swear by the wind

Driving all the way home, Ge Ziyan was in a low mood, and he just sat quietly watching the ever-changing night scene outside the window without saying a word.Ling Tian held the steering wheel with one hand and held Ziyan's left hand with the other to comfort him.Ge Ziyan didn't break free, but let Ling Tian hold his hand tightly all the way.Perhaps, the heat transmitted from Ling Tian's palm at this moment can comfort his restless heart.

It was past 9 o'clock in the evening when we got home, and after taking a shower, the two of them sat on the sofa and watched idol movies on the movie channel.The heroes and heroines in the movie work hard for love, quarrel, doubt each other, hurt each other, and finally the misunderstanding is eliminated, and the lovers finally get married.The title is very novel, the plot is very vulgar, and the ending is very mediocre.

"Is it true that happy love can only be found in movies and novels?" Ge Ziyan curled up in a corner of the sofa, and was covered with a thick cashmere blanket that Ling Tian helped him wrap around.When he was watching the movie just now, he kept thinking about Xiao Qi. He could see that Xiao Qi was in pain now, and he really hoped to find a way to help him that had the best of both worlds, but after much deliberation, there was no good way. What's more, he himself has no love experience at all, and he wants to help but can't do it.

"No way, aren't the materials of movies and novels all taken from life? So only in life can these beautiful things really exist." Ling Tian came from the kitchen with a glass of milk and put it in Ge Ziyan's hand.Ge Ziyan was a little unhappy since he left the bar, so Ling Tian dragged him to watch TV together, trying to divert his attention temporarily, but it seemed useless, this guy was too good at cornering his horns, and it was for other people's sake It's just a dead end.

Ge Ziyan held the milk glass in both hands, looking at Ling Tian who was sitting next to him with a confused expression. "Then what is love?"

Is it the same as the milky white milk in your hand-it was so pure and beautiful before, but what will happen if you add sour lemon juice?Did you immediately lose this simple and innocent look?If it is hard, is this kind of love worth pursuing?Seeing Xiaoqi struggling so painfully for his love, Ge Ziyan couldn't help but feel a little confused, is it worth it?

"I think that the beginning of love starts with the innocence. In fact, the first wish of every couple is beautiful and simple, but how to maintain this innocence and prevent it from being corroded by all kinds of desires and filth in the world is a challenge. It is very difficult. Just like the chrysalis in the cocoon, although they all had the dream of embracing nature in the most beautiful posture, if they do not work hard to break free, they will only be annihilated with time. The butterfly that breaks out of the cocoon can only truly appreciate the beauty of the world at the moment when it spreads its wings and flies. I think that the people who can really get that unique love must be strong and brave people, and only those who have a sense of love Those who have a firm belief are worthy of having that kind of pure and original emotion."

"..." Ge Ziyan bowed his head and remained silent. To be honest, he didn't quite understand these words.

"Yanyan, I know you are worrying about Xiaoqi and Axuan's affairs, but no one else can interfere with this kind of matter. Don't always find yourself with horns with your little head. Moreover, if this kind of matter If there is external interference, it will become more complicated. The best way now is to let the two of them solve it by themselves. After all, emotional matters require the joint efforts of both parties. If only Xiaoqi is fighting alone on this battlefield, it is better to just give up. Maybe it would be too realistic for me to say this, but this is also the best way for Xiao Qi, it is better to go down with a knife than to be entangled in pain all the time."

"I also know that sometimes long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, but...I just don't want to see Xiaoqi get hurt....Is love always this painful? If it were me, I would rather not. Ling Tian...how about you? ?”

Ling Tian turned Ge Ziyan's body to face him, and pressed his thick palm against Ge Ziyan's smooth cheek, caressing it carefully, as if a priceless piece of white porcelain was under his palm, "Yanyan,... Want to know?"

Ge Ziyan, who was originally immersed in sadness, was a little overwhelmed by Ling Tian's sudden ambiguous and straightforward actions.Although usually Ling Tian would touch his face and jokingly say that he is beautiful or something, but at this moment Ling Tian gave Ziyan a completely different feeling, like a dormant beast, with all the strength relaxed, just looking at him. Waiting for the prey in front of him, this kind of Ling Tian made Ziyan a little strange, but he couldn't say anything specifically, but Ziyan knew that the person in front of him would not hurt him.

The warm milk in the hands still exuded bursts of rich milky fragrance, and the curling heat dazzled the eyes of the two of them, but the warmth from the cheeks and the touch of the thin calluses under the palms made Ge Ziyan a little dazed.

Ling Tian held Ge Ziyan's face in his hands, and what appeared in his deep eyes was no longer the calmness and steadyness of his usual work, but the deep love, the tenderness of affection and the unstoppable possession.Such fierce eyes made Ge Ziyan's heart unconsciously want to sink... until he felt that his breathing was stagnant, Ge Ziyan panicked and wanted to avoid the other party's fiery eyes.Ling Tian raised Ge Ziyan's face domineeringly, staring at Ge Ziyan, not giving Ge Ziyan a chance to dodge.

"Every time I see you smiling at me, I seem to hear the most beautiful sound of flowers blooming in the world. I want to cherish it and let it bloom by my side forever. Yanyan, frankly speaking, the old me Although there is no lack of close friends, but no one can let me loose my defenses unconsciously like you. To me, you are the most unique in this world. You... understand me mean?"

"...I...that..."

"I didn't want to let you know my heart so quickly, because I'm not sure what your attitude is towards me. If I push you too hard, I'm afraid I will lose you completely. But seeing that you are so pessimistic about Xiao Qi, I'm afraid you will be affected. Yanyan, in fact, love is a sweet thing, and some people may shed tears and feel lost because of it, but it is more about bringing the best things in the world to those who believe in it."

"You...you...I...I don't know what to do, I've never..." Ge Ziyan only felt his heart fluctuate a lot at this time, it turned out that it wasn't his own illusion before, it turned out that Ling Tian was really at one point. Bit by bit, she revealed the message to herself, it turned out that when she slowly fell in love with him, he had already fallen in love with herself.

"Don't be afraid of Yanyan, I'm here for everything. You just need to look at me and follow me, and you don't have to worry about anything. But, can I confirm your heart first?"

Ling Tian's tone was gentle with some no hesitation.Now that he has spoken out today, he must know Ziyan's true thoughts. He understands that if he does not force Ziyan to speak out, he will probably have to wait for a while, and he is not going to let Ziyan back down.

Ge Ziyan didn't know how to answer, Ling Tian's tough aura made him at a loss.He stared at the pair of tender yet resolute eyes in front of him, it seemed as if something was gushing out of it, wrapping his body and mind firmly, at this moment he only felt that his brain thinking had been completely overwhelmed by this inexplicable emotion He was so demonic that he couldn't even believe what he said: "...Ling Tian, ​​I think I might be the same as you..."

As soon as the words were spoken, Ge Ziyan woke up, his face was covered with red clouds, he wanted to bite off his tongue, and stammered, he explained: "I mean you are fine, uh... no, I feel that you are fine with you. We are very happy and comfortable together..." Seeing Ling Tian staring at him jokingly, Ge Ziyan could only helplessly bury his hot face swollen with embarrassment, and let out a muffled voice from under the blanket: " Well, I admit that I like you, but I haven't been sure what I like, so... I'm a little scared."

very good!that's enough!

Ling Tian looked at the pair of pink ear tips protruding from the blanket, and felt that this person was very cute. He released the embarrassed person from the blanket with one hand, gently stroked that delicate face, and said : "It's okay, Yanyan, you don't have to do anything, just feel my love quietly, that's enough, I'll protect you from the wind and rain outside."

Ge Ziyan raised his head, Ling Tian's handsome face was reflected in his black jade-like pupils, he looked at Ling Tian with a blurred gaze, and the words that Ling Tian said just now kept circling in his mind, "Feel me quietly. My love, I will protect you from the wind and rain outside", looking at everything surrounded by the soft lights and the gentle Ling Tian beside him, he felt that all this was so unreal, like being in a dream-like magic, Is he really loved and protected by others?Will there be no more Ge Ziyan fighting alone in the future?There was a slight smile on his face, this feeling of not being alone... so happy...

"Ling Tian, ​​I...will only look at you, and will always stay by your side,...will you too?

"Of course! You are mine, so of course I have to protect you carefully! Now, from today on, Ge Ziyan is Ling Tian's personal property! Seal it and use it as proof!"

Ling Tian wrapped his arms around Ziyan, kissed him lightly on his smooth forehead, and caressed the ear hidden in the hair with a smile, it was small and soft, just like its owner.Rubbing those hot ears carefully, Ling Tian knew from the somewhat stiff and unnatural body in his arms that the person in his arms was a little nervous, so he smiled gently and said, "Go to bed early after drinking milk." , it's already late, don't think too much, huh?!"

"Well, good!" Ge Ziyan was a little worried about whether Ling Tian would make any demands, but when he saw that Ling Tian simply kissed his forehead, he breathed a sigh of relief. It turned out that he was still very nervous...

In fact, Ling Tian wanted to do something, but when he hugged Ziyan, he could clearly feel that the person in his arms was stiff and tense. He was afraid that his excessive actions would scare Ziyan, after all, Yan is as pure as white paper, he doesn't want to scribble at will.

Because he slept too late last night and his mood fluctuated greatly, Ge Ziyan didn't fall asleep until the morning fog gradually rose.He didn't know what was going on, but he had another dream that he had before. It was still when he was young, and the family of three went out for a mountain hiking picnic. The woman in the dress still appeared, and Ge Ziyan could actually see what the woman was wearing this time—it was not a red dress, but a white dress stained with blood!In the dream, Ge Ziyan was terrified and wanted to back away, but found that he was tightly hugged by this woman, unable to break free like iron tongs, and the woman was actually holding his bloody head slowly, slowly. Turning to Ge Ziyan, Ge Ziyan told himself intuitively that he could not look at this woman's face, closed his eyes tightly, shook his head desperately, and screamed in fear uncontrollably...

"Yanyan! Yanyan! What's the matter?! Wake up..."

There was a rush of calling by his ears, and he felt someone shaking him non-stop. Ge Ziyan opened his eyes weakly, and saw Ling Tian staring at him with a worried and anxious expression. Seeing that he woke up, don't worry. He let out a sigh of relief: "I was scared to death just now, no matter how I yell at you or shake you hard, you seem to be unconscious. What's the matter? Did you have a nightmare?"

Ge Ziyan just felt exhausted now, a bloody scene flashed in his mind all the time, and his whole temple was throbbing violently. Although he was lying under the quilt and the heater was on, he could Just shivering from the cold.

"...cough cough... Ling Tian, ​​I had a terrible dream, a lot of blood! There was a lot of blood... so cold...cough cough..."

Ling Tian saw that Ge Ziyan's forehead was frowning, his face was pale, and his speech was limp, so he reached out to touch his forehead, it was hot, and the tentacles were covered with fine cold sweat.

"Oops, you have a fever. Hey, it must be caused by the cold wind you blew all the way last night. Yanyan, can you get up? Let's change clothes and go to the hospital, okay?"

Ling Tian took the paper towel from the bedside, carefully helped the person on the bed wipe off the cold sweat from his face, smoothed the messy forehead hair, and got up to open the closet to find clothes.

"Ling Tian, ​​I don't want to go to the hospital, I don't want to..." Ge Ziyan huddled under the quilt desperately.He is really afraid of going to the hospital, and he is even more afraid of injections... Before, he went to the hospital regularly for stomach checkups, and he just dispensed some medicine to take at home. He never needed injections or anything.In fact, he really wanted to say that it was just a fever, just take an ice pack at home and cool it off...

"No! The body temperature is too high, you have to hang water to press it down first. Aren't you afraid of burning your smart head?!"

Ling Tian found a few clothes and found them too flimsy.That's right, before Ziyan basically followed him in and out, and was basically in a heated environment all the way, so he didn't need to wear thick clothes at all, but now he has a high fever and feels chills.The temperature outside today is nearly ten degrees below zero, and there have been sporadic snowfalls since midnight. Going out will definitely freeze this sick cat into a daze.Ling Tian thought for a while, and ran back to his room to take out a short black mink fur coat. This coat was bought on a business trip to England last year. Thinking of it, it can be given to Ziyan to wear, which is better than a down jacket to keep warm.

Returning to Ziyan's room with his coat, he saw that the person on the bed didn't seem to be getting up at all, so he shook his head helplessly and walked over to half hug him.

Ge Ziyan's pajamas were already half wet with sweat, and Ling Tian quickly removed them. Although seeing Ge Ziyan's soft and delicate body as white as jade made Ling Tian really irritated, but now It's not the time for him to dream too much.Ling Tian quickly helped Ge Ziyan change into clean and thick clothes, wrapped him in a coat like a rice dumpling, and drove straight to the hospital.

When he arrived at the hospital, Ling Tian directly asked his own health consultant doctor to help Ziyan for consultation. As expected, he had a high fever due to a cold infection, and was found to have acute pneumonia, so he had to patiently drink water for several days.It didn't take long before Ge Ziyan was put in a single ward to honestly carry water.

Ling Tian stayed with Ziyan in the ward. Before Ziyan refused to come to the hospital for injections, he guessed that this person must be afraid of injections.Sure enough, when Ge Ziyan saw the nurse pushing the small cart in, he wrinkled his small face bitterly, and looked at Ling Tian pleadingly, so Ling Tian almost said, "Don't hang up, come back." Let's go home."Fortunately, the nurse is very smart, probably because the underdogs became numb after watching too much, and when Ling Tian grasped Ziyan's wrist, he nimbly pinched the needle and successfully stabbed it.Ge Ziyan only had time to let out an "ah" and looked down to see that the tape had already been pasted.

By the time the second bottle of water was hung up, Ge Ziyan had already fallen asleep. Ling Tian tested the temperature on his forehead, and it was no longer so hot. He put his coat on Ziyan, then quietly got up and walked out of the ward. While standing, I faintly heard a few girls in the nurse's station chirping and discussing:

"Hey, let me tell you, today I saw a pair of men and women!"

"Is it the one you mentioned just now who was hanging water?"

"Yes, yes, let me tell you, the one who came to accompany the room is so handsome! It's a pity, people like men... Woah~"

"What does the sick one look like?"

"Hey! Speaking of it makes me even angrier. She actually looks better than a girl! I can't help but feel pity for the weak appearance of that sick beauty~~ No wonder men with good conditions don't look for women now. Oh, ah~~What about us poor old leftover girls~~"

"Hey, don't say it, don't say it, someone is coming."

"Ah! It's the roommate..."

Ling Tian walked to the service desk, didn't say much, just greeted politely, told the responsible nurse to take care of Ge Ziyan for him temporarily, and then left, leaving a handsome back for the group of flirtatious little girls. The nurses were there to dream.

Ling Tian came all the way to the office of his health consultant doctor, opened the door and went in:

"Hello, Dr. Li, last time I asked you to do a full body examination for Ziyan, is there anything wrong?"

After helping Ziyan with his consultation just now, this Dr. Li hinted at him to come over. Some time ago, he just brought Ziyan here for a detailed physical examination. I wonder if there is something wrong with the examination?

"Well, Mr. Ling, don't worry. Mr. Ge's physical condition is not obviously bad except for his weak physical condition. As long as he pays attention to his health, he can slowly improve his physical condition."

"Oh—that's good! I was a little worried just now, afraid that there might be some problems! Then you asked me to come over...?"

"It's like this. Didn't we have a test about the brain nerves during the inspection? It's very strange. During the detailed test process, we found that Mr. Ge seemed to have received this kind of treatment before, and from the test results. , we have some doubts that Mr. Ge may have been hypnotized a long time ago, because we can't explain the early memory faults in the test, so I would like to ask Mr. Ling if you know the details? Oh, and also, we also found that Mr. Ge had been hypnotized before I have undergone major liver and kidney repairs, but that is already very early, and the recovery is not bad depending on the situation."

"What?! Hypnosis? Memory fault? Prosthetics? I don't know! Ziyan never told me this..." Ling Tian was a little confused by this sudden attack.

"Well, it's like this. If Mr. Ge has indeed been hypnotized, if the hypnosis is to make him forget something, it is very likely that he will forget it completely, and he will not even remember that he has received hypnotherapy. So to him, it is equivalent to that this incident has never happened. However, this kind of hypnosis technology has just developed in our country in the past few years, and according to his age, it should be treated abroad."

"Doctor Li, can you tell me about how old he is missing?"

"Yes, according to the report, Mr. Ge's memory was very messy when he was 7 to 9 years old. We speculate that if he received hypnotherapy, it would be most likely during those three years."

7-year old?Didn't that happen to be when I was 15 years old?What happened to Ziyan?I remember that year, a major event happened around me that I would never forget in my life...

"Well, I see. Will this matter affect Ziyan's body? Or what should I pay attention to in the future?"

"At present, Mr. Ge's body is not affected by this, but there is a big hidden danger of this hypnosis technique. Once the hypnotized person receives a huge external stimulus, it is very likely to stimulate some of the original hypnotic suppression. Unknown emotions, after all, we don’t know what caused him to be hypnotized in the first place.”

Coming out of Dr. Li's office, Ling Tian's mood was very complicated along the way. He didn't know what great changes had happened to Ge Ziyan when he was young, and he had reached the point where he needed hypnosis and amnesia. Struggling to survive in the cruel real world, Ling Tian really couldn't imagine how much suffering such a thin person had endured from childhood to adulthood, and how many tears he had swallowed alone.

When they arrived at the ward, the nurse was helping Ge Ziyan change the last bottle of water. Seeing Ling Tian pushing the door in, he was about to speak, but Ling Tian made a gesture of silence, signaling to go outside and said that Ziyan is more likely to wake up in the hospital. It is even more impossible to sleep peacefully.

"You're back. The gentleman inside just woke up once. Seeing that you were not there, he seemed very scared. He almost wanted to pull out the needle and come out to find you."

"I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully. I shouldn't have left halfway. He doesn't like to come to the hospital. Thank you for your care."

After Ling Tian thanked the nurse, he turned around and went back to the ward. Ge Ziyan was sleeping peacefully at this time, lying quietly, his face was already much better. With a thin face, he said in his heart, "Yanyan, don't be afraid, I will protect you from now on. No matter what you have suffered in the past, let go of it from now on, and you will be very happy in the future!"

After hanging the water, Ge Ziyan hadn't woken up yet. Seeing that it was already past lunch time, Ling Tian could only wake Ziyan to take him home first, then called the porridge shop and asked the porridge shop to deliver light porridge with mushrooms and fish fillets come over.Because Ziyan had a fever and had no appetite before, he didn’t eat much breakfast. Now that the fever subsides, he becomes much more relaxed. As soon as he smells the fragrance of fish porridge, his appetite immediately rises. He wants to drink more after drinking two bowls. He was stopped by Ling Tian, ​​who said it was inappropriate to overeat, and then put a big vat of hot water for him, and stuffed him into the bathroom to take a hot bath.

Ge Ziyan was soaked in hot water, and the sweat pores all over his body stretched out comfortably. The water column of the jacuzzi hit his body regularly, which made Ge Ziyan feel relaxed when he was covered with water vapor in the room. By the time he was so fumigated that his whole body was red like a boiled dried shrimp, he was already a little fascinated and fell asleep.

After Ling Tian helped Ge Ziyan change the bed sheet and quilt cover, he has been waiting outside the bathroom door with a bathrobe. He forgot to pass the change of clothes to Ziyan just now. Now he can only wait for Ziyan to wash and hand it to him. But after waiting outside the door for almost an hour, there was still no movement inside, and there was no response to knocking on the door.Nothing will happen, will it?Don't get dizzy inside... Ling Tian pushed the door open in a hurry.

The inside was filled with white water vapor, and the temperature was very high. As soon as Ling Tian entered, he was so hot that he was sweating profusely.He called out "Yanyan" softly, but the people in the bathtub didn't move.He hurried over and saw that he was actually asleep!But...the firm jade face drenched by water, the exquisite collarbone looming in the water, the narrow and soft waist, and further down... Ling Tian swallowed nervously, and suddenly felt hot all over his body.Ge Ziyan soaked in the bathtub naked and defenseless like this, pure as a newborn baby, but also as beautiful as Aphrodite, making people breathless, even the pink toes of the bubbles looked like that. seductive...

No no no!not now!Ling Tian turned around and turned on the tap water, washed his face with cold water, slapped his head that was hovering on the edge of impulsiveness, cursed in a low voice, raised his self-control to the highest factor ever, and finally got rid of the lump on his body that was protruding and restrained. Suppressing the fire of desire, he exhaled heavily, turned to the bathtub, and called softly: "Yanyan, don't fall asleep in the bath, your cold is still not healed. Get up quickly."

Hearing someone calling him, Ge Ziyan slowly opened his eyes, and saw Ling Tian standing in front of him, and he hadn't even noticed him coming in just now...

"Ah!" Ge Ziyan was startled, his first reaction was to shrink into the water.

"Huh—" Ling Tian lifted him out, "What are you hiding? I've already seen what I should see, and I've seen what I shouldn't." Laughing: "Let's talk about Yanyan, we have to be honest with each other sooner or later, don't be shy, just be the first to warm up, hehe..."

Ge Ziyan is full of shame and regret now!How can I be so sloppy, I can fall asleep even after taking a bath, I am ashamed to throw it at my grandma's house!

Ling Tian didn't take this opportunity to eat Ziyan's tofu, put his bathrobe on Ziyan and urged him to sleep in the room.However, when Ziyan got out of the bathtub, he paid special attention to Ziyan's left abdomen, and there was indeed a very pale but long scar.

Ge Ziyan changed into his pajamas and was about to go to bed, when he turned around and saw Ling Tian trailing in, "Yanyan, I touched the mattress just now and it seems that it is not very dry, I guess you sweated a lot this morning, and you have been sweating for the past few days. In rainy and snowy days, there is no way to bask in the sun. I think you should sleep with me these two days, and you won’t be afraid if you have nightmares alone.”

"Ah?! Sleeping with you?" Ge Ziyan looked at Ling Tian with wide eyes in surprise, this is too much... and just now in the bathroom, he was completely stared at by this person...

"Hehe... Don't worry, if I want to do something to you, I will definitely ask for your permission in advance. You don't have to worry that I will turn into a wolf in the middle of the night and eat you up, huh?? Could it be my Yanyan What impure picture are you thinking of??" Ling Tian squinted at Ziyan with raised eyebrows and hooked eyes, looking at him suspiciously.

"No...no, you, don't talk nonsense. I don't have one!" Ge Ziyan stammered, then rolled his eyes, and said quickly: "I think it's a bit embarrassing to go to bed now. It will be dinner time in two or three hours, or I'll just eat dinner and go to bed." After finishing speaking in one breath, without looking at Ling Tian who was snickering, he turned around and trotted out of the room.

As soon as Ziyan left the room, Ling Tian couldn't help laughing "haha" anymore, look!Sure enough, the thing that can relieve boredom and increase the joy of life most now is Zushi Yan!Seeing his flushed face just now, fine sweat broke out on his forehead.

As a result, when going to bed at night, Ge Ziyan still insisted on sleeping in his own room. Naturally, Ling Tian would not force him to do anything, but just told Ziyan to keep warm at night, and then chatted with him in his room for a while until he fell asleep. with.