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The door, "Look at the expression on your face, no, it's too funny..."

I didn't intend to respond to this childish ridicule, but looking at Yang Yi's full gloating state, I didn't know what to do, "Don't tell anyone."

He said nothing, obviously too happy to speak.Really, I just found out, how much does this kid hate me to be so happy after this kind of thing happened?Really?

"Yes, I know you want to save face." He put on a coquettish pose, "You know, my love for you is like a torrential river, so why would you say something that makes you so embarrassed?" He leaned towards me Hee hee received it, "At least I won't tell anyone who knows you."

Well, that's enough for me.For Yang Yi, we get along very peacefully, without conflicts, because we neither love nor hate each other.I finally understood that Si Wen only taught him one thing back then, as long as he could find someone who would stay by his side without making him angry, why should he be so serious?

As long as I'm around, Glass doesn't feel uncomfortable, so he dragged his fat body and jumped directly onto the sofa.

I replanted the flowers in the empty fish tank of Yang Yi's house, and put the photo album in the bedside table, and heard Yang Yi's ghost screaming again.I can't stand it, when he drinks, he gets extra excited. Although he is not as crazy as sitting on my lap and throwing wine, he is still a well-deserved chatterbox.

I didn't bother to talk to him, so I went to the bedroom to take a shower and planned to have a good sleep. Unexpectedly, when I came out, Yang Yi was preaching to the glass, "Are you stupid? Can it understand your words?"

After hearing this, Yang Yi turned around and punched me on the chest, feeling the pain, "...I'm old, don't always be so excited." Light or not.

"Admit that I'm old?" He became inexplicably proud again, pulled my collar and said loudly, "It's okay, I won't despise you for now."

I really wanted to rub my sore ears, "Don't say silly things, when did I not make you so happy?"

"Hehehe... Believe it or not, I'm going to kill you now?" He said with a sinister smile. There is a saying that is true, that is, Jiu Zhuang is cowardly and courageous, but there is no possibility of definite implementation. I know, this person threatened to kill me after we slept together. It's been a year since I was young, and I'm still standing still, so I have the nerve to bring it up.

This person is still in good spirits, he dragged me to the bedroom, well, just say it if you want it, why do you have to make such a detour?In fact, Yang Yi is very smart, but sometimes he is the one who wants to save face. He is not as straightforward as Yu Xiao, who says what he thinks.

I shook my head, trying to drive Yu Xiao out of my mind, what do I think of him now?After a moment of hesitation, I also admitted in my heart that I am not a gentleman, why pretend, it's not that I didn't think about him when I was with others.

I was really excited at the moment, after all, he was the one who teased me first, what I didn't expect was that he collapsed on the bed and showed a state of collapse, "I can't do it, I'm going to sleep, I'm so tired." He turned over and rolled back and forth on the bed , "I'm flying to Shanghai at seven o'clock tomorrow morning to play with my friends. It happens that you will help me watch the house. If you have nothing to do, you can go to the single line and help me watch it."

...How come one or two remember to leave, Shanghai is quite close to Nanjing, "Who will help you! I will find a place to live by myself in two days."

Yang Yi didn't listen at all, and just fell asleep.Hey, how did I get to where I am today.

I found a place to live on the second day. I rented a small apartment near my unit. It was not big with two bedrooms and one living room. The decoration was reasonable and good.I never thought of living in Yang Yi's house for a long time, after all, the risk is quite high.

My mother didn’t know about my quarrel with Han Zhu, she still went there often, and I ran to the hospital for nothing, and she started chemotherapy. In fact, the doctor said it won’t last long, but I can’t just see her like this Walk.

I was busy at work for a day, went to the hospital and returned to my place of residence. I felt dazed in bed, and I was about to fall asleep when my phone rang.

"Hello! Are you Cheng Fen's son?" Cheng Fen is Yu Xiao's mother. When I said that, I was a little confused, and subconsciously replied yes.

The tone on the other side was quite anxious, and he didn't have time to think about other things, "What's wrong with my mother?"

"Come on quickly, your mother just went downstairs to buy vegetables and suffered a heart attack!"

159. The face of a philanthropist

I was so frightened that I couldn't help complaining about what kind of food she bought at night.Later, she said that there was nothing to do, so she went to a nearby supermarket casually, but her heart was fine, she sprained her ankle, and could not walk for the time being.

When she arrived at the hospital, she said a little embarrassedly, "You know, our family has few relatives, and those of the younger generation are not around, so the neighbors called you."

"Don't say that." I didn't ask, what name was saved in her phone, but luckily nothing happened, otherwise how could I explain to Yu Xiao.Then I thought about it, well, what am I going to explain, this time and that time.In those two days, I was running back and forth between my work unit and the two hospitals. My mother was not in a good condition recently, and asked me all day long if I had a fight with Han Zhu.

I didn't say anything, and Han Zhu pretended to be the same as before, at least he had nothing to say to my mother.

In the end, I came to Mother Yu's side. Who knew that this person was having a quarrel and was yelling to be discharged from the hospital, "Su Chen, hurry up and go through the discharge procedures for me."

"...This is not good, you go home like this, who will take care of you?"

Later, I insisted on not twisting her. Speaking of which, Yu's mother was definitely gentle and gentle. Although she was a little nervous, but now, she is no different from a child. She is really an old child.When she went upstairs, she insisted that she wanted to go by herself, how could this happen?

She felt a little sorry when I carried her upstairs, "I said, why are you so fat now?" Recalling when I was a child, she was a slimmer woman than my mother, of course, she said so on purpose.

"How do you talk, kid!" She complained, but didn't say anything more.

Since she insisted, I had no choice but to find a nanny to take care of her temporarily, but she insisted on giving me the money for the nanny.

I was really uncomfortable. Yu Xiao and I didn’t often come back to see her in the past, and we didn’t see such a relationship, “Look, Yu Xiao and I are not together, but we are still friends. We have been separated for so many years. It doesn’t make sense for me to say that.”

She glanced at me, nodded and said nothing more.

Time also seemed to stop suddenly after that, and it was not that I had nothing to do. Every day, I was always full of various things, but my heart was always empty.Seriously, it can be what loneliness feels like.

Without Yu Xiao, without Han Zhu, without anyone.If Yang Yi didn't go to Shanghai, I could still go to his place for a walk, even if I didn't do anything.

I tried to go back to the previous pace, various nightclubs, men or women, but found that even if I did this, it still couldn't change anything.Started to suffer from insomnia, just like two years ago, I would suddenly wake up in the middle of the night without any sleepiness.

When I don’t feel sleepy, I think of many people, my mother, my child, and Yu Xiao.

I didn't feel that I valued those two children before, but occasionally their cries could be heard in my ears, as well as the sound of father and father yelling non-stop.

The next day I went back to check on them. Han Zhu was not there. The nanny said that she was taking care of my mother in the hospital and asked me why I didn't go home.The two little guys look so much alike, sometimes I have to take off my pants to tell who is who.

Maybe it was really too idle, and I couldn't help thinking about what they would be like in the future.What if Chaoyan was really the same as he used to be, when Chaoyu attracted bees and butterflies.

And I really don't want to go on like this anymore.Yu Xiao will come back soon, I want to know if he will come back to me and give me another chance.If he does, how am I going to deal with the current mess.

Or for the two children, I should do nothing, at least give them a regular family.

I thought I already knew the answer, but when I thought about it carefully, it was really hard to make a choice.

In the evening, Qi Sheng and Lu Hao got together again and went to my store to play. Naturally, I was the treat.

After drinking for three rounds, everyone was a little bit over the top, Lu Hao hugged who knows how many college students were laughing, Sun Ze was still drinking by himself, Qi Sheng was quite restrained, almost drunk, just sat there and smoked, "I heard from Jiahui that you moved out."

"what."

"Fuck, why do I feel so tired talking to you recently?" He flicked the cigarette ash and scolded, "Just say whatever, you don't care or what?"

"Moved, Han Zhu got mad and kicked me out." I smiled, "Satisfied this time?"

After hearing this, he patted me on the shoulder with a very experienced look, "Woman, you can coax her casually, buy what she likes, and say a few nice words, and it's over?"

I also drank a lot, looking at his expression, I really think he is also quite depressed, so thoughtful, could it be that Jiahui treats him like this?Not like it!

"Don't think too much! Jiahui and I are a model couple! We've never been like this before."

"...Your model for your sister." I couldn't help cursing, and after thinking about it for a while, I asked again, "Why did you forget Xu Chun?"

He glanced at me and leaned on the sofa, "It's not that I forgot, but I put it down. To put it bluntly, if he didn't die, it might not be so simple." He smiled self-deprecatingly, and threw away the cigarette butt, "You think , everyone is dead, who is more serious, and it's not acting in a TV series, who really wants to die or live?"

"Ha, just admit that you are not a good thing, and you're done?"

"I'm not, are you?" He said with a bit of disdain, "Really, we've known each other for so many years, just you? I guess everything is procrastinated, and then there's nothing... Let's talk about the matter between you and Han Zhu this time, after a long time, you will still be the same as before, you might as well go back sooner."

"Fuck! You understand! You understand everything!" I was a little angry, alcohol caused my brain to start to lose consciousness, but he was right about one thing, and I found that if I dragged on like this, the result would be just like what he said .

He was probably a little upset too, and just as he was thinking whether to continue to make him feel uncomfortable or forget it, the manager on duty barged in, "Boss, that...your cousin just didn't look like me. What a good thing the man is out."

"You tell me about this too? She's not underage!" Damn, I look like a philanthropist now, don't I?Come to me for anything big.

"I...not...no."

"What the hell are you stuttering about? Put your farts away!" Really, I haven't said that in a long time, but I'm in a bad mood today, and the manager on duty was taken aback by me.

"Those people just had a quarrel with her on the first floor, and then Su Lei told them to go out and talk!"

I think something will happen to my heart sooner or later. If Su Lei is really on my side, what will happen? My aunt will kill me, and then ask my father to flog the corpse.

Hey, it's really troublesome. I walked out in a daze. I guess nothing happened. Although it's a bit late, there are people coming and going in this area, so what could happen?I didn't call the people in the store to come out again.

As soon as I turned the corner, I saw Su Lei, who was talking to those men with unkind faces. When the cold wind blew, I was a little more sober. Those hooligans looked like drunks. How did Su Lei provoke them? Damn future.

160. A Pain Called Mingming

Seeing that those people were about to make a move, I hurried over and said, "Let's go." I protected Su Lei behind me and planned to take her back, but it was Su Lei who came and pushed me away with her arms akimbo explain,

"I just said what's the matter? If you dare to come out to play, don't fucking deny it! That woman is my friend, if you dare to go to her again, believe it or not, I will destroy you?"

"..." I was really stunned. I didn't expect that when my cousin was so fierce that she still changed her face and shouted in the face of several strong men.I regret it in my heart, I really regret it, if there is a fight, our side will definitely suffer.

"You stinky bitch." The man raised his hand as he said that. I was slow because I was drinking, but my cousin was not slow. She kicked the tall man's dick hard, and then It was screaming like a pig being killed.

I wanted to laugh at first, but when I saw the ferocious expressions on those faces, I realized that a good man would not suffer the loss in front of him, "Go back and call someone!" Su Lei also reacted quickly, turned around and walked into the shop, I was quite confused , but still stopped them.

"Let's just forget about it. It's boring for you to argue with a girl. If you have to make trouble, we won't suffer." For this kind of thing, just don't lose your momentum. Personally, he is just such an ordinary bastard.

But I drank, and they drank, so the fuck happened.

I was just thinking, Su Lei asked me to be so slow, I should retreat strategically first, it would be safer, the eyes of the person who was kicked just now were red, "What do you have to do with that stinky bastard?"

"I'm her brother! Keep your mother's mouth clean. Fuck, what are you?" I was already in a bad mood, but I became even more angry when I was made such a fuss. Damn it, I don't bother to pretend at this time Quality, this time I will go back to find someone in person, and if they don’t beat them, they will cry for their father and mother, so I will follow Yu Xiao’s surname.

This person is more aggressive than me, so he immediately started fighting with me, and I didn't hesitate to call back. What am I afraid of, I am very confident, even if I suffer a little loss right now, wait for my people to come out, it will be a matter of minutes.

I really didn't expect this drunk to pull out a folding knife from his pocket, don't be fucking kidding, this size must be more than twelve centimeters, this is a fucking control knife!This man is a fucking fool, how dare he do anything here!

Damn, I dodged, but I didn't dodge it. At that moment, I felt my eyes were dazzled, and my head slammed, it really hurt.

Su Lei also finally brought in the rescuers slowly, yelling in my ears, as if I was about to die, and I didn't care about anything else. Really, I thought I shouldn't really die like this at the time, On the way to the hospital, I was conscious, although it was vague, and a lot of fragments flashed in my mind.

She was still sitting beside me crying, she didn't look like she was tough just now, at this moment, I suddenly realized that I had too many things to do, I really couldn't die, but I was also very afraid, if I really died like this What to do, "...you, don't tell my parents about this."

I told her that it was actually a bit out of control, and she didn't listen to what I said, and couldn't hear clearly, "The password of my bank account is Yu Xiao's birthday. Give it to my dad. It's the child's... ...The house, the store, are all given to Han, that is what I owe her..." Su Lei kept shaking her head, tears were all over her face, I just felt pain in my heart, empty pain, "Mom Yes, tell Yu Xiao, if I die, tell him to come back from Nanjing to see me..."

I ran out of strength, but before I finished speaking, I told Yu Xiao to go to the place where I live and take the glass and those things away, and then I'm sorry.

It was only later that I realized that there was nothing serious about me, but it was because Su Lei's atmosphere was exaggerated too well that it gave me the illusion that I was about to lose my hair.

What was even more unexpected was that the first person I saw when I opened my eyes was Yu Xiao. At first I thought this world was so beautiful that people could see him with just a little poke.Soon, I secretly scolded myself for being stupid, and it wasn't that someone poked my brain.

Really, it doesn't hurt at all.Of course I wouldn't be so stupid as to think I saw him, I guess the anesthesia hasn't worn off yet.

I just looked at him, but he didn't say a word, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking, "To be honest, do you hate me so much that you want to scare me to death?" He finally raised his eyes to look at me. , to be honest, I am really afraid that he will beat me up on impulse, and I guess my life will really be lost by then.

The way of smart people is to not speak. There are many things that I haven't figured out yet, why he is here, and what he means by these words.

"Why don't you speak? Are you dumb?"

"No... who told you to come here?" I said weakly, trying to express my weakness to make myself safer.

"Su Lei."

"...how did she tell you?" I asked a little cautiously, I remember those words almost, it's too embarrassing, really, it's kind of like last words.

"What did she say? Are you ashamed to ask her what to say?" He stood up abruptly from the chair and kicked as if venting his anger, "She said you were going to die! She wanted to see me before she died!"

"Then you came back?" I admitted that I was low-level, dirty, and villain again, and I couldn't help laughing when I heard him say that.

"You're fucking messy!" he said, and raised his hand to slap me. It didn't hurt much, but it was a little numb. He didn't give me time to get angry. He suddenly threw himself on me, but deliberately avoided the wound , "Really...you know what I thought at the time? If I die, I die, and I won't come back."

I hugged him tightly subconsciously, I felt a vague pain in my body, and it seemed to extend all the way to my heart, "I understand, I understand everything." I hugged him tightly, smelling the familiar smell on his body, as if I was bewitched "Come back, come back to me."

His powerless low smile rang in his ears, "The first time I saw you when I came back, I knew you wanted to say that, I could see it...Su Chen, I've never been so sure that you love me Yes, but it’s impossible, it’s impossible to go back to the past.”

"Ah...I know." That feeling is slightly bitter but calm, I know, how can my current situation be worthy of him coming back to me?It's just that if I am willing to make changes, change the current appearance, and then give him an environment where he can come back, will he give me another year?

"Yu Xiao, would you believe me if I said that I only now understand what I want? Do you believe me when I say that I only want you by my side?"

He propped up his body and looked at me calmly and gently, "Because you have tried everything?"

"Yes, I've tried everything, men, women, families, children, everything..."

Because I've tried everything, and then I understand what it's like, but I understand that this is like a prophetic story. After trying everything that I thought was good, and throwing away everything worth having, nothing will be left .

Just got it, that's all.

161. If it is for you, it will be worth it

This is not the first time I have been stabbed by someone, the first time was when I was seventeen years old, and I fell in love with a local snake woman.Perhaps because of this, he adapted well. When he came to see me the next day, he asked why Han Zhu didn't come.

I just said it was a quarrel, and we were temporarily separated. In fact, it is not surprising that he will come to take care of me, but I did not expect that Chen Yu would look for him all day after so many days. If it were me, I would probably have come to watch .

"Ask again seriously, what is your relationship with Chen Yu?"

"Boyfriend." He answered casually while lowering his head to peel an apple, "Are you sure you want to eat this, right? Apple?"

"Yeah, eat pears." I said it as a matter of course, watching him finally throw the apples into the trash can with precision.

"Why didn't he come to you?" Apart from curiosity, it was more of an expectation, not to mention that I had only seen him walking with Chen Yu, and that feeling seemed to be missing something.

"Why are you looking for me? Can such a big person still lose it?" He thought for a while and picked up the pear, and added angrily, "Which eye do you think I look like an ascetic?" He sneered for a moment Sitting on a chair, "Where are you looking?"

"Not like." I turned my head quickly, not wanting him to see me smiling, maybe it's different from what I thought, he is not a person who likes to eat wild game, and he always has to find someone to maintain a stable relationship with. "When you go back, help me feed the glass and water the flowers."

"...Understood." He sighed, and suddenly taunted me when I wanted to sleep for a while, "You are very promising, after drinking, you have to be stabbed when you go out?" Su When Lei came to see me the next day, she explained what had happened in detail.

He also claimed how bravely he repelled the gangsters, and how much chaos I, a 'drunk man', made, Yu Xiao just believed it, am I this kind of person?Stop making trouble, if I don't care, maybe something will happen to Su Lei.

In fact, I am very pleased, what am I now?But it was the man who was kicked out by women because of his indiscretion. He was afraid that my parents would be anxious, but he didn't dare to say it. Fortunately, he was by my side.

"You go back first, you have to go to work tomorrow, and it's not good to rest here." Although I was sleepy, I couldn't sleep, and the wound was burning hot and painful. He was by my side, so I couldn't say much. How embarrassing .In the past two days, he has stayed here almost every step of the way, and the dark circles under his eyes are very obvious.

"It hurts?" He didn't move, and complained with a frown.

"If you are told to go back, go quickly, don't chatter here." Annoyed by the pain, her tone of voice became a little rushed.

"Yeah, I started driving people away after using it, really like you." He wasn't angry, but it didn't feel good to hear it.

"Otherwise, you should lie down and sleep together." I don't know what he insisted on, "It's not that the bed is not big enough, why are you still afraid of me?"

"What about me? You think too highly of yourself." He lowered his eyes and said wearily, "If you can turn around on the ground twice now, I will consider what to do to you."

"Come on, it's okay." I simply spread my arms out on the bed, as if chatting with him like this wouldn't hurt so much.

"...Damn!" He cursed, and lay happily beside me, I can still feel his carefully lying sideways beside me, with his back to me.

The white skin and lines under the black broken hair are warm and familiar. I lay down like a log for about 10 minutes, and heard his even breathing, "Hello... Yu Xiao?" He didn't say anything, I thought he was asleep.

In fact, I want to tell him that it's uncomfortable to sleep like this, and I don't like his back to me very much.

I have no choice but to move it myself. I thought it was okay, but I suddenly felt dizzy when I turned over halfway. Damn, this doctor is really a dog. Will I die if I give more painkillers?What the fuck is not good for wound recovery, does Lao Tzu look really rough?The beautiful old man next door goes there eighty times a day.

"...What are you doing? Thirsty? Hungry? Going to the bathroom?" Yu Xiao suddenly turned around and asked loudly.

Damn, you didn't sleep, so give me a voice.

"I'm going to turn around." I'm really not pretending at this moment, I'm half dead when I hear my own voice.

"No, please be honest with me."

"Then turn around for me."

"Cheng, you shut up and don't move, I will do it." He said, let me lie down again, "What are you doing?" He froze as if he was taken aback.

Damn, don't make me look like some heinous beast, there's nothing I can't touch.

"Leave it alone." I took his hand and put it on my chest, just thinking it would be closer.

After being silent for a while, he chuckled and said, "You are not afraid of having nightmares."

I slept well that night, and he did the same. I knew and understood that he cared about me, so I thought he would wait for me, just like in the past.

He and I woke up almost at the same time the next morning, because of the sound of the door opening, he sat beside me and calmly looked at the people who came in, Qi Sheng, Jia Hui, and Lu Hao, ha, what a coincidence, how did they come in? would come so early.

Yu Xiao got out of bed first. He only wore a pair of pajama pants, and stood in front of them with a pajama jacket on, "So early?" He smiled, and looked at Qi Sheng and Jia Hui, obviously ignoring Lu Hao.

"Yeah, I'm rushing to take a look before going to work." Qi Sheng said with a smile, "How do you feel these two days?"

Lu Hao laughed when he heard this, and looked at me provocatively, "What else can I do, it looks good, isn't there someone taking care of this? Where is Han Zhu? Isn't he here?"

"Han Zhu is taking care of his mother, how can he come over here when he has time?" Yu Xiao sneered and said, looking at Lu Hao arrogantly, "Why didn't you bring that college student over here, Su Chen met It can be better soon."

"..." I really didn't say anything. As for me, even if you want to stop Lu Hao's mouth, you don't have to change the way to mock me.

Lu Hao waved his hand, "That's nothing, you can play with money."

"You are so yin and yang, you are so happy when something happens to me?" I picked up a cigarette beside me, "I have never messed with that college student of yours."

"Fuck, what is this all about." Qi Sheng said a little impatiently, he pulled Jiahui and pushed Lu Hao out, "I'm going to be late for work, let's go first, and come back another day." He waved his hand, Take the door of the ward.

Yu Xiao leaned against the door unhappily, "Look at you, who are you hanging out with? Didn't I say earlier, what do such people care about them? Even if they play cards, they won't be on the table."

Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help laughing. He has said this many times, "Still laughing? What if I don't want to think about Lu Hao going out and talking nonsense?" He turned his head deliberately, but I was still under that faint look. I saw some sarcasm.

"Yu Xiao, there are some words, some things, I won't take the initiative to say something, because they have nothing to do with me, but if they really say something, I don't care." He turned his head to look at me, a little puzzled, and a little nostalgic, "If it's because of you, it's worth it."

162. Responsibilities Conflict With Desires

We didn't talk about what happened that morning, because the verbal discussion that continued without results no longer made any sense. I just made sure that he was still by my side.After half a month, I was discharged from the hospital, and those hooligans naturally had no good results.

When I returned to the house I was currently renting, he wanted to leave, but I pretended to be 'weak' at the right time, and he really softened his heart.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with him. As long as he does not do strenuous exercise, he is no different from a good person. Occasionally, I even want to take care of him, but I am afraid that he will find out.I understand that as soon as I can take care of myself, he will go, and I have no reason for him to stay.

Could it be that I still love him?With this kind of excuse that has been used for many fucking years?Back then, I was indeed not qualified to say I loved him, and I am no more qualified now.

When he was at work, I went to see my mother. In fact, I was very worried about her, but I didn't dare to show up.She was weaker than I imagined, and her once black hair was thinning. The exhaustion had been carved into her bones, and she was about to take his life away.

"Isn't it busy recently?" She said, holding my hand, and said worriedly, "Why did you lose weight? I asked Han Zhu, and she said that you have been too busy recently."

"Mom, there were a lot of things in the unit a while ago, but this time it's not so busy, so I can come here every day."

"No need!" She interrupted in a hurry, "You don't have to come here all the time, you should pay attention to rest, Mom's place is fine, and you tell Han Zhu that you don't need to stay here all day, and even ask for leave from the unit. I spend less time with my children.”

"Ah, I know." It was somewhat surprising, no matter how much I quarreled with Han Zhu, from the beginning to the end, she was very kind to my parents, far better than I was to hers.

"Han Chu is a good boy, treat her well."

"Mom..." I don't know why she suddenly brought this up, she turned her head, and smiled helplessly and tiredly, "You blame me and your dad in your heart, I know...Actually, mom I also regret it, you are my son, no matter how stupid you are, and you will make us angry again, you should not think that everything you do is wrong, really, be nicer to your father, and take good care of your father after I leave."

I don't know what to say, she seems to be asleep, it seems that just a few words have made her exhausted.

I sat by the bed and looked at her quietly for a while before I left. When I walked out of the ward, I happened to meet my dad.

The man I remembered to look up to was now old and haggard, and he still looked serious, "Dad." I called out dryly, and felt that I had nothing to say, so he didn't give me another look.

I knew in my heart that most likely it was because of the fact that I didn't show up for half a month.

"Stop!" He suddenly said, even if he didn't want to, I still knew those stereotyped lectures, "Where have you been these half a month?"

"A college classmate got married, and they went over there in Hebei." I also know that this reason sounds idiotic, but the meaning is nothing more than giving an answer that everyone knows is false, showing that I didn't perfunctory, just like me Like a lot of things I've done.

"What on earth are you thinking? You said you were busy when you called, do you know that your mother is seriously ill? Do you know that she is always..."

"I know! Dad, I am standing here now, and I will come here every day in the future. Are you satisfied?" I deliberately softened my tone, turned around and left after I finished speaking.

More often than not, I find myself unable to face him, like I have done too many wrong things, and even a look in his eyes can make me feel deeply blamed, and I can't help but care about it.

Or everyone likes to have trouble with me. When I walked out of the hospital gate, Han Zhu and Han Lei walked towards me. I originally wanted to ignore them, but they held the child in their hands, so I couldn't help but look at it more I glanced twice.

"Where have you been during this time?" She said, looking a little impatient. I wanted to take the child and hug her, but she just avoided it. "Do you know that mom always calls your name in her dreams?"

"Is it over? Aren't I fucking standing here now?"

"you......!"

"Why are you talking to my sister?"

"I don't care what you say! Han Lei, let me tell you, we haven't divorced yet, please show me some respect!" This is the first time we have spoken to Han Lei like this since we got married. Has always been unwilling to deal with.

They didn't say anything for a while, so I left quickly.In fact, Han Zhu's dodging action just now made me very dissatisfied. It's my child, why would she not allow me to get close?

Because I asked for leave from my unit, I have nothing to do, so I can only be bored in the room every day. I can go out to have fun, but compared to Xiao Xiao coming back, those are nothing.

It may be something that happened during the day that made me want to see Yu Xiao very much today.I want to prove that he is mine and I want to keep him by my side forever.

Fuck the plan.

I called him and there was a lot of noise in the background, he must have been drinking outside.He still didn't come back until about ten o'clock.

This made me a little anxious, in fact, these two days, he deliberately avoided me, I can see it.

Just when I was about to go out for a walk, he just opened the door, he was drunk, looked at me dizzy and laughed.

I was sober, but I was intoxicated by the faint smell of wine on his body, the atmosphere was very ambiguous, and everything happened too naturally.Also as a man, I have to admire his self-control, and he found something in the middle that seemed to want to stop this 'incorrect' approach.

I just held him tightly, a few seconds was enough for him to fall, I don't know if I took advantage of some weakness, but I understand that what he wants is no different from mine.

This is different from all the things we have been together, that kind of satisfaction is enough to fill every corner of the body.But as the most direct expression of so-called love, it also confuses me. When I am most distracted, I find my mind is empty.

Not anyone, nor him.

Perhaps this is sex itself, when desire w reaches orgasm,