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Changed? "

"Just change it if you're happy." He lowered his head and straightened his clothes and said, suddenly feeling warm in his heart. It's been a long time since I've heard such words from him.

109. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])

Sometimes he will really accommodate me and make me love him more in some details.I know that I will be naive and stupid occasionally, but this way I have no regrets. What's wrong with occasionally forgetting those trivial and annoying things that disturb me?

The location of this park is relatively remote, it is on the outskirts of the city, but it is very big and the environment is not bad. I came here twice when I was in high school.He was standing on the grass, directing me and Doudou to move things.

He looked at me and smiled, he could see that he was in a good mood, he couldn't see that we were 28 years old at all, really, his face was very young under the sun, just like back then.

I have rarely seen him like this recently, and I suddenly feel satisfied, not because of his change, whether he is as rambunctious as we were when we were young, or as energetic as when we were in college, or as serious and silent as now.

No matter how time goes by, he is still him, and his essence is still a rogue.

I still love him.

Although the ending was not very happy, the three of us looked at the empty lunch box in silence, and finally Su Chen left silently, and found a bag of snacks in the trunk, "It was originally intended for Doudou."

Really surprised, I thought he would be angry, even if he noticed some small details to solve the embarrassment of the moment, but he didn't.

I always feel that his temper seems to be better recently than before, but it also makes me feel uneasy, like more often he would rather sulk in his heart than tell me.

I can't say whether this change is good or bad.

Sometimes we also quarrel. I don’t know when the content of the quarrel began to change. In the past, it was because of the behavior and temper of the other party, but recently it began to turn to some small details of life.

Yesterday it was because of him mixing clothes of different colors together, and today it was because I deleted the files he had saved for a long time.

This kind of trivial quarrel happens from time to time, just like we have no energy to care about the essential problems of the other party, so we turn to the unaccustomed details of life.

Fortunately, neither of us said we broke up.I don't know if he will hesitate, but I find that occasionally, I feel as uneasy as he was back then, for him and for myself.

The original annual holiday travel plan was broken in my heart first, and I had an urge to redecorate the house during this time.In his words, my impulse was the imperative.

Seeing that he is planning a trip, I feel a little sorry for him.After dinner, I was very active and enthusiastic to wash the dishes, then very active and enthusiastic to help him put away the bath water, and finally very active and enthusiastic to help him adjust the TV to the professional beauty.

This seems to be an eternal law, if you want to get something, you must pay first.

Seeing him sitting on the sofa in a bathrobe and watching TV, I feel that my plan is half successful, "Yu Xiao, come here." He stared at the TV and called me, and at the same time I sat next to him with a He glanced at me with an extremely deep and thoughtful expression.

At this time, if I didn't ask for something from him, I would shout at the top of my voice, 'Don't look at me like Doudou! 'But now, I smiled, and I must have handed him my potato chips, even if I knew he wouldn't eat them.

"Although I accept your abnormal behavior, it does not mean that I accept the request you are about to make." He said, and took a piece in his mouth for the first time.

I really feel that I am so stupid, and I have a feeling that it is difficult to hold back my face, "Don't go too far, and don't deny it so quickly!"

If I say that we don’t go anywhere and just do it at home every day, the result will definitely be much better than that of decorating the house at home.

He didn't like to do it, mainly because I like to do it myself.And he handed it over to the decoration company to handle it.

"Then tell me, I can listen." He laughed shamelessly, and every time he asked for something, he would put on this picture: I just enjoy your 'begging me' expression very much.

I pulled out a dry laugh, "We're done decorating the house."

"..." He stared at me for a while and took out his trump card, pretending to be deaf and dumb, he turned his head to stare at the TV and slapped my thigh, "I think Jeris Morico will lose this game. "

He belongs to the kind of shoot that is very hard, and it is a narrow-minded revenge for my suggestion.Okay, pretending to be deaf and dumb, right? I grabbed his neck and pulled him hard, "Hey, do you agree? If you say no, how about we stage a murder here? ?”

While pulling my hand, he freed his other hand to grab my clothes, "Rape and murder are so enjoyable."

"..." We kept looking at each other in this messy posture, maybe for many minutes, because my eyes hurt, he also blinked twice, and then rubbed his eyes with his free other hand.

Can't lose, definitely can't lose this time.I stared and didn't move, I would never listen to him this time.I admit that it is my self-esteem and occasional outbursts of desire to control, but he usually maintains the pace of my occasional outbursts, and I listen to him very much.

So this time, he must be made to compromise.

"You're not tired, just let go and talk." He coughed, "If you're doing this, let's really 'do it'."

So easy to talk to?It's really rare, of course I let go, but in the end he threw himself on me and pressed me on the sofa, "I veto it."

"...Let's change the style, how about white or blue? Or change it to your favorite, gray tone." I also simply followed him, just as if I couldn't hear what he said.

"What do you think? Just find a decoration company for decoration, and we can go on a trip? Why is it so troublesome?" He complained angrily, his eyebrows were twisted together, and his lips were tightly pressed together, a sign of getting angry .

However, I thought of the fiery temperature of his lips inappropriately, and I did whatever I thought. I directly pecked his lips, and thought of a wonderful attention in this ambiguous posture.

"If you don't agree, I will kick him down." I touched his leg with my knee, and sincerely admired the posture of straddling me.

"...Don't be serious." He said a little defensively, and observed the current posture, "I will really be angry if you really kick it."

There is a show!Of course he was afraid that I would kick it down. In fact, it's not that I didn't do it before. It was just an accident. Obviously, the memory still left an 'indelible' shadow on him.

"If you promise me, I won't do it." This is more like a tongue twister, although it is mostly a joke, to be honest, I never thought he would agree to me so easily.

110. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])

"Are you serious?" He asked suddenly.

Which one did he say?Is it serious about decoration, or serious about kicking down?I just nodded and took it all seriously.

As a result, he let go suddenly, turned around and went back to the bedroom, and slammed the door hard by the way.He acquiesced, which means he agreed so easily?

Trouble is, he's not happy anymore.

I feel a little bit guilty, after all, I changed my mind temporarily.When I was thinking about how to make him happy, I suddenly thought of another "creed" in his life: nothing is more happy than going to bed.

What didn't go well was that he was sleeping soundly, with his back turned to me.Let me hesitate a bit, just got into the quilt and poked him on the back, once, twice, three times, he didn't have any intention of waking up.

I admit that I was obscene once, and suddenly thought of what he said just now: rape and murder are so enjoyable.

The quilt also slides down in cooperation at the moment, it's so pretty, it's not manly enough to be indifferent!But of course I'm not that perverted, rape and murder are really not enjoyable.

But it's still doable.

He still smelled of shampoo, and the refreshing smell was exuding an itchy smell now. I kissed along the pinna of his ear, and rolled my other hand on his firm belly.

He moved a bit, opened his eyes suddenly, looked at me with some doubts and blankness, and then he did something that made me very angry, "You do it yourself, don't disturb my sleep."

I was stunned for a moment, no, I was stunned for a long time, I didn't know how to react, come by myself?What do you mean by yourself?He is right next to me, could it be that I let him do it himself?It's so inhuman to say something like that.

It wasn't until I heard him lying on the bed laughing silently that I realized that he was playing with me.

"Okay, let's go to bed." I thought he would say, "Don't worry, I'm already awake or something," and he was proud of it.But things backfired, he glanced at me with his angry expression,

"it is good."

I forgot, he was still angry, at this moment Su Chen was eccentric and extremely abnormal.Even worse, he actually fell asleep after 3 minutes.

Listening to his well-proportioned breathing, I really feel angry, if I don't do him today, I will take his surname from now on!

After taking deep breaths, I spotted the bathrobe he had thrown on the floor, and tiptoed down to the ground, pulled out the straps, and carefully tied his hands to the head of the bed.

It's not that I like to play high-end games, but I'm afraid that if he doesn't want to, I won't be able to beat him.In normal times, I think I have the capital to fight with him, but the result is that when he is angry, he is not the same, let alone me, even if it is two of us, he can deal with it with all his heart.

The key point is that besides being angry, I still have a little guilty conscience. At this time, I am no match for him.

I made another mistake. I just stood there admiring my masterpiece. He suddenly opened his eyes and gave me a contemptuous look, "You still like this one."

"..." So he wasn't asleep yet!

He glanced at me very confidently, then bowed and angrily bit the knot, opened it, and threw the strap on me, "I will remember, be careful next time."

I admitted that I became angry from embarrassment, so I just jumped on him and bit his shoulder. He trembled, probably in pain,

"Su Chen, let me tell you, I don't want to be serious, otherwise you think you can expose my great plan?"

This time he laughed out loud, his whole body trembling, "You are so abnormal, it's not that you don't like my sudden movements in the middle of the night."

"...Aren't you afraid that you will be angry?" I sighed involuntarily, there was really nothing I could do about him.

"No." He said sullenly, "I'm just not very happy."

"What's the difference?" I asked back, kissing his face subconsciously, but this time he didn't say anything that made me angry, and he didn't move.

"I originally planned to go to Qingdao. Don't you like seafood? Do you still want to drink authentic Tsingtao beer?" He lay on his stomach with half of his face buried on the white pillow. It is very long, as if it has been rubbing against my heart in the blink of an eye.

His heart softened suddenly, as if water could flow out, his palms ran across the smooth skin of his back, and he suddenly wanted to say, let's go on a trip, but there was a scratch, a scratch with a scar.With the faint light of the bedside lamp, I could see it more clearly than I had ever done before.

Undoubtedly, it was the trace left by the fingernail.

Suddenly think why shouldn't he do something for me?Why won't you compromise for me?I'm not even sure if I should have this kind of emotion, but he never said he missed it, and I can't hide my emotion.

Ruthlessly took a bite on that slight scratch, heard him inhale, and then there was a strange silence, he suddenly shook my hand, "Don't think too much about it."

At that moment, there was a deep sense of disgust in my heart. He saw me too clearly. Is it because of this that he would be unscrupulous more often, because he saw through me and was reluctant to leave him?

Don't think too much?What are you thinking about?

He seemed to want to turn around. I held him down and didn't let him move. In fact, I didn't use any force, but he was very obedient. Does this mean that he also feels guilty?

I feel that I really can't laugh, and at some point, I also hate myself, as if I accidentally touched some barriers, those small barriers that always exist.

It was like drinking alcohol, and I felt that my head was starting to lose consciousness. I did intentionally make him feel pain that day. In fact, his body had clearly refused, but I pressed his shoulder hard and let him feel pain. You must cooperate with me.

I just want him to understand that as long as I think about it, I can control his existence, and he has never spoken or refused. Being in the position of control will make me feel at ease.

And his body undulating with my rhythm is so sexy and suffocating, he will look away from me occasionally, with a touch of gentleness, as if he has never done anything wrong, and it is me who turns his eyes away first.

And I wanted to ask him at the time: Do women do this to you?But I don't, I know, some barriers, even if both of them know it well, can't stand being broken by anyone.

That night, staring at the marks I left on his back, I suddenly felt a kind of hollow satisfaction, those tooth marks covering up the subtle marks.

The most serious part is purple, he will hurt, and so will I.

We then chose to 'travel' separately, he went to Qingdao and I stayed to renovate our house.During that time, I met Han Zhu for the first time.

111. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])

During the period when he went to Qingdao, he didn't call back a single call, and he couldn't help scolding him for being stingy. Occasionally, wouldn't he play a little "little flirt" like me?

I was never really mad at him.

A few times I wanted to call him to see how he was doing, but in the end I still felt angry.It's fine if you don't take the initiative to call back, why should I bow my head first.

It’s quite fulfilling to be busy with the decoration at home all day long. The boss of the construction company is my friend, and it’s very fun to start the work. It takes about a week and the project is basically completed.

In the afternoon, I cleaned up the garbage in the room by myself. When I went out with a big bag of garbage, I saw a tall woman standing opposite the door.Startled, Su Chen hasn't gone back to live for a long time, how does this woman know that he lives here?

Although it is only a back view, it is very graceful.She wore a black and white white professional dress, a pair of black high heels, and her long hair was rolled up casually, revealing her snow-white neck.

I have a sore feeling in my heart. Although I have no feelings for women, my understanding over the years has made me sure that this must be the type that will make Su Chen's heart flutter.

She turned around, maybe because she noticed my scrutiny, lowered her head slightly, but it was enough for me to see her face clearly, it was very fair, with a light and decent makeup, and her eyes were very clear, like the light of morning.

"Excuse me, do you know anyone who lives here?"

"What are you looking for with Su Chen?" I tried my best to look friendly, as if I were really a neighbor.

"There are some things..." She clenched the bag in her hand, looking a little hesitant, "I called him, but he never answered, and then he turned off the phone."

"He's gone to Qingdao." I felt a little impatient in my heart, since she didn't want to say it, I didn't want to ask any more.

She looked at me in surprise, looked at me for a while and laughed, "You are Yu Xiao, right?" She seemed no longer as embarrassed as before, "So you live here."

For a while, I didn't know what to say, I just promised to wait for his next words with a smile, "My name is Han Zhu, we should have met once...the last time you had an accident..."

Han storage?It was the cousin of the aunt's cousin that Su Chen lied about last time?Su Chen told me that he owed Han Zhu a favor that time, and they kept in touch afterwards, and occasionally met Su Chen also told me that they were just friends.

I believe in this matter, if they really have something, with Su Chen's personality, he would never mention her to me again.

"Come in and sit first." I stepped aside, even though she helped last time, it wasn't enough to annoy me.

She hesitated for a moment and smiled lightly, "Okay, that's bothering you."

The room was a bit messy, but fortunately the living room was almost tidied up, "What do you want to do with him? Didn't you answer the phone?" Speaking of which, I was still a little worried about him, so nothing really happened.

"Well, actually, I came to him this time because of Auntie..."

"Who?" For a moment I didn't understand what she meant.

"Oh, it's Su Chen's mother." She put her hands on her knees and sat there gracefully. It is not difficult to see her good upbringing. "She is my mother's friend. Sometimes I go to her place to sit."

When she said that, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart. This woman is obviously a drunkard who doesn't want to drink, so go and sit?I want to know more about Su Chen.

"He hasn't been home for a long time."

I hummed lightly, since he had a showdown with his parents that time, he never went back, and the occasional phone calls were all sarcastic, Su Chen simply hung up the phone if something was wrong.

"You... Since you are his good friend, can you persuade him to go home and have a look? His parents miss him very much."

Oh, it seems that she really doesn't know about our relationship, and probably no one wants to tell her. For a moment, I really want to put on a villainous smile and tell him that Su Chen is with I'm with you.

A moment of hesitation told me not to be so irrational like a child, "Okay, I will tell him." I know that Su Chen couldn't let it go, at least he admitted that they were his parents.

Later, Han Zhu just sat for a few minutes, and then left. Before he left, he asked her repeatedly. Watching her leave, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart. She is a good woman.

I took the initiative to hang up the phone with him, not because of Han Zhu's words, but because I was worried that something would happen to him outside.

As Han Zhu said, the phone was turned off.

This result made me start to think wildly. The worst imagining is that he will leave me because of what happened that day. In fact, this is unlikely. Even if he wants to leave, he will definitely tell me that he will not be so headless. no tail.

Counting the time, he will be back in the next two days. I quickly checked the flight back to Qingdao in the next two days. Fortunately, there is a trace of him, and it will be nine o'clock tomorrow morning.

There were not many people at the airport, so I saw him very easily. He was wearing a black half-sleeve, jeans, black casual shoes, and a pair of expensive sunglasses on the bridge of his nose.

Although half of my face was blocked by the sunglasses, I was quite sure that the line of the lips belonged to him.

I think I'm getting a little angry again, even if he is angry, there's no reason to turn off the phone to scare people, right?Because of him, I didn't sleep all night. This man walked towards me swaggeringly, and even twitched the corners of his mouth.

"Are you thinking about insomnia?" Do I look that bad?I subconsciously turned my head and looked at my image in the mirror at the airport. It didn't look good, especially the dark circles under my eyes.

I took off his sunglasses and put them on my face, seeing the fleeting smile in his eyes, "Stay away from me! Don't walk next to me!"

At this time, my self-esteem started to work. No matter how I look at it, he is ten thousand times more handsome than me now.

When he got in the car, he sat in the driver's seat independently. I couldn't help but look at him. Why did he seem to be a little thinner? Didn't he go to eat seafood and drink beer?

"Has the house been renovated?" He asked me, and only then did I realize that his voice was hoarse and nasal when he spoke.

"Come on, what's the matter with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

He sniffed, "I have a cold."

"When did it happen? Did you take any medicine?" He didn't know how to take care of himself, especially his body. He thought he was made of iron or could live forever.

"After eating, I felt uncomfortable the day I left. I thought I was fine, but after a day I caught a bad cold."

"...It's what you deserve! I told you to leave me and leave!" I said this against my will, but I really wanted to go to Qingdao with him, but when I opened my eyes, this man couldn't even He simply disappeared without saying a word, which made me very upset.When there was one missing ticket from the prepared plane, I knew that this person had lost his temper again.

"Isn't the plane ticket reserved for you? Who knows that you didn't come to me when you lost your temper." He stepped on the brakes and waited for the red light, then glanced at me and said disdainfully, "I'll get you too, you can do whatever you want Now, what are you still angry about?"

"..." Who lost his temper?Seeing what he said was so serious, I also began to doubt whether my behavior was really as "disorderly" as he said.

112. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])

There is a feeling of being led by the nose by him, but as long as he looks at me indifferently, I will compromise unconditionally. This is the case in my heart, but I still pretend to 'warn' him, "Don't be too complacent , I don’t know who is too much.”

He just oh, and drove honestly.

We went back to another home together, his home to be precise.Because it is being renovated there, I have been living here for the past few days.

He cleaned it up a few months ago, and he said in a particularly embarrassing way, "In the future, if you quarrel and get angry and stay out at night, you don't need to go to the hotel, just pretend to come and stay for one night."

He said this to me, and twice he was so angry that I 'run away from home'.Thinking about how worthless I really am, after another quarrel, I really listened to him and came to live here.

As a result, he called the landline early the next morning and asked me to go back for dinner.

He got angry and asked me to come and live. I asked him, "Why don't you go?"

He just lay on the bed and said, "I haven't been back for a long time, it's scary to live by myself."

After returning home, he quickly took a shower and got under the quilt. Originally, he planned to cook noodles for him, so it was considered a welcome home, right?Although he might not like to eat it, that's what it means.

"Not feeling well?" I was also tired and sleepy, so I simply got into the quilt too.

"Go away, don't stick to me." He closed his eyes and said, hating my teeth itching, "I have a cold, it's contagious."

No matter how big the dissatisfaction was, it was because he disappeared without a trace after saying a word. After staring at him for a while, he suddenly became addicted to cigarettes. As soon as he thought that he was uncomfortable, he just let it go. He still didn't like the smell of tobacco very much.

"Han Zhu came here today." I don't know if he was asleep, but I suddenly wanted to talk to him. It seems like it's been a long time since we lay down together so leisurely, talking about recent events.

I looked at him with my arm on my side, and saw his eyebrows moved, but he didn't open his eyes, "I know, she called me a few days ago, and she sent a bunch of text messages." He said it confidently , objectively speaking, I despise him very much in my heart. If I really have something to ask him, isn't it a mistake?

"Then you still don't answer it, and scare people instead!"

His eyelids moved, and finally opened his eyes, "I'm feeling uncomfortable and upset, my phone is ringing all day, I don't know where there are so many things, and you didn't call."

There was a bit of reproach in his eyes, and he turned around to me, "I didn't know you were sick, otherwise I would go directly to Qingdao to find you." I took his hand and teased him, "Aren't you sick?" Said that his character is so good that he will never get sick?"

"I'm not angry with you."

"..." Sure enough, you can't make a single mistake in front of Su Chen, otherwise he will grab your tail and make you uncomfortable all day long. It's a complete bureaucracy, villain face.

He turned over, hugged me directly, and kept exhaling in my ear, itchy, "Go away, don't infect me with a cold."

He also finally said a big truth today, "It makes me feel at ease after the infection."

To be honest, I had the illusion of being punched until I saw stars in my eyes.

"Han Zhu wants you to go home and have a look."

"Isn't this at home?" He started to pretend to be stupid, and I couldn't help grinding my teeth. I should bite him to death, and then eat him like those ghost stories that are not scary at all, and complete a vulgar, completely The story of two in one, "Let's go back together in a few days."

I thought I heard it wrong, his tone was very normal, as if he was asking me what I want to eat today.Feeling that the heart started to beat wildly, he said to go back together, does this prove that he started to admit something?

I couldn't help but look at his face, he was right next to me, breathing evenly, as if he was asleep.Under the quilt, his hand held mine tightly.

The drowsiness disappeared without a trace. At this time, the IQ of my brain was obviously reduced to zero. I wanted to say something, but I felt that he would laugh mercilessly if it was too sensational.

Finally, he choked out a sentence, "Why didn't you 'strike' Han Zhu?"

I heard him sigh, and then opened his eyes, "Yu Xiao, it's okay if your IQ drops to zero occasionally, it doesn't matter, I just need to grow my brain, why is your EQ also eaten by dogs?"

"Your emotional intelligence is eaten by dogs!" It's hard not to turn your face, why is he so mean?Coupled with that disdainful expression, the whole look is looking at an idiot.

Sometimes he is always like this, he doesn't know it, but he always looks down on others.Damn bad bug.

"You really want to know?"

"Why don't you want to?" I asked angrily.

"If I really 'strike' her, I must want to get married." He giggled, but I knew he was upset, and looked at me with that vicious expression in his eyes.He lay down again, and added in an indifferent but extremely hateful tone, "Get married, then have a baby, and kick you out."

It's been a long time since he talked to me so maliciously. Even though he knew he was angry with me on purpose, I still couldn't help but feel the throbbing pain in my heart. The anger in my stomach was instantly aroused by him. I took out the pillow and threw it on him. On the face, "You fart! If you dare to say this again, believe it or not, today...I am today..." What else can I do today?

Suddenly, I felt sad. To this day, besides staying by his side honestly, what else can I do?Sometimes I always feel that every time we quarrel, we are accumulating that little thorn.

Turning around, I thought it was okay, but occasionally I couldn't breathe when I thought about it.

And I will never guess what he is thinking, every time we quarrel, he will look at me with a very ordinary expression, including now, he stretches out his arm from the quilt, picks up the pillow on his face and looks at me indifferently. I throw it over.

He has a personality that always repays his flaws, what do I like about him?

And now I can't help but think, why on earth did we quarrel because of the question 'Why didn't you attack Han Zhu'?I always feel that it is not enough, and it seems to be vaguely clear, as if I have touched some restricted area.

Is it because of his disloyalty, or is it because of the suspicion that I have never been able to disappear?

No matter who is right and who is wrong, I still can't help blaming myself. I understand that it is enough for him to be tolerant.I know him too well, even the woman he once held in his hands would completely turn his face because of one sentence.

And now, he is lying beside me without saying a word, pretending to be asleep, does it prove that he is also like me, who cares but doesn't know how to say it?

Or about some things, I should not have asked more.

113. Yu Xiao's Deep Love ([-])

That day I just lay quietly beside him, unable to fall asleep, and did not leave in a fit of anger.Think about it, we are not children anymore, we have known each other for almost 20 years, what do we not understand.How many more 20 years are enough for us to squander it?

I'm glad I didn't leave. About an hour later, he had a severe stomachache, and the old problem left behind, and the medicine didn't help.He refused to send him to the hospital.

The pain was so bad that I leaned on the head of the bed half dead, leaving me standing still and worrying, "Hurry up and go to the hospital with me!" I threw the clothes on him, and he just didn't move, "You do this again Believe it or not, I jumped off the tenth floor!" I was really impatient to say anything.

His eyebrows twitched, and cold sweat dripped down his forehead. He suddenly pointed at me and cursed, "What nonsense are you talking about! You really don't think about it, right?"

He clutched his stomach and sat up, "What on earth do you want? You don't listen to my explanation, and you don't believe me when I tell you. You are suspicious all day long! Why didn't Han Zhu do anything? I know the hell out of playing outside." Proper, will I touch the kind of brown sugar that is sticky and can't be shaken off?"

"...You admit that you played outside now?" There was a sudden bang in my head. Although I tried my best to tell myself that this is not the point, in fact, you know in your heart that these things are clear, so just don't care about it , In fact, I fucking cared about it to death, "Since you dare to admit it, why are you coming back? Why don't you just stay outside? Do you remember to come back?"

I stared at him intently, just hoping he would give me an answer.It's just that there is a voice in my heart that keeps telling myself: It will be fine when you come back, why are you still arguing?

He just sat there motionless, and suddenly dropped everything on the bedside table to the ground, my favorite water glass, and his favorite crystal desk lamp, which crackled and shattered to the ground, "You he Get the fuck out of here!"

You want me to get out, right?His words are all in my mind, and I can't even express what I feel in my heart. Since he said that, what reason do I have to stay?

Getting angry at being hit, right?In fact, it's just getting used to coming back by the way, right?What if one day, one day, he doesn't come back anymore?

However, every time I turn around and leave, I just pretend to be unrestrained. Who doesn't want to leave a little dignity for themselves.What I understand better is that only when he can't grasp it, or realizes that something is no longer his, will he bow his head.

Sometimes I also resent myself for being like this. Does this count as using his weakness to achieve my own goals?He kept saying love, but why didn't he make any calculations to make the other party compromise?

I suddenly felt very tired, and the whole night without sleep seemed to have exhausted all my energy. I don't know when it started, that kind of chaotic schedule has begun to be completely unsuitable for me.

No matter how chaotic his mind was, he still couldn't resist the onslaught of sleepiness. He didn't know how he was, and he was still very uncomfortable.

It was supposed to be a short sleep time, and I had a real dream.

In the dream, I was still very angry with him, and I did a disgusting thing. I hid in the kitchen, grabbed a handful of earthworms from the pot and threw them into the bowl.

It doesn't make sense, but the dream world doesn't need it.

I turned around and walked back to the restaurant. He bowed his head to eat, and I put the bowl of earthworms in front of him, "Do you know how to be afraid now?"

He raised his head and looked at me with those deeper eyes that have grown over time, still bright, "I'm not a child anymore, of course I won't be afraid anymore." He said, continued to eat with his head down, ignoring the bowl of wriggling earthworm.

How did that happen?In the dream, I felt that I was at a loss, or had it changed, did I not notice it, or was it deliberately ignored?No matter how long we have known each other, we are still changing with time, and we are no longer what we were back then.

Suddenly he disappeared and disappeared into the chair out of thin air, which made me feel a strong sense of helplessness. I just threw all the earthworms out like when I was a child, but his childhood appearance suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

Small, staring at me with big eyes and round face, covered in earthworms, he burst into tears.I panicked at the time, just thinking about how to coax him, but he didn't listen and ran around the dining table, yelling, "I want to go home, go home! I won't play with you anymore!"

I chased him around the dinner table,