adult restriction

All confidence is ridiculous!Ever since he was a child, it was the first time he wanted to kill the person in front of him out of anger, so he should be taught a lesson.When thinking this way, the body took the lead and picked up the glass on the side.

——Don't do that, Su Chen, are you trying to make the problem worse?

——There is no reason not to do this, he has been deceiving you, all his care is an illusion.

——If you do this, how is it different from Qi Sheng?

In just a short moment, countless thoughts have crossed my mind, but my body seemed uncontrollable, "What are you doing?" It wasn't until her voice sounded sharply that I regained some self-control ability, but It's too late to stop!The wrist deviated slightly from the original track, and the cup was thrown on the wall behind him, watching it pass by his ear.

The stunned expression on his face hurts my heart, and the more real pain comes from her unceremonious slap in the face, and the look on his face that changes from stunned to sad.

This was a result we would never have imagined, but it also made me realize that her arrival was not the source of the conflict, it was us.Distrust of each other, confusion about the future.

Yes, I'm not a child anymore, why do I always outline the so-called bleak future invisibly recently?Is it because of him?

If yes, what am I doing now?Is it too late to stop now if the blueprint outlined is actually going the other way?

"What the hell are you trying to do? Who can explain to me? What are you fighting for?" She started to feel helpless and confused, trying to figure out what to do, "Su Chen, let me tell you, no matter what happened between you two You have to have a sense of proportion! You have grown up under my nose since you were young, and you can't count your fights with two hands, but which time is this fierce?"

"Mom! That's enough!" He interrupted her, pulling her wrist and said without a pause, "Don't worry about our affairs, it has nothing to do with you."

"It doesn't matter? Yu Xiao! You said that well! I am your mother, and I raised you so hard, and now you say we have nothing to do with each other?"

She's right, it's not that it doesn't matter, but she and my mother always mention how they raised us over and over again, so what's the meaning?What expectations and rewards do they want to fulfill?

"Okay! Do you want to listen again?" Yu Xiao's patience was finally worn out. "I just like men. Just now I slept with a man, and that man is Su Chen!" He said loudly Said, suddenly turned his hair and pointed at me fiercely, "But now, we have nothing to do with each other."

040. Like Ridiculous 419

The air seems to be injected with low temperature, so that we who are in the air start to freeze uncontrollably.She looked at us in surprise, and finally felt sad because she believed it, and fell helplessly on the ground, "Mom! What did you want to do when you came here in the morning!"

He was also surprised by her sudden arrival, "What can I do here? Just wondering if you choose to be with someone, would you go home and visit me occasionally?" Her tone was hoarse but soft, straight Her back was finally bent by the years and experience, "But I didn't expect it to be you! I grew up under my nose, but it was you..." She began to speak incoherently, and sat on the ground crying silently.

These words re-injected the flow into the air, uneasy and sorry, because of these words, his eyes were red.From the beginning to the end, he didn't look at me, every move was filled with rejection, and suddenly he was a little scared. If this is the result, then what happened yesterday?

I went to hold his hand, wanting to explain, explain to him, and explain to her, but he pushed me away mercilessly, making his throat feel like something was choked, and he didn't have the courage to speak.What if you open your mouth and only get rejected?

"Yu Xiao, stop arguing." Talking to him in a discussing tone, he just tried to pull her up from the ground without listening, this attitude made the anger that had just disappeared come back to his heart, but he didn't let it It has opportunities to fuel.

"Stop arguing? Then what do you want to say? What the hell can we talk about? It's just your perfunctory rhetoric!" He finally gave up avoiding my eyes, pointed at the door and cursed, "When I'm fucking crazy , so that you don't have a brain to get involved with you! Now get out of here!"

Their angry or disappointed eyes made me flustered, not because of anger, but because they didn't dare to face themselves and them, and almost ran out of the door.

At this moment, I thought of Xu Chun, every time there was something that couldn't be resolved, we hung out together, and soon, everything that happened last night came to my mind.What is lost in the chaos?Is it friendship, love?Or never had it?

Suddenly, I feel disgusted with all this, including this city, and want to escape from it all absurdly.But life is always realistic and sad, I still have to clean up and go to work.

In the unit, everyone whispered about how embarrassed I was, and even the leader pretended to be concerned and asked, although there was a cold light of gloating or wanting to dig out some insider under the eyes.

The place I used to be proud of was also very difficult. Finally, when it was time to get off work, my colleagues clamored for dinner, fuck, whatever they did.I scolded them all over in my heart, and even tried to shirk helplessly on my face, because it was such a pity to miss this party.

I can't remember when it started, the state I once hated is the state I live in now.There is no way to take off the mask on my face, it will make me lose everything.

It was just before five o'clock, and the sky darkened severely. The dark blue mist covered the whole city, and I was tired of it because I was used to it.

Driving aimlessly on the road, I didn't even have him in my mind unexpectedly, it was empty.How much does this look like an unfettered sex?I've done this kind of thing too many times, but I don't want to, and I'm not used to doing it with him.

Is it the only way we can do this, if we are not lovers, we can't even be friends?

The burning pain on his face was drawn to his heart, and before he knew it, the car had stopped at the one-way gate.I want to find someone to sit with for a while, even if I don't talk or drink.In the past, Xu Chun could only choose this person, but now, he doesn't even have a choice.

At the beginning of the Chinese lanterns, the dimly lit night is turned on again, giving people an illusion of never ending.Every time, this kind of night will make me excited, but today, I just feel a little more lonely.What happened after playing for so many years?Sleep, loose, just like this cycle.

Suddenly, he seemed to understand his thoughts, and wanted to find a person's settled thoughts.

The single row of plaques is still flashing, and people who hang their shoulders in and out from time to time seem to be another same but different me.Maybe it was because I was too preoccupied. When someone slammed on the car window, I was frightened into a cold sweat.

When I looked up, I found that it was Xu Chun, his eyes were still blue, and his appearance of knocking on the car window impatiently was ridiculous.Immediately opened the car window, the cold wind also made people sober, and felt more relieved.This is how Xu Chun and I would quarrel and quarrel, and turn around as if nothing had happened.

Who knows how many times I have told you not to be friends?

"What are you doing sitting here?" He was shivering in the cold wind in his unlined clothes, "Did someone come here to shake the car?" He kicked the wheels of the car while talking, very childish.

"I have an appointment with you, do you want to come?"

He listened and poked his head to look into the car, "It's good to have an air conditioner."

Just as he was about to agree, he yelled again, "Su Chen, are you human? I wear so little, and you're still standing here talking to me about what I don't have!" After finishing speaking, he stopped Behind me, the whole person hangs on me, "carry me back."

Even if I refused, he would definitely not get off of me. The most memorable time was when I insisted on not getting rid of him, and dragged him back to the single row.His cold body temperature came from his back, which was also very warm.

"Su scum." He buried his head in mine and called in a muffled voice.

"Xu Xiaochun." I also responded to him in the same way.

It seems to feel the corner of his mouth buried in the back, fortunately, 'we' are still there.

We lay side by side on his bed, which almost no one can touch, just lying down, and suddenly remembered an outing in college, lying on the lawn like this.

The appearance of that day appeared again in front of my eyes, with blue sky and green grass, as if no matter how big the world was, we were the only ones.Now Yu Xiao is missing, and Yang Pang is also missing.

I don't know if I should be thankful that at least Yu Xiao is still in this city, instead of disappearing as soon as he graduated like Yang Fatty.

"Recently, I always feel very tired, and I keep thinking about everything that happened when I was in school." He sighed lowly, and a trace of melancholy appeared on his face that seemed to have never been heartless, "I don't know what happened at that time. Is it the last thing to give up that you should give up, and should you persist in what you insist on now?"

"This is a mouthful, how about persistence, how about giving up? It's all over."

"Yeah, it's all over..." He dawdled on the bed, finding the most comfortable position before lying down again, "Do you know what I'm thinking?"

"Thinking about what?"

"Should the present be the past?"

041. The Simple and Rough Xu Chun

Should the present be the past?Even if it shouldn't, it will always be a thing of the past.It's just that whether this past is based on the process of obtaining something is completely different.Or if there is a result, they can be called memories, if there is no result, it can only be the past.

I can't decide this kind of thing for him, "Who knows? I just want to remind you that there is always a limit to tolerance."

He listened in silence for a few minutes, then suddenly turned around and slipped into my arms, without any undue thought, he was like a child, a child who urgently needed comfort and support, "I understand, I always understand." He My face kept rubbing back and forth in my arms, like a puppy.

"It's just that I want, want to pursue a little affection, and then keep them in my hands forever." Who wouldn't?However, most of these are dreams that I had when I was young. People like Xu Chun who have been there for ten years don't know whether to say he is persistent or stupid.

"How tired, let it be." I responded dryly to him, hearing his muffled laughter, "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

His tone was very relaxed, although he was just pretending, "Yes." I told him with certainty, and organized my most serious and reliable tone, "No matter what happens to you, remember that I am still there. If Qi Cheng bullies you, I will Desperate will help you."

Unexpectedly, he didn't buy it, and rolled on the bed laughing, "The tone is still successful, but the lines are too sensational!" He sat up holding his stomach, "You help me believe it, but I don't believe you can do it for me." Who is desperate."

What he said was not very pertinent, although he was right to say so.When we were young, Yu Xiao and I were bullied by the neighbor's kid. He suffered a disadvantage, but it was I who tried my best to bite the fat kid away.Although Yu Xiao always said that I was not for him, but because the neighbor's children robbed my fruit candies.

He just forgot that the fruit candies are ours too.

Occasionally, I will also reflect on myself, whether they have misunderstood me, or I am deceiving myself.Every time Xu Chun said this, I didn't feel anything, but today, my heart was inexplicably blocked.Like what a selfish little person I am.

Something flashed through my head, wanting to do something for him, how could we just end it like this?Then it's like a stranger, stop making trouble, that's too fucking bloody.

"Damn! What's wrong with Su Chen's face?" He reached out his hand and pulled my head rudely, "Whose woman did you hook up with again? Have you upgraded to a married woman?"

"What are you talking about?" Knocking off his hand, he had to surrender to his rich imagination, "Can I hook up with Yu Xiao's mother?"

"...You have become such a beast?" He stared at a pair of big eyes, showing an expression of disbelief.

"Go away!"

He might also feel that the joke was out of standard, so he curled his lips and gave up the topic, "Why? Why did Yu Xiao's mother be mentioned suddenly? She hit her?"

"Ah."

"What! Say it again!" Before he had time to hum again impatiently, he expressed his emotions without reservation, "It's impossible! You always quarrel, but they never care about it, don't they all treat it as Is it fun to watch? Who doesn't know that the head of the bed is playing at the end of the bed?"

This is completely his own sitcom. After he finished speaking, he covered his mouth with his hands. If those eyes stare down, I should reach out and catch them under his eyelids. What if they fall?

"Could it be that his mother knew about your affairs? Oh, this is so exciting!" After he finished speaking, he began to shake me desperately, "Tell me, what happened? The cause, process, and result."

"Can you stop bluffing? What are you asking these for?"

"I'll give you an idea."

"By you?"

Regarding my doubts, he gave me an inscrutable smile, "Based on what I know about you?"

"Oh, Xu Gaoren, tell me your opinion?" In fact, I never take his words to heart. It's very easy to get along with him. Although I don't expect him to give you any solutions, at least I can temporarily forget the unpleasant things.

"Retire at the critical moment? Are you stupid? Then you quarreled with Yu Xiao?"

He seems to have really hit the point. Maybe I've been thinking about it for too long. When I saw him again, he was cutting his nails with his legs crossed.

"How did you guess that?"

"Even if you're not together, it's still these few steps, quarreling, because you're worthless at critical moments, and when you're good, it's because you're usually passable."

"You mean I'm useless?"

"No, usually ordering a meal, receiving a set, finding a woman, etc. are quite useful."

"..." His words aroused my dissatisfaction. In fact, I still feel that I am still good. His words must be a joke.It may be that the expression on my face became serious, he sighed, slapped the nail clippers on the table, and sat back beside me.

"I've been a little busy recently, and I don't know when you guys will start." He sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed and swayed back and forth, as if he might fall off at any moment, "Why do you say broken?"

Why did you say it was broken?I've thought about this question too, but it's not all for Si Wen's sake.Maybe I wanted to do this long ago in my heart, but I just lacked a suitable reason, or I always lacked a little irrelevant but crucial encouragement.

"Isn't it appropriate?" When you ask this question, you can obviously feel your heartbeat speeding up, afraid of being denied.

He shook his head, "It's not inappropriate, it's not cost-effective, your friends' relationship is very stable, why change to gamble? Maybe it's okay, you are lovers, if it's not good, don't you even lose your best friend?" "

Why haven't I thought about it this way? If I regret it, it's not without it. Although it is sweet, I still feel that I have to face too much if I continue to walk. Why don't I choose an easier path?

Or maybe I've lost an important friend.

"However, I still want to tell you."

"You say." He suddenly moved closer to me, face to face, even close to each other.

"Tell me, you chose." Xu Chun's eyelashes are very long, and this distance makes me feel like the fluff is poking my face.

Suddenly he seemed to understand what he wanted to say, but he wanted to listen urgently, like the care and vows between friends, I felt that we all took a deep breath, "Yes, I chose."

"Then don't let Su Chen go. If you choose, just go on. Don't look back. Don't give yourself a chance to hesitate." He said, gently touching my lips, "Yu Xiao deserves your love, So don’t let yourself be the one who is hated and spurned.”

His words made me understand the choice I should make, but it was still unexpected, he would be so sure of Yu Xiao, "I am surprised that you will speak for him."

"It's not to help him talk, but to help you find what's worth it." He chuckled lightly, quiet and cute, but there was firm encouragement in his eyes.

It is meaningless to say anything more, but his words moved me, and I will keep it in my heart.It's really nice to have a little innocence.Before leaving, I also returned a kiss on his lips. The taste of pure friendship is very sweet, and it also gave me the courage to find love, to find the true heart that may be lost halfway.

I should admit that I love him.

Because I love him, I am willing to try to change.

042. The Person Who Dare To Rob Me

I don't know if it's because I'm thinking too much. When I saw him entangled with Yang Yi at the door of the house, I didn't go out.No matter how I look at Yang Yi, I don't like it. Yu Xiao is also fucking promising, even eating twice-cooked dishes?

After thinking about it, I can be regarded as a second-hand dish. How dare he not eat it?

I carefully hid around the corner, trying to hear what they were talking about.

He drank too much, and he couldn't stand upright, but he looked at Yang Yi with an ambiguous expression. I can only comfort myself that people who drink too much look like this.

They said something in a low voice, but I couldn't hear a sentence clearly. Just when I couldn't help but want to rush out, they all raised their voices, "I can leave you happily, not because I don't love you!" Standing there with fists folded, looking at him expectantly.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Yang Yi seems to be a little taller after not seeing him for a few days, and his soft and delicate facial features are gradually becoming clear. He always ignores it every time. He can be called a child who has not stepped into the society. child.

But so what?He wants to rob me?

"Then what else could be the reason?" Yu Xiao smiled freely, and was still standing on the spot shaking back and forth, "Si Wen is not bad."

When he said this, he suddenly felt a little sad. Aren't we all the same, let the people we love act recklessly, and trample on those we don't love?Feelings have never been paid equally, and it can never be a formula.

Yang Yi smiled bitterly, but still looked directly at him, "I thought you understood, I can't get you, just like you never love me, because you have someone in your heart who doesn't care about you at all!"

"Yeah, he doesn't care about me." He repeated blankly, as if caught in some memory.No, I cared, and just when I was about to stand in front of him and tell him loudly, he said again, "But we broke up."

A look of surprise appeared on Yang Yi's face immediately, "Why? Isn't that what you want?"

"It's what I want, but it's not what he wants. He never even dared to admit anything." He smiled and said calmly, "I can give him time and opportunities, but he doesn't want it. don't want."

After finishing speaking, he turned around resolutely, and Yang Yi hugged him tightly from behind, "I can come back to you, Yu Xiao, believe that I love you, maybe you think I'm still young, but I understand How to love someone! I can give you what you want, now, in the future, and always.”

I didn't have the courage to look any further, I was afraid that he didn't refuse, so I turned around and hugged him, but I still underestimated Yu Xiao's pride, he wouldn't look back for someone he didn't love, and he didn't even bother looking for a spare as a last resort.

"I don't love you." He calmly pulled his hand away, as if he had never drunk too much, "It's like he can't do anything for me."

"Yu Xiao, I can wait until the day you are willing to love me."

He turned around and let out a chuckle, not contempt, but helplessness, or sigh, "Then let time prove it." As he said, he opened the door, and what separated him was another sentence from him, " Because of time, I have lost too much."

A door completely blocked the distance between them. Yang Yi stood there for a long time. I didn't know what I was still looking at, or I just wanted to ruthlessly experience his attitude as a loser.

His back was facing me, his shoulders trembled from time to time, I thought he was crying.No fact, he just turned around, the firmness and unruliness in those eyes was also shocking.

He passed me by as if he didn't see anyone, and just when I thought we might never have anything to do with each other in this life, he called my name, "Su Chen, I won't lose to you, One day, I will have everything to stand in front of you."

The momentum is very good, but I will not retreat because of him, "You have lost him."

His face became grim, and he was irritated by a simple sentence, "Aren't you too?"

"Me?" This is the first time, I have never been sure that I can do something for Yu Xiao, and when I look at the door, I have a kind of confidence that he will be by my side, "He is mine. "

"Oh, Su Chen, I also discovered one of your strengths. Is such blind self-confidence 'nurtured' by your family?"

Of course I could hear the sarcasm in his words, but I didn't have time to argue with him, "No, it's because of what I'm about to do."

After finishing speaking, I will leave before him, not because I don't have the courage to open that door, it's not the time yet.The destination is his home, and I want to meet his mother as a lover.

It's not that he didn't feel uneasy, but that he was more important than this uneasy emotion, and suddenly hated himself a little, why didn't he notice it earlier?When I knocked on the door of their house, I imagined countless possible beginnings. The worst thing was to slap me in the face, and I even planned to take a long vacation in my heart.

Maybe I'm a total comedian, and she didn't want to see me at all, and closed the door the moment she opened it.Of course I won't let her succeed, I blocked the door with my body, my legs hurt from knocking, although I wanted to rub my eyes with a dazzling grin, I still held back my serious face, as if nothing happened.

I want to prove to her that we are both men who can be, no matter which choice we make.

"What are you doing here?" She was very angry at me for stopping the closing of the door with one hand, "I don't want to see you, including Yu Xiao, get out of here!"

Let Yu Xiao go away?I don't believe this, and I don't believe that I will go far away, what Ai Wuji Wu said is not wrong.

Sometimes I am inexplicably fortunate that I can always find an absurd reason to go forward in the most embarrassing time.

"You should understand that Yu Xiao's decision will not be changed, so let him choose someone else, he might as well choose me."

She watched me for a few seconds in the dark, then finally gave up on locking me out and went in to turn on the living room light.

The glare of the light made me flustered for a moment. When I got used to the light in front of me, she was sitting on the sofa, looking at me with her back straight.

Although she is a woman, her seniority and the aura honed over the years can completely suppress me, not to mention, now I have something to ask for from her.

Her calmness and restraint seem to have returned to the past, just like when we made mistakes when we were young, enough to make people feel guilty.

But this time, I will never compromise.It's just that I didn't expect that a woman's mind is always unbelievably meticulous, and the point of entry is enough to embarrass all men, "Why lie?"

As if she was afraid that I would not understand, she repeated it earnestly, "Why did Yu Xiao lie when she brought that boy back?" Her voice was not loud, but her words were loud, "Don't use the boy you didn't get together at that time." Reasons to prevaricate me, Su Chen, I watched you grow up, I know you, today, don't lie to me, you are not qualified to lie to a mother."

043. The Realm of Unity of Bed and Man

She must be proud of this question in her heart, but it made me very embarrassed. Although we all pretended to be calm, we couldn't help but stood in the position of 'opposition'.

She is very smart, but she also thought too much. We were not together at that time, a sudden kiss didn't mean anything, and I couldn't think of any good explanation.

Since she thinks so, she doesn't bother to argue, so let's settle this matter happily.

"Because I'm not sure." I thought there was nothing worth hiding in front of her, and there was nothing that could always be hidden from her eyes. "At that time, I couldn't be sure that Yu Xiao was what I wanted."

Her smile was somewhat incomprehensible to all this, "What do you want? So what?"

"Now I'm sure." In fact, this sentence should be said coherently, but it was somewhat difficult to say, after taking a few deep breaths, I looked at her again, "I'm sure he is the person I want to spend my whole life with. "

I am proud of these words in my heart, and I feel a sense of satisfaction, as if I have finally used something to confirm his position in my heart, and it will not be shaken.Of course, the apprehension still exists. If she rushes up and wants to slap me again, whether to hide or not is a question.

When I was struggling with this serious problem, I heard her sigh slightly, "You are still young, and you don't know how to make the choice..."

"Didn't you also choose to get married when you were young?" The choice has nothing to do with age, as long as it is right, it is worth persisting until the end, isn't it? "I know, you have a lot of opinions on this matter, but Yu Xiao must have admitted to you that he only had feelings for men from the beginning, didn't he?"

I know that such words will make her sad, and there is no other way, I want her to accept the facts as soon as possible, admit me, and then allow herself to stand by Yu Xiao's side in an open and honest manner.

She was silent all the time, but she no longer looked at my persistent pleading eyes. Finally, she stood up with her weak body and walked slowly towards the bedroom.

In just an instant, his back was no longer straight, as if he had aged ten years, "You can do whatever you want, what else can you do?"

Although he was helpless, he finally admitted it, didn't he?

It's like the feeling of passing an exam occasionally, and now I'm like a child who is eager to go home with a report card.It was only when I got to his door that I remembered that his key had never been returned to me.

It doesn't matter, just like he keeps the spare key of my house, why don't I?And more than one.

He opened his door lightly, and the warm air enveloped his whole body.His house is very quiet, the only warm light is reflected from the bedroom.

Standing at an angle he couldn't see, he saw something bulging on the bed, he should have fallen asleep.Let's wait until tomorrow to talk about the important things.

I was also very tired, so I quickly took a shower and walked to his bed. Just as I gently lifted the quilt, he suddenly opened his eyes, "What are you doing here?"

Those bright eyes obviously still had residual anger about what happened this morning, "Sleep." I pretended I couldn't see, lying on the bed with a dead face, but he suddenly sat up and looked at me viciously.

"We broke up, Su Chen, go back to your own home!"

"My house is haunted, I won't come back." I didn't want him to find out about the hidden keys, so I just wanted to quickly skip this topic.

Sure enough, his mind was not adapted to this roundabout conversation.

"Haunted and burned paper! What's the point of coming to my house!" He retorted while lifting the quilt and trying to throw me off. How is this possible?In the past few years, I have already practiced a special kind of kung fu, the highest state of bed and human unity.

Unexpectedly, he punched me on the chest, and I almost lost my breath and went to hell.

"What the hell are you doing? Can't just lie still for a while?"

This tone seemed to make him even angrier, as if he was about to stand on the bed, "What do you think I am here? Come whenever you want, leave whenever you want? You fucking look down on people!"

In fact, he was not angry at all when he called me like this. This was the first time he didn't scold him, because there was a surprise for him hidden in his heart, and the more angry he was, the more expected effect should be achieved.

I felt that the time was almost up, so I cleared my throat, "I'll go find your mother..."

Before he finished speaking, he hit my face with a pillow, "Are you still human? Didn't my mother just hit you? Why don't you go back and find her?"

"Fuck! Co-authoring me is this kind of person in your heart!"

The anger was finally hooked out by him successfully, and thinking about Xu Chun's useless remarks made him even more angry.

"Don't lose your temper with me, we have nothing to do now! Go back to your own home!"

"Who said it's okay? You're mine. Say it again and be careful that I'll pull you to jump off here!" I decided to keep my face to the end. Although I haven't done this kind of thing often in the past two years, I'm still familiar with it.

He suddenly smiled sinisterly and said, "I'll take you to jump." Then he seriously dragged me towards the window, don't be kidding, I'm afraid of heights, and I feel dizzy standing in front of the window.

"Why don't you go?" He looked at me provocatively, "What do you mean I'm yours..."

"I just asked your mother to admit our relationship!" In order to avoid suffering from fear of heights, he quickly took out his trump card. He narrowed his eyes and stood in front of me with his arms folded, smiling disdainfully.

"You think I believe it?"

"You do not believe?"

"I don't believe it." He replied happily.

Fuck, believe it or not, I'm too lazy to explain!Because his attitude really made me dissatisfied, I turned around and went back to my 'haunted house'.Even if he is really caught by a ghost, it's still at his house.

I can't tell why, it seems that every time I make a major decision, people question it, and it can't be said that it is not frustrating.Of course, there are also regrets. If the tone is more gentle and patient, will he believe it?

Occasionally, I also reflect on myself, why I can never be calm enough in front of him.Obviously he is very good at hiding emotions.

He will always be an exception to me.

My heart is empty, I don't feel any pain, it's just dull and depressing.Suddenly he thought of the cigarettes he usually smoked, and just as he was about to search around the room, he heard the sound of the door lock turning.

Well, I have to admit that cold sweat dripped down my back. Didn't Si Wen secretly distribute the keys to kill people?

Although I am sure to defeat him who is skinny, madmen always have unlimited potential, don't they?

In order to seize the opportunity, I hurried to the door. Just as I was about to see who it was from the peephole, the door was opened.The familiar smell hits the face, clean and soft.

He stood at the door of my house, his bright eyes occupied the whole heart, "I believe it!"

044. Paraphrase Master Xing

For all these huge changes, please bear with me to paraphrase Master Xing's words, the ups and downs of life are too fast, it is really exciting.But if my humor cells are more developed, I should call Yu Xiao affectionately.

The only thing we did this night was to get a good night's sleep.Of course there is too much to be content with.I didn't know until later that he said he missed it. He believed it because he called Yu's mother.

But no matter what the truth is, it doesn't affect my mood at this moment. Xu Chun made a follow-up call in time, and I didn't hesitate to share my joy with him.

Sometimes, the impossible is just as easy as imagined.

He also threw a party for us, on a solo, our solo night.

Xu Chun was a little strange, he seemed to be extremely excited, and kept announcing to everyone that 'the world is still full of love' and other such nonsense.

We were curious, and didn't dare to ask more questions, not to mention that everyone was making a fuss out of face, so we didn't care about it.When everyone gets together, it is easy to lose their sense of proportion, and they are all a little drunk.

Because of the drunkenness, everyone became presumptuous and asked me to kiss Yu Xiao in public.This is very simple, and it's not like I haven't done it before, but my heart beats very fast, unexpectedly.

The lights were shining on our heads, and many people were in front of us. It seemed that for the first time, our relationship could be so open and aboveboard.

He was standing beside me, wearing a beige knitted sweater, very clean, his cheeks were reddish, making his eyes brighter, as if soaked in clear water.The slightly raised corners of the lips are free and easy.

I think we should expect the same kiss.

The soft, sweet touch of those lips is still in front of my eyes, this is what I want, I couldn't be more sure.

Even unspoken love is not unloved.

just when i was about to meet him