Lang came on a bamboo horse: Qingmei, you lie down

Su Yixia returned home with her head drooping, took off the hot suit as soon as she entered the room, and casually threw it on the sofa. Su Yixia's mother picked it up and patted it flat in distress, and said, "You can't waste it like this without ironing it. , do you know how expensive this dress is?"

"Then put it away, don't spoil it for me." Su Yixia said lazily, walked into the room, and closed the door.

After more than half an hour, Gu Zisheng also entered the room, holding the freshly bought fruit in both hands: "Auntie, is Xia Xia back?"

Su Yixia's mother took the things from Gu Zisheng's hand, nodded her chin towards Su Yixia's room, and secretly asked Gu Zisheng: "Zisheng, did Xia Xia fail again today?"

Gu Zisheng smiled and said, "That's right. He has been like this for several days, don't worry, it will be fine after a while."

Walking into the room, the room was a little dark, Su Yixia was lying on the bed with her clothes on, with her arms over her eyes, as if she was closing her eyes and resting her mind.

"Xia Xia, you haven't had dinner yet, are you sleepy?" Gu Zisheng walked over, took Su Yixia's hand away, lowered his head and kissed his eyes: "Get up and move around, now I can't sleep at night after sleeping."

"Go away." Su Yixia turned over irritably, leaving Gu Zisheng behind. Although her voice was not loud, Gu Zisheng could still hear that Su Yixia in this state was in danger of blowing his hair anytime.

"Which big boss has spoiled my little baby again today?" Gu Zisheng teased Su Yixia, stretched out his hand to tickle him, Su Yixia waved his hand away impatiently, and said, "Can you let me be quiet for a while? Come on, who will play with you."

Gu Zisheng sighed, took off his coat and hung it on the coat rack by the door, and said, "Okay, why don't you just be a homeless person for a few months, what's the big deal? You'll show our mother a face when you come back, right?"

"How dare I, everyone in this family earns money, so I don't have the confidence to show anyone's face."

"Hey, you can eat and drink for nothing, I will support you." Gu Zisheng walked over to him with a good temper, hugged Su Yixia and coaxed him, this kid probably suffered from unemployed syndrome, and he remained calm for more than a week He has a strange face, and he speaks in a strange manner. The whole family is careful with him, for fear that he will be offended if he is not careful.

Su Yixia sneered, and said: "Yeah, what are you afraid of, there are still people who are willing to take advantage of me, at worst they'll just be a badass."

Gu Zisheng saw that the more he talked, the worse it was, and he thought that if he continued to talk, there would be a quarrel, so he said, "I'll go back to my house first, and I'll call my parents over for dinner later, and you also get up and go to the kitchen to help your mother, what are you doing?" If you work a little bit to distract yourself, you won't be able to think about it."

After speaking, get up and leave.

The dinner atmosphere was barely harmonious. Although Su Yixia didn't talk much, she didn't show any face in front of Gu Zisheng's parents. She forced a smile when she brought him some food. Gu Zisheng kept looking at him worriedly, wanting to ask him what's wrong. Because of the presence of parents, he hesitated to speak.

After dinner, Gu Zisheng's parents stayed here to watch TV with Su Yixia's parents. Gu Zisheng packed up the dishes and went to open the door of Su Yixia's room, only to find that it was locked.

"Xia Xia, open the door." Gu Zisheng knocked on the door, feeling a little embarrassed by the gazes from the living room.

Su Yixia didn't move inside, Gu Zisheng lowered his voice, and said, "Parents are watching, please save me, can you open the door?"

After a while, Su Yixia came to open the door. Gu Zisheng walked in, turned on the light, and said, "What are you doing alone? Go out and watch TV when you're bored."

"Are you in charge?" Su Yixia went to the desk and sat down, and said, "You have a job, so you still have time to care if I'm bored or not?"

"Xia Xia, don't do this, can you? Weren't you very happy when they accepted me? How can you change your face? What did I do wrong to provoke you?"

"You didn't mess with me, how could you mess with me." Su Yixia took out a blank piece of paper indifferently, picked up a pencil and scribbled on it, obviously not wanting to talk to Gu Zisheng.

"You graduate student, haven't you graduated yet? What's the rush? There's still plenty of time."

"A lot, a lot, a lot of farts!" Su Yixia threw away the pencil, stood up and said, "Do you know how many companies I have been in since I came back? Do you know that the resumes I handed out are almost piled up? Time So what? If no one wants it, no one wants it! I rely on me to realize that I, Su Yixia, is a complete waste, so it's hard for you to waste time on me every day. "

"I'm talking to you, why are you so excited?"

"I'm not excited, so I'll just ask you to go back to your own home? You, a successful person, dangle in front of me all day long, and I'm in a panic."

"Don't be unreasonable."

"I'm just being unreasonable. I've hated someone so much since I was a child. If you don't like it, go away."

Gu Zisheng took a deep breath, suppressed the anger that was rising in his heart, and said kindly: "Xia Xia, be obedient, stop making trouble, isn't it just to find a job, it's not a big deal, our family can't afford you?"

Su Yixia clenched his fists, gritted his teeth and said, "Get lost."

Gu Zisheng went forward and wanted to say something, but Su Yixia pointed at the door and repeated: "Get lost."

Gu Zisheng nodded, and said: "Okay, I'll get out, so I won't be annoyed by rushing to post every day, I'll get out of the way, and I won't come to hinder your old eyes again, okay?"

Seeing Gu Zisheng coming out, Gu Zisheng's mother walked towards the door with an uneasy expression, stood up quickly and stopped him and asked, "Did you quarrel with Xia Xia?"

Gu Zisheng said wearily: "No, I'm a little tired, I'll go back and lie down."

"Zi Sheng, don't argue with Su Yixia, you know his temper, seeing that you are about to go to work, he is not worried at all." Su Yixia's mother came over and persuaded: "This child has been spoiled since he was a child. , hold back a bit, huh?"

"That's right." Gu Zisheng's mother echoed: "He's in a bad mood right now, you should be with him even more. What's the point of walking away? I quarreled with your father. If he dares to leave, I'll make him miserable. Walk."

Gu Zisheng's father cleared his throat embarrassingly, and said, "Zisheng, that, fight at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed, Xia Xia is younger than you, so don't fight with him."

Gu Zisheng looked at everyone with a headache, and said: "I will solve it, but I am really tired now, and I can't think of anything."

The mothers had no choice but to let Gu Zisheng go back, looked at Su Yixia's closed door, and looked at each other helplessly.

Early in the morning, the alarm clock next to Su Yixia's bed rang, Su Yixia reached out and pressed it, forcing herself to throw away the comfortable quilt and get up and get dressed.I can't remember the last time I slept in. I carried my resume endlessly every day, handed it to others carefully, accepted the critical scrutiny of others, and then left with a stiff smile on my face.

I didn't feel much at first, but after a long time, I felt that I had no dignity, and I always thought that others were watching my jokes.

Work is hard, but at least there are two days off, how about him?What do you want to do when you are exhausted from running around every day?

Seeing Gu Zisheng's high-spirited and smug look, it's not that he was happy with empathy, it's not that he wasn't proud of him, but the more successful Gu Zisheng was, the more he would despise such a failed self, the more he would feel that he was not worthy of him, and the more he thought about it. To escape.

Rubbing her sore temples, Su Yixia walked out of the room to wash up.

As soon as he went out, he bumped into a generous embrace.Su Yixia looked up in surprise, it was Gu Zisheng.

"Why are you standing there stupidly at the door?"

"Wait until you come out."

"You won't call me?"

"I'm afraid you won't let me in."

"Neuropathy."

"Ah."

"How long have you waited?"

Gu Zisheng raised his hand to look at his watch and said, "Two ten minutes."

"You have too much time, don't you?" Su Yixia pushed him away angrily, and said, "Don't stop me, I'm in a hurry."

Gu Zisheng grabbed Su Yixia and said, "Don't go today."

Su Yixia said jokingly: "Why? You found a job by yourself, so I'm not allowed to look for it?"

Gu Zisheng pulled Su Yixia into the room, closed the door, put him in his arms, and said, "I know you're in a bad mood, I know what's going on in your little head, but I don't know how to make you feel better." Be happy, tell me what I have to do to make you as happy as you used to be."

Su Yixia struggled, but didn't break away, so she could only say: "Let go of me, I'm really in a hurry, the job fair is late, it's like the Spring Festival travel train station, I can't even squeeze in."

"Xia Xia, don't ignore me." Gu Zisheng hugged Su Yixia even tighter, and there was a choke in his throat: "As long as you are happy, you can ask me to do anything."

Su Yixia's eyes became hot, and she snuggled up to Gu Zisheng sadly, and stopped talking.

After embracing each other in silence for a long time, Su Yixia grabbed Gu Zisheng's hand and looked at his watch, and said, "Well, very good, it's late."

Gu Zisheng let go of Su Yixia sullenly, sat on the side of the bed, lowered his head, Su Yixia sat down beside him, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

"If you are unhappy, I will also feel uncomfortable. These days, I always feel that I can't figure you out. I don't know what to say to you to listen to. My heart is always hanging and can't get down."

"Is it that exaggerated?" Su Yixia rubbed his face, a little embarrassed, but he didn't want to offend others, but he didn't know why, every time he was in a bad mood, he couldn't help but want to compete with Gu Zisheng, wanted him Also followed unhappy.

Alas, in the final analysis, seeing Gu Zisheng doing better than him made her mentally unbalanced.

"It's fine if I don't see you during the day, but at night, when you come back, you tell me to go away..."

"Besides, you are as pitiful as an abandoned woman." Su Yixia looked at him with contempt, and said, "Hey, you are so sad and miserable as a working person, should I jump off a building?"

"I really don't understand what you are anxious about. If you can't find it, you can't find it. I wasn't as restless as you when I couldn't find it."

Su Yixia glanced at Gu Zisheng, then turned her head away, and said reluctantly after a long time: "Didn't you say you want to buy a house?"

"Yes, do you want to live in your parents' house for the rest of your life?"

"That's it. You don't even have a job. What do you use to buy a house? Our parents helped us settle the down payment. We can't even ask them to help repay the loan, right? How can you have enough money for yourself?"

"Then don't buy it for now, wait until you find a job and settle down."

"You're so straightforward, what if I can't find it all the time?"

"Then we'll nail a log cabin in the big courtyard to make ends meet."

"Fuck you!" Su Yixia was amused, and stretched out her hand to pinch Gu Zisheng. Gu Zisheng took the opportunity to grab Su Yixia's paw, pulled him towards her, and said, "Smile, don't be angry anymore, okay? Jobs can be found slowly." , it won’t be good if the body is angry.”

Su Yixia's face softened a lot, sighed, and asked: "Don't you think I'm very useless?"

"I don't think so, I think my Xia Xia is the most amazing person in the world." Gu Zisheng lowered his head and kissed him on the face, and said with a smile: "I don't know you yet, you are just trying to coax me when you are awkward Well, like a child, it doesn't even grow up."

"Then don't coax, go back."

"No, you've made yourself angry, and I'm the one who suffers."

"Then you left last night?"

"Xia Xia, I ran outside for a whole day yesterday, and I was so tired that I almost fell to the ground. If you show me your face, can I feel better?" Gu Zisheng raised his head, facing Su Yixia who stared at him with big eyes, and surrendered. : "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you and left yesterday, I'm damned."

Su Yixia snorted, stretched out his hand to play with Gu Zisheng's fingers, Gu Zisheng knew that he felt at ease, heaved a long sigh of relief, turned his face and kissed his lips lightly, Su Yixia smiled and avoided, at the moment when he was about to give up Time came again, and after several times, Gu Zisheng finally couldn't bear it anymore, and pushed Su Yixia onto the bed at once, and pressed him down: "Little bastard, you've left me in the cold for a few days, and you still light the fire, right?"

Su Yixia tore off the clothes he had just changed and threw them to the bedside, put his arms around Gu Zisheng's neck, rubbed his legs against his waist, Gu Zisheng was so teased, he gasped and gnawed on Su Yixia's neck.It's been a long time since we had been intimate, and the familiar touch easily brought back passionate memories. Both of them reacted quickly, rolling around under the quilt and doing morning exercises.

Su Yixia was enjoying Gu Zisheng's conscientious service, and she still kept shouting: "Go to the fucking job fair, from today onwards, I can sleep as long as I like."