silent me, silent us

He was calm from the beginning to the end. In the corridor walking to meet the result, he chatted and played with Ye Guang as usual, until he entered the conference room and saw the photo, he was still calm.

It's like a place in my heart is broken, but on the surface it's intact.

It seems that nothing matters anymore. In fact, as long as he ignores his past efforts and everything in the future, he doesn't need to care about anything, and he can

Laughing at Oda's anger as a victor.

Did Oda call home?Mom should have told him the phone number of that store... It's a pity that I may not be able to perform for a while, so I can only say sorry to Aji and the others.

Deliberately avoiding Mr. Guo's gaze, Xu Qizhang remained indifferent as usual.He could feel Ye Guang's surprised eyes, but he didn't know how to speak to him.

Ye Guang must feel very strange, right?He must not be able to figure out why the photo fell into Oda's hands, maybe he would worry about him, or maybe he would be a little happy because of it?Because no one competed with him for that position... Negative thoughts continued to crawl in Xu Qizhang's mind, as if he had fallen into a soft black stinky ditch, and he couldn't get up, and he didn't want to get up.

He looked coldly at Oda's swearing, and originally wanted to stay calm until the end, but Oda's attack power was so powerful that he was easily provoked to anger again. He stood up and wanted to fight back, but he didn't expect Ye Guang took the lead.

"Who do I like to hang out with and do you P, what is it!"

Ye Guang was so angry that his face turned red, and he stepped forward as if he was being scolded, his fists trembling slightly, he didn't know whether it was because he endured the anger, or because he disobeyed the teacher for the first time.

He couldn't even say the word "fart", but he yelled at Oda for him?

Obviously it's none of his business... Xu Qizhang laughed from the bottom of his heart, but in fact he actually laughed out of it, making Ye Guang look back at him nervously.

The shady scene in his heart seemed to be torn apart with this smile. Seeing Ye Guang's suppressed anger rise and fall with his chest, Xu Qizhang's chaotic head gradually became clear.

Did he forget something important?

That Ye Guang...

He is speaking for himself, he values ​​himself more than he thinks, he is angry for himself, angry for his self-defeating behavior...

Some people will be sad for such a self, and it is someone they like.

But he let the person he likes bear the consequences that he shouldn't have to bear for himself.

Seeing Xiaotian's disappointed expression towards Ye Guang, Xu Qizhang woke up after being splashed with ice water.

He has a problem himself, why should someone else bear it?

Isn't this the same as the shackles those people put on him?

As soon as the line of defense in my heart was relaxed, all those "sensible" who were thrown away rushed forward.

Xu Qizhang looked up at Teacher Guo, her face was very worried, even at this time, she still didn't show the same indifferent expression as the teachers next to her.

It was he who broke that balance with his own hands.

That dangerous balance of calm and rage that always exists no matter how repressed it is.

"Qizhang, do you have anything to say?" The principal's voice pulled him back to the difficult problem in the meeting room.

No matter how regretful it is, it’s useless, if you do it, you do it... Xu Qizhang simply stated what he wanted to say clearly at once, and now he is grateful for his past efforts and his unhealthy family, which really added a lot of impression points to him .He knew that Mr. Guo would speak for him, and the principal would not make a big deal out of it.

This kind of incident is regarded as a family scandal, and the school will never publicize it.

It didn't matter if he said it, but when the principal announced that he would be disqualified as a candidate, he was still thinking about trying to save something. When he thought of Ye Guang's agreement with him, he felt that he was really too impulsive.

Compared with Oda's anger, the price he paid was much higher, which was really unreasonable.

Xu Qizhang exhaled and frowned angrily.

It must have been stuck this morning, or he was punished for driving without a license yesterday.

Waiting for the judgment with the mentality of "Even if the candidate position is gone, it is self-inflicted", so that when Ye Guang helped him keep the candidate position, Xu Qizhang actually felt a little guilty.

Outside the meeting room, unexpectedly, Ye Guang explained to him that he didn't do it.The expression on his face that was about to cry made Xu Qizhang really guilty. While he was considering whether to tell the truth, he couldn't help but kept silent with a little maliciousness and a little tentativeness.

Although he had just returned from the calamity, Xu Qizhang still did not change his mind. He wanted to see how Ye Guang could gain his trust.

Like a bad habit, let the child think he is lost, and then hide in the dark to peek at his flustered, helpless, and cute expressions.Hurry up, Ye Guang, hurry up.

"Do you think I've betrayed you? For this bullshit chairman position! No matter how happy I am..."

When Xu Qizhang caught a certain ending, he couldn't restrain himself anymore and kissed the mouth that was still dripping with snot.

This kiss contained every bit of his repression these days, as well as the touch Ye Guang brought to him.

Whenever he was about to give up, Ye Guang's unexpected performance always brought him surprises and hope.

I have never been disappointed in you, Ye Guang, because you always give me hope.

In the dark audio-visual room, he smiled and wiped away Ye Guang's tears.

One day he will tell him the truth, when he can be sure that Ye Guang belongs to him completely, he will say so, but not now...

This is his little selfishness towards Ye Guang.