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No matter how I coax him, he doesn't listen, but just stops and looks at me suddenly. His small body and face are the bad emotions that occasionally appear after growing up. He opened his mouth, showing his white teeth, "No, just cry." He Hee hee laughed, but could hear crying again.
I suddenly woke up from this dream, and I felt cold sweat on my back. Speaking of which, it was just a dream with unknown meaning, and it couldn’t even represent anything clearly, but I was just suddenly afraid, afraid of this relationship, and also Afraid of him.
I feel like I am being squeezed continuously under high pressure, and I always feel that one day I will suffocate.The knock on the door keeps ringing, who is it?It won't be him anyway.
I don't want to open the door, and I don't want to move.I fell back on the bed, thinking about his deep and bright eyes and that malicious smile in my dream.
Then I heard the sound of the door lock turning in my ears, and my heart tightened. It turned out that it was him, and the knock on the door was just a formality.
Glancing at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, not too short, and he had slept for more than two hours. When he turned around, he happened to be wearing a pair of slacks and white half sleeves.
Too lazy to talk to him.
He was carrying two handbags, were they brought back from Qingdao?He sat beside me and pointed to the door, "The logistics delivered the beer just now, and I brought back two boxes of authentic Tsingtao beer."
Heh, he is really addicted, and he did not forget the purpose of this trip when he was sick, "What do you mean by bringing beer, wouldn't it be more enjoyable to bring back two sisters from Qingdao?"
I didn't dare to look at him when I said that, I knew my tone was bad and what I said wasn't likable, but I just couldn't help it.
Unexpectedly, he lowered his head and took out a cup from his handbag, and put it on the bedside again. It was exactly the same as the one that was broken just now, but it was the same, but it was not the original one. It is impossible to repair a broken cup.
"I wanted to see my sister, but conditions didn't allow it at the time." I don't know if he was joking with me, or playing humor inappropriately, "Hey, don't be angry, tell me how not to be angry, and then Give it to you last time? But don’t bite me, there are still marks on my back, it’s pretty bad for people to see.”
Such a calm and unserious apology is his "new invention" in the past year. I don't know why, every time I hear it, I feel a little sour.He just refused, refused to apologize to me frankly, even once.
114. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
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115. Yu Xiao's Deep Love (Thirteen)
During that period of time, I often thought about the relationship between probability and opportunity, and found that I often worry about gains and losses, and some neurotic thinking about how many things can be in our own hands.
It wasn't a great conversation, but we made up without warning, and he would wake me up for breakfast and threaten that if I didn't do the dishes, I wouldn't have anything to eat the next day.
I would also repeatedly tell him not to wash any clothes, anything by himself when we go out, he always has the ability to make a mess of all our clothes and never admits it.
The most important thing is that we decided to go back together.
In my imagination, he would even be fidgeting about this matter. In fact, he was much calmer than me. I don’t know how many times I asked him what he wanted to buy when he went back, or when he said the first sentence, he was not polite. It gave me a slap in the face.
He was eating lychees, which he had airlifted back when he shamelessly asked his colleagues to travel to the south. Although there were also local ones, they were not as big and fresh as the ones in his hand.
"I've never seen them particularly fond of what someone took back, especially us now. I'm pretty sure they won't like to hear the first sentence." He said, putting the peeled lychee in my mouth Li, "So we should distinguish the situation."
"What situation?"
"If the situation is not good, let's get out of the way." He said, and began to clean up the lychee peels and juices that were accidentally spilled on the coffee table. "The only problem with this matter is that we are making ourselves unhappy."
As he said that, he suddenly fell down on the sofa and sighed, "Yu Xiao, Yu Xiao, I'm almost 30 years old, think about the possibility of being dragged out by my dad with a belt, why am I so shameless?" ?”
I couldn't help laughing when he said that, he was still afraid, this kind of fear was more based on psychology, once we were bored analyzing past behavior, he told me frankly that he only recently discovered that he There is only one reason to be afraid of his father: no matter how serious and meticulous his character is, he is a complete failure after being educated.
I huddled on the sofa with him, and I also remembered that his father was so angry that he grabbed his ear and came to apologize to someone.
"By the way, didn't you obey your parents before? You only dared to resist secretly. Why did you suddenly get excited this time?" I asked myself a question that I was always curious about. I knew the weight of his parents in his heart, even if he didn't Said that most of them would only complain when they met.
He didn't say a word, and I kept pushing him to the other end of the sofa, "Because those don't touch on principled issues."
In order to make myself more comfortable, I simply lay on the sofa and kicked his legs, "Light me a cigarette."
"You'll die if you don't smoke?" He said angrily, "Don't smoke."
After staring at him for a while and found that he was serious, I simply went down to find the lighter, and when I came back, I found that he had already occupied my position and lay there, "Why is there no lighter?"
He opened his mouth and laughed, "I lost it all."
lost?For a moment, I had the urge to throw him from the tenth floor, and soon I realized that he must be lying. This kind of "game" of hiding the lighter has happened more than once. Every time he finds me unhappy, he will Do this and buy a lot of cigarettes at the same time.
The feeling of being full of cigarettes but no lighter is terrible.
"Hurry up! That's all my collection!" I went to pull his clothes, but he didn't move.
"He also said that I wasted money indiscriminately. A lighter costs more than 1000 yuan. How many breakfasts are enough for the two of us?" Is it right for a person who would exchange a set of kitchen utensils for a large price every once in a while to vent his anger with a piece of stuff?
Finally, he handed over the lighter when I was finally about to get furious, and a dozen of them were all placed on a plate, like a fruit plate, which really convinced him that I would never find it.
After all the fuss all morning, I still forgot to ask him what a principled question is, and whether he understands what a principle is.Doesn't that thing always depend on his mood?
In the afternoon, he gave me an important task, that is to ask me to go shopping, and he played games at home. This year's new Devil May Cry 4, he was admiring the appearance of the new protagonist Nero, and remembering Dante back then.
If this continues, I'm really afraid that he can stay up all night playing games to kill monsters like he did in college, but now I don't seem to have to worry too much, his clutches have not extended to the great cause of online games again.
When I was carefully selecting ingredients in the supermarket, my mobile phone rang suddenly. I could feel that I was very nervous, and I even put celery, which we didn't like, in the shopping cart with a trembling hand.
The voice on the other end of the phone was very deep, revealing the vicissitudes of countless people and the baptism of time.It's Su Chen's father. To be honest, I was also nervous in front of him.
He only said to meet in one place, and I have no reason to refuse.
He chose a Chinese-style restaurant, the decoration is quite tasteful, with hollow wooden screens and sandalwood carved tables. He has already arrived, with a cup of tea in front of him, and he smiled kindly when he saw me.
How long have you not seen me?Since Su Chen got two slaps and left from there last time, we all deliberately avoided this matter.Now suddenly there is a feeling that he hasn't been back for too long.
In my memory, he is still majestic and does not seem to have the seriousness of the past. Instead, he has a kind of indifference that grows with age, but his eyes are as sharp as ever, and I am sure that he has not changed.
I even despised myself at the time, what kind of food would I buy here?I don't know where to put my stuff.
"I also learned to cook." He suddenly sighed, and I felt my face start to have a fever. I couldn't tell him: how is it possible?Your son will do it.
"Ah...how have you been lately?" I said, trying not to be too stiff or self-conscious.
"As you grow older, your body will always feel unwell." He said, and smiled and took a sip of the tea, "Try it, the excellent Biluochun, I haven't had tea with you for a long time."
He was completely gossiping, which made me feel at a loss as to whether the tea was good or not. I didn't drink it at all, I just felt like a thorn in my back.
"What do you want me for?" I decided to ask myself first, don't sit for a long time and can't even speak.
"Su Chen is still with you."
Sure enough, he just wanted to inquire about Su Chen's affairs, and suddenly he felt relaxed. It was nothing more than those educational articles, but he didn't know how to do anything to me. He is an elder worthy of respect.
116. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
116. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
"Yes." I told him with certainty, and I was even more sure that it would be the same in the future.
He kept scanning me with those sharp eyes, and finally gave a forced smile, "When will you separate?" He asked suddenly, which made me a little dazed.
What is when to separate?He was so sure about us... "No, we are together." In fact, I didn't think about it in my mind at all, I just said it subconsciously.Sometimes I am also annoyed, my nerves seem to be really out of control, "I planned to go back with him tomorrow to see you."
He was silent for a few seconds, and put the teacup in front of him, "Don't go back."
His categorical refusal is really uncomfortable, but it's not incomprehensible, "But you love him, and he cares about your feelings." Even if Su Chen didn't say it, I understand that he hoped that his parents would at least be different from what they are now. Same tough attitude.
"Yes, I only have one son like him, but he has never done anything that satisfies me since he was a child." When he said this, he was somewhat authoritarian, just like treating his subordinates.
"Although he is your son, he also has the right to choose his own life."
"I gave him the right to let him spend his days and nights, and even turn a blind eye to his mother's deliberate indulgence! But...but!" He seemed to be a little angry, but he finally held back, "But he can't We don't care."
His expression showed a bit of helplessness from time to time, exactly the same as Su Chen's expression when he occasionally looked at me. They are father and son after all.
I really don't know what to say, but I understand that no one wants their only son to live with someone of the same sex, and not everyone has a friendly attitude towards it.
Relatives and friends will comment and sadly they won't even be able to find an heir to the family business, not even a child.
A long silence seemed to announce the end of this conversation. He got up to leave first. When he opened the door, I couldn't help asking, "If you say that all this is my responsibility, will you blame me?"
He didn't look back, but said, "His mother will blame you, and if one day Su Chen regrets his current life, he will blame you too." He didn't express his attitude from the beginning to the end, and his words were like a thread Like a thorn, it is always in my heart.
That day I wandered outside for a long time before returning home. Su Chen was still sitting in front of the computer, "You are too unreliable, and I didn't ask you to plant seeds." He said, and I smelled the aroma of food.
This should be the taste of home, there will always be someone waiting for you at home, even preparing dinner for you, "If... I mean if one day you will regret it?"
"...What?" After a few seconds, he took the time to look back at me, and then quickly looked back at the computer screen.
"I won't go back with you tomorrow." I don't know why I said that, it's just a moment of cowardice, what do I go back for?What to say again, the result is expected, isn't it?
I feel ashamed of my little hesitation, is it possible that one day I, Yu Xiao, will no longer be like myself?
He finally put down the mouse, and I noticed that the character on the screen fell to the ground, and the words gameover appeared, he looked at me, and suddenly snorted, "It's not right not to give you what you want, and it's not right to give it to you, What on earth do you want?" When he said the last sentence, he turned around again and continued playing games, as if he didn't take this matter seriously at all.
I also have nothing to say.When I walked around to the kitchen, I found that the dishes were still keeping warm, exuding steaming heat.
"It's time to eat!" I called him, ready to set the table and chopsticks, but he didn't move at all, as if he couldn't hear him.
This made me even more uncomfortable, so I simply put the food in the thermos and went back to see my mother, and had dinner with her by the way.As for Su Chen, it's best to starve him to death, so I can be happy and worry-free!
Sometimes I really feel like a child. If he knows this idea, he will not be angry and will laugh to death. How could he starve to death? If it is me one day, it is possible to starve to death if I don’t know how to cook.
I don't know why I suddenly want to see her, but I just think of her telling me stories when I was young, teaching me gently when I did something wrong, or that she gradually accepted our relationship and welcomes us home together at any time .
I love her, not just because she gave me life.
Thinking about it carefully, the relationship between mother and child, which was not very close in the past, has become inseparable in recent years.
The smell at home is always so familiar, like the sweet candy smell when I was a child, she is tidying up the living room, she is always so clean, sometimes she will always say that I, like my father, is sloppy at home, Nothing like her.
"Mom, I'm back."
After opening the door, she raised her head, looked at me and smiled softly. She is already nearly fifty years old. The erosion of the years has left an indelible mark on her face, but when she smiled at me , I think she is still as beautiful as she was back then.
She hurried over and took all the fruits I bought in the supermarket below, "Come back when you come back, what are you doing with so many things?" She stood at the door and looked around, "Where is Su Chen, why didn't you come here together?"
She is used to us coming back together, and when Su Chen is cheeky and does everything he can to make her happy, she will laugh and laugh, "He didn't come, so I brought you the dinner he made, beef brisket and persimmon soup, and two clear saute."
She asked while setting up the table and chopsticks, "You didn't eat, did you?"
"Ah, I didn't eat."
"Then Su Chen didn't eat either?"
She couldn't help but roll my eyes when she asked me that. Is Su Chen his son, or am I his son, "If he doesn't eat, he'll just starve to death!"
"Why are you still acting like a child?" She smiled, serving me a meal, "If he starves to death, will you starve to death too?"
"Am I so worthless? Miss a meal from him?" While saying that I was indeed eating worthless food, even if there was nothing else to redeem, he could always satisfy my appetite, right? tasty.
"Have you quarreled?" She asked with a smile, probably seeing that it was nothing serious, and I was complaining in front of her again. If we really quarreled badly, I would never tell her, because I was afraid that she would really think that Su Chen What's wrong, besides, I can't bear her to worry about us at such an age.
It's embarrassing enough to think about it. For such a big person, he still has nothing to do to talk to his mother about these things.
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117. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
"No, it's just a little awkward." I told her the whole thing, and complained about Su Chen's bad habit of always playing games and watching silent TV in the middle of the night.
She just listened quietly with a smile. After I said it, she continued to eat, "You, you can't change your temper." She said softly, but she didn't mean to be dissatisfied. Instead, she was more tolerant and helpless , there should be no parents who do not love their children, right?
"If you don't say a few words, nothing will happen? I understand your tempers. A quarrel is nothing more than two things. If you talk too aggressively and make him angry, you can always fight together." She turned towards the chopsticks as if What are you reminiscing about, "Do you remember when you were young, there was a time when you always fought, and in the end, no one got any benefit?"
"Why don't you remember? At that time, you didn't care about it, just watched us making such a fuss, and didn't look like a parent." I couldn't help laughing when I said it.
"Whatever, you all have a sense of proportion in your actions. At first, you were careful not to hit this or that, but after a while, you don't know which is which." She sighed, and laughed to herself, "However, in less than 10 minutes, we played together again, do we still need to care about it?"
I also seriously thought about his changes in the recent period. It seems that after Xu Chun's incident, he really hasn't touched me again, but the things at home are always exchanged.
"...None of them are reassuring." She sighed, "I was really worried at the beginning. You guys have been together for a long time, and there must be something wrong. But when two people are together, what? Things have to be adjusted, each take a step back, now think about when your father was still around, we were always noisy."
Seeing her sitting there without moving for a long time, I also regretted telling her this, which reminded her of my dad, "Mom, tell me the truth, has Su Chen's family ever looked for you?" What happened today As soon as I came out, I also began to wonder whether this place had been "visited" a long time ago.
What I'm afraid of is that Su Chen's mother came here. Although she has no bad intentions, she just has a bad temper. My mother always speaks in a low voice and doesn't swear when she gets angry. I'm afraid she will suffer.
"I've been here." She answered bluntly without hiding it from me, "Su Chen's mother has been here."
"She's not mad at you, is she?"
She just laughed, and she didn't forget to praise Su Chen's cooking for getting better and better when she ate the last bite of the meal, "It became popular for a while, and then I told you to let Su Chen go home." She turned around and cleaned up. He turned his back to me and said, "I told her, let's talk about it myself, I can't take care of the affairs of you young people."
My mother could vaguely hear understanding and sympathy when she said it. It is said that Su Chen’s mother yelled that I had brought his son and asked me to call Su Chen home, and then sat on the sofa and cried for half an hour .
In the end, it was her husband who picked her up personally, and I felt helpless, or maybe I was to blame for this matter. Once he regretted it and got tired of it, the responsibility would naturally fall on me.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, and I didn't say anything else. I helped my mother wash the dishes, and she went to wash the fruits and put them on the coffee table in the living room.
Just like when we were young, we sat on the sofa and watched TV, "Yu Xiao, don't care what others think." She said suddenly, and I turned my head to look at her. Calmly, "Don't leave regrets for yourself, it has nothing to do with anyone, even if Su Chen will blame you one day, just don't let yourself regret it."
My mother’s words suddenly made me feel that all my previous assumptions were so superfluous, yes, no matter what others think, people are selfish, don’t let yourself leave regrets, this will not be a wrong decision, at least I once Well sure.
Whatever the answer, we all need a result.
When I got home, the lights were dimmed, he was not at home, he called and he was eating out, and he still complained to me, "You are too cruel, just throw the food out and feed the dogs, but you keep it for me." Take a bite."
"...Hey dog, you're big! I'll take it back and eat it with my mother!" I hung up the phone and immediately went to find him where he ate, "Tell me, who is the dog? Who is?" Besides, I had dinner too.
"Keep your voice down." He scanned the people around him and was relieved to find that no one was staring at us. "How do I know that you took it back for mom to eat? Otherwise, I wouldn't have said that. Don't you Get too excited, or people will catch you as a lunatic."
"...Am I crazy? Then where can you go normally?" He curled his lips, and suddenly picked up the vegetables in front of him and put them near my mouth.
"Try it, his stir-fry is pretty good."
His expression at that time was too normal and too gentle. I realized how stupid I was when I ate the green vegetable full of apology, and I ignored his shameless behavior of throwing the green vegetable in the mustard sauce and rolling it around.
"Hey, you've been very emotional recently." Seeing my uncontrollable tears, he sighed solemnly.
This time, everyone in the restaurant looked over, he pretended to ignore me and continued to eat, and I stared at him with 'tears streaming down my face', he still smiled and said, "You are too handsome, but I can't help it. I didn't say I don't want you, as for?"
That night I received a call from a friend and took him directly to sing K, and then made a fuss in the chess and card room. We agreed that we would never go to the chess and card room together again.
And the words that I wanted to say that we would go back together tomorrow were forgotten, let’s make an appointment again, because of his temper, if I bring it up again, he will definitely say what I think and what, and there is no point in blocking me.
It never occurred to me that we both didn't bring it up for various reasons after that.
What I didn't even think of was that two years later, there would be no chance to bring up this matter again, and there would be a completely opposite situation between us.
But I'm just sure of one thing, and I won't hesitate about it anymore, no matter whether he will turn around and leave me one day, he will not be better off than me.
Because I am Yu Xiao, the only one, and the one who loves him the most.
Deep Love by Yu Xiao (End)
118. Can't taste swan
When I was promoted to the deputy office, it was the same as before, except that the man's vanity was somewhat satisfied, there were more reasons to socialize outside, but there were too many reasons not to socialize.
What is the Personnel Department?The most impersonal place in the whole organization is to talk about human relations. First, explain the background and benefits clearly. I don't understand education, but I am good at assigning work according to the situation.
Today, my colleagues from the work unit made an appointment out of the law to join the embrace of nightlife. The reason turned out to be to wish for a better education system in the future.
Better education system?I think this is a bit unreasonable. The education system has nothing to do with us. We execute orders from above. Generally speaking, there are constructive issues. Who knows?Educating the future pillars of the country?Then it has nothing to do with us.
Being able to take care of one's own children is already a great pride in life, other people's children?It's just someone else's.
As for the teacher whose leader said that he would start leading the class last month, it seems to be the niece of Liu Ju's sister-in-law's younger brother.
Sometimes this kind of crony relationship with the relationship that has already been sidelined and can no longer be sidelined makes me puzzled. If a person is really talented, he will succeed. Wherever the dung is buried, there will be gold, and it will be clear at a glance if it is hundreds of thousands of miles away.
But that woman seems to be a restless master. I heard that some elementary school teachers even have to read the answers to explain the subject clearly. Letting this woman out as a class teacher, isn't it like releasing a beast to harm people?It is as long as a glutinous rice ball.
But I don't have the right to make decisions on this matter. I guess the niece of my sister-in-law's brother made Director Liu happy?It's hard to give Liu Ju his age.
The place for socializing has also changed a few places in the past two years, but in the end I went back to playing with passion, because I am a colleague of my own unit, and I basically didn't drink, and they still didn't pour me out of face.
Just when I was thinking of finding an excuse to escape, Xiao Wang suddenly sat next to me, and said mysteriously, "Brother Chen, don't rush to go back today, we finally came out to play, we have new things."
I'm so embarrassed to say, is it hard?Didn't you drag me out to pay the bill the day before yesterday?
All the guys who came out to play today were men, and everyone let it go. In the end, those new things squeezed among us, laughing profligately.I feel dizzy no matter what, this is too tasteless, if you want a woman, you don't have to hire a prostitute, right?
Now it's popular to play college students, do you understand them?But I never thought that I would occasionally stay outside in the past two years, but I just felt more and more boring.
Every nightclub waits for the same dizziness, and as for women, the kind of one-night indulgence and then irrelevant is starting to make me feel tired.Sometimes I always feel that I can't get excited about anything, and I'd rather go home and watch TV with Yu Xiao, or have supper together.
As soon as I made up my mind to get out of the way, I couldn't help but take a deep breath. This woman fell into my arms directly, her hands boldly groped the sensitive places. What could be the most sensitive thing about a man?I feel that I have really sublimated, and I am not at the same level as before.
But the most sensitive part is still the same as before. Of course, it cannot withstand someone deliberately provoking, "Don't make trouble." I took her hand away and warned her,
Her face with heavy make-up is not useless, at least she is very young, but she shouldn't smile at me provocatively, "Bai has a look, you can't do it?"
The already uncomfortable mood suddenly became even worse, "Isn't it possible, can I still feel like a swan with you?" A prostitute is a prostitute.
When did a woman who sells her looks start to be so ignorant of the rules? I also blame myself. I didn't seem to be so easily annoyed by these details before. When I turned around and thought about it, I always felt that it was quite unnecessary.
The smell of tobacco and alcohol permeated wantonly, as if it could destroy people's senses, and it was only when I got out of the burning passion that I felt my mind cleared up.It was already eleven o'clock, and the city center was still very lively, and cars of different grades were parked in front of nightclubs of different grades.
When passing by the road, he suddenly thought of Shan Xing, and thought of Xu Chun.In fact, in the past two years, I seldom think of him, and that sense of guilt is gradually reducing.The only guarantee after something has happened is forgetting.
As for the passage of time, well, fuck it.Where did you find the time to do these arts?
But I still found the location of the single row accurately. The bar is still mine, but it is rented out, I don’t have time to take care of it, and it’s not worthwhile to sell it in an emergency, and I don’t have time to do something on my own. , simply rent out.
Now the sign in that pub is flashing, 'Lure'.Pretty straightforward name.
It's like a whim, and I suddenly want to go in and have a look.When I rented it out, I never asked the new owner what he wanted to do. I was just surprised when I walked in. This place is still a gay bar.
But there is no illusion of returning to the single line. This place is completely different from before, including every detail, and the original shadow can no longer be found.
It cannot be said that there is no nostalgia and no sadness, but it stops here.There are so many things behind me that I can't even pile them up in my memory. The only pity is that there always seem to be too many things that I have begun to forget.
There are people of all ages, and the expressions and body language are more chaotic and straightforward than before. These don't make me feel nervous or uneasy. I have been mixed in a single line since I graduated from university. I haven't seen anything.
But what I need now is not a gay bar, because I have Yu Xiao.
In the past two years, I will also think carefully, and gradually understand that what I want is not any man, just him.
It's a bit of a ghost, walking towards the second floor, this is obviously no longer a private space, I was a little surprised when I entered, this is obviously a feast of group sex, countless men entangled together, looking intoxicated and corrupt .
Calculate, calculate, the environment downstairs is more suitable for me.
A mildly scented cocktail, then sit for a few minutes and go home, that's my plan.You can't come in nervously, turn around, turn around and leave.
In the past few minutes, my mind seemed to have crossed a lot of things, until my eyes fell on the corner inadvertently, a man with his back to me, wearing a shirt whose color was dimmed by the light, with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows , I seem to see his smooth facial features, and his unexpectedly charming smile under the light.
That was Yu Xiao many years ago, I laughed secretly, he couldn't be here.
Turning around, I bumped into a person, the familiar smell made me stunned for a moment, I really wanted to slap myself at that time,
"Why are you here?" He also looked at me in surprise, who else could it be if it wasn't Yu Xiao?
Extra Story 001. A Ten-Year-Old Pervert
When Su Chen was a child, he was a very eccentric child, and the specific form of expression was that he paid special attention to the opposite sex.When he was ten years old, he already had his own aesthetic standards and the "pursuit" of the opposite sex.
This very adult preference caused him to dislike seeing the same sex, so that other boys of the same age in the community were bullied by him all over the place.
Regarding this phenomenon, although his parents tried their best to teach them, and even did not hesitate to do it, there was still no effect. In the end, they could only comfort themselves - the child is young, just playing around.
On Sunday, Su Chen handed homework to another child early, while she squatted in the garden of the community, holding a small shovel and not knowing what she was digging.
When she was a child, Su Chen hadn't deviated from the standard of 'baby fat', with a pair of big eyes embedded in her round face, she was quite cute when she was silent.The sun was shining, but he didn't feel it, he hummed to himself, and kept tossing and turning.
Recently, he found a little beauty in a community, and that little beauty likes flowers.So he was ingenious and planned to grow one by himself. Of course, the so-called flower seed was a soybean, which was given to him by Su's mother herself.
Don't blame adults for being cruel, just imagine your ten-year-old son trying to please other girls all day, and you will feel a headache too.
He was working hard, so he simply sat on the ground, regardless of whether the newly bought clothes would get dirty.The little guy's ears are very sharp, and he can hear the voice of his default 'future wife' from a distance.
He turned his head, and saw the little girl named Weiwei in the distance, throwing away the small shovel and running over.
When I walked up to him, why was there a strange child?Su Chen was not very happy. Is this child a boy or a girl?The hair looks like a boy, but the face looks like a girl.
So Su Chen did an earth-shattering thing, that is, ripped off the strange child's pants. Amidst the little girl's exclamation, Su Chen even put his hips on his hips and shouted confidently, "Obviously it's a boy, why? She looks as good-looking as Wei Wei!"
The innocent kid was obviously frightened. He hurriedly pulled up his pants and pointed at Su Chen to fight back, "Dirty kid!" Then he thought of what happened just now, and felt aggrieved. His eyes turned red immediately, and he rushed to Su Chen without thinking. In front of Chen, he took a bite.
This time it was Su Chen who yelled. He grew up so big, he had never been scolded as a dirty child, and he was bitten.For this kind of thing, Su Chen has been doing his part since he was a child.Hob knife meat, how can you not control this scene?
The two children were rolling on the ground, you punched me and kicked me.In the end, Su Chen played her obscene nature again, biting the back of the fair little boy's hand and didn't let go until she heard crying.
Seeing that there was a bloody red mark on Bai Jing's hand.
Su Chen is so proud, this is the 'man'.Then, without looking at it, she dragged Wei Wei to the side of the garden, pointed to the soybean seed and said, "Look, it should bloom tomorrow!"
He was still a child, he didn't have the ability to observe words and emotions at all, Wei Wei around him
I suddenly woke up from this dream, and I felt cold sweat on my back. Speaking of which, it was just a dream with unknown meaning, and it couldn’t even represent anything clearly, but I was just suddenly afraid, afraid of this relationship, and also Afraid of him.
I feel like I am being squeezed continuously under high pressure, and I always feel that one day I will suffocate.The knock on the door keeps ringing, who is it?It won't be him anyway.
I don't want to open the door, and I don't want to move.I fell back on the bed, thinking about his deep and bright eyes and that malicious smile in my dream.
Then I heard the sound of the door lock turning in my ears, and my heart tightened. It turned out that it was him, and the knock on the door was just a formality.
Glancing at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was already one o'clock in the afternoon, not too short, and he had slept for more than two hours. When he turned around, he happened to be wearing a pair of slacks and white half sleeves.
Too lazy to talk to him.
He was carrying two handbags, were they brought back from Qingdao?He sat beside me and pointed to the door, "The logistics delivered the beer just now, and I brought back two boxes of authentic Tsingtao beer."
Heh, he is really addicted, and he did not forget the purpose of this trip when he was sick, "What do you mean by bringing beer, wouldn't it be more enjoyable to bring back two sisters from Qingdao?"
I didn't dare to look at him when I said that, I knew my tone was bad and what I said wasn't likable, but I just couldn't help it.
Unexpectedly, he lowered his head and took out a cup from his handbag, and put it on the bedside again. It was exactly the same as the one that was broken just now, but it was the same, but it was not the original one. It is impossible to repair a broken cup.
"I wanted to see my sister, but conditions didn't allow it at the time." I don't know if he was joking with me, or playing humor inappropriately, "Hey, don't be angry, tell me how not to be angry, and then Give it to you last time? But don’t bite me, there are still marks on my back, it’s pretty bad for people to see.”
Such a calm and unserious apology is his "new invention" in the past year. I don't know why, every time I hear it, I feel a little sour.He just refused, refused to apologize to me frankly, even once.
114. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
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115. Yu Xiao's Deep Love (Thirteen)
During that period of time, I often thought about the relationship between probability and opportunity, and found that I often worry about gains and losses, and some neurotic thinking about how many things can be in our own hands.
It wasn't a great conversation, but we made up without warning, and he would wake me up for breakfast and threaten that if I didn't do the dishes, I wouldn't have anything to eat the next day.
I would also repeatedly tell him not to wash any clothes, anything by himself when we go out, he always has the ability to make a mess of all our clothes and never admits it.
The most important thing is that we decided to go back together.
In my imagination, he would even be fidgeting about this matter. In fact, he was much calmer than me. I don’t know how many times I asked him what he wanted to buy when he went back, or when he said the first sentence, he was not polite. It gave me a slap in the face.
He was eating lychees, which he had airlifted back when he shamelessly asked his colleagues to travel to the south. Although there were also local ones, they were not as big and fresh as the ones in his hand.
"I've never seen them particularly fond of what someone took back, especially us now. I'm pretty sure they won't like to hear the first sentence." He said, putting the peeled lychee in my mouth Li, "So we should distinguish the situation."
"What situation?"
"If the situation is not good, let's get out of the way." He said, and began to clean up the lychee peels and juices that were accidentally spilled on the coffee table. "The only problem with this matter is that we are making ourselves unhappy."
As he said that, he suddenly fell down on the sofa and sighed, "Yu Xiao, Yu Xiao, I'm almost 30 years old, think about the possibility of being dragged out by my dad with a belt, why am I so shameless?" ?”
I couldn't help laughing when he said that, he was still afraid, this kind of fear was more based on psychology, once we were bored analyzing past behavior, he told me frankly that he only recently discovered that he There is only one reason to be afraid of his father: no matter how serious and meticulous his character is, he is a complete failure after being educated.
I huddled on the sofa with him, and I also remembered that his father was so angry that he grabbed his ear and came to apologize to someone.
"By the way, didn't you obey your parents before? You only dared to resist secretly. Why did you suddenly get excited this time?" I asked myself a question that I was always curious about. I knew the weight of his parents in his heart, even if he didn't Said that most of them would only complain when they met.
He didn't say a word, and I kept pushing him to the other end of the sofa, "Because those don't touch on principled issues."
In order to make myself more comfortable, I simply lay on the sofa and kicked his legs, "Light me a cigarette."
"You'll die if you don't smoke?" He said angrily, "Don't smoke."
After staring at him for a while and found that he was serious, I simply went down to find the lighter, and when I came back, I found that he had already occupied my position and lay there, "Why is there no lighter?"
He opened his mouth and laughed, "I lost it all."
lost?For a moment, I had the urge to throw him from the tenth floor, and soon I realized that he must be lying. This kind of "game" of hiding the lighter has happened more than once. Every time he finds me unhappy, he will Do this and buy a lot of cigarettes at the same time.
The feeling of being full of cigarettes but no lighter is terrible.
"Hurry up! That's all my collection!" I went to pull his clothes, but he didn't move.
"He also said that I wasted money indiscriminately. A lighter costs more than 1000 yuan. How many breakfasts are enough for the two of us?" Is it right for a person who would exchange a set of kitchen utensils for a large price every once in a while to vent his anger with a piece of stuff?
Finally, he handed over the lighter when I was finally about to get furious, and a dozen of them were all placed on a plate, like a fruit plate, which really convinced him that I would never find it.
After all the fuss all morning, I still forgot to ask him what a principled question is, and whether he understands what a principle is.Doesn't that thing always depend on his mood?
In the afternoon, he gave me an important task, that is to ask me to go shopping, and he played games at home. This year's new Devil May Cry 4, he was admiring the appearance of the new protagonist Nero, and remembering Dante back then.
If this continues, I'm really afraid that he can stay up all night playing games to kill monsters like he did in college, but now I don't seem to have to worry too much, his clutches have not extended to the great cause of online games again.
When I was carefully selecting ingredients in the supermarket, my mobile phone rang suddenly. I could feel that I was very nervous, and I even put celery, which we didn't like, in the shopping cart with a trembling hand.
The voice on the other end of the phone was very deep, revealing the vicissitudes of countless people and the baptism of time.It's Su Chen's father. To be honest, I was also nervous in front of him.
He only said to meet in one place, and I have no reason to refuse.
He chose a Chinese-style restaurant, the decoration is quite tasteful, with hollow wooden screens and sandalwood carved tables. He has already arrived, with a cup of tea in front of him, and he smiled kindly when he saw me.
How long have you not seen me?Since Su Chen got two slaps and left from there last time, we all deliberately avoided this matter.Now suddenly there is a feeling that he hasn't been back for too long.
In my memory, he is still majestic and does not seem to have the seriousness of the past. Instead, he has a kind of indifference that grows with age, but his eyes are as sharp as ever, and I am sure that he has not changed.
I even despised myself at the time, what kind of food would I buy here?I don't know where to put my stuff.
"I also learned to cook." He suddenly sighed, and I felt my face start to have a fever. I couldn't tell him: how is it possible?Your son will do it.
"Ah...how have you been lately?" I said, trying not to be too stiff or self-conscious.
"As you grow older, your body will always feel unwell." He said, and smiled and took a sip of the tea, "Try it, the excellent Biluochun, I haven't had tea with you for a long time."
He was completely gossiping, which made me feel at a loss as to whether the tea was good or not. I didn't drink it at all, I just felt like a thorn in my back.
"What do you want me for?" I decided to ask myself first, don't sit for a long time and can't even speak.
"Su Chen is still with you."
Sure enough, he just wanted to inquire about Su Chen's affairs, and suddenly he felt relaxed. It was nothing more than those educational articles, but he didn't know how to do anything to me. He is an elder worthy of respect.
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116. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
"Yes." I told him with certainty, and I was even more sure that it would be the same in the future.
He kept scanning me with those sharp eyes, and finally gave a forced smile, "When will you separate?" He asked suddenly, which made me a little dazed.
What is when to separate?He was so sure about us... "No, we are together." In fact, I didn't think about it in my mind at all, I just said it subconsciously.Sometimes I am also annoyed, my nerves seem to be really out of control, "I planned to go back with him tomorrow to see you."
He was silent for a few seconds, and put the teacup in front of him, "Don't go back."
His categorical refusal is really uncomfortable, but it's not incomprehensible, "But you love him, and he cares about your feelings." Even if Su Chen didn't say it, I understand that he hoped that his parents would at least be different from what they are now. Same tough attitude.
"Yes, I only have one son like him, but he has never done anything that satisfies me since he was a child." When he said this, he was somewhat authoritarian, just like treating his subordinates.
"Although he is your son, he also has the right to choose his own life."
"I gave him the right to let him spend his days and nights, and even turn a blind eye to his mother's deliberate indulgence! But...but!" He seemed to be a little angry, but he finally held back, "But he can't We don't care."
His expression showed a bit of helplessness from time to time, exactly the same as Su Chen's expression when he occasionally looked at me. They are father and son after all.
I really don't know what to say, but I understand that no one wants their only son to live with someone of the same sex, and not everyone has a friendly attitude towards it.
Relatives and friends will comment and sadly they won't even be able to find an heir to the family business, not even a child.
A long silence seemed to announce the end of this conversation. He got up to leave first. When he opened the door, I couldn't help asking, "If you say that all this is my responsibility, will you blame me?"
He didn't look back, but said, "His mother will blame you, and if one day Su Chen regrets his current life, he will blame you too." He didn't express his attitude from the beginning to the end, and his words were like a thread Like a thorn, it is always in my heart.
That day I wandered outside for a long time before returning home. Su Chen was still sitting in front of the computer, "You are too unreliable, and I didn't ask you to plant seeds." He said, and I smelled the aroma of food.
This should be the taste of home, there will always be someone waiting for you at home, even preparing dinner for you, "If... I mean if one day you will regret it?"
"...What?" After a few seconds, he took the time to look back at me, and then quickly looked back at the computer screen.
"I won't go back with you tomorrow." I don't know why I said that, it's just a moment of cowardice, what do I go back for?What to say again, the result is expected, isn't it?
I feel ashamed of my little hesitation, is it possible that one day I, Yu Xiao, will no longer be like myself?
He finally put down the mouse, and I noticed that the character on the screen fell to the ground, and the words gameover appeared, he looked at me, and suddenly snorted, "It's not right not to give you what you want, and it's not right to give it to you, What on earth do you want?" When he said the last sentence, he turned around again and continued playing games, as if he didn't take this matter seriously at all.
I also have nothing to say.When I walked around to the kitchen, I found that the dishes were still keeping warm, exuding steaming heat.
"It's time to eat!" I called him, ready to set the table and chopsticks, but he didn't move at all, as if he couldn't hear him.
This made me even more uncomfortable, so I simply put the food in the thermos and went back to see my mother, and had dinner with her by the way.As for Su Chen, it's best to starve him to death, so I can be happy and worry-free!
Sometimes I really feel like a child. If he knows this idea, he will not be angry and will laugh to death. How could he starve to death? If it is me one day, it is possible to starve to death if I don’t know how to cook.
I don't know why I suddenly want to see her, but I just think of her telling me stories when I was young, teaching me gently when I did something wrong, or that she gradually accepted our relationship and welcomes us home together at any time .
I love her, not just because she gave me life.
Thinking about it carefully, the relationship between mother and child, which was not very close in the past, has become inseparable in recent years.
The smell at home is always so familiar, like the sweet candy smell when I was a child, she is tidying up the living room, she is always so clean, sometimes she will always say that I, like my father, is sloppy at home, Nothing like her.
"Mom, I'm back."
After opening the door, she raised her head, looked at me and smiled softly. She is already nearly fifty years old. The erosion of the years has left an indelible mark on her face, but when she smiled at me , I think she is still as beautiful as she was back then.
She hurried over and took all the fruits I bought in the supermarket below, "Come back when you come back, what are you doing with so many things?" She stood at the door and looked around, "Where is Su Chen, why didn't you come here together?"
She is used to us coming back together, and when Su Chen is cheeky and does everything he can to make her happy, she will laugh and laugh, "He didn't come, so I brought you the dinner he made, beef brisket and persimmon soup, and two clear saute."
She asked while setting up the table and chopsticks, "You didn't eat, did you?"
"Ah, I didn't eat."
"Then Su Chen didn't eat either?"
She couldn't help but roll my eyes when she asked me that. Is Su Chen his son, or am I his son, "If he doesn't eat, he'll just starve to death!"
"Why are you still acting like a child?" She smiled, serving me a meal, "If he starves to death, will you starve to death too?"
"Am I so worthless? Miss a meal from him?" While saying that I was indeed eating worthless food, even if there was nothing else to redeem, he could always satisfy my appetite, right? tasty.
"Have you quarreled?" She asked with a smile, probably seeing that it was nothing serious, and I was complaining in front of her again. If we really quarreled badly, I would never tell her, because I was afraid that she would really think that Su Chen What's wrong, besides, I can't bear her to worry about us at such an age.
It's embarrassing enough to think about it. For such a big person, he still has nothing to do to talk to his mother about these things.
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117. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])
"No, it's just a little awkward." I told her the whole thing, and complained about Su Chen's bad habit of always playing games and watching silent TV in the middle of the night.
She just listened quietly with a smile. After I said it, she continued to eat, "You, you can't change your temper." She said softly, but she didn't mean to be dissatisfied. Instead, she was more tolerant and helpless , there should be no parents who do not love their children, right?
"If you don't say a few words, nothing will happen? I understand your tempers. A quarrel is nothing more than two things. If you talk too aggressively and make him angry, you can always fight together." She turned towards the chopsticks as if What are you reminiscing about, "Do you remember when you were young, there was a time when you always fought, and in the end, no one got any benefit?"
"Why don't you remember? At that time, you didn't care about it, just watched us making such a fuss, and didn't look like a parent." I couldn't help laughing when I said it.
"Whatever, you all have a sense of proportion in your actions. At first, you were careful not to hit this or that, but after a while, you don't know which is which." She sighed, and laughed to herself, "However, in less than 10 minutes, we played together again, do we still need to care about it?"
I also seriously thought about his changes in the recent period. It seems that after Xu Chun's incident, he really hasn't touched me again, but the things at home are always exchanged.
"...None of them are reassuring." She sighed, "I was really worried at the beginning. You guys have been together for a long time, and there must be something wrong. But when two people are together, what? Things have to be adjusted, each take a step back, now think about when your father was still around, we were always noisy."
Seeing her sitting there without moving for a long time, I also regretted telling her this, which reminded her of my dad, "Mom, tell me the truth, has Su Chen's family ever looked for you?" What happened today As soon as I came out, I also began to wonder whether this place had been "visited" a long time ago.
What I'm afraid of is that Su Chen's mother came here. Although she has no bad intentions, she just has a bad temper. My mother always speaks in a low voice and doesn't swear when she gets angry. I'm afraid she will suffer.
"I've been here." She answered bluntly without hiding it from me, "Su Chen's mother has been here."
"She's not mad at you, is she?"
She just laughed, and she didn't forget to praise Su Chen's cooking for getting better and better when she ate the last bite of the meal, "It became popular for a while, and then I told you to let Su Chen go home." She turned around and cleaned up. He turned his back to me and said, "I told her, let's talk about it myself, I can't take care of the affairs of you young people."
My mother could vaguely hear understanding and sympathy when she said it. It is said that Su Chen’s mother yelled that I had brought his son and asked me to call Su Chen home, and then sat on the sofa and cried for half an hour .
In the end, it was her husband who picked her up personally, and I felt helpless, or maybe I was to blame for this matter. Once he regretted it and got tired of it, the responsibility would naturally fall on me.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile wryly, and I didn't say anything else. I helped my mother wash the dishes, and she went to wash the fruits and put them on the coffee table in the living room.
Just like when we were young, we sat on the sofa and watched TV, "Yu Xiao, don't care what others think." She said suddenly, and I turned my head to look at her. Calmly, "Don't leave regrets for yourself, it has nothing to do with anyone, even if Su Chen will blame you one day, just don't let yourself regret it."
My mother’s words suddenly made me feel that all my previous assumptions were so superfluous, yes, no matter what others think, people are selfish, don’t let yourself leave regrets, this will not be a wrong decision, at least I once Well sure.
Whatever the answer, we all need a result.
When I got home, the lights were dimmed, he was not at home, he called and he was eating out, and he still complained to me, "You are too cruel, just throw the food out and feed the dogs, but you keep it for me." Take a bite."
"...Hey dog, you're big! I'll take it back and eat it with my mother!" I hung up the phone and immediately went to find him where he ate, "Tell me, who is the dog? Who is?" Besides, I had dinner too.
"Keep your voice down." He scanned the people around him and was relieved to find that no one was staring at us. "How do I know that you took it back for mom to eat? Otherwise, I wouldn't have said that. Don't you Get too excited, or people will catch you as a lunatic."
"...Am I crazy? Then where can you go normally?" He curled his lips, and suddenly picked up the vegetables in front of him and put them near my mouth.
"Try it, his stir-fry is pretty good."
His expression at that time was too normal and too gentle. I realized how stupid I was when I ate the green vegetable full of apology, and I ignored his shameless behavior of throwing the green vegetable in the mustard sauce and rolling it around.
"Hey, you've been very emotional recently." Seeing my uncontrollable tears, he sighed solemnly.
This time, everyone in the restaurant looked over, he pretended to ignore me and continued to eat, and I stared at him with 'tears streaming down my face', he still smiled and said, "You are too handsome, but I can't help it. I didn't say I don't want you, as for?"
That night I received a call from a friend and took him directly to sing K, and then made a fuss in the chess and card room. We agreed that we would never go to the chess and card room together again.
And the words that I wanted to say that we would go back together tomorrow were forgotten, let’s make an appointment again, because of his temper, if I bring it up again, he will definitely say what I think and what, and there is no point in blocking me.
It never occurred to me that we both didn't bring it up for various reasons after that.
What I didn't even think of was that two years later, there would be no chance to bring up this matter again, and there would be a completely opposite situation between us.
But I'm just sure of one thing, and I won't hesitate about it anymore, no matter whether he will turn around and leave me one day, he will not be better off than me.
Because I am Yu Xiao, the only one, and the one who loves him the most.
Deep Love by Yu Xiao (End)
118. Can't taste swan
When I was promoted to the deputy office, it was the same as before, except that the man's vanity was somewhat satisfied, there were more reasons to socialize outside, but there were too many reasons not to socialize.
What is the Personnel Department?The most impersonal place in the whole organization is to talk about human relations. First, explain the background and benefits clearly. I don't understand education, but I am good at assigning work according to the situation.
Today, my colleagues from the work unit made an appointment out of the law to join the embrace of nightlife. The reason turned out to be to wish for a better education system in the future.
Better education system?I think this is a bit unreasonable. The education system has nothing to do with us. We execute orders from above. Generally speaking, there are constructive issues. Who knows?Educating the future pillars of the country?Then it has nothing to do with us.
Being able to take care of one's own children is already a great pride in life, other people's children?It's just someone else's.
As for the teacher whose leader said that he would start leading the class last month, it seems to be the niece of Liu Ju's sister-in-law's younger brother.
Sometimes this kind of crony relationship with the relationship that has already been sidelined and can no longer be sidelined makes me puzzled. If a person is really talented, he will succeed. Wherever the dung is buried, there will be gold, and it will be clear at a glance if it is hundreds of thousands of miles away.
But that woman seems to be a restless master. I heard that some elementary school teachers even have to read the answers to explain the subject clearly. Letting this woman out as a class teacher, isn't it like releasing a beast to harm people?It is as long as a glutinous rice ball.
But I don't have the right to make decisions on this matter. I guess the niece of my sister-in-law's brother made Director Liu happy?It's hard to give Liu Ju his age.
The place for socializing has also changed a few places in the past two years, but in the end I went back to playing with passion, because I am a colleague of my own unit, and I basically didn't drink, and they still didn't pour me out of face.
Just when I was thinking of finding an excuse to escape, Xiao Wang suddenly sat next to me, and said mysteriously, "Brother Chen, don't rush to go back today, we finally came out to play, we have new things."
I'm so embarrassed to say, is it hard?Didn't you drag me out to pay the bill the day before yesterday?
All the guys who came out to play today were men, and everyone let it go. In the end, those new things squeezed among us, laughing profligately.I feel dizzy no matter what, this is too tasteless, if you want a woman, you don't have to hire a prostitute, right?
Now it's popular to play college students, do you understand them?But I never thought that I would occasionally stay outside in the past two years, but I just felt more and more boring.
Every nightclub waits for the same dizziness, and as for women, the kind of one-night indulgence and then irrelevant is starting to make me feel tired.Sometimes I always feel that I can't get excited about anything, and I'd rather go home and watch TV with Yu Xiao, or have supper together.
As soon as I made up my mind to get out of the way, I couldn't help but take a deep breath. This woman fell into my arms directly, her hands boldly groped the sensitive places. What could be the most sensitive thing about a man?I feel that I have really sublimated, and I am not at the same level as before.
But the most sensitive part is still the same as before. Of course, it cannot withstand someone deliberately provoking, "Don't make trouble." I took her hand away and warned her,
Her face with heavy make-up is not useless, at least she is very young, but she shouldn't smile at me provocatively, "Bai has a look, you can't do it?"
The already uncomfortable mood suddenly became even worse, "Isn't it possible, can I still feel like a swan with you?" A prostitute is a prostitute.
When did a woman who sells her looks start to be so ignorant of the rules? I also blame myself. I didn't seem to be so easily annoyed by these details before. When I turned around and thought about it, I always felt that it was quite unnecessary.
The smell of tobacco and alcohol permeated wantonly, as if it could destroy people's senses, and it was only when I got out of the burning passion that I felt my mind cleared up.It was already eleven o'clock, and the city center was still very lively, and cars of different grades were parked in front of nightclubs of different grades.
When passing by the road, he suddenly thought of Shan Xing, and thought of Xu Chun.In fact, in the past two years, I seldom think of him, and that sense of guilt is gradually reducing.The only guarantee after something has happened is forgetting.
As for the passage of time, well, fuck it.Where did you find the time to do these arts?
But I still found the location of the single row accurately. The bar is still mine, but it is rented out, I don’t have time to take care of it, and it’s not worthwhile to sell it in an emergency, and I don’t have time to do something on my own. , simply rent out.
Now the sign in that pub is flashing, 'Lure'.Pretty straightforward name.
It's like a whim, and I suddenly want to go in and have a look.When I rented it out, I never asked the new owner what he wanted to do. I was just surprised when I walked in. This place is still a gay bar.
But there is no illusion of returning to the single line. This place is completely different from before, including every detail, and the original shadow can no longer be found.
It cannot be said that there is no nostalgia and no sadness, but it stops here.There are so many things behind me that I can't even pile them up in my memory. The only pity is that there always seem to be too many things that I have begun to forget.
There are people of all ages, and the expressions and body language are more chaotic and straightforward than before. These don't make me feel nervous or uneasy. I have been mixed in a single line since I graduated from university. I haven't seen anything.
But what I need now is not a gay bar, because I have Yu Xiao.
In the past two years, I will also think carefully, and gradually understand that what I want is not any man, just him.
It's a bit of a ghost, walking towards the second floor, this is obviously no longer a private space, I was a little surprised when I entered, this is obviously a feast of group sex, countless men entangled together, looking intoxicated and corrupt .
Calculate, calculate, the environment downstairs is more suitable for me.
A mildly scented cocktail, then sit for a few minutes and go home, that's my plan.You can't come in nervously, turn around, turn around and leave.
In the past few minutes, my mind seemed to have crossed a lot of things, until my eyes fell on the corner inadvertently, a man with his back to me, wearing a shirt whose color was dimmed by the light, with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows , I seem to see his smooth facial features, and his unexpectedly charming smile under the light.
That was Yu Xiao many years ago, I laughed secretly, he couldn't be here.
Turning around, I bumped into a person, the familiar smell made me stunned for a moment, I really wanted to slap myself at that time,
"Why are you here?" He also looked at me in surprise, who else could it be if it wasn't Yu Xiao?
Extra Story 001. A Ten-Year-Old Pervert
When Su Chen was a child, he was a very eccentric child, and the specific form of expression was that he paid special attention to the opposite sex.When he was ten years old, he already had his own aesthetic standards and the "pursuit" of the opposite sex.
This very adult preference caused him to dislike seeing the same sex, so that other boys of the same age in the community were bullied by him all over the place.
Regarding this phenomenon, although his parents tried their best to teach them, and even did not hesitate to do it, there was still no effect. In the end, they could only comfort themselves - the child is young, just playing around.
On Sunday, Su Chen handed homework to another child early, while she squatted in the garden of the community, holding a small shovel and not knowing what she was digging.
When she was a child, Su Chen hadn't deviated from the standard of 'baby fat', with a pair of big eyes embedded in her round face, she was quite cute when she was silent.The sun was shining, but he didn't feel it, he hummed to himself, and kept tossing and turning.
Recently, he found a little beauty in a community, and that little beauty likes flowers.So he was ingenious and planned to grow one by himself. Of course, the so-called flower seed was a soybean, which was given to him by Su's mother herself.
Don't blame adults for being cruel, just imagine your ten-year-old son trying to please other girls all day, and you will feel a headache too.
He was working hard, so he simply sat on the ground, regardless of whether the newly bought clothes would get dirty.The little guy's ears are very sharp, and he can hear the voice of his default 'future wife' from a distance.
He turned his head, and saw the little girl named Weiwei in the distance, throwing away the small shovel and running over.
When I walked up to him, why was there a strange child?Su Chen was not very happy. Is this child a boy or a girl?The hair looks like a boy, but the face looks like a girl.
So Su Chen did an earth-shattering thing, that is, ripped off the strange child's pants. Amidst the little girl's exclamation, Su Chen even put his hips on his hips and shouted confidently, "Obviously it's a boy, why? She looks as good-looking as Wei Wei!"
The innocent kid was obviously frightened. He hurriedly pulled up his pants and pointed at Su Chen to fight back, "Dirty kid!" Then he thought of what happened just now, and felt aggrieved. His eyes turned red immediately, and he rushed to Su Chen without thinking. In front of Chen, he took a bite.
This time it was Su Chen who yelled. He grew up so big, he had never been scolded as a dirty child, and he was bitten.For this kind of thing, Su Chen has been doing his part since he was a child.Hob knife meat, how can you not control this scene?
The two children were rolling on the ground, you punched me and kicked me.In the end, Su Chen played her obscene nature again, biting the back of the fair little boy's hand and didn't let go until she heard crying.
Seeing that there was a bloody red mark on Bai Jing's hand.
Su Chen is so proud, this is the 'man'.Then, without looking at it, she dragged Wei Wei to the side of the garden, pointed to the soybean seed and said, "Look, it should bloom tomorrow!"
He was still a child, he didn't have the ability to observe words and emotions at all, Wei Wei around him
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