teasing Zuziyan will make him feel that the world is extremely beautiful, and even the scary-looking couple on the opposite side will look cute.
"Uh~Okay, I'll sing it to you next time..." Ge Ziyan wished he could dig a hole and get in, it was so embarrassing, he touched it by accident, why did he react so strongly!Also, why is Ling Tian's eyesight so good, how can he still see his blushing clearly in such dim light? !
While Ge Ziyan was still angry, Xiao Qi was already sitting on the stage ready to sing, and the singer was helping him play the guitar.Xiaoqi cleared her throat and said to Mic: "I really want to thank a person who gave me a little strength to look forward to when I was the loneliest, so that I have memories that I can read with a good mood in the future. This It was the first time I sang specifically for him alone...and the last time."
Xiaoqi's voice is soft and sweet, clear and soft, with an indescribable sex appeal. The profuse singing sounded in the bar, and the audience became completely silent, and everyone listened quietly:
Tonight's moonlight overload is too heavy
According to me, I can't coax a dream into a night
insomnia in every hair
Who is he missing in the sky
Are they all the same as me?
Can't get rid of the sweet details of yesterday
let today fall again
Are you wondering who feels the same as me?
Stubbornly waiting for someone, only to realize that there is no way to retreat
I once wanted to fly together and built a garden in my heart
Plant everything you have on this site
like a fish inside
No matter how long it takes, how many tears, how many failures to wait
whether you will come back
Actually, I don't understand why I hope so foolishly
you are my only love
Are you wondering who feels the same as me?
Stubbornly waiting for someone, only to realize that there is no way to retreat
I once wanted to fly together and built a garden in my heart
Plant everything you have on this site
stay inside like a fish
Keeping the phantom buried inside
The clear singing voice floated faintly, a little lonely and a little sad.When Xiao Qi sang, she didn't look at A Xuan, but just stared straight ahead quietly. Although the colorful lights in the bar flickered in her glass-like eyes, there was melancholy and bewilderment like smoke in them, making others I can't guess what he is thinking at this moment, but the sad but not hurt eyes are very sad.
Holding a glass of water in his hand, Ge Ziyan listened to his familiar singing, fixedly fixed his eyes on Xiaoqi's direction, not knowing what was going on in his mind, there seemed to be crystal clear liquid surging in his eyes.Ling Tian noticed that Ge Ziyan's mood seemed to be a little off, guessing that it might be related to the conversation he had with Xiaoqi just now, so he greeted Xue Kai, Cen Liming and the others alone, and took Ge Ziyan out of the bar first.
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