adult restriction

Just the most primitive touch of the body, nothing else.

It was also at that moment that I realized that the sex I was addicted to was just a kind of indulgence carved into my bones, without responsibility, and even without attitude.

But in life, it is to find a person who can walk together with smell, tacit understanding and feeling even if you don't touch it.

But I am also not sure whether I can have another chance to choose.

He was lying beside me, sleeping peacefully, his silhouette in the dark exuding a mature and lazy atmosphere.Put your finger on his face to describe the temperature.The temperature enough to melt all the meanness and burnout.

It's just that there are constant conflicts between responsibility and desire, as if going back to the past, and I don't know how to make a choice at all.

163. So far the only choice

Early the next morning, he sat on the bed in a daze. I woke up and looked at him openly. I was more concerned about what he was thinking now.

"I drank too much last night." He said without looking back.After playing, it seems that I am not the only one who said, "But I am sober." He turned around and added, gritted his teeth and looked at me, and suddenly pulled back the quilt and shouted, "Did you do it on purpose? You are Wasn't it premeditated?"

"What are you planning? You're not a chick, and I didn't seduce you."

He raised his hand and gave me a slap, and slapped me hard on the chest, "Seduce a fart! Didn't I fuck you last night?" After finishing speaking, he showed a confused expression again, "... .right?"

"I don't need you to take responsibility." Seeing his stupid look, I decided to continue to sleep. In fact, I was a little guilty.

"I haven't finished yet! You did it on purpose, right, taking advantage of my weak-willedness after drinking too much, taking the opportunity... taking the opportunity..." I glanced at him, and he was rubbing his chin in thought , made a point for a long time, "Forget it, you are not a chick, it's no big deal."

What the hell is that?Did I say that if you don’t need to be responsible, then you don’t need to be responsible?Why doesn't this person even have any morals at all, guess, guess, it would be strange if he promised something because of this.

I do have my own selfishness, I just try to infiltrate bit by bit, I don't want to be just friends.Before he went to work, I grabbed him by accident, because the atmosphere was not bad, I asked him in a half-joking tone,

"How did you feel last night?" My expression must have been too serious, which caused him to look at me inexplicably.In fact, I imagined his embarrassment. In fact, we have not seen each other have such emotions for a long time.

What embarrassing thing the other party doesn't know?

"What does it feel like?"

"Do it with me."

"...What do you want to say?" This man was obviously smart, and he stood there with his arms folded and looked at me, "I'm telling you, don't think of me, I'm not a casual person."

"Is it convincing to say this now?"

"That's because you took the initiative to seduce me." He said with certainty.

"...What is seduction, don't talk about anything." I was too lazy to continue circling with him, "How? If we maintain the current relationship? At present?"

"I think you are completely recovered now, right? Then I don't have to take care of you anymore." He said to himself.

"Wait!" I bent down in front of him, "I feel very hurt, it must be because of last night..."

"...You are enough, Su Chen, didn't I let you pretend a few days ago? Why are you still playing this way?" He touched the tip of his nose, and picked up the coat that was draped over the chair, He looked at me with the kind of disdainful eyes that look at children, "It's not very similar, childish."

Heh, he looks down on me. Now that he knows it, I simply don't pretend to be childish, and I have even more childish ones.He opened the door, and I stood in front of him like jelly beans, and I felt bored myself, and what was even more boring was that I said, "No, you have to be responsible."

"Don't be a hooligan, you think I'm afraid of you?"

"Then try it, I'm a hooligan, what's wrong with you?" He narrowed his eyes, and I stood back a little defensively, finding an angle that was not so easy to be attacked by him, "Otherwise, let's do it like this, what's the matter?" They all have to come and go, right..."

"What the hell, you..." He frowned while talking, glanced at the corner of the wall, and those transparent eyes returned to my face as a gesture, I turned around , saw Han Zhu sitting in the corner, her face was very pale, her eyes were fixed on us, her emptiness instantly turned into anger.

After a moment of surprise, I felt relieved. Yu Xiao's expression was also very calm, and Han Zhu also concealed his emotions after a few seconds. She was still generous and decent, and her high heels hit the ground. Walking past us, "Let's talk, do you want to be here? Or go in?"

I just wanted to say that this matter has nothing to do with Yu Xiao, so he turned around and walked back.

Maybe I underestimated her, I thought she would be hysterical or yelling, in fact, I was more curious about how she found here, "I knew you were here from the beginning, but I just didn't want to pay attention to it, I thought I would turn a blind eye to it It's over." She was still elegant, sitting on the sofa with her hands folded, "Yu Xiao, I don't blame you."

I doubt Han Zhu's attitude at the moment. Although she is gentle, it doesn't mean she has no temper. I have a feeling that she is hiding something from me, "Let's just let this matter go, and I won't show up in front of him again."

My heart tightened, I was about to say something, but I chose to keep silent after seeing their calm expressions. It was like a trading game, and I completely ignored it, because he was in a hurry to leave me, and she, I didn't care at all. do not understand.

"I always knew that Su Chen didn't have me in his heart, so it was my own fault." Han Zhu laughed at himself, raised his eyebrows and looked at me indifferently, "Su Chen, I know too well what you think in your heart, I am nothing more than A bitch, shamelessly pregnant with your child, but gave birth to it, right?"

It's over, and there's nothing polite about it, and I think this might be the last time I sit with him or her. "Yes, I don't understand. With your conditions, you can find a better man than me."

"Let's get a divorce. We'll get a divorce after the mother's matter is over." She didn't answer, but just grabbed the corner of her clothes tightly.

"Okay." Not as excited as I imagined, but suddenly felt a little more relaxed, and there was a trace of guilt. For my mother, maybe we are all waiting for the day when she will never open her eyes again, and choose the road she doesn't want to see. Go on, "I will give you everything except the child."

"No!" She suddenly became nervous, "I don't want anything except the child."

What she said was too decisive, which made me very disgusted. Even if she is the mother of the child, she has no right to fight with me for the custody of the child, "Impossible Han Zhu, even if you don't back down, I have many ways. I will Stay with me."

She clenched her fists tightly and stood up suddenly, "What do you think? Marry a man who doesn't care about me at all? Give birth to a child that no one will recognize? You think I'm a bitch? Or Su Chen, what do you think? I love you to the point of desperation?"

She bit her lips tightly, but tears kept dripping, "You know why I love you? Because you don't dislike a woman who can't give birth. I thought you didn't care, and wouldn't want a child! And The doctor said there was no way I could have a baby, it was a gift I couldn't refuse!"

Han Zhu slumped down on the sofa, covering his face and crying, "This is the only chance, as a mother."

164. Finalized trajectory

To be honest, I don't understand, if you can't give birth, then don't give birth, but she just cried, although she doesn't understand, but she can feel that emotion, I admit, she cares about those two children more than I do, but it still doesn't work.

I also need them, for example, it is impossible for me to marry any woman, for example, that is an explanation for our family.

"Where are you going?" Yu Xiao, who had never said a word, was about to leave.

He lowered his eyes and looked at me indifferently, "I have a reason to stay here? This is your business and has nothing to do with me."

"It has nothing to do with you? What does it mean that it has nothing to do with you? Do you think that what I did today was just for fun?" I didn't have the time to pay attention to whether Han Zhu was still there, nor was I in the mood to worry about anyone's feelings.

Damn, enough is fucking enough, why should I care about them carefully?And they couldn't even give me the answer I wanted.

"Enough!" Han Zhu suddenly screamed and stood up, "I really can't bear it for even one more day, Su Chen, don't rob me of two children, and don't underestimate what I can do as a mother." She Pushed us away and ran out.

And Yu Xiao just looked at the back of her leaving thoughtfully, "Seriously, isn't it better if you continue to be with Han Zhu like this than to entangle with me here without an answer?"

"What do you mean no answer? Yu Xiao, I did all this just to keep you." Suddenly feeling tired, he just looked at me lightly, with a little nostalgia and more contradictions. I don't know when At the beginning, I no longer understand him, and no longer understand what he thinks in his heart.

"If I say no, will you go back to Han Zhu again?" I just glanced at him and didn't say anything more, "You never give yourself only one choice."

He said, leaving quietly before my eyes.

What he said was right, I would indeed do this in the past, just like his departure made me choose a woman I didn't love at all without hesitation.

And now, I don't even want to force anything, let him stay, or I won't.

I just want to give him an explanation, but also give myself an explanation.

The life you want is definitely not the present.

All I can do is to end it, even if I can't get anything else.

I didn't see him again after that, and neither did he.We will meet again at my mother's funeral a month later.Just a glance from a distance, neither of us stepped forward to say anything to each other.

I also understand that I still have a lot of things to do.I returned to the unit that day and resigned.In fact, some time ago, there were a lot of rumors and gossips in the unit, but I didn't care, because I never had a choice in my heart, there was only one.

The only unexpected thing was Han Zhu. On the day of the divorce, she knelt down and begged me to give her the child.I didn't say no, I had asked my dad before, and he was just silent about it all.He acquiesced, and I thought I understood her.

It was also a few days after that that Yu Xiao called and made an appointment to meet at the coffee shop.

The weather has begun to turn cold, he is wearing a beige sweater, sitting there with a cup of coffee in his hands.He lowered his eyes and looked calm. Compared with the straightforwardness and free and easy a few years ago, he was more calm and lazy because of his age.

He looked up, smiling as always.I really feel relaxed, the first time I feel this way in so many years, at least for me and him, this time, I didn't lie or cheat.

The faint mellow aroma of coffee and the low-key colors are the taste of this autumn, as well as the taste of him.

"Do you want to go?" When I sat next to him again, I found that I could still understand everything he was thinking, never before.

"Yeah." He took a sip of coffee, showing a satisfied expression, "I guessed it."

"What do you have that I can't guess?"

"That's right." He didn't deny it, and looked lazily leaning on the chair, "It seems that the situation has been adjusted." He touched the tip of his nose with some sighs, "You know what you want, but I suddenly don't understand , what I want."

I smiled lightly, that kind of strong emotion over time, like a jug of wine buried in the ground, the faint mellow fragrance that will not dissipate only spreads in the air, "Isn't it me?" I teased him.

"I don't know." He answered frankly, "I used to think that what I wanted was the only one, but in the year of separation, I felt a lot of things, that kind of unfettered freedom, very attractive."

"So you need time?"

"Yes, let yourself re-understand what you want." He put down the coffee cup, his bright eyes were calm and radiant, "Because there is only one chance to choose, and I will not let myself be wrong."

"I understand." When I said this, it is undeniable that there was a slight sadness that gradually became stronger with each passing minute, but I would not open my mouth to keep him, we all have the right to choose.

And what I believe in is far more than these, and it is this belief that allows me to send him away calmly.

On the day he arrived at the airport, he caught a cold and kept complaining while wearing a thick scarf, "I knew you must be scolding me in your heart for this." As time went by, he still stubbornly believed in me His stinginess will affect him in many things.

Not angry, but a kind of contentment.

"You're right, so don't think too long."

"As I please!" he said with a sneeze.

Before we left, we were fortunate enough to witness an earth-shattering confession. In the center of the waiting room, two big boys who looked to be in their twenties stood in the middle.

One of them blushed like an apple, held a rose in his hand, and stammered, "I love, love you!" Then I heard Yu Xiao's sneer,

"Why is this so thin-skinned, where does he have the courage to do such a thing?" He habitually stood beside me with his shoulders crossed, studying the big boy with a flushed face, "This is the legendary love story. strength?"

The other person was exactly what Yu Xiao thought, and he raised his fist and knocked on the head of the blushing boy, "You are so talented, what kind of romance are you playing! Look at the expression of joy on your face." The crowd There was a lot of discussion, but I didn't hear anything again.

It's just Yu Xiao, who stood beside me, smiling faintly with a blessing in his arms. "Envy?" I asked, poking him with my elbow.

"I'm envious, if someone confesses to me with a flushed face, I'd rather not."

"I won't blush." ​​For this, I am quite confident.

He snorted twice, then glanced at me contemptuously, "Because of skin color?"

"Get lost, it's time." I patted him on the shoulder.

"Ah."

Before leaving, I just gave him a hug, "Goodbye." And the sourness of the previous few days disappeared when he showed a hesitant expression on his face.

I have to give him time to choose, just like he once waited for me without hesitation.As he said, there is only one chance to choose, because the time limit is a lifetime.

It's not that I'm nostalgic, I'm just sure he'll be back.

Once, he understood earlier than me that there was an urgent need for a dedicated and serious relationship.

But today, I understand earlier than him that when the hot emotion is over, what is needed is a person who can let you go through life without hesitation.

This time, I will wait for him.

And we just run in opposite directions from the starting point, but we will definitely walk together in a circular track in the end.

165. Extra Story, Confessions of Yu Xiao 1

I'm sure there was nothing wrong with my leaving, because I was really infatuated with the breath of freedom.Living in another city is easier than you think, it's new and uninhibited.Work is still busy, but I still think of him in the dead of night.

Several times, I had an urge to go back, but the busyness of work and the re-established social activities made me forget that desire and expectation in the busyness.

We rarely talk on the phone, and occasionally he will send an email, and I will simply reply.

Can't deny the satisfaction I felt after hearing from him.I never thought that he would make a decision like today, but joy and contradiction will always be intertwined.Because I can't guarantee that my stay will satisfy him.

What if one day he gets tired of me and blames me for making him make the original choice?

I think we have already left the age where we would feel uncomfortable without each other, and we have never been sure that we have each other in our hearts, and we have never been sure that the other party will still live well without us.My mother has said many times that I should find someone to settle down quickly.

There is nothing wrong with this now, I can still easily find someone I can maintain a long-term and stable relationship with, but Chen Yu is not included.He is still in the original city, and we do appreciate each other, but he has someone he cares about more, and he will put more thought on another person than being casual with me.

Sometimes, I miss my friends from another city, but I remind myself that it's not because of Su Chen.

I don't know what I am still hesitating about, what I want, but after gathering with friends one day occasionally, I suddenly feel lonely.

A brand new and unfamiliar city.Here, there is a lack of temperature, the kind of temperature that can make me feel that I don't have to look for anything.At that time, I suddenly understood that because I didn't have him by my side, I kept looking for him.

I sent a text message that night, and I will go back tomorrow.

In about an hour or so, he replied to me, , to pick you up.

Just a few simple words, but the feeling of loneliness was completely expelled.It's hard to think that it's been a year like this, and I don't know if he has changed.

I didn't sleep well that night, because of a dream, I still felt like strangling Su Chen to death when I boarded the plane. Speaking of which, the dream was not unfounded.

In the dream, after I went back, I stood at his house inexplicably, while Su Chen, with a panicked face, covered up her crimes and drove more than one woman into the closet. If I did that, I wouldn't find anything.

In fact, according to his personality, it is not impossible for this kind of thing to happen. In order to avoid the possibility of preparing for him in advance, I made a flight ahead of time and then called Su Lei.

This girl asked me to come back a year ago, and kept yelling that Su Chen and I were a match made in heaven, so she still needs her 'help' in this matter.

Su Lei has also matured a lot. Her hot body, outstanding face, and wheat-colored skin are full of personality, giving people a healthy and enthusiastic feeling. I think this is the bloodline characteristic of their family.

After I directly stated the reason for my early flight, Su Lei tiptoed and patted me on the shoulder, "You did a great job. Recently, someone is pestering my brother and I can't get rid of him. You should directly Go out and kill him instantly."

Regarding Su Lei's performance of "eating the inside out", I deeply doubted the possibility of being "betrayed", and decided not to cooperate with this person as much as possible after this incident.

On the way she was driving, she also gave a detailed introduction to Su Chen's situation this year, including the types of people she entertained, the recent investment in branded clothing agents, the whereabouts of receiving North Korean language and Korean language every month, and the closest number of deposits .

"... To be honest, do you have any unreasonable thoughts about your brother?" I couldn't help but touch my forehead, and couldn't bear to look directly at Su Lei's spirit of gossip.

"How is it possible!" Su Lei exclaimed, "I've always had unreasonable thoughts about you, but my brother and I have repeatedly emphasized that you can't treat women..." After she finished speaking, she quickly realized that I didn't care much about you. With a good face, he turned his head and smiled dryly.

I felt that I was wrong, not only wrong, but also naive and ridiculous.No preparations, since Su Chen knows that I will definitely be back today, she won't mess around with other people.

I admit that I began to believe in him, and the sudden change was just to see his change when he was off guard, which would make me feel satisfied.

But it's useless to regret, Su Lei used his extraordinary powers of observation along the way to tell me with certainty that at this time, the man who was clinging to Su Chen was already waiting at the ktv.

What's even more speechless is that Su Lei asked me to hide in the dark and wait for Su Chen's reaction, "You don't know, my brother's expression is so funny every time he sees this person! Really! This is the only thing he can't handle." He even asked Yang Yi for help last time, but it didn't help at all!"

"What's the situation?" When she said that, I was also a little curious. Could it be that the person Su Chen can't handle is a monster...

"Don't eat soft and hard."

"Then what's the use in my opinion?"

"Don't worry, handsome guy!" She put on her family's unique hooligan expression, "Body, temperament, appearance, everything is perfect, as long as you do what I say, he will definitely retreat in spite of difficulties." Time explained her battle plan.

"...Su Chen owes you salary?" This is the only possibility I can think of, the hatred value is too high.

"No... I advanced my salary for the next three months, but he refused to advance me for the fourth month."

It's not that I didn't look forward to Su Chen's expression after this kind of thing happened, so I "reluctantly" agreed.

The reality is that I thought the meeting would be a bit of a comedy, and Su Lei was right, the expression on Su Chen's face was very funny.

We stood at the corner of the second floor, watching Su Chen walk in without saying a word, trying to push the nougat away but failed.He didn't have any expression on his face, but more of an attitude of being numb by being tossed by brown sugar.

To my surprise, he was wearing a very formal suit, which made him look more handsome, and his good figure under the wrap of the suit highlighted a mature and sexy atmosphere.

His hair has grown a bit, and I don't know if it's because of this that the arrogant and even a bit hooligan aura that was faintly visible on him before disappeared.

I admit, my heart started beating more powerfully, and today, I still love him. "It's your turn!" Su Lei urged me.

At this moment, I noticed that he was holding a large bouquet of roses in his hands, and my heart moved inexplicably, "Is he usually dressed so formally?"

"You think too highly of him." Su Lei spread her hands behind me, "I saw him wearing jeans and slippers a few days ago, walking downstairs with glasses."

I could feel the corners of my mouth rising, and then I appeared on the stage in the way Su Lei told me. In a word, as many hooligans as possible, I am inspired to catch up with the heyday of Su hooligans.

166. Extra Story - Yu Xiao's Confession 2

In fact, I'm not very good at this matter, and my words are not as exaggerated as what Su Lei said. Even when Su Chen was the most hooligan, he could still act like I was a serious hooligan.

I brewed it up for a while, and finally remembered the underworld movie I watched many years ago. I picked up the sunglasses in my side pocket and put it on my face. before.

"You guys go upstairs with me." I turned around and glanced at them out of the corner of my eye. I thought they were quite murderous. Su Chen immediately showed an unreasonable astonished expression, but followed me upstairs silently.

That brown sugar looks good and is still very young, which suits Su Chen's taste.

"When will you..." I walked into one of the rooms, and Su Chen asked impatiently.

"Shut up!" I raised my finger and yelled at him. I also felt that it was a bit too much. Under the stupefied expressions of the two people in front of me, the uncle seemed to be sitting on the sofa, and imitated Su Chen's appearance. His legs rested on the coffee table.

"Come here." Su Chen hesitated a little, "It's just you, what are you looking at!" I pointed at him and reiterated.

Seeing him lower his head, he rubbed between his brows helplessly, and walked to me and sat down unhurriedly, "Why are you crazy? You spent a year walking with a donkey?"

"What do you mean?"

"Kicked in the head?" He said seriously, his slightly frowned eyebrows made me a little short of breath, well, I shouldn't agree to Su Lei's request, in fact, I deeply doubt whether this can make Cowhide Tang know the difficulty and let go Retire, but the matter has come to this point, and it can only continue.

Su Lei told me that Cowhide Tang most likely fell in love with Su Chen's strong attitude that he doesn't care about anyone, so if you want him to bow his head, Cowhide Tang will return disappointed.

Speaking of such absurd reasons, how do I believe it?Did I really spend a year with a donkey?

"You... fart! Tell yourself, what good things have I done during my absence?" I glared at the brown sugar and sneered, "Or is it that I can't satisfy you?" I thought I was really arrogant , and unbuttoned his shirt in a very rogue manner.

Seeing the disbelief on Nougat's face from the corner of the eye, Su Chen suddenly smiled, very lightly and quickly, and he glanced at me a little funny, clearly knowing what I was thinking.

Then, he said in a low voice, "I was wrong, please forgive me."

It's so cool, so cool, even though I know it's fake. "No!" I patted the coffee table and said.

Su Chen gritted her teeth, and whispered to me, "Don't go too far, how can I continue..." Then she put on an expression that I was wrong, really wrong, and stared at me innocently .

Falling down, again, though I know he's always put on a show.

"Did you see it?" I looked at Nougat with high toes, "This guy just flicks m, so you can't satisfy him!"

"How is it possible!" Cowhide Tang said unacceptably, "Didn't you play SM with me a month ago? You, you actually lied to me?" Cowhide Tang couldn't accept the male god in his mind, the absolute male god, It turned out to be a trembling m, turned and left after turning red eyes.

I'm also a little surprised, the young people's admiration these days is too unimaginable, it's like a torrential river, coming and going in a hurry.wait...sm?Since when did he become interested in this?

This person switched modes too quickly, and the innocent expression from the last second disappeared. This time, he unbuttoned the two buttons of his shirt, lit a cigarette on his own, and looked at me again when he exhaled a smoke ring. "Don't pretend, you don't have the temperament of a hooligan at all."

"Not in front of you." I admitted, "But when did you start talking so hard?"

"I still want to ask you, what are you doing? Su Lei told you to do this?"

"Not satisfied? Afraid of affecting your market?" I said half-truthfully.

He cut it off after hearing this, "What are you talking about? I promised to pick you up, but I kept waiting for an hour in vain." He evaded a little and didn't look at me again.

This man's attitude is a bit strange, you know, his face is completely compared to the city wall, I can't see him blushing, but I still understand his expression when he is a little embarrassed.

Wait, what is this? "I just asked you when you became so heavy-tongued, where did you get involved with me?"

"...Aren't I also bored? I drank some wine that day, and then this person was very enthusiastic, and then...I said Yu Xiao, can you stop looking at me like that? If you By my side, do I still need to go out to find game?"

"You mean it's my fault?" I intentionally showed a self-reflective expression, and according to my guess, he would answer without hesitation, of course.

"Of course!" It's true that the world is easy to change and the nature is hard to change. Does he think I'm as easy to deceive as before?Can you prevaricate me by just saying a few words?However, let him think so for the time being, anyway, he is going to spend the rest of his life with me.

"Okay, let's not pursue this matter." After finishing speaking, we all fell silent, thinking about the years that have passed, it really seemed like a dream.A year ago, the indifferent parting and today's reunion made me realize that the deep emotion is not gone, but waiting for us to interpret the rest in another way.

"I won't think about leaving again this time." He asked suddenly, putting out his cigarette.I don't know why, but under the dim light, I always feel that his expression is a bit cautious, "I've played it before, if you say you want to walk around casually this time..."

I heard myself chuckle, yes, this person still cares, "How are you?"

"Is it okay to follow you?" He said angrily, "You have learned something messy, you are unhappy, and you go out for a walk when you are unhappy, so you have dumped me twice, you can figure it out! "

"Didn't you leave me because you provoked me?" I didn't want to lose my momentum, and found the time to say what I wanted to say when I was with him a few years ago, "If you listen to me, I can still consider Consider your words."

"......you say."

"[-]. Don't go out and mess around, [-]. Don't lie to me, [-]. You have to listen to me." In fact, this is just nonsense, what else is he messing around with?I still have this confidence, and I still care a little bit about not being allowed to lie to me. As for everything, I have to listen to me, but it’s just for satisfaction, and I feel the satisfaction of being led by him.

"Success." He said cheerfully, then fumbled in the side pocket of his suit, and finally took out a bunch of keys, he took my hand and put the keys in my palm, he never looked at me, just muffled Sullenly said, "This family can listen to you in everything."

167. Extra Story - Yu Xiao's Confession 3

When I heard him say that, I couldn't even react for a while, is this Su Chen?This guy has changed his temperament. You know, since he was a child, he has always liked to be in charge of everything. When he is happy, he listens to me. When he is unhappy, he looks like he can do whatever he likes.

"Just stop walking around." He added, leaning on the sofa again, motionless, looking like he was thinking about something.

In the end, I still feel a little sour. When I left a year ago, it must have been the hardest time for him. Mom just left. He divorced Han Zhu, gave up the custody of the child, and resigned from the work unit. But I chose to turn around and leave.

Thinking about it now, how could it be fair to him.I understand that what he did at the time was determined to let me stay by his side.

"At that time, why didn't you keep me?" I never said it to him. If he told me clearly what he wanted at that time, maybe I would still soften my heart.

He laughed, "I knew you'd come back."

"What if I don't?"

"I haven't thought about it that much."

"It's not like you." I couldn't help teasing, "You don't like doing uncertain things?"

He didn't say anything more, but I felt that the air seemed to be thinner, so I was looking forward to his answer, but I didn't know what I wanted to hear.

I don't know how long it took before he turned his head and looked at me seriously, "I believe in you." He said, sighing suddenly, "To be honest, Yu Xiao, it's not that I didn't make mistakes. I turned around and realized what I wanted. , you should do the same, I will give you the right to choose."

That kind of ambiguous expectation did not come to fruition after all, and my heart was warm enough to abandon all the unpleasant things in the past, "What will you do if I don't come back?"

He sneered, "Then find someone to play sm with." He still hasn't changed, except that his mature aura makes him more sexy, he still has a bit of a rogue temperament, and he still looks like many years ago when he smiles. A scent as pure as sunlight.

"Hey, seriously, what are you doing in such a formal dress today?" Thinking of the scene I saw at the airport a year ago and the large bouquet of roses he put on the coffee table in front of me, I felt a little proud again. Of course, I Understand that I still can't hide my emotions, at least in front of him.

"Wear whatever you want." He replied without sincerity.

"It's okay, don't be shy, how about recreating the scene?" I leaned close to him and kept poking him with my elbow, "Hurry up, just treat this as an airport."

"You think so beautifully. I haven't seen you in a year. How can you be so narcissistic?" He was not polite at all, and said with a high-spirited glance at me.

"Who just said yes to me?" I deliberately stretched out my fingers, gesticulating one, two, three in front of him.

"Don't go too far." He threatened, and I just smiled.

He stood up, took a few steps in the room and gave me a threatening look, and finally stood in front of me holding a flower, "You still know to come back? Don't come back if you have the guts!"

"..."