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When Qi Cheng saw us, he just glanced sideways, most likely he wanted to walk over as if he didn't see anything, "Su Chen? Long time no see!" Her girlfriend greeted me, and Qi Cheng really frowned. raised eyebrows.
Don't get me wrong, I don't know how to sleep with this kind of woman. The reason we know each other is because her father and I are subordinates. We both work in the city government, so naturally we know each other.
After careful calculation, Qi Cheng's being with her is a good match, and it will be beneficial to his work without any harm.
"Yeah, she's getting more and more beautiful." I replied with a smile, looking at her face that could be considered a beauty no matter what, I just couldn't like it.
"Let me introduce, this is my boyfriend Qi Sheng, who also works in the municipal government."
Considering how bad my impression on Qi Cheng was, he stretched out his hand to me, but his eyes had an expression of 'I warn you not to talk nonsense', what the hell is he doing to me?
"Your boyfriend is not bad! He looks like a dog." She made a look of sighing, she didn't know what was going on, she just covered her mouth and smiled,
"You're still so funny when you talk." She held Qi Cheng's arm tightly as she spoke, as if this person would run away and never come back as soon as he turned around, she waved at us, "You are quite interesting now , They say that you are quite a rascal, and you even eat with the same sex."
Fortunately, she didn't say any more, waved her hand and hurried to eat, otherwise she might shake something in front of Yu Xiao.Although I am not in the same unit as her, in the final analysis, which of these government agencies in the city is not involved, although it may not be so 'friendly', let alone our fathers both work together.
Just for a moment, she felt that she was wearing a shining ring, which looked familiar, and she might have seen it somewhere.Thinking about it carefully, I feel like, where can I see it?
"Brother Chen, good fortune is not shallow!" Zhao En winked at me immediately, "Actually, how are the women in your unit? Do they all have something to do with you?"
"How could it not? His father said it himself."
"Eat crabs, eat them while they're hot!" Fortunately, the timing of the serving was good, so I hurriedly peeled the crabs for him and put the crab roe in his bowl. All the women in our unit were as fucking excited.
"So fierce? Then your father didn't expose your skin?"
It's done, don't mess around anymore, everyone in their family knows this ugly thing!
"Shut up and eat your food!" I yelled at him, but Yu Xiao laughed unexpectedly,
"You dare to do it, but are you afraid of being told?"
"That's it!"
"..." I really convinced them, they were so eccentric.Feeling uncomfortable at being hurt by them, Zhao En changed the subject immediately, and muttered while sucking crab claws indistinctly.
"Yu Xiao, how are you? Why haven't I heard of any man you've been close to lately?" He wasn't stupid, and lowered his voice, although his expression was still gossip like a woman's.
"Aren't you just sitting here?" His eyes moved and landed on me, and then quickly moved away.
All of a sudden, there was a sense of discomfort, which was not suitable for him, but also for our relationship.Even if Zhao En always knew about it, I never thought about admitting our relationship to anyone, at least right now!Should he ask me what I think?
But his expression is so ordinary that I have nowhere to get angry, as if this is a matter of course.
Zhao En was also obviously frightened, the food was stuck in his throat, his face was flushed, and it took him a long time to recover. When he slapped the table, he found that his movements were a little too big, and he looked around nervously. Circle, want to say something, and finally rushed to me.
"Over the years, I have been taken care of by Brother Chen, or I thought it was you who fell in love with me secretly, so this is the reason! One word awakened the dreamer, are we a family in the future? Do you have to bear it for me when something happens? What?" He blinked his eyes, wanting as many dog legs as he wanted, really wanted to castrate him and send him back to the Tang Dynasty to be a eunuch!
"What are you talking about?"
Yu Xiao glared at him, "You treat his family as a bully or a bandit leader. If anything happens to you, you are not allowed to ask Su Chen and solve it yourself. Also, if you cause him trouble at school, I won't beat you! "He became unhappy again, poked the vegetables in the rice bowl a few times, and snorted lukewarmly, "Su Chen, you don't have to deny it, I won't say it in front of other people, but nothing is wrong. Zhao En shouldn't know."
Cheng, you are right and I am wrong in everything, but can't you just eat honestly?
This meal was indeed not pleasant, except for the 'pressure' from the two brothers, and the ring on Han Xi's hand, it was as if something that should have been thought of had been forgotten.
"By the way, let me tell you that the senior I've been chasing for several years finally agreed to be with me." Zhao En hiccupped, and was finally willing to put down his chopsticks, "I want to propose."
——I want to give it to Xu Chun, do you know what this means?
Because of his words, I suddenly thought of that one-way party. Even if the ring was not given to Xu Chun, it shouldn't be worn on Han Xi's hand, right?
I drank a lot that night, and the shape of the ring is not very clear in my memory.I couldn't help but look in their direction, feeling upset for Xu Chun.
How much did he suffer because of Han Xi?He didn't take it to heart, and was kept in the dark like a fucking fool?I couldn't help but look in their direction, Qi Sheng wasn't in his seat, he might have gone to the bathroom.
Coincidentally, the only way to the bathroom is always past them, which gave me even more reason to take a closer look at the ring.When I passed her, I calmed down and took a closer look at the ring, and it sure coincided with the one in my memory.
What does this mean, did he propose?Or is he wearing the same ring on his hand?
Wanting to know the answer so much, he simply walked out towards the bathroom. Just in time, Qi Cheng was washing his hands, and the ring of the same style was worn on the ring finger of his left hand.
I must have seen it too clearly, he felt uncomfortable for a moment, and put his left hand by his side.
That's funny, why is he uncomfortable?I won't say anything to Xu Chun, because I know he won't believe it, and won't question him.
Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, he put his hand on my shoulder, "This matter has nothing to do with you."
It doesn't matter?It has nothing to do with me, I just want to know the answer, "Go away." I'm too lazy to say a word to him, it's really incomprehensible, how could I drink with him on the one-way night, it really hurts the nerves, Let me also a little brain damage for a while.
"Fuck, are you fucking trying to trouble me again?"
Endless!We must have had an enemy in our previous life, otherwise why would we quarrel when we meet?His reluctance must be due to a guilty conscience. It's fine, but I'm also in a bad mood, so let's settle the recent incidents.
036. No Ripe Threat
"Qi Cheng, don't take yourself too seriously, why am I bothering you?" I knew that I was pretty good at pretending, the expression on my face must be more serious now, and sure enough he started to think because of this sentence.
Go fuck thinking, of course it's fake!Damn it, I didn't like him a long time ago, not to mention that he suffered a loss in the fight last time.In just such a split second, I punched him in the stomach with one punch, and when he bent over, I punched him twice in the face.
This time I was not polite, I used all my strength, he squatted on the ground, clutching his stomach, he didn't recover for a long time.Of course I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, and I didn't want to wait for him to recover, so I turned around and left.
The sense of accomplishment in my heart is not one or two.
When I went out, Yu Xiao even settled the bill, and he didn't say a word when he saw me. He probably knew my unhappy attitude just now.Zhao En answered a phone call, left with oil on his feet, and I had to face a lot of mess again.
We walked out one after the other, never expecting the first snowfall of this year to be so heavy, and the cold wind was particularly bitter.But he suddenly stopped still, standing where he was, looking at the scenery he had already been familiar with for a long time.
I don't know why, but there is no way to move my footsteps.
Maybe it's because of this dimly lit commercial street, the marquee keeps flickering, as if it won't go out.Such prosperity has an unreal illusion, like us.
Thinking about it carefully, everything that happened that night was like a dream, and the problems we should have are still around us, and we refuse to disappear no matter what.
He stretched out his hand, catching the snowflakes like a child, and turned to look at me not far or near, with a pure and helpless smile, "You know? As you said, I'm waiting, and I feel like I'm waiting for you, I shouldn't I know who and what I said.”
He didn't wait for my answer, turned around again, put his hands in his pockets and stood there tall and straight.Snowflakes fell on him quickly, blending with the white coat.
It is not difficult to imagine the temperature on his body, as proud as him, willing to change and wait for me.I wanted to hug him from behind, to warm his somewhat lonely figure, but I retreated with the surging crowd like a marquee.
I think I finally understand the reason why Qi Sheng is not pleasing to the eye, not because of Xu Chun, nor because we have fought, but through him, I saw another extremely real and ugly self, we are no different.
It may only be a moment from the hustle and bustle to silence, just like the restless heart suddenly calmed down, because it is content with reality.I am not sure how far we can go, but I am willing to try to change something slowly, as long as he gives me time.
I want to say something to him, but I can't open it. I don't want to promise anything, let it become a shackle that I have to admit. "Let's go." When I said to him, I didn't have the courage to look at him, and when I got into the car first, I passed by, as if there was a gap between us that would never disappear.
When the courage and passion have receded, it becomes difficult again.These barriers even make us subconsciously choose different doors when we go home.
When the key was about to be inserted in the door lock, it was like waking up from a dream. What were you doing? "Yu Xiao."
"What's wrong?" He asked without waiting for a moment. In his eyes, I saw hope. Maybe it wasn't the first time he looked at me like this, but I was too insensitive.
I couldn't help but smiled at him, and took his hand, "I think we should choose which one of our home to go back to."
He also smiled in relief, "You should think about it carefully."
Such a quiet solitude seems to be without any other exaggeration, pure and clean, it reminds me of the sudden heartbeat last night, the desire to cherish that welled up in my heart, and the not-so-good kiss in the morning.
"Yu Xiao, you still owe me an explanation." Yang Yi suddenly appeared at the corner of the corridor. I think we all forgot about him. Even if we owe him an explanation, wait until I finish my business last night, right?
It's normal for him to come looking for him, so why is Si Wen standing behind him?What secret is hidden in those lonely and indifferent eyes?
Welcome or not, we let them in and talk.During these few seconds, a strange feeling of suffocation surged upwards from the bottom of my heart.Si Wen looked at Yang Yi with a strong emotion of hope, which I have never seen from those indifferent eyes.
There is an idea that is enough to answer but not reasonable enough. Yang Yi is the person he wants to find. As for why, I can't make any conclusions.
I know Si Wen's cleverness, so as long as it's not a secret, I have nothing to hide from him.Just like I can quickly conclude that Si Wen is 'harmless', so is Yang Yi.
Throughout the eye contact, those unworldly eyes were full of trust.
"What do you want to talk about?" He spoke first, "If it's just yesterday, you should understand it clearly."
"You use me!" It was that night again, on that handsome face, I saw a lot of contradictions and disbelief, or he is still growing, and maybe one day in the future, he will become completely different from what he is now. different.
I stood at the door and saw them sitting on the sofa respectively.It's not that it's nothing to do with him, but after the good feelings for Yang Yi completely disappeared, the disgust became more and more intense.As for Si Wen, I just want to watch him from a distance now, so as to find any flaws and let myself see clearly.
"It's not to take advantage of." He looked a little tired, rubbed the center of his brows and softened his tone, but it was only these four words. I knew that he had nothing to say.
"Su Chen, don't you have anything to say about this matter?" It can be seen that Yang Yi still has nostalgia for him, which is completely different from the look of resentment I see.
"What's there to say? It's what you see now." At this point, it doesn't make any sense to pretend that you can't see anything. I sat next to him and exposed them in an intimate manner, "What else are you here for?" , didn’t you find your next home soon?”
"You!" He was still impulsive, and wanted to stand up and say something, but was held back by Si Wen.
"Okay, don't ask, the result is all in front of you, isn't it?" His tone was still cold, but it reminded me of some kind of relationship like a reminder, master and apprentice?I must have read too many martial arts novels.
"Okay, Yu Xiao, let me tell you now, I, Yang Yi, are with you because I like you!" He stood up while talking, looking down at us, mainly me, "Now you say break up, okay, I also don't like stalking, if you want, we can be friends, if you break up with Su Chen, I'm still here."
These words should be a bit hypocritical, but he said them happily, and suddenly felt sad. Will Yu Xiao be a little moved because of these words? Did he give much more than me?
Yu Xiao didn't answer, Yang Yi left without any delay, Si Wen followed him, not close distance, but seemed extraordinarily intimate, when closing the door, there was an inconspicuous arc on those thin lips.
037. The brain is sitting on the buttocks
"What's wrong with you?" He took my hand with a concerned expression.
"It's kind of weird."
"You mean why Yang Yi and Si Wen are together?" He fell down on the sofa, raised his chin and asked, "What's so strange about it, didn't you sleep on the same bed with Si Wen in just 10 minutes?" Reluctant? " His tone was a little teasing, but I could tell it was a joke.
"I'm not just referring to this, their relationship seems a bit strange, definitely not what you think..."
"Wait!" He raised his hand and made a silent gesture to interrupt me, "Su Chen, when did you become so gossipy? Does this matter have anything to do with you? Or you can just ask Yet?"
"What do you mean, people always have to be a little curious, right? You don't want to know?" Throwing away his legs on me, "I'm just afraid that this matter will affect us, won't it be too late by then? "
"Okay, then think for yourself, I'll take a shower." He said without thinking, as if it had nothing to do with him.Sometimes I have to admire his brain, it's like being sat on the butt!
Seeing him go into the bathroom, I turned around and went back to my home.It's not that I don't want to be with him, but I thought of something very important.When he said that Si Wen could come to my house at will, he kept a hand.
The trust in him is only on the language level, it is about a kind of venting.But knowing too little about him also makes people feel dangerous.What if he has another purpose?
Don't blame me for thinking too much, people these days really can't speak well.
In fact, from his few words, I always tried my best to analyze his life and family, but found nothing.Once he left the phone at my house and dumped the data on his phone.
I never watched it, and no one wants to be a neurotic voyeur if they don't have to.
Long holidays, no constraints, no family members, divorced, and letting my boyfriend jump off a building in front of my eyes, this is fucking enough to make a TV series.
When connecting the hard drive to the computer, I can't help but think of the secret agent in the American TV series. I really feel this way now, and it's more of the joy of breaking the secret.
His mobile phone is almost empty, and there is nothing stored in the several necessary software. The only thing that takes up memory is more than 300 photos.
When I opened the first one, my heart suddenly fell down in my throat, and it turned into a word 良 hanging in my heart, and then I went down one by one, all of which were some scenery.But none of these landscapes come from a single place, and I can't tell which city it is, or his hobby is photography?
"What are you doing again?" Although I could hear his voice, it almost made me fall off the chair. Of course, this is not a glorious thing.When he saw the photos on the computer, he suddenly became interested, "Go, go." He pushed me away and took the chair as a matter of course.
"When was this photo taken? The scenery is nice, it seems to be Xi'an..." He began to research to himself, expressing his own opinion from time to time.
I'm not interested in these, but can't all the more than 300 photos be landscapes?
But he looked at it too slowly, and I started to feel drowsy after flipping through more than [-] photos, "...that's weird." He suddenly sighed, which aroused my interest.The back of a person appeared on the photo, all of them were backs.
This emaciated figure couldn't be more familiar, who else could there be besides Si Wen?
"Hurry up, look down." I urged him, and sure enough his curiosity was aroused.
But it was still the same, and the sound of his clicking the mouse became louder and louder, and then suddenly stopped.Time and air began to freeze, and two people appeared on the screen, one was Si Wen, and the other was probably what he said was Shang Ke.
"Like...not like?" He asked with a stiff face, perhaps also surprised.
If he is Shang Ke, then he is [-]% similar to Yang Yi.
He clicked the mouse again, and this time, he froze there completely, and my reaction was not much better.Damn, I actually slept with a pervert for so many days!Does anyone keep photos of dead people in their cell phones?And the fucking photo after jumping off the building!
He took a very clear picture of a young man lying in a pool of blood, half of his face touching the ground collapsed, and the original facial features could not be seen clearly.The body was twisted like a marionette, and it was spread out like a rag.
"This is ps?" After being dazed, his whole body was almost stuck on the screen.
"...It should be that person just now."
"...Damn, you slept with the murderer for so many days? He didn't cut you up?" He said with an exaggerated expression, and suddenly looked at me seriously, "Don't be nervous, just kidding, after all What's happening?"
He asked seriously, stepped aside, and I continued to look down from his position. This is simply a death record.Those who were in the morgue, cremated, and sent to the cemetery really convinced him.
When there were more than forty more, I suddenly felt a chill down my spine, so I quickly turned off the computer and sat beside Yu Xiao.
A disgusting feeling emerged from the bottom of my heart, this approach is undoubtedly perverted.
"You don't look well..."
Of course I know I don't look good, I actually never fucking watch horror movies.Well, I admit it is because I dare not, the impact of seeing this kind of thing is far stronger than that of horror movies.
In order not to lose face, of course I still have to pretend to be very ordinary and recount what I know.
"How much truth do you think?" He began to analyze after hearing it. This is what I doubt now, whether Si Wen's words are credible.
"I don't think it's right either, maybe five or five."
"Do you think Yang Yi knows?" He began to worry again. He seemed to have an instinctive concern for anyone, "Should I tell him so as not to be deceived?"
Seeing him start looking through the phone book, he couldn't get angry, "Why didn't you ask me if I was cheated?"
"You? If you were cheated, would you have the data in someone's phone?" He didn't grab the phone with me, and added with a curl of his lips, "You deserve to be cheated, who made you hard to change?"
"It's not that I'm stingy and don't want you to look for him. He's not a child anymore, and he's very smart." Of course it's against my will to say so much, but it's only natural to put myself in the shoes of my heart.
As long as it has nothing to do with us, who cares?Not to mention being lied to is the best way to grow.
"Let's go, go back to your place." I don't want to stay in this room today, "Turn off the computer and throw away the mobile hard disk."
He looked at me quite speechlessly, but followed suit without saying a word.After leaving my house, the feeling of chills on the back disappeared. Just as I was about to close the door, I heard the sound of messy footsteps, which made us all subconsciously look out. Xu Chun actually came to look for me at this time.
When he walked in, he realized that his eye circles were a little red, his hair was messy, and there were injuries on his face.Before I could speak, he rushed up and punched me, "Su Chen! Can you fucking stop making trouble with him?"
038. Let’s Admit It’s a Slut
Xu Chun will do something to me, this is the first time we have known each other for so many years.Also because it was the first time, I couldn't react at all. He pulled my clothes and didn't speak, just punched me with his fist.
In fact, it doesn't hurt, his small body can have much lethality, but he still feels panicked in his heart.Look at his appearance, he is no different from a 2b.
For Qi Cheng's sake, it's really f*ckingly curious how much he can do, "Have you made enough trouble? Get out of here! Even if I make trouble for someone, it has nothing to do with you!"
Pushing him away ruthlessly, he just stood there with clenched fists, his body trembling with anger, "It has nothing to do with me? Then why do you interfere with him? Do you have anything to do with Qi Cheng?" His eyes turned red, Dissatisfaction was written all over that face.
"Xu Chun, whatever you want! You can stay with him if you want, he is getting married!" If it wasn't for that ring, I wouldn't be so impulsive, but isn't Xu Chun the same as Yu Xiao?Wasn't the previous breakup also because of not wanting to compromise?
"Yes, he is going to get married! So what?" This time he rushed to Yu Xiao and pointed at him, looking at me with a sneer, "What do you guys want to do? Did he dump Yang Yi and stay with you?" ?" He snorted disdainfully, "Su Chen, you know what to do, don't you? What's the difference between us? What right do you have to accuse Qi Cheng!"
What he said was so right that I didn't dare to look at Yu Xiao, "Yes, we are the same, but I won't hit him! How many times is this the fucking time Qi Cheng hit you? You just admit it to yourself It's good to be a bitch!"
"A bitch? I'm a bitch?" He kept repeating these two words, walked around the living room twice, and exploded when he heard a decorative vase on the side fall, "I'm a bitch! But none of you are bitch!" Knowing that there will be no result, but still want to be together?"
Knowing that there is no result?Who said this?Is... us?Xu Chun's words reminded me of him who was standing silently on the side all the time, and he was also looking at me, as if he was asking—do you think so?
"Fuck you! What nonsense are you talking about!" I grabbed Xu Chun's hand, fed up with him going crazy here, "That's you, not us!" Unexpectedly, he who was crazy the last moment burst into tears , pulling on my skirt and refusing to let go, like a dying person who has found a life-saving straw.
"You don't understand, you don't understand Su Chen, how much I have paid for him! If I let go now, how can I be reconciled?" He raised his head with a begging expression, but unfortunately, I am not Qi Sheng, and I will never give it to him The answer, even if it's just what he doesn't want, "He wants to get married? Then get married. I can't lose him, even if I share him with a woman."
For a moment, I suddenly felt that all this was so terrible. For one person, for the so-called unwillingness, it was possible to do this to this extent.Who can tell for sure, how much love he still has for him today?More is just the habit and unwillingness deduced by time.
Like denying the so-called feelings, any external factors are the source of all irritating.
Yu Xiao finally turned her head, walked quickly in front of Xu Chun, dragged him who was still talking to himself, pushed him to the door, and closed the door with a 'bang' sound, as if nothing had happened.But I couldn't be more clear, we could all hear the wailing outside the door clearly.
All of this is more like a reminder of the ugly truth, all thoughts and anxieties are nakedly exposed under the light, and there is nowhere to hide.
The door in front of me seems to be transparent, one can clearly see Xu Chun's small body sitting outside the door, one can see him burying his head between his knees in some extremely sad posture, one can see how painful and helpless he is The pain, unscrupulously vent the helplessness in my heart.
It seems understandable, but it's so fucking ridiculous, if you have to go this far, why don't you just leave?fart the fuck?What is unwillingness?Just an excuse not to let go.
"Don't go." I grabbed Yu Xiao who was about to open the door. Although he was a little stubborn and hard-spoken, he was admittedly soft-hearted, "Why?" He frowned and asked.
I'm just afraid that if he brings Xu Chun's contagious anxiety into this room again, "He will figure it out himself, don't worry about it."
"What about you? What are you thinking about?" Fuck, it's really not the right time for him to be aggressive, I'm so sorry, I don't even have the mood to answer this question.Suddenly I felt that maybe Xu Chun was right, we are no longer children, after the passion and courage at the beginning, the important thing is what is left.If there is only cowardice and restlessness, how can we go on?
When he turned around, he suddenly hugged me, and the clean smell on his body made me suppress my irritability a lot.
"I won't ask any more." He smiled softly on my shoulder, "I should understand you. At this time, you generally don't talk." As if adjusting the atmosphere, he raised his head and looked suspiciously at Me, "Right? Don't want to talk when you're in a bad mood."
"Hmm." Although this is just a simple byte, it is by no means perfunctory, I just don't want our relationship to look too deliberate, isn't it as bad as before?
Unexpectedly, he took the initiative to kiss me, as if paying back the failed kiss this morning.
The response was only lukewarm, and she was suddenly in no mood to do anything with him, even if he was Yu Xiao.
What is helpless and irresistible is always the physiology. When his smell is getting stronger and stronger around me, I can't think of this person. This body is what I always want, and I can't think of anything else in my mind.
Everything happened too naturally, until his warm body wrapped me tightly, I realized that maybe he only tolerated me like this, and he could only let me do whatever I wanted.
That stubborn and free-spirited face unexpectedly gave people a sense of immaturity when the lust was high, as if time stayed on him and never changed.The soft black hair sticking tightly to the cheeks, the eyes that are brighter because of lust, are also more fiery and seductive, and there is a different kind of purity and charm that I have never seen before.
He is very presumptuous, as if he will never restrain the expression on his face, expressing his feelings directly.
We all try our best to get it, enjoy the closeness and certainty that we have never had before, until we are exhausted.
They still maintain the habitual sleeping position of lying together, looking at each other and falling asleep.
This feeling of excitement continued into the dream and refused to stop for a while.This may be about the original possessiveness. The relationship that has been loose and slow for many years is finally firmly held in the hands, making every nerve reluctant to rest for a while.
I could vaguely feel the first ray of sunlight coming in through the curtain unwilling to be lonely, and my nerves woke up immediately, but my body was too lazy to move because of the exhaustion after strenuous exercise, until I vaguely heard his voice, "Mom ? How do you...!"
039. Is Sexual Orientation Wrong?
All the exhaustion and drowsiness disappeared completely because of the invisible anger conveyed in the air. Even if he didn't look at it, he knew that his face must be full of disbelief.Even if she was Yu Xiao's mother, she shouldn't have barged in quietly, right?
He's okay, but it's me who is embarrassed, sitting on the bed naked and not daring to move, so it won't make me stand naked in front of her, right?Using this kind of messy thoughts to try to divert the panic of all this, until she walked to the window and pulled open the curtain forcefully.
The weather was unprecedentedly bright during this period of time, and the sunlight shining in the room also made everything that happened here invisible, and it also shone on her angry face.
Ice and snow can melt, but it cannot heal the gap in my heart.
"Mom! Even if you have something to say, can you go out and let us get dressed?" His tone was flattering, but the expression on his face was unexpectedly tough.
"Wearing clothes? Do you need to show any face for doing such a thing?" She shouted sharply, but turned around and left when I was about to lift the quilt.Of course I won't do that, I'm just sure she will take a step back first.
We all hurriedly looked for clothes in the room, each of us hurriedly dressed in silence, with the same and different uneasiness in our hearts.I don't know what I'm more afraid of, but I can't explain it to her confidently.Because from the bottom of my heart, the word gay is not classified as something on the table.
But what should be faced is still to be faced, telling her that we are simply sleeping in the same bed?Unless she is blind, or Yu Xiao's little niece can still fool her.
"Stop!" He stopped me when he was about to walk out of the bedroom, "What are you thinking?" He asked while buttoning up his clothes, but his eyes didn't leave mine. Those bright eyes made me unable to resist. Live with a guilty conscience.
"No......"
"Don't say you didn't think of anything to perfuse me." After being exposed, I had nothing to say. It turned out that those bright eyes could be so piercing. "Thinking about how to perfuse my mother? Then how to get rid of me?"
"When did I ever say something like that? You know me so well? Always know what I want to do?" His words made me feel pissed off and nothing more than that, we've known each other for years and he doesn't even have 01:30 Ken trusts me.
"How can you not know? Isn't it your style to throw it away when you are sleeping and playing, and refuse to admit it?"
"Yeah, you're right." I was so angry that the top of my head was smoking, "If you think so, you fucking underestimate yourself and me." Seeing the suspicion on his face , which made me even more incoherent, "But what qualifications do you have to make me want to sleep with you once? What's so special about you?"
When I said that, I could feel a kind of pain like being pricked by a needle. Although I just said it to him, how could I not feel it at all?He has never been a calm person, and it is only natural to be irritated by such words. When the fist landed on the face, he punched back without hesitation, as if he had been longing for a long time and finally got a vent.
Since we discovered our feelings for each other, we have been struggling. Until now, Qi Sheng, Xu Chun, Si Wen, and Yang Yi are all interpreting their own depressing and sad stories, leaving too many mysteries behind.This mystery is getting bigger and bigger like a snowball, it cannot be controlled, and it seems to guide the ending invisibly.
But just like what Xu Chun said, how can the ending be willing to be drawn by the so-called invisible fate?
Why can't there be a little happy and smooth progress between us?
"Su Chen, you're a fucking beast! Even if I'm with anyone, it's easier than you!"
"Then you look for it? Do you want me to help you find Yang Yi again? Talk!" I punched him in the stomach again, watching him take a step back with a sneer and pant,
"Okay, Yang Yi is also ten thousand times better than you!"
——It's easier to be with anyone than you.
——Okay, Yang Yi is also ten thousand times better than you.
It turns out that this is the weight I have in his heart.
When Qi Cheng saw us, he just glanced sideways, most likely he wanted to walk over as if he didn't see anything, "Su Chen? Long time no see!" Her girlfriend greeted me, and Qi Cheng really frowned. raised eyebrows.
Don't get me wrong, I don't know how to sleep with this kind of woman. The reason we know each other is because her father and I are subordinates. We both work in the city government, so naturally we know each other.
After careful calculation, Qi Cheng's being with her is a good match, and it will be beneficial to his work without any harm.
"Yeah, she's getting more and more beautiful." I replied with a smile, looking at her face that could be considered a beauty no matter what, I just couldn't like it.
"Let me introduce, this is my boyfriend Qi Sheng, who also works in the municipal government."
Considering how bad my impression on Qi Cheng was, he stretched out his hand to me, but his eyes had an expression of 'I warn you not to talk nonsense', what the hell is he doing to me?
"Your boyfriend is not bad! He looks like a dog." She made a look of sighing, she didn't know what was going on, she just covered her mouth and smiled,
"You're still so funny when you talk." She held Qi Cheng's arm tightly as she spoke, as if this person would run away and never come back as soon as he turned around, she waved at us, "You are quite interesting now , They say that you are quite a rascal, and you even eat with the same sex."
Fortunately, she didn't say any more, waved her hand and hurried to eat, otherwise she might shake something in front of Yu Xiao.Although I am not in the same unit as her, in the final analysis, which of these government agencies in the city is not involved, although it may not be so 'friendly', let alone our fathers both work together.
Just for a moment, she felt that she was wearing a shining ring, which looked familiar, and she might have seen it somewhere.Thinking about it carefully, I feel like, where can I see it?
"Brother Chen, good fortune is not shallow!" Zhao En winked at me immediately, "Actually, how are the women in your unit? Do they all have something to do with you?"
"How could it not? His father said it himself."
"Eat crabs, eat them while they're hot!" Fortunately, the timing of the serving was good, so I hurriedly peeled the crabs for him and put the crab roe in his bowl. All the women in our unit were as fucking excited.
"So fierce? Then your father didn't expose your skin?"
It's done, don't mess around anymore, everyone in their family knows this ugly thing!
"Shut up and eat your food!" I yelled at him, but Yu Xiao laughed unexpectedly,
"You dare to do it, but are you afraid of being told?"
"That's it!"
"..." I really convinced them, they were so eccentric.Feeling uncomfortable at being hurt by them, Zhao En changed the subject immediately, and muttered while sucking crab claws indistinctly.
"Yu Xiao, how are you? Why haven't I heard of any man you've been close to lately?" He wasn't stupid, and lowered his voice, although his expression was still gossip like a woman's.
"Aren't you just sitting here?" His eyes moved and landed on me, and then quickly moved away.
All of a sudden, there was a sense of discomfort, which was not suitable for him, but also for our relationship.Even if Zhao En always knew about it, I never thought about admitting our relationship to anyone, at least right now!Should he ask me what I think?
But his expression is so ordinary that I have nowhere to get angry, as if this is a matter of course.
Zhao En was also obviously frightened, the food was stuck in his throat, his face was flushed, and it took him a long time to recover. When he slapped the table, he found that his movements were a little too big, and he looked around nervously. Circle, want to say something, and finally rushed to me.
"Over the years, I have been taken care of by Brother Chen, or I thought it was you who fell in love with me secretly, so this is the reason! One word awakened the dreamer, are we a family in the future? Do you have to bear it for me when something happens? What?" He blinked his eyes, wanting as many dog legs as he wanted, really wanted to castrate him and send him back to the Tang Dynasty to be a eunuch!
"What are you talking about?"
Yu Xiao glared at him, "You treat his family as a bully or a bandit leader. If anything happens to you, you are not allowed to ask Su Chen and solve it yourself. Also, if you cause him trouble at school, I won't beat you! "He became unhappy again, poked the vegetables in the rice bowl a few times, and snorted lukewarmly, "Su Chen, you don't have to deny it, I won't say it in front of other people, but nothing is wrong. Zhao En shouldn't know."
Cheng, you are right and I am wrong in everything, but can't you just eat honestly?
This meal was indeed not pleasant, except for the 'pressure' from the two brothers, and the ring on Han Xi's hand, it was as if something that should have been thought of had been forgotten.
"By the way, let me tell you that the senior I've been chasing for several years finally agreed to be with me." Zhao En hiccupped, and was finally willing to put down his chopsticks, "I want to propose."
——I want to give it to Xu Chun, do you know what this means?
Because of his words, I suddenly thought of that one-way party. Even if the ring was not given to Xu Chun, it shouldn't be worn on Han Xi's hand, right?
I drank a lot that night, and the shape of the ring is not very clear in my memory.I couldn't help but look in their direction, feeling upset for Xu Chun.
How much did he suffer because of Han Xi?He didn't take it to heart, and was kept in the dark like a fucking fool?I couldn't help but look in their direction, Qi Sheng wasn't in his seat, he might have gone to the bathroom.
Coincidentally, the only way to the bathroom is always past them, which gave me even more reason to take a closer look at the ring.When I passed her, I calmed down and took a closer look at the ring, and it sure coincided with the one in my memory.
What does this mean, did he propose?Or is he wearing the same ring on his hand?
Wanting to know the answer so much, he simply walked out towards the bathroom. Just in time, Qi Cheng was washing his hands, and the ring of the same style was worn on the ring finger of his left hand.
I must have seen it too clearly, he felt uncomfortable for a moment, and put his left hand by his side.
That's funny, why is he uncomfortable?I won't say anything to Xu Chun, because I know he won't believe it, and won't question him.
Unexpectedly, when he opened the door, he put his hand on my shoulder, "This matter has nothing to do with you."
It doesn't matter?It has nothing to do with me, I just want to know the answer, "Go away." I'm too lazy to say a word to him, it's really incomprehensible, how could I drink with him on the one-way night, it really hurts the nerves, Let me also a little brain damage for a while.
"Fuck, are you fucking trying to trouble me again?"
Endless!We must have had an enemy in our previous life, otherwise why would we quarrel when we meet?His reluctance must be due to a guilty conscience. It's fine, but I'm also in a bad mood, so let's settle the recent incidents.
036. No Ripe Threat
"Qi Cheng, don't take yourself too seriously, why am I bothering you?" I knew that I was pretty good at pretending, the expression on my face must be more serious now, and sure enough he started to think because of this sentence.
Go fuck thinking, of course it's fake!Damn it, I didn't like him a long time ago, not to mention that he suffered a loss in the fight last time.In just such a split second, I punched him in the stomach with one punch, and when he bent over, I punched him twice in the face.
This time I was not polite, I used all my strength, he squatted on the ground, clutching his stomach, he didn't recover for a long time.Of course I didn't want to make a big deal out of it, and I didn't want to wait for him to recover, so I turned around and left.
The sense of accomplishment in my heart is not one or two.
When I went out, Yu Xiao even settled the bill, and he didn't say a word when he saw me. He probably knew my unhappy attitude just now.Zhao En answered a phone call, left with oil on his feet, and I had to face a lot of mess again.
We walked out one after the other, never expecting the first snowfall of this year to be so heavy, and the cold wind was particularly bitter.But he suddenly stopped still, standing where he was, looking at the scenery he had already been familiar with for a long time.
I don't know why, but there is no way to move my footsteps.
Maybe it's because of this dimly lit commercial street, the marquee keeps flickering, as if it won't go out.Such prosperity has an unreal illusion, like us.
Thinking about it carefully, everything that happened that night was like a dream, and the problems we should have are still around us, and we refuse to disappear no matter what.
He stretched out his hand, catching the snowflakes like a child, and turned to look at me not far or near, with a pure and helpless smile, "You know? As you said, I'm waiting, and I feel like I'm waiting for you, I shouldn't I know who and what I said.”
He didn't wait for my answer, turned around again, put his hands in his pockets and stood there tall and straight.Snowflakes fell on him quickly, blending with the white coat.
It is not difficult to imagine the temperature on his body, as proud as him, willing to change and wait for me.I wanted to hug him from behind, to warm his somewhat lonely figure, but I retreated with the surging crowd like a marquee.
I think I finally understand the reason why Qi Sheng is not pleasing to the eye, not because of Xu Chun, nor because we have fought, but through him, I saw another extremely real and ugly self, we are no different.
It may only be a moment from the hustle and bustle to silence, just like the restless heart suddenly calmed down, because it is content with reality.I am not sure how far we can go, but I am willing to try to change something slowly, as long as he gives me time.
I want to say something to him, but I can't open it. I don't want to promise anything, let it become a shackle that I have to admit. "Let's go." When I said to him, I didn't have the courage to look at him, and when I got into the car first, I passed by, as if there was a gap between us that would never disappear.
When the courage and passion have receded, it becomes difficult again.These barriers even make us subconsciously choose different doors when we go home.
When the key was about to be inserted in the door lock, it was like waking up from a dream. What were you doing? "Yu Xiao."
"What's wrong?" He asked without waiting for a moment. In his eyes, I saw hope. Maybe it wasn't the first time he looked at me like this, but I was too insensitive.
I couldn't help but smiled at him, and took his hand, "I think we should choose which one of our home to go back to."
He also smiled in relief, "You should think about it carefully."
Such a quiet solitude seems to be without any other exaggeration, pure and clean, it reminds me of the sudden heartbeat last night, the desire to cherish that welled up in my heart, and the not-so-good kiss in the morning.
"Yu Xiao, you still owe me an explanation." Yang Yi suddenly appeared at the corner of the corridor. I think we all forgot about him. Even if we owe him an explanation, wait until I finish my business last night, right?
It's normal for him to come looking for him, so why is Si Wen standing behind him?What secret is hidden in those lonely and indifferent eyes?
Welcome or not, we let them in and talk.During these few seconds, a strange feeling of suffocation surged upwards from the bottom of my heart.Si Wen looked at Yang Yi with a strong emotion of hope, which I have never seen from those indifferent eyes.
There is an idea that is enough to answer but not reasonable enough. Yang Yi is the person he wants to find. As for why, I can't make any conclusions.
I know Si Wen's cleverness, so as long as it's not a secret, I have nothing to hide from him.Just like I can quickly conclude that Si Wen is 'harmless', so is Yang Yi.
Throughout the eye contact, those unworldly eyes were full of trust.
"What do you want to talk about?" He spoke first, "If it's just yesterday, you should understand it clearly."
"You use me!" It was that night again, on that handsome face, I saw a lot of contradictions and disbelief, or he is still growing, and maybe one day in the future, he will become completely different from what he is now. different.
I stood at the door and saw them sitting on the sofa respectively.It's not that it's nothing to do with him, but after the good feelings for Yang Yi completely disappeared, the disgust became more and more intense.As for Si Wen, I just want to watch him from a distance now, so as to find any flaws and let myself see clearly.
"It's not to take advantage of." He looked a little tired, rubbed the center of his brows and softened his tone, but it was only these four words. I knew that he had nothing to say.
"Su Chen, don't you have anything to say about this matter?" It can be seen that Yang Yi still has nostalgia for him, which is completely different from the look of resentment I see.
"What's there to say? It's what you see now." At this point, it doesn't make any sense to pretend that you can't see anything. I sat next to him and exposed them in an intimate manner, "What else are you here for?" , didn’t you find your next home soon?”
"You!" He was still impulsive, and wanted to stand up and say something, but was held back by Si Wen.
"Okay, don't ask, the result is all in front of you, isn't it?" His tone was still cold, but it reminded me of some kind of relationship like a reminder, master and apprentice?I must have read too many martial arts novels.
"Okay, Yu Xiao, let me tell you now, I, Yang Yi, are with you because I like you!" He stood up while talking, looking down at us, mainly me, "Now you say break up, okay, I also don't like stalking, if you want, we can be friends, if you break up with Su Chen, I'm still here."
These words should be a bit hypocritical, but he said them happily, and suddenly felt sad. Will Yu Xiao be a little moved because of these words? Did he give much more than me?
Yu Xiao didn't answer, Yang Yi left without any delay, Si Wen followed him, not close distance, but seemed extraordinarily intimate, when closing the door, there was an inconspicuous arc on those thin lips.
037. The brain is sitting on the buttocks
"What's wrong with you?" He took my hand with a concerned expression.
"It's kind of weird."
"You mean why Yang Yi and Si Wen are together?" He fell down on the sofa, raised his chin and asked, "What's so strange about it, didn't you sleep on the same bed with Si Wen in just 10 minutes?" Reluctant? " His tone was a little teasing, but I could tell it was a joke.
"I'm not just referring to this, their relationship seems a bit strange, definitely not what you think..."
"Wait!" He raised his hand and made a silent gesture to interrupt me, "Su Chen, when did you become so gossipy? Does this matter have anything to do with you? Or you can just ask Yet?"
"What do you mean, people always have to be a little curious, right? You don't want to know?" Throwing away his legs on me, "I'm just afraid that this matter will affect us, won't it be too late by then? "
"Okay, then think for yourself, I'll take a shower." He said without thinking, as if it had nothing to do with him.Sometimes I have to admire his brain, it's like being sat on the butt!
Seeing him go into the bathroom, I turned around and went back to my home.It's not that I don't want to be with him, but I thought of something very important.When he said that Si Wen could come to my house at will, he kept a hand.
The trust in him is only on the language level, it is about a kind of venting.But knowing too little about him also makes people feel dangerous.What if he has another purpose?
Don't blame me for thinking too much, people these days really can't speak well.
In fact, from his few words, I always tried my best to analyze his life and family, but found nothing.Once he left the phone at my house and dumped the data on his phone.
I never watched it, and no one wants to be a neurotic voyeur if they don't have to.
Long holidays, no constraints, no family members, divorced, and letting my boyfriend jump off a building in front of my eyes, this is fucking enough to make a TV series.
When connecting the hard drive to the computer, I can't help but think of the secret agent in the American TV series. I really feel this way now, and it's more of the joy of breaking the secret.
His mobile phone is almost empty, and there is nothing stored in the several necessary software. The only thing that takes up memory is more than 300 photos.
When I opened the first one, my heart suddenly fell down in my throat, and it turned into a word 良 hanging in my heart, and then I went down one by one, all of which were some scenery.But none of these landscapes come from a single place, and I can't tell which city it is, or his hobby is photography?
"What are you doing again?" Although I could hear his voice, it almost made me fall off the chair. Of course, this is not a glorious thing.When he saw the photos on the computer, he suddenly became interested, "Go, go." He pushed me away and took the chair as a matter of course.
"When was this photo taken? The scenery is nice, it seems to be Xi'an..." He began to research to himself, expressing his own opinion from time to time.
I'm not interested in these, but can't all the more than 300 photos be landscapes?
But he looked at it too slowly, and I started to feel drowsy after flipping through more than [-] photos, "...that's weird." He suddenly sighed, which aroused my interest.The back of a person appeared on the photo, all of them were backs.
This emaciated figure couldn't be more familiar, who else could there be besides Si Wen?
"Hurry up, look down." I urged him, and sure enough his curiosity was aroused.
But it was still the same, and the sound of his clicking the mouse became louder and louder, and then suddenly stopped.Time and air began to freeze, and two people appeared on the screen, one was Si Wen, and the other was probably what he said was Shang Ke.
"Like...not like?" He asked with a stiff face, perhaps also surprised.
If he is Shang Ke, then he is [-]% similar to Yang Yi.
He clicked the mouse again, and this time, he froze there completely, and my reaction was not much better.Damn, I actually slept with a pervert for so many days!Does anyone keep photos of dead people in their cell phones?And the fucking photo after jumping off the building!
He took a very clear picture of a young man lying in a pool of blood, half of his face touching the ground collapsed, and the original facial features could not be seen clearly.The body was twisted like a marionette, and it was spread out like a rag.
"This is ps?" After being dazed, his whole body was almost stuck on the screen.
"...It should be that person just now."
"...Damn, you slept with the murderer for so many days? He didn't cut you up?" He said with an exaggerated expression, and suddenly looked at me seriously, "Don't be nervous, just kidding, after all What's happening?"
He asked seriously, stepped aside, and I continued to look down from his position. This is simply a death record.Those who were in the morgue, cremated, and sent to the cemetery really convinced him.
When there were more than forty more, I suddenly felt a chill down my spine, so I quickly turned off the computer and sat beside Yu Xiao.
A disgusting feeling emerged from the bottom of my heart, this approach is undoubtedly perverted.
"You don't look well..."
Of course I know I don't look good, I actually never fucking watch horror movies.Well, I admit it is because I dare not, the impact of seeing this kind of thing is far stronger than that of horror movies.
In order not to lose face, of course I still have to pretend to be very ordinary and recount what I know.
"How much truth do you think?" He began to analyze after hearing it. This is what I doubt now, whether Si Wen's words are credible.
"I don't think it's right either, maybe five or five."
"Do you think Yang Yi knows?" He began to worry again. He seemed to have an instinctive concern for anyone, "Should I tell him so as not to be deceived?"
Seeing him start looking through the phone book, he couldn't get angry, "Why didn't you ask me if I was cheated?"
"You? If you were cheated, would you have the data in someone's phone?" He didn't grab the phone with me, and added with a curl of his lips, "You deserve to be cheated, who made you hard to change?"
"It's not that I'm stingy and don't want you to look for him. He's not a child anymore, and he's very smart." Of course it's against my will to say so much, but it's only natural to put myself in the shoes of my heart.
As long as it has nothing to do with us, who cares?Not to mention being lied to is the best way to grow.
"Let's go, go back to your place." I don't want to stay in this room today, "Turn off the computer and throw away the mobile hard disk."
He looked at me quite speechlessly, but followed suit without saying a word.After leaving my house, the feeling of chills on the back disappeared. Just as I was about to close the door, I heard the sound of messy footsteps, which made us all subconsciously look out. Xu Chun actually came to look for me at this time.
When he walked in, he realized that his eye circles were a little red, his hair was messy, and there were injuries on his face.Before I could speak, he rushed up and punched me, "Su Chen! Can you fucking stop making trouble with him?"
038. Let’s Admit It’s a Slut
Xu Chun will do something to me, this is the first time we have known each other for so many years.Also because it was the first time, I couldn't react at all. He pulled my clothes and didn't speak, just punched me with his fist.
In fact, it doesn't hurt, his small body can have much lethality, but he still feels panicked in his heart.Look at his appearance, he is no different from a 2b.
For Qi Cheng's sake, it's really f*ckingly curious how much he can do, "Have you made enough trouble? Get out of here! Even if I make trouble for someone, it has nothing to do with you!"
Pushing him away ruthlessly, he just stood there with clenched fists, his body trembling with anger, "It has nothing to do with me? Then why do you interfere with him? Do you have anything to do with Qi Cheng?" His eyes turned red, Dissatisfaction was written all over that face.
"Xu Chun, whatever you want! You can stay with him if you want, he is getting married!" If it wasn't for that ring, I wouldn't be so impulsive, but isn't Xu Chun the same as Yu Xiao?Wasn't the previous breakup also because of not wanting to compromise?
"Yes, he is going to get married! So what?" This time he rushed to Yu Xiao and pointed at him, looking at me with a sneer, "What do you guys want to do? Did he dump Yang Yi and stay with you?" ?" He snorted disdainfully, "Su Chen, you know what to do, don't you? What's the difference between us? What right do you have to accuse Qi Cheng!"
What he said was so right that I didn't dare to look at Yu Xiao, "Yes, we are the same, but I won't hit him! How many times is this the fucking time Qi Cheng hit you? You just admit it to yourself It's good to be a bitch!"
"A bitch? I'm a bitch?" He kept repeating these two words, walked around the living room twice, and exploded when he heard a decorative vase on the side fall, "I'm a bitch! But none of you are bitch!" Knowing that there will be no result, but still want to be together?"
Knowing that there is no result?Who said this?Is... us?Xu Chun's words reminded me of him who was standing silently on the side all the time, and he was also looking at me, as if he was asking—do you think so?
"Fuck you! What nonsense are you talking about!" I grabbed Xu Chun's hand, fed up with him going crazy here, "That's you, not us!" Unexpectedly, he who was crazy the last moment burst into tears , pulling on my skirt and refusing to let go, like a dying person who has found a life-saving straw.
"You don't understand, you don't understand Su Chen, how much I have paid for him! If I let go now, how can I be reconciled?" He raised his head with a begging expression, but unfortunately, I am not Qi Sheng, and I will never give it to him The answer, even if it's just what he doesn't want, "He wants to get married? Then get married. I can't lose him, even if I share him with a woman."
For a moment, I suddenly felt that all this was so terrible. For one person, for the so-called unwillingness, it was possible to do this to this extent.Who can tell for sure, how much love he still has for him today?More is just the habit and unwillingness deduced by time.
Like denying the so-called feelings, any external factors are the source of all irritating.
Yu Xiao finally turned her head, walked quickly in front of Xu Chun, dragged him who was still talking to himself, pushed him to the door, and closed the door with a 'bang' sound, as if nothing had happened.But I couldn't be more clear, we could all hear the wailing outside the door clearly.
All of this is more like a reminder of the ugly truth, all thoughts and anxieties are nakedly exposed under the light, and there is nowhere to hide.
The door in front of me seems to be transparent, one can clearly see Xu Chun's small body sitting outside the door, one can see him burying his head between his knees in some extremely sad posture, one can see how painful and helpless he is The pain, unscrupulously vent the helplessness in my heart.
It seems understandable, but it's so fucking ridiculous, if you have to go this far, why don't you just leave?fart the fuck?What is unwillingness?Just an excuse not to let go.
"Don't go." I grabbed Yu Xiao who was about to open the door. Although he was a little stubborn and hard-spoken, he was admittedly soft-hearted, "Why?" He frowned and asked.
I'm just afraid that if he brings Xu Chun's contagious anxiety into this room again, "He will figure it out himself, don't worry about it."
"What about you? What are you thinking about?" Fuck, it's really not the right time for him to be aggressive, I'm so sorry, I don't even have the mood to answer this question.Suddenly I felt that maybe Xu Chun was right, we are no longer children, after the passion and courage at the beginning, the important thing is what is left.If there is only cowardice and restlessness, how can we go on?
When he turned around, he suddenly hugged me, and the clean smell on his body made me suppress my irritability a lot.
"I won't ask any more." He smiled softly on my shoulder, "I should understand you. At this time, you generally don't talk." As if adjusting the atmosphere, he raised his head and looked suspiciously at Me, "Right? Don't want to talk when you're in a bad mood."
"Hmm." Although this is just a simple byte, it is by no means perfunctory, I just don't want our relationship to look too deliberate, isn't it as bad as before?
Unexpectedly, he took the initiative to kiss me, as if paying back the failed kiss this morning.
The response was only lukewarm, and she was suddenly in no mood to do anything with him, even if he was Yu Xiao.
What is helpless and irresistible is always the physiology. When his smell is getting stronger and stronger around me, I can't think of this person. This body is what I always want, and I can't think of anything else in my mind.
Everything happened too naturally, until his warm body wrapped me tightly, I realized that maybe he only tolerated me like this, and he could only let me do whatever I wanted.
That stubborn and free-spirited face unexpectedly gave people a sense of immaturity when the lust was high, as if time stayed on him and never changed.The soft black hair sticking tightly to the cheeks, the eyes that are brighter because of lust, are also more fiery and seductive, and there is a different kind of purity and charm that I have never seen before.
He is very presumptuous, as if he will never restrain the expression on his face, expressing his feelings directly.
We all try our best to get it, enjoy the closeness and certainty that we have never had before, until we are exhausted.
They still maintain the habitual sleeping position of lying together, looking at each other and falling asleep.
This feeling of excitement continued into the dream and refused to stop for a while.This may be about the original possessiveness. The relationship that has been loose and slow for many years is finally firmly held in the hands, making every nerve reluctant to rest for a while.
I could vaguely feel the first ray of sunlight coming in through the curtain unwilling to be lonely, and my nerves woke up immediately, but my body was too lazy to move because of the exhaustion after strenuous exercise, until I vaguely heard his voice, "Mom ? How do you...!"
039. Is Sexual Orientation Wrong?
All the exhaustion and drowsiness disappeared completely because of the invisible anger conveyed in the air. Even if he didn't look at it, he knew that his face must be full of disbelief.Even if she was Yu Xiao's mother, she shouldn't have barged in quietly, right?
He's okay, but it's me who is embarrassed, sitting on the bed naked and not daring to move, so it won't make me stand naked in front of her, right?Using this kind of messy thoughts to try to divert the panic of all this, until she walked to the window and pulled open the curtain forcefully.
The weather was unprecedentedly bright during this period of time, and the sunlight shining in the room also made everything that happened here invisible, and it also shone on her angry face.
Ice and snow can melt, but it cannot heal the gap in my heart.
"Mom! Even if you have something to say, can you go out and let us get dressed?" His tone was flattering, but the expression on his face was unexpectedly tough.
"Wearing clothes? Do you need to show any face for doing such a thing?" She shouted sharply, but turned around and left when I was about to lift the quilt.Of course I won't do that, I'm just sure she will take a step back first.
We all hurriedly looked for clothes in the room, each of us hurriedly dressed in silence, with the same and different uneasiness in our hearts.I don't know what I'm more afraid of, but I can't explain it to her confidently.Because from the bottom of my heart, the word gay is not classified as something on the table.
But what should be faced is still to be faced, telling her that we are simply sleeping in the same bed?Unless she is blind, or Yu Xiao's little niece can still fool her.
"Stop!" He stopped me when he was about to walk out of the bedroom, "What are you thinking?" He asked while buttoning up his clothes, but his eyes didn't leave mine. Those bright eyes made me unable to resist. Live with a guilty conscience.
"No......"
"Don't say you didn't think of anything to perfuse me." After being exposed, I had nothing to say. It turned out that those bright eyes could be so piercing. "Thinking about how to perfuse my mother? Then how to get rid of me?"
"When did I ever say something like that? You know me so well? Always know what I want to do?" His words made me feel pissed off and nothing more than that, we've known each other for years and he doesn't even have 01:30 Ken trusts me.
"How can you not know? Isn't it your style to throw it away when you are sleeping and playing, and refuse to admit it?"
"Yeah, you're right." I was so angry that the top of my head was smoking, "If you think so, you fucking underestimate yourself and me." Seeing the suspicion on his face , which made me even more incoherent, "But what qualifications do you have to make me want to sleep with you once? What's so special about you?"
When I said that, I could feel a kind of pain like being pricked by a needle. Although I just said it to him, how could I not feel it at all?He has never been a calm person, and it is only natural to be irritated by such words. When the fist landed on the face, he punched back without hesitation, as if he had been longing for a long time and finally got a vent.
Since we discovered our feelings for each other, we have been struggling. Until now, Qi Sheng, Xu Chun, Si Wen, and Yang Yi are all interpreting their own depressing and sad stories, leaving too many mysteries behind.This mystery is getting bigger and bigger like a snowball, it cannot be controlled, and it seems to guide the ending invisibly.
But just like what Xu Chun said, how can the ending be willing to be drawn by the so-called invisible fate?
Why can't there be a little happy and smooth progress between us?
"Su Chen, you're a fucking beast! Even if I'm with anyone, it's easier than you!"
"Then you look for it? Do you want me to help you find Yang Yi again? Talk!" I punched him in the stomach again, watching him take a step back with a sneer and pant,
"Okay, Yang Yi is also ten thousand times better than you!"
——It's easier to be with anyone than you.
——Okay, Yang Yi is also ten thousand times better than you.
It turns out that this is the weight I have in his heart.
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