adult restriction

"Adult Restraints" Author: Jiu Shi

Summary:

Su Chen and Yu Xiao have been good friends for many years, so good that they wear a pair of pants,

Live in the opposite door, borrow money in the middle of the night, and take care of each other's boyfriend and girlfriend.

Su Chen is not a person with self-control either.

He can't help but admire with his body any beautiful thing.

reality to attack each other

There may be some BG plots in the middle, and mistakes are not acceptable.Non-NP, all kinds of cleanliness strayed in.

Tags: Su Chen and Yu Xiaojiu are strong and powerful

001. The most curious thing

I have never had the habit of turning off my mobile phone. I always feel that some important person will come to me at some point. The only thing I can be sure of is that this person is definitely not him.

At two o'clock in the morning, the phone rang.In the evening, I had a lot of drinks to socialize and needed a good rest, especially after I saw the name on the caller ID, I was more sure that all I needed was rest.

The window in the bedroom seemed not to be closed tightly. When I turned my head and looked out the window in a daze, the curtains were blown up a lot by the wind.I also vaguely heard the sound of thunder, and pressed hard on the phone under the pillow, and I began to hypnotize myself that I couldn't hear any sound.

The bell continued to ring persistently, mixed with the sound of rain outside.

Finally, it returned to quiet.I don't think I'd need three seconds to go back to sleep if it wasn't for the knocking on the door again.

My brain is like a cpu that has been eliminated, it is not enough at all, why can I always forget the fact that Yu Xiao lives opposite my house?If he wants, he can completely bypass the procedure of making a phone call. If he wants, he can even take the key directly from under the floor mat at the door of my house and rush in directly.

There is only one reason why he didn't rush in. When he came in last time, I was doing some business in the living room, and I was almost too scared to stand up.

Since then, we have agreed that the door must be knocked first.

Because of this agreement, he didn't open the door until about 20 seconds later.

I was still too lazy to move, lying motionless on the bed and pretending to be a dead person with one eye open.

His footsteps have always been very small, almost no sound.But his appearance really makes me feel that he is out of shape. It's fine if he doesn't wear a shirt or a pair of slippers. Can't he zip up his jeans?

I don't bother to talk about him anymore, when he is usually at home, he is so casual that he is a little sloppy.

He didn't talk to me as if he was in his own home. After walking around in the bedroom, he rummaged in the bedside table.

I turned around and planned to continue sleeping on my own, but his words almost made me fall off the bed in shock, "Do you still have Durex here?"

What is Yu Xiao?He just wants to prove that ordinary life can also emerge endlessly!

This sentence also made me have to sit up and look at him who was still squatting next to the bedside table. He knocked on my door in the middle of the night just to borrow money?

"Su Chen?" He kept shaking his hands in front of my eyes, and his expression was as if he was waking up the external reaction of a vegetative person.

"I heard."

"What about it?" He looked at me seriously.

"The bedside table on the left." While telling him, I pointed him in the direction seriously.

I think I can understand him, they are all men, when they are in urgent need.Of course, the 24-hour convenience store downstairs is not as close as my home.Curiosity was also aroused by him. I know that he has been interested in a person recently, a person who made Yu Xiao feel embarrassed for the first time.

Although the circle is chaotic, Yu Xiao always needs a relatively long-term and stable relationship.Not all gays are promiscuous, he is no different from the most common heterosexual.

From my point of view, he is smiling freely and softly, his black hair is a bit messy, almost the same as when he was in college, "It's Yang Yi, it's done."

He said to me with a little joy, which made me want to give him a punch. To be honest, we both fell in love with Yang Yi in the single line at that time. Years of getting along have allowed us to maintain a high degree of unity in many things.

Unfortunately, I was one step too late.

"Hey, Su Chen, don't come up with any bad ideas." He looked at me suspiciously, "Don't smirk and think I can't see."

"Fuck, can I snatch your man? I also have a crush on Yang Yi." I started to fool him with duplicity.Seeing his smug expression, I couldn't help wanting to know more. He obviously didn't want to stay with me any longer, and was in a hurry to get back to business.

"How? How about after taking off your clothes?" Before he went out, I yelled at him, scratching my neck.

He turned around quickly, made a silent gesture with a tense expression, and whispered 'very good'.In fact, he didn't make any sound at all, but I could understand his mouth shape.We've known each other since we were ten years old, and it's been 16 years now.

To put it bluntly, I have seen everything except the internal organs.

After being made such a fuss by him, I felt insomnia for 10 minutes, but it was only 10 minutes, and then I fell asleep again.Surprisingly, I sketched Yang Yi's naked appearance in my dream.As for Yu Xiao, I have seen him stripped too many times.

No matter how good things are in front of you all year round, you can definitely turn a blind eye.

What's more, he is my friend, a friend who has not collapsed after playing for 16 years, which is quite precious.

I felt that the time to fall asleep in a daze was only half an hour at most, and then I heard the faint knock on the door again.This time, except for the reason that the cover is not enough, I don't plan to spare Yu Xiao for other reasons, it's too fucking troublesome.

This time I rushed to the door to open it for him, and found him standing in front of my house with a pale face. My first reaction was that Yang Yi died suddenly while doing it with him.

This is not jealousy, no one can blame me for being too imaginative, can you?

Soon, I apologized to him in my heart for this unreliable idea.

"My dad had an accident, you drove me there."

His voice was fairly calm, but it sounded like all the buttons on his clothes were twisted, and his fingertips were shaking.He can also drive, but it is obviously impossible in this case.

I nodded quickly and went back to the bedroom to get the car keys.

On the way, I wanted to comfort him a few words, but suddenly realized that I was not a very talkative person either.Yu Xiao once said to me that at the wine table, I'm usually good at talking, but when you're comforting others, you'll fade away.

I just don't think there is any comfort, at least if I have a serious problem, comfort means nothing to me.

But I still held his shaking left hand on his leg, hoping that he could feel at ease.

The space in the car was already small, but now it is even more depressing and scary. I even feel that the rain on the glass has seeped into the car.

On the way, he suddenly answered a phone call. I carefully looked at his expression out of the corner of my eye, but I couldn't see anything, but a few seconds later I heard him yelling, "It's okay, don't tell me earlier! Didn't you say that Dad Do you need first aid?"

I didn't quite understand what was going on, but the only thing that was clear was that Yu's mother did another 'stupid thing'.

His hands finally stopped shaking, seeing his expression of killing people, I quickly parked the car on the side of the road, I would never do such a thing in my life, let alone Yu Xiao is not my lover.

"Did you only do halfway with Yang Yi just now? Why did you stop suddenly..." Seeing that his father's condition was not serious at all, I couldn't help asking the most curious thing.

002. Weird sense of guilt

After I finished asking, I was sensitive to the fact that his complexion became even uglier, and I started to rub my hair again, and then I stopped until it was messy. He stared at me without saying a word, and leaned on the seat with his eyes closed. explain,

"I'll go back to my mother to get what I need later. You can go back. I have to go to work tomorrow."

He started to light a cigarette while talking, and the other hand cooperated just right to open the car window when the cigarette was lit. It was always raining outside, and although the drizzling was not heavy, it would not stop for a while.

This is what I hate the most about this city. Sometimes it can be cloudy and sunny for several days in a row, and everything is wet.

There are very few vehicles on the road, and the street lights are not as bright as imagined. From my perspective, he is just a blurred silhouette falling on the car window.

But I can still see his appearance clearly. After getting along with him for many years, I can 'see' his expression when he speaks with my eyes closed.Now, his face must be tense, and his eyebrows will be tightly knit together.

In fact, this kind of expression is not very suitable for him, usually a little confused and sloppy look is what suits me best.

"Send you back to pick it up, and sleep in the office tomorrow."

That is to say, in the few seconds when I started the car, he hummed cheerfully, but he didn't forget to say something to me, "Your unit is just for raising idlers, right?"

This may be the reason why we are more able to play, and we don't think about it because of small things, although we have caused a lot of trouble because of this.

"I'm envious of you! I'm not born to worry about my life, like you." As I said that, I remembered that he was now competing with several colleagues for the position of deputy editor. It seemed to be very fierce, and he seemed to have lost a little weight.

In fact, what I said is just bragging, who is not worried about life, men always want to obtain a certain status in society, work is very important to us.

I work in the personnel department of the Education Bureau. When I say I am free, I have nothing to do all day long. When I say I am busy, I don’t touch the ground. What’s more, the real busyness is catching up with the drinking bureau.

What is personnel transfer?Except for a few outstanding places, the others depend on the relationship and attitude.

Things piled up a lot, and when it came to work, I remembered about Yu Xiao's cousin again, "The physical education teacher from No. [-] Middle School was transferred away, and there is a lack of an official spot, so I will keep it for your cousin."

After hearing this, he opened his eyes, muttered and cursed, "Fucking stupid, after all these years, you still don't know how unreliable my cousin is? Just listen to what he said."

I don't bother arguing with him about this matter, we have different positions, his cousin begged me, and I helped, it was not because of his face.Every time he didn't appreciate it, instead he blamed me.

I also want to save face, so I can't bear to refuse his cousin once.

"Su Chen, let me tell you, don't cause any scandals at school." He has a much more imaginative imagination than mine, and he sat there laughing as he spoke, looking as if he had nothing to do with him Like, "It depends on how you end up at that time, and the deputy director will not need to be promoted."

As he spoke, he patted the seat and laughed, "I'll see you get skinned by the top!"

"Fuck, if your cousin is in trouble again this time, I'll skin him first!" I was so annoyed by his attitude in my heart, and I could only scold his cousin half-truthfully and half-falsely. The person is Yu Xiao.

"What's going on with your dad?" I asked when I was downstairs at his house, mainly because I was afraid that he would be angry when he thought of my mother's "lie about the military situation", which would disturb my serious driving.

"What's the matter? My dad sprained his ankle when he went out, and my mom is sometimes very nervous. It's not like you don't know."

Seeing what he said, I didn't even have the desire to ask. Mother Yu is good at everything, but she likes to exaggerate.

But this time I do know Yu's mother's intentions somewhat. She and Yu Xiao had a quarrel some time ago, which seemed to be about urging Yu Xiao to get married.This time it was just an excuse to ease the relationship with Yu Xiao.

After all, everyone knows how good the relationship between Yu Xiao and his father is. Let alone spraining his ankle today, it is a small advantage. Yu Xiao must take his father to the hospital to have a look.

I actually admire him for this. Although he often quarrels with Yu's mother, he still thinks about her a lot.Relatively speaking, my parents and I seem to be far away from each other.

It's not quite accurate to say alienation, but I can't describe it well, maybe it's the difference in the way of education.

I remember when we were all young, when Yu Xiao was bullied and came home, his father would cook him delicious food first, and then take him out for a walk and learn Taekwondo.My dad told me that the next time I was beaten, I would have nothing to eat when I got home.

Not to mention my mother, compared to my mother's neuroticism, my mother is a "semi-crazy" whole day, playing mahjong without neighbors all day long, and I have to cook by myself when I go home occasionally, or I have to call for staying up late. Mahjong, she gave supper, and listened to her talking about her girlfriend by the way.

Recently, I have been researching with Yu Xiao. In fact, we are not too old. We are only 26 years old. Why is the family urging to find a girlfriend and get married?

He was worried because he didn't like women at all, and I was worried because he didn't know what he liked. It's hard to say whose situation is more difficult.

Soon, Yu Xiao gave me another shock, which made me almost choke to death on my own saliva, "If I can stay with Yang Yi for more than three months this time, I will bring him to my mother." He said so When I was standing in the porch changing shoes, I bent down to look at his face stupidly.

The most important thing is that I found that I don't know him very well, at least when he said that, I couldn't guess what kind of expression he used.

But this incident was simply too unbelievable, he really planned to spend his whole life with a man!This also proves one thing in disguise, when the time comes, our friendship will definitely be affected unusually.

At least the day the fuck knows, I'm going to stay away.

"How is it? Handsome or not?" He began to look at me with joy, not knowing why he was so proud.I also ignored him, because I didn't think he told his mother that he was gay and handsome.

I basically didn't use anything when I packed things, and I couldn't find anything from his house, not to mention that he didn't like other people to handle things prepared for his father.

Sometimes I laugh at him for being paternalistic, but sometimes I'm quite envious.My dad and I usually meet and talk a few words, ask each other about the current situation, or introduce me to uncles in the officialdom.

While thinking about it, Yu Xiao started calling my name again, dryly calling Su Chen on both sides, and then turned to look at me.His expression was a bit strange, as if hesitating to speak, but also as if he was uncertain, "A friend is more important, or a lover?"

When he asked this question, he kept staring straight at me, which made me feel hairy.I almost mistook this for a confession.

Subconsciously, I turned my head and looked at the photos of Yu's father and Yu's mother on the side. A strange sense of guilt made me dare not look at the faces of 'theirs' that were always fixed in the photo frame.

003. Prince and hob meat

The most authentic voice in my heart kept ringing in my head, "Of course the lover is more important", what's the point?But I still told him without hesitation that friends are important.

People can't help but lie.People who don't lie are fools.This is the only truth I have believed in for 26 years.

But I'm still a little inferior, because Yu Xiao's brilliance is that he can listen to the fake as the real.

If it was said that I was terribly stared at by him just now, now I can see his two eyes shining, "Help me deal with my mother later."

As soon as he finished speaking, I felt something was wrong. What does the relationship between a friend and a lover have to do with me helping him coax his mother?He turned away and continued to pack his things, and I just stared at the back of his head.

I even wondered whether he said the wrong thing or I heard the wrong thing.

Recently, I found that the relationship between us seems a little strange. Sometimes, we will say some things that we may not understand.It's like suddenly remembering something, but I can't be sure.

What Yu Xiao is thinking, I can't tell, but I know myself.What I am most afraid of is that one day, when we each start a family with a woman or even a man, we will face each other's state again.

Is it like now, or can we only meet once in a while, and then rush home complaining like other married friends.

It's hard to imagine what life would be like without Yu Xiao, but I also suddenly figured out why my mother always urges me to bring my girlfriend home recently.

The age of 26 to 32 is indeed a marriageable age, not to mention that my mother doesn't like flash marriages, at least there must be a stable premise.

I also shared this discovery with Yu Xiao as soon as possible. While discussing this serious issue, we walked downstairs with our shoulders linked.

In the end, he just shook his head, held back in the car for a long time and said, "I'd rather hang out with you for the rest of my life than bring a woman home."

No matter how you hear these words, it sounds a bit like hurting me. What do you mean you would rather hang out with me for the rest of your life?Even if you hang around for a lifetime, you still have to ask if I agree with you, right?

"What are you looking at?" He scolded me angrily, "Not qualified to be with you forever?"

Of course he's not unqualified, but we're just friends.Speaking of which, I couldn't help but look at Yu Xiao carefully, his eyes are beautiful, black and white are distinct, and his skin is better than a woman's.

In my mother's words, Ren Yu Xiao is the prince in fairy tales, and I am the hob meat in the street gangsters.

Talking, we went to the hospital.The drive along the way was not fast, but it was considered easy, because I knew that there was nothing wrong with Dad.As soon as I entered the gate of the hospital, I felt that his complexion became unwell again.

This is not because I know him better, Yu Xiao changes his face too quickly, and he can't hide any expressions in his heart.I often say that he is not a child anymore, why do he have to put expressions on his face?Isn't this offending people?

I also looked in his direction, a tall man with greasy hair and pink face.I don't like this kind of person from the bottom of my heart, not because I can't get used to his greasy hair and pink face, but because I can tell at a glance that he is a person whose eyes are higher than the top.

"Who is this?"

"My colleague." He told me with a cold snort, but he still restrained the expression on his face somewhat. The two of them greeted each other as soon as they saw it, and they both pretended to say hello.

He was lukewarm, and left by mistake when he saw it. Just when the greasy-haired and pink-faced man walked past Yu Xiao, he cursed in a loud voice, "A pair of perverts are really fucking disgusting."

At that time, I didn't react for two seconds, and then I realized that the greasy-haired and pink-faced man knew about Yu Xiao.

I quickly observed Yu Xiao's expression, and found that his face was ugly.I just gave him a hand and told him not to worry about it, this is a public place after all, not to mention his parents are still here.

Or say that this person is a fucking face, I never thought that the greasy-haired and pink-faced man raised his voice and cursed again, "It's disgusting to see, a fucking bitch who was born to be fucked."

"I'm fucking your mother!" Could Yu Xiao be scolded by him?of course not!One couldn't hold back, I turned around and kicked him while scolding.

This man looked like a fake, and he fell to the ground all of a sudden. I was so angry that I rushed up to mend my feet again. This time it was Yu Xiao who pulled me and whispered in my ear, "The security guard is coming gone."

I knew he didn't have any good intentions. If the security guard arrived slowly, he would definitely kick a few times with me.

This man has a bit of backbone, when he saw the security guard came and rolled around, he immediately sat up from the ground, pointed at me and cursed, "Remember me the fuck!" He left immediately after speaking.

Yu Xiao and his company are engaged in luxury magazines, and the key enterprises in the city are all famous people, and no one wants to make a big deal in such a serious public place.

But I still told Yu Xiao a few words, let him be careful of this colleague who is absolutely dishonest, the look in his eyes just now is definitely not as simple as saying harsh words, if there is a chance, he will definitely trip Yu Xiao behind his back .

Sometimes I really don't understand what he is thinking. Although he hasn't come out yet, he has never deliberately concealed anything. After staying in the company for a long time, someone will naturally notice the signs.

Who knew that Yu Xiao said with disdain on his face, "What else can he do? He knows in his heart that even if it's not me, he will definitely not be the editor of this section. He has the ability to work hard."

"What you said is meaningless. You're not a child. Do you think there are any righteous people in this world?"

When he heard this, he gave me a blank look, "I know, I just look down on this kind of mentality."

When he said that, I really wanted to crush him to death. Why did this man just lie like that?I don't like people, and I try to deal with them no matter what, especially in the work unit.

Regardless of whether it's at work or in private, I don't want to make him feel better.

He also said that I am a villain because of this incident. Of course I am not a villain, but I believe that grievances and grievances are clear.For those who are kind to me, I will not do anything wrong. For those who offend me, just be careful.

"But it's really not like you, you actually did it directly?"

Seeing his expression of disbelief and a little excitement, I suddenly thought of our high school and college. He suggested and I did it. In fact, it’s not that he can’t fight, but I don’t want him to fight. This kind of thing is too risky. , of course I have to let my kind of hob meat come.

As for today's action, I can see that Yu Xiao and I can't scold the greasy noodles, and more importantly, the deterrent effect of words is always inferior to that of force.

Although it's more because I don't want to hear that kind of irrelevant people comment on Yu Xiao, who made us the buddies who grew up wearing a pair of pants?

004. Almighty Su Chen

In addition to being able to help him, my biggest function may be to help him "deal with" his own mother. To say "deal with" may be an exaggeration. It will never end and it will always be repeated nagging.

Although there is nothing wrong with Yu's father, he also bluffed Yu's mother enough just now, and now the hand holding me is still shaking a little.Or it can be said that people always want to rely on someone when they are old, and their ability to resist blows is far inferior to that of young people.

Turning around and seeing him talking lively with his father, I simply helped my mother go through the hospitalization procedures.This hospital is really not that good, it's called the No. [-] Hospital, and the nurse on duty at the counter is ugly.

But I still resisted the urge to fall asleep immediately and went back to the ward. Father Yu asked me to sit down first, and then sighed to Yu Xiao, "What's the trouble with Xiaochen at night? Isn't he going to work tomorrow?"

"It's okay. I'll be off work tomorrow. Besides, your business is no different from mine." While talking, I watched Yu's father's eyes and found him glanced at the water glass on the other side, so I got up quickly Fill him up.

Sure enough, Yu's father just laughed, "I have long said that Xiaochen is a good kid and has winks."

"Dad, don't be fooled by him. This is an occupational disease. Is it because he can get along well in the unit because he looks at the leader?"

He always knocks me down, but fortunately, I'm used to it, and because I'm so familiar with their family, I don't feel embarrassed at all, "That's better than you, if you can get along better with your boss , this time the editorial position is definitely yours."

After hearing this, he squinted his eyes and sneered and gave me a blank look, blaming me for being talkative.

Yu's father and Yu's mother always sat on the side and laughed, "You two have been arguing so much since childhood, but fortunately, you are like brothers."

"Isn't it because of the face of your two elders?" I said without thinking, it is actually the easiest to please the elders, if you are not afraid of being poor, just pick up the nice ones.

Sure enough, they were happier after hearing this, and took the opportunity to hurt Yu Xiao a few words and drove the two of us away, saying that they were busy with things tomorrow, so they hurried home, it was already three o'clock in the morning.

We didn't discuss it on the way, and we all went back to my house directly. I sent a text message to Xiao Zhao, explaining that we will have a rest tomorrow, so I let Yu Xiao take a shower first. After all, I have free time for the next day.

I was not idle while he was taking a shower, and helped him prepare the ingredients for the next day's breakfast.He prefers pasta, and my family often prepares some ingredients for seafood noodles.

Cooking noodles is also considered simple, but he is troublesome. I can only cut everything up and put it on the plate. I just need to put it in the pot tomorrow morning. In front of him, I am omnipotent.

This is enough to prove that I am an iron-blooded man who puts his buddies first.

After I took a shower, I found that Yu Xiao was already on the bed in the bedroom.

His eccentricity remained the same, whenever he came to my house, he would sleep in my bed, which is the master bedroom.At first I would give him the master bedroom, and later I simply slept in the same bed with him, two big men are fine.

Just lying down on the pillow, Yu Xiao suddenly opened his eyes.I was so scared that my heart trembled, I thought he had already fallen asleep.He also lay down on the bed nervously and turned on the floor lamp beside the bed.

"You said, why are we just friends?"

I swear to God, I was really stupid when he said that, I felt that the brain cells died instantly, although my face must be pretending to be 100% calm.

Why just friends?There is no need to ask this question at all, because we have been friends since we were ten years old.

He was lying on the bed, looking at me with his head sideways, the quilt was only covering a little above his waist, his smooth and strong waistline and fair shoulders were delicate but not slender, even though he was purely gay, he could always attract people of all ages Miss.

At this point I must admit, I would be attracted to him.

"Because I don't feel it."

After hearing this, he raised his hand and touched the tip of his nose. When he did this, he lowered his head slightly, looking a little childish and confused, "It's possible." He frowned and sighed earnestly, then turned his head to look at me , like looking at a piece of goods, "Actually, you are not bad, why don't you feel it."

I really wanted to kick him to death, and said in my heart: because you are too bad. "Let's put it this way, no matter how handsome your brother is, you won't feel it, will you?"

"Is it my brother?" He picked up the cigarette from the bedside and lit it again, and I kicked him on the waist. I can't control his smoking, and it's not a big problem, but I really annoy him smoking in bed .

He started to cling to the bed again, as if he was completely caught in the distress of that brother who was handsome but his own brother.I really fucking admire him, "How about half-brother?"

"Talk to my mother, I have no objection." He told me with a deadpan face, and blew smoke rings on my face.I can't treat him as a human being. May I ask a friend who can come to your house to borrow money in the middle of the night, what good thing can it be?

No way, I can only lie on the bed and watch him smoke one after another. No matter how I look at it, I feel that he seems to be addicted to smoking recently. Is it because of the disappointment in the previous relationship?

The more I thought about it, the more confused I became, and my eyelids began to be heavy. Even so, I still thought about his love life very considerately. Today is the first time he and Yang Yi, "Where is that Yang Yi? Don't wait at home." How about you?"

When I said that, I was still inexplicably excited in my heart. If this is really the case, does it mean that he abandoned his lover for his friends?Then my position in his heart is still extraordinary.

Who knew that he just put out the cigarette butt, and said, "I let him go back first, he has a competition at school tomorrow."

Yang Yi is a sophomore student, who seems to be from the music department. He has been procrastinating all day to compete with Yu Xiao. I don’t think the two of them are living together. It should be Xu Wo, Xu Zhu. nest.

"Damn! You fucking don't let people sleep!" I really don't know what he thinks, he is the one who has to go to work tomorrow, and he played the midnight bell with me when I was about to fall asleep.

He was lying next to me, tilting his head and staring at me fiercely.

"Have you ever thought about who you are? Are you bisexual? Or are you just hanging out with guys for the thrill?"

He was very serious when he asked this question, and he didn't even pursue the reason why I scolded him.And his serious look is the last thing I can refuse. His bright eyes give me the illusion that I can see myself in his pupils.

"Hey, Su Chen, tell me about the first man you liked?"

Men gossip better than women. I know that if I don't tell him something today, he can keep people from sleeping all night.

But this is my secret, and one of the few most important secrets between me and Yu Xiao.

The first man I ever liked was him, 19-year-old Yu Xiao.

005. First Love Isn’t Brother Ikkyu

Speaking of my 19-year-old can be accurately summed up in one sentence: a literary story of a 2b kid.

At this time, Yu Xiao and I have known each other for nine years, and we have said and done all kinds of evil. At this time, I don't know that he likes men.

On the eve of graduation, I also learned for the first time what it feels like to be out of love.

In fact, it was a lovelorn fart, I only held the girl's hand, and the only chance to cross the line was interrupted by his father's sudden return home, which scared me so much that I had nightmares that night.

I can't think of many things in between, I just remember that Yu Xiao paid the bill after drinking too much and took me back to the dormitory.

There is no reason, just that night, I had a dream, it was Yu Xiao's appearance and Yu Xiao's face, and in the dream I kissed him very boldly.

Until now, I still remember the touch of Yu Xiao's skin in that dream.

For a long time after that, I didn't even dare to touch him, until two years later I found out that he liked men, and I made love to another man, and then I naturally forgot about that one.

We are still best friends, because I know that the best is not necessarily love.

I will never tell him these words, but he is still waiting for my answer, "Beckham, the first man I like."

"Really? You don't watch football?"

He obviously didn't believe it, and yelled that it would be more credible if I liked Kobe, after all, I am a basketball fan.I almost punched him and threw him under the bed. According to his theory, then my first love is fucking Brother Yixiu.

"Everyone who doesn't watch football knows Beckelham, just like everyone who doesn't participate in politics knows who the president is!" I yelled at him angrily, and he tilted his body and fell on the floor as if he didn't hear it. I went to sleep on the bed, and it seems that he is quite satisfied with my answer.

This man has been playing with his heart and lungs for a long time, and fell asleep after he finished speaking, which made me study until dawn, whether there is any other meaning in what he said.

When I fell asleep, I didn't have any consciousness at all, and it was very heavy. When I woke up, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and he was not there as a matter of course.

The kitchen was messed up by him, and I didn't bother to clean it up. I just stuffed the bowls and chopsticks into the sink, took a shower, hurriedly found a place to eat, and bought some fruits to send to Yu Xiao's house before putting them away. heart.

When I got home, my hands started to itch habitually, and I wanted to play online games.After work, I seldom play online games, but recently I feel that Devil May Cry is a good game.

Maybe it's because I haven't played for a long time, Dante, a handsome man in red and white hair, fought more and more bravely under my command, and the more brave he became, the more he died.

It only took a few seconds for me to know that I was holding back, I was really holding back.

At the moment I decided to go one-way and turn around.

Shanxing is a very famous gay bar in the city. This famous means that it is very famous in the circle. The heterosexuals don't even know the existence of Shanxing.

The facade of the bar is unremarkable, not even in the red light district, surrounded by a few scattered restaurants and comic shops.Going upstairs from the back door of an Internet cafe is a one-way street.

I've been coming here a lot since I was 21, and sometimes I get tired of most of the familiar faces here.

More of it comes from an inexplicable habit. Sometimes if you don't come alone for more than a week, you will feel a sense of discomfort.

Metal textured red and silver bar counter, eerie blue and romantic purple lights intertwined, and delicate goblets hanging above the bar reflect the light.

A deep pit of about two meters was dug under the transparent glass in the center of the dance floor. The deep pit was filled with red lights, and standing on it gave a dizzy and ghostly feeling.

There are also people, a group of gays, and more possibly bisexuals masquerading as gays.This group of people is unique, people who are unwilling to be ordinary and dare not stand out from the crowd.

Not absolutely, since